fish & co.

T.R.F


please, it does not get you hooked! it gets you sick ):

ewwww.

Fish & Co is eww. i always thought it would be like damn nice since everybody raves about it.
But no, this is my first and last time going there. Because it sucks ttm. :| the fish is so damn oily, i think the canteen's fish&chip is so much better. the oil makes me feel damn sick. after eating the fish i couldn't even finish the fries and i felt so much like puking :( the mushroom soup is nice though <: that's about it. i felt so F.A.T after eating ): i felt that i need to suck in my tummy cause it's so fat. ): eeeekkkk.

initially wanted to eat jap food but my daddy doesnt want, and i dont know why i dont fancy western food anymore. i used to like it, but now jap food is the best and much more healthy (:
was at cityhall the whole day. suntec to have our lunch(it's only me and my dad), walked around in suntec where there is nothing much to see, to marina square. i just realise the underpass link from citylink to suntec is open. so interesting (: yup, so walk in marina square to digest the disgusting food! ): it's so boring there because i got nothing i want to get!
then to raffles city for awhile then to peninsula plaza and shopping centre. and went to like 3 camera shops since my dad knows the people there -.- i got my shorts then went back already :)
i felt so damn full the whole day, even before i slept when i came home. i woke up with the pukey feeling but still stuff dinner down ): sucks. will never eat there again anymore!

holiday tomorrow. yay (: the holiday mood is here and i dont feel like going to school anymore.
pfffttt. i'm in the shopping mood. i never dare to total up the amount i've spent this month because it would be hundreds? *quit that thinking* omg i dont want to think about it! hahaha
irvin, stop tempting me with all the online shopping. i'm quitting! :( hehe
but my mind is still thinking of some things i saw and i wanna get! ):
omg. my cupboard is so full already, but i still want to get so many things. i wonder how am i suppose to get rid of the clothes i don't want. but most of them i want! :( sigh.

enough
enough
enough

goodnight (:

Over the Moon (:

so, the fifteen percent of not attending school did happen. although it was just fifteen, it came true.
:) actually, i was 95% into stepping into the school compound already. just a few metres to the traffic light and to school :| but our minds have to change(always at the last minute). we walked back, rest for awhile. headed out soon after for mac breakfast! super long never eat macs, i miss hotcakes (((: town thereafter for our intended retail therapy spree :D very long never town you know, seems like everything have changed just that few weeks/months. cityhall to orchard (:
& someone spent a bomb, not me (: okay, i did spend but not as much compared to someone.
still, i haven't gotten the things on my top priority list ? just getting random stuff. but still, i'm a happy kid :D was very very tired walking from fareast to taka, to have pepper lunch, walk around to wisma, shop and went home at almost 5 ? more tired than going to school ? ):
still, happyhappyhappyhappy kid :D

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

yay, there's no school tomorrow. which equals to sleep time :)))
我很tired :(
goodnight ♥
Love youuuu (:

Note : peak hour cab fares rob half your life off. (never ever take cabs during peak hours)

anyway, Happy Belated Birthday Andrea (: i've wished you yesterday anyway :D

i think everything's fine right now (: pretty traumatised and sort of disheartened.
but alright, i guess. i'm sorry for everything ):

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i wish i was still in sec school, where skipping school would not matter because it does not affect your grades! unlike now :( should have skip more last time right? haha, i'm not that bad a student okay. i don't skip school in the past. but now ? sigh ))):
slept quite late last night, and felt soooo tired today for church. stoning the whole day.
i couldn't pay much attention because my mind drifted away somehow :|
i was half sleeping most of the time. :\ i couldnt help it, very tired!
cwp for lunch thereafter. and i got the influence for the fetish of bedsheets from my mom.
it's like her hobby is looking for bedsheets, i wonder why :|
stayed there for quite long buying again, although was damn tired. hit the bed the minute i reach home and slept till about 7pm ? :)))

ahh, i really dont want to skip school tomorrow but on the other hand i'm very tempted.
i think i'm about 85% to going to school ): sacrifice sacrifice. tuesday and wednesday doesn't seem any better although there's no school. pfftttt. rotting at home i guess (:
i want to shop ):

i'm randomly blogging i don't know what. i should stop since i just spent like one hour on this page. goodnight (L)

I don't want memory to fail me, i want to pen down everything i can. Although blogging is too open to say much, i've given up handwritten journaling because i hate people invading my privacy as well as i spend half my life on the computer. I wish those memories would keep coming back to me, without even mentioning a word. i want them to be really kept safetly so that i would always remember them, not even thinking hard trying to remember.
After all, I want to be happy. (:
(seeing food makes you and me happy right ? )

Yeap, so the day started very well and happy but ended badly
(read the happy parts, strike the bad ones)
As usual, couldn't decide where and what to eat. ended up @ marina square MOF(ministry of food) to have jap food. Jap food is L-o-v-e. All we wanted was jap food because there was green tea (: & we hug green tea :D First time there, and the food was yummy(pictures below) and their service is really good. it's not common to always have good service at many restaurants right ? their default drink isnt plain water, it's GREENTEA ((((: although it was just powder greentea, but still tea right ? free flow and they will keep refilling and pouring for you.(good service) and the place isn't that crowded. we'll sure go back again because of the default greentea (: hehehe

(salmon and chicken- a set)



(kakiage and mini steamboat served in sake wine)

very very yummy (:

black sesame icecream for dessert :D

my head is throbbing like mad. my brain is about to burst, it hurts so bad.
so i'm wondering if your emotions are felt by the heart or the brain, cause both hurts so bad.
when you feel pierced, you feel as if your heart is clenched by your fist. now, it comes with extra headache as if your brain is squashed as well. ): it doesn't feel any better to see tears streaming even though you just stare into space not having any feeling to cry. automatic free flow of tears i guess, you want some ? i believe you feel worse than what i'm feeling. i miss you

picture sexy feet. fat):

omg, sexyyyy feet with my shoe. hahaha (:

Freak. finally weekends, i'm so beaming with joy. i faithfully survived the whole week of school from monday to friday. yes, i did survived without skipping alright! *claps*
i just waited day by day to past by, waiting for class to end each day so that a day can be gone.
and the days will pass faster. (((: finally FIVE WHOLE DAYS PASSED ! happyhappy.
:D :D :D :D yay (: 2 more weeks + till the mini break, nevetheless still a break!
i think they shouldn't even have that stupid one week break, because it will get me into holiday mood and not school mood ))))): Uts in one week's time ? pretty dead, i need to study hard :(
stupid physics. hate you hate you hate you. i can't wait for physics to be over, then it would be chemistry or biology ? still much better than physics please! :(

finally tomorrow's a saturday which i finally would be enjoying, not rotting at home like FINALLY! :)))) you don't know how happy i am. for the past month or more i've been rotting at home? i want to eat i want to eat i want to eat. (: i'm waiting for many mails to arrive and have not received any ): all my loots from online shopping. and those will be the last at least for the next few months, no more shopping ): i'm still thinking whether to withdraw all my money from the bank and leave like ten bucks inside to pay for the excess shipping and stuff. maybe i should do that soon, my money manager will handle my cash. i'll not shop for many months. i hope i dont end up spending my money on food ):

& i whisper to you, & end with a kiss.
Hugs&kisses
xoxo

Have you wondered why we are able to sleep more than 8 hours in the wee hours of the morning but harder to sleep 8 hours during the day time? (obviously it's due to our busy life which happens in the day and rest in the night) i believe it's a natural thing in us ? because life's meant to be this way. we are systematically programmed in this manner from the start.
okay, stupid question. (((: i thought about it last night :D

my brain isn't functioning at the moment. i'm really reluctant to go for class tomorrow, but no i have to i have to i have to no matter what. i still have to see her freaking face. :@
happy
happy
happy
be happy )))):

sad face.

one more day till the weekends, let me survive tomorrow hopefully without getting another D
i haven't had the chance to dine outside for a good lunch/dinner for a very long time.
weekends ?
sigh ):

hitting the sack, goodnight (:
will blog when i have more in mind.
life is mundane you see.

And I will run to You
To Your words of truth
Not by might, not by power
But by the spirit of God
Yes I will run the race
'Till I see Your face
Oh let me live in the glory of Your grace

Twenty Third, Twentyth ♥

Now, i don't know exactly whether to be happy or upset. But seriously, I'm very upset/angry/frustrated/i don't know how to describe this abcd feeling because i am emotionless now. Deep inside i feel superly pissed and i feel like bashing through her head right through her brain to see how deepshallow is her brain. Freak! :@ that stupid grandmother can freaking go and die and i wish i would not see her face anymore. In that case, if you don't know why i'm so pissed, it's because i got the best shit of my life, seriously. By getting my first D for the semester. yes First! does all science facilitators love to give students D grade so much, that all the Ds i get is from science, even last semester. thank you so much. now, i'm wondering why i'm in the science school. I hope i don't ever see them again in some years to come. (I pray) and what's more I think this facilitator is somewhat in the biomed field. Gosh ))):

I don't believe i can get a C when I tried answering her questions, even though i really knew nothing. i believe i don't deserve a D and what's more she has no right to give me a D since i was present for all three meetings and i've done my rj. Anyway, it's not only me who got a D, many others as well. her comments are sacarstic, 'Thanks for the RJ' :@ am i suppose to reply and say 'you're welcome.' ? doesn't she have anything to say! waste of time writing so long right? she is no better than the computing one who doesn't even commnet on my rj, not even a thanks? Haha.
pffffttt. i believe you will feel angry for me even though you're not me. :@ she's so demoralizing.
Big sigh ): I don't know what i should do, i don't want to see her face again :( so B-I-A-S!
am i fated to meet with such bias unreasonable facis?! :@ i want to do well, and i'm trying my best yet get this kind of facilitators who are so not encouraging nor helping.

i'm sorry the whole post i'm ranting. :( nevertheless, i'm still surviving school and trying very hard to survive. it's very draining and i'm getting so tired easily. ): cognitive tomorrow, and i bet it's gonna be tough. but at least the facilitator is so much nicer, he even commented me when i didn't attend school last week. (click to enlarge) or maybe it won't be bigger even if you click. nevermind if you can't see.

I must go to school tomorrow, i must survive the whole week(no skipping). ((: good thing there's public holiday next week, more rest! :) yay.
goodnighttt, very tired!

i'm a sucker for onlineshopping i'm a sucker for pretty things i'm a sucker for managing.
Firstly, i shouldn't own a bank account. because everything starts from there, everything needs to be paid through there. Secondly, i shouldn't have signed up for ibanking which makes everything so convenient. Thirdly, i shouldn't even own a laptop(out of the question), because i do need a laptop no matter what. Fourthly, i shouldn't be blogshopping whenever i am bored. Fifthly, i shouldn't even have come to know about sprees and all that US shopping.(this wouldn't happen if i'm born in the states). Sixthly, i'm going very broke. Seventhly, i really want to save money. Eighthly, i'm glad i'd got a money manager who is getting very pissed with me. Ninethly, i promise i'll redraw all my money from the bank very soon. But wait baby wait :( Tenthly, and last one, anybody want to order anything from bathandbodyworks tell me okay ((((: email hamsterfarie@hotmail.com

and from now onwards, money saving starts ((((: at least no more online shopping.
i want to save my four figure sum by next year? hopefully. hahahaha but i bet that wouldn't happen only maybe after chinese new year? and IF i work during the holidays next year.
i need to save i need to save i need to save i need to save. damn! :|

please baby please :( i will lock all my money in somewhere i cannot open forever
Loveee♥

Let me entertain you with my comic strips although you wont get the meaning of them (: the comic may not flow well because some are not posted. It's for keepsake. I can go create a comic book already with my freaking ugly drawings. HAHA (((((:

The end (:

either ways you get hurt

I know you miss me (:

yay to the weekends although it actually means rotting at home. nevertheless, have a kitkatslap!
i'm thinking of how to rot my afternoon away. i'm down with flue for many days, which means no swimming ):
i'm gasping for oxygen because my nose is blocked! and the feeling is so horrible when you can't breathe!
even before the weekends reach, i'm already thinking of monday blues :( because i know the weekend is short but still, i'll make it all worthwhile somehow somewhat. i survived the last two days of school (:
i've gained a little more motivation to head for school. i hope next week would be better.
i need to maintain my gpa whether or not i go for ipdbms(monash). it's not like i have the !kaching! even if i do, i don't want money to go to waste because i don't even know if i can commit. i just can't imagine studying again because in the mean time i really don't have any motivation. (till the day i'm inspired again)! i'm so used to the never-study in rp, what more next time slog my guts out for all the exams in uni :( i can't imagine doing that. can i like not study(asinthemughardkindforexams) but like get my degree? no way that would ever happen.
i don't know i don't know i don't know. i don't know what's my damn decision and this semester will be coming to an end very soon. i hope i would be inspired/motivated someday somehow soon (((: for now, i'm not going to think of anything near that line. it's only year 1, and i'm suffering. what more year 2 and 3 ?

i think i feel that i'm like much more relaxed now i don't know why. everything seems so difficult :(
and i hate physics to the core right now. it's so so so difficult i can't even bother to think, adding on to the i hate excel and they have to always use that piece of shit. till now, i've not known the usage of it. (and will never).
all i know is its build in calculator inside. and they can help you calculate lots of things and draw graphs etc.
and another naggy faci which goes on and on and on. good thing i had to leave for the dbms talk, if not i would have died :\ pfftttt

think positive(+ve) and i hope tomorrow would be better. stay strong!
& i pray my flue will be better


Goodnight♥
i'll miss you till you can feel you're missing me

Happy Birthday Mummy (:
Love ♥

Backspaced everything, I have no idea what to type in this space. I'm still wondering whether to go to school ): sigh, so sick and tired. I have no motivation for school. I feel like running away forever.
still having flu and unwell throat, so am i still going to school to use up my brain cells :|
and tomorrow requires lots of thinking which i'm not prepared for. i'm prepared to get all confuse again and start sorting out my thoughts which drains all my energy. :(
sometimes, looking towards the future may seem better. you seldom stop and think about the past. It may seem happier that time, yet sad presently because you wish time would stop just then.
but never will it (:

hopefully, i fall even more sick. so, i don't have to consider going to school.

goodnight (:
hello flu bug. thanks for being my bestfriend right now.

I'm very tired, beyond words beyond expressions
my body feels like it's breaking apart.
tired
tired
tired
my eye lids feel so heavy the whole day, i just feel like sleeping.
came home and slept till 7 plus, i couldn't wake up but i didn't want to sleep longer because i'm afraid i can't sleep at night. Now, i got the feeling i'm falling sick! my throat feels weird.
Sigh, someone give me motivation to go to school.
school is so boring, especially when i felt like i did nothing in school. plus that nerdy computing faci today which is so (beyond boring). he's questions are so un-answerable. -.-
the day was moving really slowly, i believe he's gonna give me another C.

hate hate hate

i've no strength to do my rj properly, feel so damn tired.
goodnight (:
tell me you love me

fashion week hotness2008(:

Bailey's Scorch






omg, i've got a fetish for hotpink and the kind of longlong hair!

omg, when will my hair like grow longer. it's like forever the same. and i mean forever.
i've not cut my hair in months. i ask my maid to trim the back for me (straight). so i guess not so messy. i guess it probably grew a little thus no more straight behind. (: i want my hair to grow longer !!! :@ :( why so slow one. takes forever. :(
why their hair rebonded so niceee. but i'll never rebond my hair, never in my life no matter how nice. hahaha (: i don't have the looks so nothing i do actually matters. Haha. i can't camwhore myself because i look totally crappy. only can camwhore with people, not alone. (: thus, (my)pictureless blog. hehe!

been having queer dreams lately. weird weird. slept this afternoon/evening and i dreamt i was talking to somebody and the moment i open my eyes i realised it's a dream and i still can remember vividly that i was talking! sometimes i hate to dream.
anyway, i survived the weekends. church today, had lunch @ ajisen and the food is so-so. not a fan of ramen so i didn't eat that. Their service actually sucks. why don't they just hire staffs who can speak proper english. that guy seriously can't speak english not say even chinese. probably some japanese or what i don't know. but it's kinda irritating when there's communication breakdown. alright, nevermind the bad staffs. (the food takes quite long too) and one more thing, they love to give people free food. First, this guy came to our table with sashimi sushi(which we didn't order). of course, we are honest to say 'we didn't order but if you want to give us for free it's alright too.' he checked the receipt and walk away. Next, a woman came and gladly place two cans of drinks on the table. i thought if she gave us one it would be so nice, but she gave two. and of course again we look at her with that i-didn't-order-that. she checked, and went off. i thought maybe having a free drink would be good. Then later, the guy with the sashimi sushi came back and place the sushi on the table and said nvm, give you for free. ((((: HAHAHA.

that paid off for their stupid service charge which cost like 4 bucks plus. what lousy service and all that wrong order shit. they probably made the wrong order. :\

and i can't believe tomorrow's monday again. Please make me look forward to school everyday.
sigh :( i need to survive the week, plus following weeks. i can't skip school :( i already did once.
i used to love wednesdays and weekends, now i'm hating them :(
pooofffffff

i need to get more sleep.
goodnightzzzzzz

Lighted Laterns




promoting tom yam seaweed (:

I'm practically listless.
i'm bored to the c-o-r-e
i can't help thinking and missing
only to see myself staring into space, doing nothing
i need to do something, occupy my time.
i want to be happy
i cannot type this, because i'll be tearing
although it's so near, i'll be thinking otherwise
i need to indulged in some shopping and icecream later.
save me, are you reading ?

A part of me is missing.
b/r/o/k/e/n a/p/a/r/t
not a sound, not a tear
lots of missing and thinking
love you as far as you are
take care.
xoxo

Un-stress

Guess what! I wasn't stressing over anything today. It felt good. I didn't do anything. (except maybe edit the ppt). Good good. ((: I forgot i hated the enterprise faci, i just remembered today after he ask so many things. Bastard :@ nevermind.

My throat hurts so badly now. I hope it'll be better tomorrow, but i bet not. Please no fever, no fever no fever no fever. I don't want to sufferrrrr :( The weekends are here. I don't want to struggle to survive alone. Painnnnnnn :(

Sigh

Goodnight (:
Loves you

You'll always be my baby (:

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
you'll always be my baby

Randomly find this lyric, one of my favourites. Although i'm not a fan of listening to music. I haven't switched on my media player for days listening to randomly played songs. I don't know how i can survive without music, i feel so lazy and it's kind of distracting if i listen in school. I got no time. Haha (: okay, maybe it's time to play some music soon and get into the music mood to relax. On another note, i have to find my ear piece! i think it's missing :( omg, not listening to music makes my ear piece run away ))):

i'm too tired to blog anything much, i hope i wouldn't go on and on.
I'm drained from the 2 to 3 hours of thoughts on my RJ. the most difficult RJ i've even done and the most I've wrote so far. I spent so much time thinking cause it's so difficult to understand and I actually made my thoughts more complicated then it actually is. too many thoughts i don't know how to put them in words. or should i say i can't decide what to write about. Some don't make sense actually. Thank God, finally I'm done with it ((((: I think it's meaningful enough.

Class was great today, the 'real' faci is back and I think he is great. He looks like some kind of actor/host. My classmate said he's hot, and he's got a beard. and she likes him. HAHA :)
i guess he just has some charisma or something. :| Overall, he's really good. One of the best. (: and he's favourite words are 'nice' and 'cool'. every opinion or thought you say out, he would either say nice or cool. Everything is NICE to him -.- I felt rather happy in class today, the class is finally getting livelier. The joke of the class would be the (oxygen tank). I think they are sooo mean. Only today then i knew the meaning of it, the reason they kept laughing because of it. Super meano but still, bunch of jokers. i cannot stop laughing in class today, damn hard cause they keep talking about this particular person and telling jokes on msn. The faci kept looking at my group because we kept laughing so much. (i can't breathe)

One more thing, everybody been telling me not to be so stress and that i look super stress in class. I don't know whyyyyyyy! I'm not that stress at all okay. I just want to get things done and be prepared. not that i want to be stress, i hate not knowing anything. I hate it when i'm blur and confused over everything. I'M NOT STRESS! :(((( sometimes, i don't know why i'm stressing myself for no reason. when every other is so relaxed. I believe being stress up also helps you to think more and then suppose to help you in your learning?

Enough Enough

Bedtime soon (:
I believe tomorrow would be a happier day (:
Love.
& finally i get to eat sushi! Thankyouuuuuuuu :D

The cat is the Serial Killer of all trades.
she's destroying all the living organisms from birds to rats to lizards and more lizards and chameleons. She's being so cruel to animals. Animals being cruel to animals. Sigh, i hope she doesn't get her retribution because she would probably die because some animal would bite and poison her some day while trying to attack them. I pray and hope that wouldn't happen. She's a crazy fan of lizards, any type of lizards from house lizards to tree lizards and i saw her playing with this lizard that has spots. I don't know how she catches them. That day she caught a baby sparrow(i guess) home which was already dead. Sigh :(

Today is the best day of the week, considering the 3 days last week.
Counting down : 6 more weeks till a pathetic one week Holiday.
I realise the faci was a woman, finally not a guy. and i felt that the woman facis in my class are more should i say friendly and outspoken? the guys are like nerdy quiet kind. -.-
Communication faci was great, she has a sense of humour and really jokes around which make me laugh quite a bit today. plus i realise some people in the class are quite funny and becoming bullshitters. She's kind of demanding and makes sure you participate and her style is kinda different. only 6 slides max for ppt. you have to keep applying stuff to the PS. and if she calls your name to ask the team presenting a question, if you have nothing to ask then she will ask YOU a question :\ I found out that i'm very bad at asking questions or should i say phrasing my question. Argh, that sucks. I'm dying to ask a question but i have no idea how to phrase it -.-
I hope i don't get a bad grade, I already got one :(
Hate gossips and rumors, i do try my best not to gossip and maybe i do unknowingly. But i think i don't. (that's what today's topic is about)

Feeling so drained and tired, 3 more days till weekends. Start of a new lesson tomorrow. (:
pray that big size big mouth woman doesnt come back. I need energy boozeeee !
Craving for sushi. ice cream. bubble tea. yoghurt. and beebee )))):

toodles.
xoxo

Colour Spam. Bangles:)

Colour Spam

Colours should brighten up you day a little better (: i'm tired of complaining already. School was rather draggy. I prefer Mira xie. The faci today was boring and rather draggy. i felt like switching off. Lids down during M3 :( when he came in, i found him rather nerdy. Why all guy faci, adding on that they dont make the lesson any more interesting, boring! :} ask each team so many questions, every single team today took quite long to answer him, i guess we don't really know our stuff that well. Hate Excel Hate Statistics :( For the first time, i was actually quite slack not working hard at excel/codes. I expected it to be VB today but sadly it wasn't. I hate maths. adding on to the 'I hate Excel' which make it worse. I gave up editing the codes because mine somehow has errors(even though i actually copied them). Ended up doing nothing because my team mate gave me the whole excel(which he got from someone else i guess). So, we pretty much did nothing to whole day? Probably understanding a little and all those graph shit.
Hate graphs too :( presentation was quite screwed, my presentation is getting bad. i don't know if i'm nervous or what. Sigh :| at least, i think i'm abit more outspoken now. I guess (:

Enough of complainoshits.

I thought there was only Gossip Girls, but i realise my class has Gossip Boys.
Guys behaving like girls - gossiping on msn with each other? how amusing.
and there's this annoying girl in my class who is sucha busybody. Annoying! :@ Ugh
I just think that my class isn't at all fun, compared to last time. I don't think any of them are like fun at all, or it's too early to tell ? But, it's getting really boring. mundane class life ? =\
A totally new module tomorrow-communication. I hope it would be good and pleaseeeeee not another boring faci. Tomorrow's only Tuesday, time please move a little faster. I'm very tired.
I don't mind the boring weekends. I want more sleep, less work. Tomorrow will mark the one week i've been through school, how fast can that be. I've survived one week and i hope i survive the rest of the at least 6 more weeks? Sigh ):

and I think now I'm known as Strawberry.
poofffff. In love with Locoroco the cutest least obstacle fun loving amusing game.
the freaking cute music and locoroco and i love the sound it make when it joins back together. Ahh so cute! when it jumps rolls and sing. freaking cute! (: -jumps-
will post the pic someday. Teehee (:

I've always said i'll sleep early, but it will never be before midnight.
I'm used to not sleeping early. Goodbyeee ((:

Love, Strawberry
XOXO

Really bored, so i present to you colour spam. (:



In love with hot/bright pink. It's not red, its pink.

F.A.TTTTTT

I'm so drained and tired today. Very very very tired :(
nevertheless, it was great (: enjoyed myself pretty much although it was short.
Church in the morning, didn't have dg so went westmall met the girls for breakfast.
went back to church, service then left for town. (: was super early so walked around for awhile.
was super hungry! went for lunch at pepper lunch(first time) and the food was alright. then had pretzel too while walking around. Locoroco is damn cute and funny. "Its so fat, can't jump" Gosh, i want a psp to entertain me too. went to look for games but there was nothing much. Then to kino for magazines, bought Seventeen to entertain me on the way back. By then, i was dead tired and my bag was so heavy for no reason. my shoulders ache. So decided that i should cab back.
have to head to grandma's house for her birthday (: 13 bucks flew away just on cab, but at least i do not need to carry my heavy bag and squeeze with the crowd, so it was great (: hehe i was damn full from pepper lunch i couldnt eat my dinner. by six, everyone have eaten -.- ate only a bit, because i was damn full ! still had cake later. I feel damn FAT today, seriously. my tummy feels so damn fatttttttt and bloated. omggggg :@ tomorrow i'll fast.
i'm very quiet today, because i'm so tired. but the atmosphere in the house was so noisy.
so so so drained, and there's school tomorrow. How great is that gonna be, Not.

I should just look forward for school tomorrow, since it's computing and somehow alright for me. I pray the faci will be good and not too demanding, or he'll make the module worse and for me to hate. Sigh :( please be a better day tomorrow. (((:

I should sleep early, because i'm verryyyy tired.
Goodnight.
Love,Strawberry
XOXO

Weekends Love

Adapting to the routine of school, today was a little better than yesterday. I felt that the class was a little nosier than the yesterday and the previous. Maybe everyone's getting use to the class and people. But i still find the class weird, i don't know why. (: adapting.adapting.adapting.
Thank God the facilitator was much better today, i was hoping that she be a good one. I think she's more of lecturing than facilitating? must better than last term, she explains everything to us. at the same time ask lots of questions which make it so confusing. Overall, great! :))

I thought science was unusually easy today, but excel had to screw everything. Hate excel! :(
okay, maybe not that easy because i can't really calculate well. i felt that my class is so known for copying ppt. My group didn't know what to actually include, so we kind of copied too except print-screening our own results. the excel was copied too, and i felt that was the most hilarious thing today. We were the only group who did it, but we didn't know how it can be applied to the problem. when everybody have presented, she wanted us to screen the excel again. and I knew she was going to ask us for the original copy in the real excel doc. ! and she really did ask us to show, we just said we deleted it. how stupid! didnt she realise anything? she just said 'you all work so hard, and you delete it?' HAHA, i felt like laughing hard. I guess many others knew we actually copied, it's so obvious. Is the faci dumb or what? nevermind! close shave, i guess no more of this next time. Scary :\

I think this faci is great, somehow somewhat. she's so much better than the rest so far! :))
Hope computing and communication would be as great too. Finally today was a change of team, but me still team 1 again. :} at least, different people. but still stuck with the strongaccent girl :| and i don't really like her ! :( she's always answering without thinking and getting the wrong answer! :@ and one more thing, i find that the science problem doesnt make sense sometimes.
I didn't read the problem properly and all along i thought you couldnt adjust the speed! -.-
and i don't know what's with calculating all the shits, when it's just a fun fair to enjoy and not about winnning right?! so what if you didnt get the ball into the catcher? sorry, i'm thinking very reality. but really what! only a funfair must calculate so many things. Not as if you are gonna stand there and calculate the height of the table, the distance of the catcher and blahblah. :\
they should give more sensible kind of questions.

oh ya, i find the guys in my class totally opposite from the guys last sem! they come to school super early, earlier than me! what on earth. there's this guy who comes super early, earlier than 8.30 ? i'm crazy enough, but he's crazier. Miss last semester(dont want to type the class) i miss the many many chairs in the class then i can put my stuff on the extra chair! now, so lack of chairs but i'm still selfish to get an extra one for myself.

Weekends are here! Say bye to weekends after two days, and a mundane life of 5 days school.
Gosh, i feel like dying. Others are dreading their holidays, but a weekend to me is like so Magical!
something that i would look forward every week. Even if it's staying at home, i'm more than happy cause i get to rest, i need more sleep-bad complexion :( 7 more weeks till a pathetic one week holiday. I wonder what i would do during the 10 weeks of holidays, damn long!

Bye!

Finally changed my blogskin after a million years, i didn't really get sick of the old one but still, just change! :D I've many nice skins i've saved the last time, so i just dug them out and find a nice one (: wanted a red background with the same pattern as the last one, next time will change!
:)))

i'm becoming a junkie.
i've been eating non stop.
fat.fat.fat.
although i want to gain more meat, stop saying i'm skinny.
:@

bed time!
afraid i can't sleep like last night again, i think i toss and turn for more than an hour before sleeping. Goodnight (:

Second Day.

At this current point of time, I'm hating enterprise. or should i say i dislike the facilitator?
he is way to strict and expects a lot from us. Firstly, no msn-ing during lesson time(totally reminds me of cognitive last term), and he talks about how he grades us, msn-ing minus marks, never submit rj you grade goes down by one. and of course he looks for participation, presentation and your rj - standard. But really, he expects ALOT. we are just 17 for goodness sake. Do we look like we've done business before? do we look like we know as much as he does. what we research on cannot be everything and so in depth right. and not like we know how to explain or even understand. till now, i cannot understand everything, cause it's confusing with so many facts? and the structures are about the same! i feel like dying, my group was screwed in presentation because he asked so many questions, plus we added things that we can't really explain. For goodness sake, we put it there because we could explain out of our capability and not yours. if you can't accept our explanation then too bad. We cannot meet up to your expectations, just yet.

adding on to the flames, RJ of at least 3 to 4 or more paragraphs? i've never heard of such expectations in my life. and what's more write things that make good sense to YOU only? and you expect us to relate to the problem of the day to make sure we learn, is that the only way you will know that we learn. i still see no link from the rj to what i'd learnt today.

(Will you be an entrepreneur? Why or why not ?)

and of course, I'll never be one in my life, cause i guess i'll never be as good as you in doing business. I hope it would be better in the next few weeks, you are making the module too tough for us to handle, or making it tougher than it actually is. i thought you were (alright), but you prove me wrong. thank you for the wonderful first impression. I hope I would do better in the many more weeks to come with your damn HIGH EXPECTATIONS. Gosh!
i'm super against you right now, sigh. :(

team mates about the same today, everybody sat back at the same places the previous day. thus, leaving it the same. i don't mind grouping with other people, get to know each other better (: i can't wait for tomorrow to end, i'm looking forward to the weekends. Yay, i wish monday never comes. :| i'm glad i'm done with my work, despite not knowing what to bullshit. I hope science wouldn't be that tough. ):

i'm waiting for marley and me the movie to come out at the end of the year. It's a must watch movie, read the book and it's really sad. Animals make me cry. :(

Love, Strawberry

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