Let's sum up 2008, in a nutshell.

• O levels were over, January to Mid April was major slacking
• Start of poly life in April
  
• Ups and downs during this whole year, till august semester 1 was over.
  
• Semester 2 started in september? I slacked a lot compared to the first half.
  
• November and December was pretty much draining (dad in hospital)
  

Times like this, i cannot remember what actually happened in the year, probably read my archives. Kinda boring mundane life, but still i've learnt a lot. As you know, I thought poly life would be a much better path for me since it sounded more fun and no more mugging kind of thing. I adapted well to the system and all, i strive to do well and worked harder. I could see how much i've improved and changed over the months. Although sem 2 took a downturn, I got quite tired and sick of school. I thought i could find new close friends right then, i didn't expect things to turn out this way. Poly life felt so fake, or should i say the people. Maybe it was just ME, and i should stop blaming the people around me.

From there, I learn to let go. It doesn't matter if i didn't made true friends. But, i learn a lot from there. At least, i don't have to go through letting go of people and cold shoulders. I don't have to get stuck in between as to who i should go out with. I do not need a wide circle of friends, i do not need hi and bye friends. I need people who love me for who I am and people who would stay by me always. I'm glad God was always there, I find peace and comfort for He has not forsaken me. When I felt like I was all alone, God was there.

Everybody's so superficial, I learn not to trust people so easily anymore. I do not want to be the soft-hearted person always. I learn to stand on my own for what is right. In school, i do not care if you talk behind my back, because I do what is right and I do it for my sake, not yours. I do not care what you are going to say about me. I learn to stand firm. although at times waver. I need confidence.

2008 was really tough, I meet people of all kinds, good or bad they are there. They are there for you to choose whether or not you could trust them, to learn how to get stronger if they pull you down. Be it tears or smiles, life still goes on. You need to learn how to not give up and be a stronger better person. (: and you know God's always there for you.

At that point of time when my dad was in the hospital for a whole month, God was our refuge and our strength. Through the months, He was with us showering us with blessings. Giving us the utmost peace you could never find. Although it was really heart wrenching moments, tearful moments and breaking down. I seek God, that everything would be smooth. In times like this, you feel God, and the family bond closer together. It felt good though. (: I'm glad everything's fine now, with God's grace. I thank God for all He has done for us, bringing us through day by day. I believe He has a better plan. (:

I'm growing older year by year. Each year I tell myself to be stronger, to not cry over nothing. Did i even grow stronger mentally emotionally? definitely not physically, i'm a weakling :D haha hur. Whatever it is, i'm satisfied with what I have, i'm blessed. If i'm going on blogging, it would be forever.

Some stuff I won't be saying here although it's private at the moment. But, i still would not want to type it here even though it would be nice and oh so sweet. (:

Thank you for being there for me.
Happy New Year and Have a Great Year ahead.
Hello 2009.

With Love,
Shermaine, xoxo

Bye 2008, Hi 2009. Resolutions/random facts.

To end of 2008 with eightcountless random facts of me.

I drink faster than i eat
I lost weight.
I cry/tear a lot in 2008
I hate year 1
I like colourful/rainbow stuffs
I'm a water tank
I'm online most of the time
I suffer from hair loss :(
I can live without music
I hated school quite much.
I stopped touching the piano
I shopped a lot online
I lost my ibanking device
I was obsessed with a footwear
I sold stuff online
I'm addicted to the computer
I have not used the house phone to chat with someone for a long time
I've 'moved' house
I got a second home
I got addicted to downloading movies
I do not listen to music
I save and spent alot
I love japanese cuisine
I love icecream
I would love to turn eighteen and remain there
I still like purple and red and grey
I like taking pictures
I'm very impatient
I love animals
I have not written a lot this year, less usage of pen
I cannot bear to chop my hair off
I stone most of the time
I'm quite emotional

(am lazy to continue)



And start of 2009 with nine resolutions

Eat more,gain weight
Do well in school with a higher gpa
Be excited for Year 2 because it's finally sciencey
Everybody stay healthy
Stay close to God
Try not to skip school so often
Save a lot more money
Don't cry over little stuff,be stronger
Have a wonderful 18th birthday with 18 presents, haha

/edit
now i feel stupid. even my brother and sister are like outside. I'm the goody goody kid being at home.
How pathetic is that. Grrrr. :@

I'm spending a quiet new year's eve at home having self-made popiah for dinner.
It's been like that for many years. Most of the time staring at the tv watching them count down excitedly or it's going for watch night service which i'm thinking whether I should. :)

Stay tuned for the post of the year, and some random facts and resolutions?

The weather's sick humid hot for who knows what reason, HOT. Global warming. -.-
I want a cool shower now. :\
See ya.

I'm drooling at the sight of them. I want to sink my teeth into one of these (:












& to list One of my new year resolutions.
which is. to. Gain.some.weight.Gain.weight.loss.
ya, i think i actually loss weight. and i think i should like gain them back or something. I don't mind remaining like this, but i think its stick thin. :|

Okay, i'm gonna drown in cookies cakes icecreams and Cheezels. :)
Goodnight.

Sometimes i feel bed ridden because it feels like i've been lying on bed the whole day. I'm in bed like the whole day sleeping,using the laptop,watching movies and whatsoever. I'm being very lazy and it's so unhealthy i know. :( This is why staying at home is as unhealthy. I can't believe i just wasted a day at home doing nothing?! other than sleeping and watching movies. Gross.
'Definitely,Maybe' is so boring. If i would watch that in the cinema i would probably sleep. So, i gave up watching halfway and went to sleep and didn't continue watching anymore. and I watched 'Juno' just now. I've got no more shows to watch because i stopped downloading. Can't decide what to watch. Maybe should go download Bucket List now. (: My d drive is screaming for help. :\ I need to delete some stuff, my space! :@

Thinking that tomorrow's the last day of the year, officially. I think it's gonna end quite badly. or should i say boringly. i can't believe it's 2009. :( Self-reflections? i'm too lazy.
bye.

Its TWENTY NINE DECEMBER already! :\
So fast?! hur.


Anyway, look at my mess of wires. I've been wanting to tidy it but i'm too lazy because i think it would always be the same, haha! (:
this consist of.. (top to bottom)

my old samsung phone charger
my sister's nokia phone charger
laptop charger
my sony phone charger.

and it's all tangled up and very messed up. :@ very messy i know.
i gave up coiling my laptop charger really nicely cause everytime i use it will def come out?!
very annoying. so now since it's the holidays i just leave it plug in and when i need it i just find the end of the charger and plug into my laptop. i don't bother untangling that whole lot of wires -.-

I know it's super untidy and messy and ugly. :(
when school starts the laptop charger wont be there most of the time. which means less mess because the bulk of it is my laptop charger because the wire is very longggggg -.-
Urgh! :@



okay, enough rantings of how messy my wires are -.-

I think i should come up with new year resolutions soon, (but what for)
haha okay whatever. i'm gonna do that for fun. Although i know i wouldnt even achieve it. I shouldn't even be saying this -.- Another post on that. :) i just can't believe 2008 just ended like that. so freaking fast :( Talk about how 2008 has been, another time. I have to make the last week of the holidays very eventful :( i'm not ready for school just yet. Sigh :( i really don't feel like going to school. because i will go to school and cry because it sucks. argh! i so can't wait for the term to end seriously. i hope i don't skip anymore of school although it's so freaking tempting because i'm so in the holiday mood. :@ Rawr!
and yay i finally got my long awaited sandles i've been yearning for months. thank you(:

Till then, goodbye.
xoxo

hmm, i think i should blog now. but i'll bore you with a pictureless post. :)
not blogging for a day feels weird and there's like so many things i wanna say. hehe!

Yesterday was belated christmas lunch party at mum's friend place- the usual every year. (just a new house) and as usual equally boring and zzz. I ate and ate and ate and did nothing. Ugh! :@
Not much food this year, the same usual. Pasta, ham, lasagna, fruit salad, sausages!, yummy bread, awesome choco cake, okay i can't remember anymore. That's about it i guess. (: As usual some played their usual majong, some chit chatting, some stoning, some playing wii/xbox. The wii has the game house of the dead 2 and 3 and it's so cool. They even have the gun to shoot like arcade. Haha, but no i didn't play. I was so bored i fell asleep on the sofa while they watch tv. -.- oh ya we played charade as well and it was quite funny. home-made charade (:

Anyway, most of the time i was doing nothing, picking on food that's all :D left around 6 or so. imagine staying there for the whole afternoon i was like going to die already okay! :@ so tired and bored at the same time -.- yeap that's about it. i was so glad to get home after that. :)

Today was combined dedication service. So like 5 services together packed in one hall and it was so so full and crowded :| As usual the 3 languages of english chinese and hokkien was damn funny. I just cannot stand how hokkien works because i find it so funny when spoken. It just sound so vulgar and everything sounds the same?! I almost burst out laughing a few times. :) opps. Anyway, went home soon after. I slept again because i'm so tired :( oh ya, i've been watching movies on the laptop now. hehehe and so far i've watched wild child which is so so nice i don't mind watching it again. and i've said i watched captivity already. today i watched forgetting sarah marshell and The happening. I still have Over her dead body and College(which i just downloaded) to watch. I think it's not even out in cinemas. :)

Should i continue watching shows, i feel like doing so. Then download more hehe. i believe my d drive is gonna run out of space real soon with so many movies. I don't mind a hard disk. haha! (:
i downloaded this show called 'diamond dogs' hoping it would be about dogs but its not. so i dont think i wanna watch it anymore. Haha! :D

Okay, i shall go now. Toodles, xoxo

Boxing Day? it should be Boring day i think. :(
Cause' i'm a very very good kid and i stayed home.

The same old pic i always take of her, sleeping (:



Thanks irvinong for the yummy christmas gingerbread man cookies (:










Yeap, i'm really bored today. I just watched captivity(this sadistic gruesome? show) not exactly gruesome anyway. But the ending was just not exciting -.- I've downloaded 'The Happening' and now downloading wild child. Seems like i'm on a movie marathon again, haha! i'm so bored what. Anyway, i tried shredding tee today and it's to painful my thumb nail hurts now ): this is how bored i really was, i need to while away my time staying at home doing nothing?! :| a week left of holidays ): really sad, i don't wanna go to school ! Urgh. :@ a few more days till 2009, really fast.

i'm gonna grow a year older really quickly, i don't want. i want to stay like how i am. i want to be a kid forever. :D i want carebear ! hehe (: i think i look like a total shit. :(

anyway, christmas lunch tomorrow and mom's friend house again! i don't want to go because it would be so freaking boring but i just want to go to eat the awesome food because i want to grow fat. how great is that gonna be! :) and i still really want to shop. :(

although my bank is more or less dried up, really dry ): and i still don't believe it. sigh

okay, i'm going off go play with my pet in ps or something. goodnight (:
xoxo

Boo! Merry Christmas to all :)

Christmas is gonna be over soon, hope ya'll enjoyed yourself partying or having christmassy dinners :D I sure enjoyed myself sleeping at home (: It felt like another sunday, going to church for service, lunch then home :| & during lunch i drank this papaya juice and it's damn gross because there's like plastic blended inside too, it's damn gross okay! :( at first i complained because i drank plastic!?!?! but i still didn't care and continue drinking. Almost finish when i suck this whole lump of plastic that got stuck below the straw, omg i want to die! complained and they refunded the money. like after i drank the whole cup ?! Urgh. Ewww :(

Anyway, came home and online again. Slept at 4 till about 7pm :) That's how i spend my christmas, so coolz right :D Not much of christmas dinners this year though (:

Anyway, i tried camwhoring with my pretty nails but i can't take nice pictures.


only this thumb has a star :)




see the star :D


This is about the nicest picture of them. Its so pinky i know :D

and i tried bunning my hair with a stick yesterday, very ugly because i haven't perfect the skill in that, i still don't know how to make it stay. so annoying! i think my hair's too thick :(


I don't know what i'm gonna do tomorrow. i just ate multi grain bread with basil pesto and some tomato stuff that you apply on it and it's so awesome i tell you. I'm gonna stay home and eat bread with lobster soup or something. hehehe i know you are hungry! i feel fat eating chocos and cookies muffins and all those sweet stuff people give during christmas. so many of them didn't come today and i end up bringing my goodie bags for them home! :@ i hope they don't melt.

I feel like. . doing nothing because i'm so bored :(
Goodnight!

Merry Christmas Eve, 2008

oh ya, you heard about the singapore flyer that stopped working at this kind of time. Good thing we didn't thought of riding it yesterday because it stopped after we left popeyes, haha! it's so hilarious. Rescued down by ropes and harnesses. Haha ! Much more thrilling than riding the flyer itself. cool shit.

Merry Christmas (Eve) Everybody (:

Tis' the season of giving, and not forgetting the birth of Christ (:


How I miss having the lighted christmas tree with pretty presents lying underneath at home.
How much things have changed pretty much this year, lesser or no christmas dinners and less unwrapping of presents :( i want to open presents! I guess it's all different now. you don't have to wrap a present, i get to choose 'em. Hahaha! :D



It's christmas eve today, on a rainy cold night. With no presents to unwrap or feasting on ham and turkey with carolers coming to sing christmas carols, the joy of christmas. It's cold and quiet night at home with the family eating nasi lemak, haha weird i know. Still, a happy day. I cannot imagine going through festive seasons being sad because it's the most painful thing on earth. I'm glad i'm all happy and satisfied with what i have and enjoying life most of the time. I just have to stay happy this way (: Christmas service tomorrow, i've made small gifts. it's the thought that counts right. everything's so last minute what can i do! haha (: i'm kinda broke too. If i'm rich i would probably just buy anything i saw without cracking my brains too hard.

After christmas, i'll go for more shopping because i haven't gotten my stuff to satisfy myself (:
And just today when i was eating my lunch, i thought about something. I actually bought this bag online last week, hoping to receive it by today. AND YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.
How retarded and foolish i actually was. I will tell you the conversation i had with the seller through email. it goes like this. . .

(after all the enquiries and such)

Me: hi, i've transferred you the money already. when will you be able to mail the bag out?
Girl: okay, received. i've mailed out the bag today probably receive on tues/wed.
Me: okay thanks (:

and you know what i realised after like five days or something?! I NEVER EVEN GIVE HER MY ADDRESS! omg! i wonder how she can even tell me she mailed the freaking bag out when i didn't even give her my address. omg right. how stupid can i get please. I only realised today when i wanted to get the mail! I wanted to die okay, i hope she doesn't cheat me. I will screw her upside down. Grrr! :@

and also i'm so damn pissed with dead buyers for the Vs bag i've got 2 customers telling me they do not want it already after i bought it?! i've kept the bags for months. I gave them a piece of my mind through email and one of them say she's gonna get it! phew. i wonder what am i gonna do with the last one. i'm too lazy to like advertise and sell already -.-



Updates again, toodles.
XOXO

TwentyThreeDecember Two-oh-oh-eight

It's coming to an end :(

Anyway, popeyes(finally!) today and we had to walk so far just to eat that! under the stupid hot sun. :( by then it was already 4pm, how late. went out at 2 plus though! I was super thirsty, so by the time i ordered my food i finish drinking my drink and was quite full i felt like drinking and not eating already -.- But, i still ate that spicy chicken which made me drink more! :@ i took very very long to finish up my meal cause i was damn bloated and full ! The fries was nice but i couldn't finish ): end up walking back under the freaking hot sun again! to marina square then took train down to orchard because cityhall is boring! hmm, taka again! been there a number of times this two weeks. I cannot find any gifts to buy, seriously giving me headache! Urgh! anyway i wanted to buy my laptop case. Apparently i didn't bring my laptop to try if it fits. If i'm gonna do that it's like repeating the same mistake again by not trying the previous time and buying something that doesn't exactly fits! how stupid right i know.

The sales person there doesn't know what size laptop fits, so wth?! i went to get a ruler to measure the length at the store. But after measuring a few, i decided not to get because i'm still afraid it doesnt fit. :( end up not getting anything. Finally got my lipbalm for my very chapped lips every second! and it's pissing me off. I think my lips are cracking apart already. -.-

Walk around finding coffee bean but could not find! Walk round and round until very tired! I think they close down or something -.- i was quite thirsty again! :( i feel like i'm a water tank. I can drink alot but i can't eat when i'm full :| Anyway, was very tired. headed to wisma and walk around for a little while. found nothing to buy!(give up already) went back home soon after.
oh ya, went to borders first to see if there's anything nice but none! bought a pc magazine for the tech freak. and m&s sweets (: queued for like damn long i want to die because my legs were breaking. pfft.

Very long winded post with no pictures i'm sorry. Forgot all about pictures! haha (:
Christmas in a day's time, i don't feel all chrismassy :(
Gonna hit the sack soon, goodnight !

The throbbing pain in my head has finally subsided ): i slept the whole freaking afternoon away again, do you know that. I woke up with a heavy head, so pain ): (at least my sleep was special)
:D

and i've got a whole list of things i want to do or get, i wonder if it would be fulfilled. :\
A wish list, i'll think about it later. I'm gonna get all i'm craving for to satisfy myself a little.
I just need to feel happy for awhile, been long since i satisfy my cravings. hahaha! (:
and only special days do i get things done my way and all given in to me. Yay, i'm so happy!

I need to get. . .
my laptop case(badly needed)
the pretty sandles i'm yearning for a very long time
first experience at popeyes (cravings!)
Threading!
christmas gifts
watch christmas lights
countdown 2009

and a whole long list more, grrr!

my feet still hurting from the damn shoes i wore yesterday that gave me blisters and a broken toe nail(which hurts) :( and i need to paint my nails soon, i've been procrastinating for so long. I'm so lazy, urgh! :@

hmm, what about a list for 2009. too many things to achieve, too little time.
i want to bake again! :( it's gonna be a boring night.

I'm still tired from yesterday, i want to sleep more. :) woke up early for church so i didn't get enough sleep. Came back around 1 ? and i slept for 5 hours till 6pm, wow :| i slept the whole afternoon away. Went to dream land the moment i touch the bed (: did not even eat lunch, very very very tired. I thought i wouldnt be able to sleep now since i just bathed and slept for so long today. But, i feel tired suddenly. haha! pigpigpig i know.

it's the second week of the holidays, i don't know what i've been doing. it's not that enjoyable afterall. hopefully i make the best out of the leftovers of holidays i have ): it's gonna be twoohohnine real soon. Time flies! :( Not looking forward because it's going to be a bad year i guess. But think positive yeah! haha so contradicting.
i still want to shop more. what should i do tomorrow or later? since it's past midnight now.
Goodnight, xoxo

Anyway, she's so adorable right. super cute! Like doll haha.




so cute :D

Will you watch christmas lights with me or count down 2009 ?








hi, i'm back. i'm drop dead tired after the whole day of walking from 12 to 9
Just came back around 9.15pm and i'm so so so exhausted plus carrying a stupid heavy knife set which we help my mom buy. Stupidly carrying it around taka, we should have bought it after walking around right. how stupid I actually was, i didn't expect to be walking somemore!

Anyway, went down town with sister and parents. went mt E hospital first to visit someone, then had lunch at pepper lunch, walk around taka. they went to tangs and i went fareast alone and i walk almost the whole place till the came. I bought a pair of pretty shoes. Had teatime, then walk more and was really bored plus everywhere felt to stuffy and hot ?! parents went back first while my sister and i continued walking awhile more, headed to tangs to buy her (veryrippedoff) shoes which i would not buy even after thinking for twenty times. Just an ordinary pair of pumps which cost 89bucks. super rip off. -.- spent alot of time considering there! and i was so tired already. But still continued walking more at comestic counters i like to see although i don't buy anything. because i have to think like 100 times before i decide to buy something -.- bought nothing, went to wisma and then taka, and it was super duper freaking damn crowded i cannot stand the people omg. I want to dieeee. This was not the worse. Hate the underpass part ?! :@ Urgh.

We bought the knife set at taka and walk around with it, it's super duper heavy and my feet was killing! ): but still walk more and spend alot of time in those cute art shops and artfriend but actually bought nothing because there's nothing i wanted to buy ): was very tired, so went back and the path to the mrt was crazy because it was flooded with people! :@ you are like walking inch by inch and packed like sardines?! argh how irritating. but, the christmas lights were so pretty. I haven't seen the christmas lights in the last couple of years.(i think?)

quite shocking when we came out of wisma because it was night already and the lights were pretty. I only see people and more people in shopping centres i lose track of time? haha! (:
Painfully standing in the train the whole journey back ): and finally homesweethome :D

Okay, i'm dead tired i need to bathe now. But, i can't get enough of shopping. I still want to town again although i'm so freaking tired. I still got many things i want to get! ): but i just can't decide.

oh ya, i should stop going gaga over colourful stuff because they attract me the most.
everything i like is actually multicoloured! (i find them so pretty) but the hardest to match ):
okay, see you goodnight.
xoxo

To sum it all up, it was bakers day and I had fun although it was short, Thanks irvinong!
If only I can buy all the time in the world from whoever I want, there will never be enough time for everything :( & due to lack of time, we didn't take any pictures in which i actually wanted. Another day! I don't know why but now i don't feel like sleeping at night at all, i feel like staying awake through the night hoping that someone would talk to me on random things.

Anyway, I slept alot today from 4 plus till 7 ? After baking, i walked around cwp stupidly hoping i could buy everything down. Feeling tired i went home and sleep (:

& i think it's fated that I should not online shop. Just when i wanted to pay immediately for something online, i had to lose my ibanking secure device! ): i was devastated i kept thinking about it and how can i even lose it! I felt very sad :( it's just so not fated for me to buy.
Anyway, i gave up looking for it already and atm transferred today. I can't be bothered to find because i guess i will never be able to find it ? i don't know! but if i want to replace it i have to pay like 20 bucks of something! :@ Urgh. So should i or should i not get another one?
Not getting it = no more online shopping or rather no more ibanking.
pffftt. I really hope i find it back! :( regretted throwing my things around and leaving it everywhere. Too late too late

I want to tour town tomorrow, i've got so many things i wanna get i wish you could fund me for everything. I'm really bored, screw your msn! :( bye.


Choco Mix.


Flour?


Brownie Mix


Cranberry Choco Chip (CCC)


yum.


Cookie Balls


Not done.


Humongous done cookies :D




Done brownies.


Crack and melt in your mouth!


Bad lighting in the lift! :(

Do you need entertainment at 2am? Pictures for you.

Yes, it's 2am and i'm not in bed. First time first time! I don't know why i can't get to sleep ):
and when i can't sleep i just lie under the blanket thinking of random stuff. like what to do later, what gifts to get and make. It makes me excited and thus obviously can't sleep! i'm super duper bored ): i feel like staying up the whole night but what can i do ? Play pet society ? -.-

someone is like playing Sims 2 and ignoring me, :@ Urgh!
i can't wait to bake later, more pictures please.
then i don't know where to go after that.
my life is so boring, i'm rotting at home.
i don't want to rot at home today, i rotted yesterday already!
i feel like a pork, a lazy pork. :(








i know i'm being very retarded.

Everything in town seems overpriced.
probably when you are broke then everything seems overpriced, haha!
and there's nothing i see that actually interest me, the clothes and all dont fancy me.
i shall stick to online shopping, hehe. although not spending much already. I feel so broke when i bought nothing! :@

Toodles, i miss you.

I want to hold you tonight

Z-E-R-O Stars for Nick&Norah Infinite Playlist
TEN Stars for the DG (:

Whoever said that show was so awesome and great is the stupidest person ever.
I don't get the whole show at all, not even the little jokes in between. I don't see why was it funny and the audience kept making all kinds of extra noises and effect -.- seriously waste of money, i thought it would be good! Urgh. nevermind, i learn my lesson not to trust other people's taste in movies because we are not the same and we don't have the same liking for movies. I only trust my taste after watching the movie, haha so don't trust mine okay :D

Anyway, met up with pris at 2pm, supposedly 1.30 but obviously we were late. walk around wisma, andrea came then charmaine. walk around aimlessly. stoned at starbucks for awhile because we are lazy people and have no where else to go. or should i say we cannot decide. walk to taka to get the gift voucher for auntylaiwah's birthday (: and end up looking at a lot of things on the way. oh yes i want my laptop cover! i saw itttttt :D (someone buy for me, haha) then went down to get yummy pretzel first. went back to orchard and train to dhouby ghaut. Bought tickets at The Cathay and slack there for an hour or so camwhoring (: waited for chanyi before we went in. I don't want to repeat how boring the movie was i wanted to sleep but end up watching still. :| ended around 7 plus, walk to PS and couldn't decide what to eat again!? Ate LJS in the end and the mango fish wrap was not bad, finally their menu change abit. But service still freaking slow which makes them not fast food anymore, omg. andrea left before we ate, pris left before the movie. so left with char,chanyi,cheryl and me :) left after eating and home at 10 :D

okay, i'm tired and it's past midnight. I should be sleeping now but i had to upload the photos. there's more with them, get them at facebook. i didn't post all because i didn't want to spoil their image further esp pris. unglam photos, haha! i hate eyebags, ugh! :@

(don't view if you don't feel like seeing very unglam pictures)



























Goodnight, xoxo