TRICK OR TREAT!

Happy Halloween!

i shouldn't scare you or myself with anymore pictures.


i shall freak you out with CAT ATTACK! :D

i know this little kitten is ugly.


My cat cutest okay! hehehe (:


i'm a lagger, cause i just caught House Bunny the super bimbotic show but nice :D
some parts were quite boring and i was falling asleep -.- i hate shows that drag and moves slowly. 3rd time in orchard today, officially end of holidays ): i don't want to remind myself.
at least, i don't have to spend so much money by going to school! cause i'm officially damn broke now, weekends will be left staying at home rotting and recuperating? getting prepared for school on monday which totally sucks! :@ :( time to save more money because i'd just spent all my money this week, transport is a killer! Urgh! i wish i had a bit more money (:

I know you love me.
hugs&kisses

Last weekend (:

Saturday- Lunch @ astons(again!) i'm sick of it already ):

black pepper chicken

& salmon pasta.


then, went to cut my hair at FEP! took very long to decide whether to cut or not. and my fringe is very short now, like ten times shorter! and i'm very very sad ): although i wanted it shorter i kind of regret, but nvm! i'd shall not cut my hair anymore and wait for it to grow longer! :((
i know you may not see the difference by the way i pin my hair. but seriously it's very short now, although i think nobody ever notice my hair -.-


very short! (to me)


Sunday, made sushi for dinner at home! :D finally!

i keep wanting to make like the professional style(you know the kind in restaurants) but totally fail. i suck at making sushi. and my mom keeps saying that i can't make because i dont even know the basics. ended up with sushi rolls again! ): stupid, shall practice more! :D

imagine the world without colours!


Monday- vivo city!

i place my drink in the freezer to cool it (:

window shopped, and did nothing much because there's nothing to do (: plus, public holiday so imagine the crowd! Ugh :@ nevertheless, enjoyable :D

Tuesday was sentosa and vivo again! i've blogged about that.

Yesterday(wednesday) was homey day and that's about it (:

Today(also homey day) went down town around 4pm to collect my (perfectly) repaired phone. and the most depressing thing on earth is that my messages are all gone! like hundreds which i patiently saved and deleted are all GONE! just like that. you don't know how sad i am )): like very! arghhhhh :@ and many many contacts are like gone! like those recently saved this year are all gone, so maybe you would like to tell me your number again (: i dont really need your number unless you are like close to me(and i have your number don't worry) :D
more than 90% of my contacts are stagnant(which mean i dont even contact you, or maybe once in a blue moon) heck!

went back in a packed train after collection! :@ ate yakun before going back home for dinner, and i'm super full now ): tomorrow will be heading to school for awhile, then probably out? damn broke now :( sigh! holidays are ending, double sigh! :(

XOXO

Kiss me


It's the chrismassy mood now and very soon it'll be christmas!
I'm sure everybody love christmas, although it's not just all about presents.
Although christmas this year won't be very much the same like the previous years, i still will enjoy yeah! :D we have all grown up, and there aren't much presents compared to when we are younger. and the excitement was there at that point of time. Now, it's just so mundane and normal ?

Anyway, i just spent like don't know how much time exploring livejournal. It's so difficult to use, and i took so damn long trying the under the cut thing, which apparently will appear only if you go directly to the website not just by viewing the post! so annoying, i think i'll just stick to blogger in the mean time. Blogger is still the best, and so user-friendly. Yay (:

i can't wait to get back my phone, it's ready for collection! :D I feel like watching a movie, it's horrible how holidays are going to be OVER soon! (very)
:( i'm very sad, with so many things i want to do yet so little time. i can't wait for december holidays! it would be so much better i guess (: For now, it's saving money time till christmas at least ? i really must save save save save. i know if i'm not buying or shopping for anything the money will still be spent on food -.- so, i must really control spending. i shall like lock my ibanking device up, and save alot of $ (: i think the easiest way to save money is to work. because you'll earn so much money and even if you spend, it's like a little part of it gone only.
at least you get to see the huge sum of money there for some time. Grrr!

my hair is very depress now :(

xoxo

HAHA, let me post some very very lousy quality pictures taken with my previous phone. Since, i took it out to use it as spare phone :)







and the kittens we found last time, but apparently died after a few days -.-








my cat when we first found her, so small right!



now very big already :D

It's like a dream come true

(there's more than this amount of pictures, but i'm not uploading all because i think i look fugly and fat. and i reluctantly uploaded all this pics, i'm f.a.t.)

:(

Sentosa!Sentosa! (like finally)
(pictures speak a thousand words)
GFF.

we saw this cute little fly which has wings like bird feathers!
(can't resist but take pictures)





















Omg, i love luge. & i'm reluctant to wash away the chop :(



very reluctant smile on skyrider(heights!!)

the camera took the picture of us taking our feet! (very funny)



coincidentally we smile the same(very reluctant)

and lastly, we went back to vivo for late lunch at superdog(yumyum)

I love sentosa, the changes there very drastic because i haven't been there in a long long time, and it feels like sentosa has really shrunk alot, like very small now. i don't know. maybe we didn't explore at all because we are super lazy porksberries that are very lazy to walk because the sun was so bright and humid -.- we stayed in sentosa for a very short while only. from like 11 plus 12 to 1 plus ? hahahaha! damn boring. our main purpose only to ride luge and skyrider :D (mission accomplished) ate at 2 plus, train down to orchard at 3 plus to get my phone admitted :( walk around and went back, i'm phoneless so don't contact me till thursday? i just realise, phoneless=no alarm in the morning= no morning calls/messages. how sad that is :( soon i'll get it back anyway, working in perfect condition. then i'll post more pictures (: hehe

oh ya, i was saying how i love sentosa because it feels so care-free, very little people on weekdays(except when we were leaving like huge groups of people barge in) -.- so annoying when there's so many huge groups of people, tourist of course! good thing we went earlier. pffftt
totally spoil the quietness of sentosa, HAHA! i want to go there again next time. :D

(anyway alot of photos are self-timer and its very retarded standing there wondering if the picture was taken already) -.-i know it's very stupid. hahaha, but i don't care.
i didnt even bring any camera, wanted to just rely on my phone, who knows it died on me even before i reach there. the battery is spoiled! Urgh :@

poloteepolotee!

xoxo

Please do not contact me through my handphone.
it's terminally ill and currently admitted to the hospital.
after being ill for quite some time, i decided to admit it.
so i'm phoneless now, and i don't really care. my phone don't really matter much to me because i don't usually contact anybody, the main important thing is the camera :(
nevermind, staying online will do :) hehehe

And, it's funny how people can search for my blog-danceimagination.
but still don't get to my blog or maybe they did? funny.
update more later!
toodles.

Don't ask me why i private-tise my blog or whatsoever.
Don't ask me why is my previous post like so emotional or whatsoever.
i'll give a stupid reason which is that i won't be blogging so i private my blog, so you wouldn't keep coming and keep waiting for a post to appear. (okay you're reading one now)

i'm too lazy to upload any pictures, another day perhaps. prolly a whole long post which will sum up my entire fruitful week in time to come (:
i shall keep you in more suspense! heehaw.
i didn't even know it's a public holiday tomorrow, because i don't really care since i'm having holidays so it doesnt make any difference. just that my plan for sentosa failed, for some reason. plus the fact that it's public holiday and everybody will be flooding the towns. hate it!
maybe i'll rot at home, or go somewhere(but so crowded!) nevermind, what about heading to some ulu places that nobody/less people would ever go. sounds fun? hehe :D
i shall sleep more tomorrow (:

side note.
i shouldn't actually own a laptop
i shouldn't own a bank account
i shouldn't know anything about online shopping
i shouldn't be knowing how shopping is just clicks away
i promise i'll really save now, spend less shermaine!
even if i spend, i'll promise i'll earn back the money by working somehow(hopefully)

one more thing, i hate people who doubt me, like how some blogshop owners do -.-
so annoying please.

I want to grow up, i want to be more independent.
i want to be a big girl and not rely on my parents.
i've been a burden, i feel guilty all the time.
probably, i'll work during the long break. i earn back for what i've spent.
i hate the high standard of living or probably it's just my wants.
(slap)

Everything is God's plan,
everything is in His hands
keep praying

(if kittys cry, why wouldn't i)



I don't know how to react
I may look calm, deep inside i don't know what i'm feeling
take a step at a time,
i'm trusting in the Lord

i envy others
how perfect they could be
the turmoil of life
i have to go through

i'm trying all means to make myself happy
i'm swallowing the pain ;
i want to feel close, loved.

i want to sit by the plain field, or by the seashore
in your arms, hand in hand
to smile like never before
to talk till dawn breaks
to cry till my tear ducts dry up

if only dawn never breaks
if only i get to stay by you
i wouldn't mind if it was just one hour
to make me smile
to hold you

& you is all i need


and love is all i need



(i believe i need not say more than this)

daddy,mummy-i love you
Always in prayer.

We've come a long way. . .


(prom night, the end of sec school life)




One year ago, I can't believe one year just pass by just like that!
(i haven't seen them the whole year)
very
very
very
fast
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Anyway, now's the start of the week of pure peace, kickass fun, more sleep, relaxation, enjoyment, retail therapy, more eating, movies, and just blissful moments. It may just be 9 days, but i believe i need the break from school! school is torturing. :(

Despite today being the last day of school, i faithfully went! Almost on the edge of skipping, on top of that the very-cool-nice-weather-for-sleeping made me didn't want to go. I STILL TORE MY EYES OPEN AND DRAG MYSELF TO SCHOOL! (realising that not many came, alot late, even faci was late plus the problem was easy) nevermind, I gain something didn't I? :D

i'm still deciding whether i should cut my hair, or at least trim. i think bangs will be a no-no ):
i will look damn weird, i still love my long hair, i cannot bear to trim even a little bit. But i think i have to because i didn't trim my hair for like half a year or 5 months or something, very long time ago at least! shopping tomorrow? i don't think i'll buy anything, i've spent enough. i want to saveeee money for the whole week, because i know i end up spending all my money in one day just eating and chilling outside -.- i want to plan my whole week with activities (:

• Sentosa
• Make sushi
• Cook something
• Movies(very long never watch movies!)
  
• Sleeping
• Swimming
• Shopping
• and the list goes on

withyouwithyouwithyouwithyouwithyou pork.

time to watch GG! :D


I'm broke and abandoned
you are an angel
making all my dreams come true tonight

Pretty, Thin

Twenty First.

i think anorexic people are scary, please i'm not one okay! i'm not a bag of bones at least.
i don't know how to not eat for one day, maybe eat lesser but not totally don't eat!
maybe i just have this disorder of eating when i feel like it. For a period of time i can't stop eating and snacking away and sometimes, not having the feeling to eat.

Strike that. i'm normal and healthy okay! so stop saying i'm freaking skinny or etc. probably eating is getting boring and you have no urge to eat anymore. or probably i'm being very fussy i choose food that i like to eat and i eat! (who doesnt?!) -.-

I get influence by people very easily. (in terms of food wise)
hahahaha kidding, i don't know.

okay i'm really crapping and having no point as to what i'm talking about.
i'm quite tired, not exactly because (OMG) i came home and slept AGAIN! till 8pm.
i always want to wake up at least by 7 or something. or just sleep for awhile.
BUT I CAN'T ! i'm too tired to wake up because i fall into a deep deep sleep ):
i conclude that i did not survive school because i come back being so drained. my version of surviving is to feel less tired after school, and not going home just to sleep!

self comfort: I did lots of work today in school of course will feel tired what!

Nevermind, one more day of school, faster be over! I'm even still thinking whether to go or not to go. it's Day 1 so i would not get to know of the problem yet. :( neither will i get to know my team members because it's ever changing each week! -.- Rawr.
& i got my First A, omg! so amazing so happy! (what on earth)
i just find it so so difficult to get a A this term i don't know why, but really!
to get an A for all modules it's like putting so much damn effort and participation.
to me, it's very very very very difficult. people like me don't open mouth what to do! :|

No time to watch GG in class today, tomorrow hopefully can watch. i'm too tired to watch or concentrate now. should i or should i not go to school ! :@

XOXO
nothing is impossible