vivo day. 31may2008

Vivo Day (:

the day started bad, but still i enjoyed every single moment.
:D the title states vivo day. so obviously went to vivo cause i think its like the only place which has so many shops you want to go to. but seriously, i have nothing to buy cause nothing appeals to me. thank you for everything ! :)

didnt visit the petshop today like i always do. not much time to walk the whole vivo, but actually walk quite alot ! the gss there is like no gss. i dont see anything. -.-
had b&j chocolate fudge brownie. super nice but after eating you feel sick cause its chocolate.
:( had sour sweets. and i felt more sick. [: trained back. marina bay then home (:
went home, rest awhile ate then got to go grandma house.
went lot1 first, i got my shorts ! (: so happy cause got size.
lot1 really change alot now. they should shift some shops to cwp. cwp forever the same one.
no nice shops. [: went to grandma house then, sat there do nothing. read magazines and slack. after awhile, left go back lot1 ntuc buy some stuff for camp ! then head home :))))
super tired today. church anniversary tomorrow, so combined service.
yeap. shall sleep soon. its almost 12am already.
goodnight !
xoxoxo
i love youuuuuu.

last day of school till holiday! 30may2008

Last day of school / awesome meal @ breeks (:

althought it was the last day of school, we werent spared of presentations.
all i know that i did the ppt for nothing, cause my group didnt use it in the end.
end with doing the last 2 worksheet questions and we took like over an hour just to figure out how to do and answer the stupid faci's questions which we nearly died. our team presented for like half and hour or something ? -.- wanted to present as a class using my group's ppt but the faci didnt allow. so yeah (: changed group today and i love this group. first time working with hee and he is totally full of crap, i laugh my head off seriously. :D he loves to do nonsense like confuse the faci and like writing rubbish on the board and say we are done with everything when the faci doesnt pay attention. in the end, we use our simple minded brains to answer whatever the faci wanted us to answer, somehow got it correct. but the faci wasnt convince that we understood the whole thing. cause we did it super simply and just cancel out like maths equation. HAHA !
i told them to give up many times cause we will get it wrong, but they didnt want to.
really nice team members. although we took really long, still manage to get something out.
ended late as usual although there were four teams only. :@
forever LATE ! :@

rather sad, nadiah is leaving school already. we'll all miss her.
someone i really love working with in class. take care ! (:

went down after class, to trcc pass up form and money for camp.
so dont feel like going ! i hate packing and unpacking, but i guess it will be fun.
please dont seperate us or i'll kill you ! :@ :(
walked to cwp, sat and walk around. already planned to eat sakae ! then under renovation.
so angry ! :@ in the end ate at breeks which is not bad also although we had to sit at awkward place. =.= i love the fish ! super nice, the nicest ever. look at the picture i also feel like eating.
okay, tomorrow will be out shopping. i know i'm not suppose to. windown shop also can. (:
yay ! <3>

i'm sleepy. goodnight ♥

menu (:

super delicious yummy soft tender fish ! :D

potato island !

garlic bread.


thats all.
bye.
xoxo

Many Hugs (:


jieming with boobs. did it for the ballet video. super funny.


okay, if i start blogging now. i will rant non stop about how bad today was.
and its already past midnight. everyday blog at this kind of timing. -.-
started my day bad, cause i went out of the house not knowing that i cant meet the gum after that because of stupid hot water :( so i was so freaking sad that i need to go school alone. i woke up early too to make breakfast. double sadness. :(
had ut, and it was horrible. 1o question so little time.
i really shouldnt have gone to school today if not for ut. sigh. thought the new faci was great last week depite his long long talks that never end. my impression change today.
cause seriously he damn naggy. can talk like nonstop. cant he just tell us what to do and just let us do instead of going on and on and no one understands anything. maybe for me. i was listening music the whole time. plus chatting. and he only knows how to say that we dadada(typing) away.
then he continues his 'nagging'. from 11.20 to 12.40pm la. exceed our break time. idiot!
just going through like only 3 questions from the worksheet. slap his face man !

then had break, ate. (:
went back to class. everybody wanted to leave, but felt bad.
so we decided that we do one ppt for the whole class. thanks to me we got the ppt done, resources you know. hahaha :D
we surprised the faci with our nonsense by standing as a class. one person say one sentence.
super dumb, sure grade damn badly but who cares. i really dont understand a shit. :@
predicted that although its one ppt, he's going to talk till 4.30pm. believe it or not he did that. we presented until around 3pm and he continue talking and discussing about our ppt till four plus and said that we talk so much. 4.07pm he still say lets continue our worksheet. everybody was like HUHHHHHH. wtf ?! still continue worksheet. crazy or what. :@@@@
that time i stupid pissed, cause i was already falling asleep seriously.
some already went out, cannot stand the nagging.
then we gather outside, then decided go down foodcourt eat. haha, ate waffle ! :D
after that, go back up. good thing he finish his nagging, finally 6p at like 4.30 plus already.
so ended late, and whole afternoon only ppt ! imagine 5 ppt ? i think 5pm also never end.

okay, i think i rant enought about my stupid day.
and some things which made me want to cry in class today, but i never !




sleep time, goodnight ! ♥

i'm amused by the grade i get for my UT. i expected it.
the marks and the grade seriously dont tally, but i guess its due to moderation. (:
tomorrow enterprise ut again! i dont like enterprise, need to think so much.
just now cant even find all the 6p. they never upload or what. but got it from someone.
:D

okay, past midnight already. everytime blog so late cause busy doing so many other things.
read 6p until want to sleep, i think read also no use. haha (:
prepared to get another bad grade. shit ! they never even teach how to write the answers obviously we will do the same again. stupiddd stupiddd.
today got good charlotte songs. tomorrow gonna get rufio some love song band.
everyday i get songs from one different band. so funny ! (:

okay, sleep time.
goodnightey !
i will wake up early to make wonderful breakfast for the chewy candy gum.
xoxoxo

28may2008. online shopping cost a bomb.

wtf. i just realised i spent 150$ + just shopping online.
wow, shermaine you are so so smart (:
but, not all my stuff okay. haha
still, i spend so much money. omgomg ! i cannot spend anymore ! :(
shit. :@

anyway, fun-filled day with skits/videos for presentations.
really made me laugh my head off esp the youtube video i found on ballet(today's topic)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9Jz6liH6og

super pervertic but damn hilarious ! :D
i have nothing more to blog. i've made my blog open again, since i know everybody wants to read right. i have nothing to hide here. i just hate people to judge and comment.
so, if you want to read this, just shut your mouth. sorry, but i do not need your comments.
(: maybe make private sometime again if i feel like. i know this is so troublesome. i only invite people i want to invite. so if you are invited, lucky you.

i want holiday to come. i'm sick of school. really sick.
i want to skip thurs and friday. cause they both suck. lousy grades.
i want a longer holiday. thinking that i have to go for ge camp makes me feel like . .
i dont want to see school okay ! but got camp, no choice :( at least got the jokers going.
yay (: laugh till you drop.

i'm sleepy.
goodnight :D

26may2008. shop the web.

Shop the Web.

i wish my fingers just do not click the websites i could shop at and browse and be tempted by everything i see. you know how much it sucks. cause i want to buy but i dont want to spend anymore money. seriously, spend enough already. i want go shopping outside, not online !
crap. i should not spend too much on the computer cause i will shop more when i'm so bored :@
okay, i think i'm bored most of the time. cause life is quite slack. i dont really listen in class then i go online shopping. stupidddddd !

1. i hate probability cause it sucks. i still love programming. come back please :(
2. cognitive 6ps are making me fall asleep, so wordy ! :\
3. GE audition today. super nervous, but still alright (:
4. GE camp next week. (i hate camps!)
5. i want to go shopping now.
6. i cant wait for holidays to began. i know alot of people are having holidays now.
and i have one more week of school plus i only have 2 weeks of holiday. :(

laugh at me !

i want to sleep.
goodnight

i cant let you leave, you are mine. breaking down.

i should dedicate that song in the previous post in the future, its not over.
yes, its not over and will never be over. right ? (: i wonder what how i would think like when i'm 20. i wonder where i would go after poly life. i sometimes wish i wouldnt even need to study and get all i ever wanted in life, but life isnt that easy ya. its either one year or four years to get a degree. i decide. its so so difficult. i dont know how am i gonna face next year. probably die.
i need to do extremely well to get a degree in one year. damn, i just wish i do not ever need to study. no study = no life :D sucks. you know how hard it takes to accept that someone close to you is going somewhere far yet you cant predict the future, and you dont know when you will see her again. you know how much it hurts, so badly. i'm breaking down. okay, i'm thinking really alot. ignore this (: i feel sad.sad.sad.sad. shall not think so much. (:
happyhappyhappy.

dragged myself out of bed, i was super sleepy. cause slept so late last night !
super stoned. good thing the sermon was short, it was telecasted from downstairs. and i was already falling asleep before it started. went down to eat after that, had good talk with dg people then head home. i dont know why my stomach/ribcage hurts since last night and just now. :(
super pain! when i reach home, i'm feeling not sleepy anymore. gonna talk on the phone and take a nap later. goodbye.

25 may2008 past midnight. cutey cat ! :D

I know she's the cutest thing on earth ♥


i shall hide here and be the guitar.


its past 12midnight. i shall head to bed soon, church later.

Its not over.

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you, or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's overI lose myself in all these fights

I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and overWe could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

---------

i'm gonna spend a bomb this month shopping online. plus GSS (:
b-o-m-b. cause i bought alot of things ! :\
yay.
i want to play the guitar but its so freaking not tuned. and it sounds quite horrible although it actually sound right to me. but, when you play a song, it just doesnt sound right.
roar. :( audition on monday. i dont even know if i really want to join. [:
i shall not think about it. and go and sleep now.

smosh is so lame.
and i always watch antm at this kind of time when i actually load the video long ago.
okay. xoxoxo. bye :D
and i love you.

12.53am

420days. 16months. with you (: love!

Chill Your Weekends. ♥

i'm being good today by going to school and not leaving halfway despite being science. somehow, manage to understand part of the whole problem but still unsure :\
nevertheless, i never regret going to school. although my group was left with me and gwen when 2 left halfway [: how cool, we still did our normal presentations. just worksheet, no ppt (:
rather slack actually. but i still hate science. or rather physics.

one more week till holidays (: but its just two weeks. cant they make it longer ?
you know how fast 2 weeks pass. :( i really dont feel like stepping out of spore.
i just hope i dont.

i'm still coughing after a month. lesser, but deadly. heck.
:D i'm done with my work, i'll past time by watching ANTM cycle 10 and some other shows.
i think i'm gonna be hooked onto youtube. (:
tomorrow will be lazy, spending some time slacking (: shall shop some other day.
i'm pissed with the atm because i cant transfer money. i cant get the thing i want ordered from a spree. nevermind, shop another day.
GSS !

i'm waiting for the kid to come back. i wonder when will i ever watch a movie.
okay, i shall go watch antm but it takes forever to load ! roar. :@
XOXOXOXO. ♥

i pretended to sleep
eyes caught with tears
cause i dont want to see you leave

103680000 seconds. 1728000 minutes. 28800 hours. 480 days.

here without you baby. random. 22may2008

I cant live my life, without You.

i think i'm getting bored of blogging, so i shall take a break. but i'm blogging after one day? anyway, its for my own pleasure and only certain people to read but very few yeah. (:

school's great the whole week so far, i'm still considering whether to attend school tomorrow since its science and if i skip, i will have an extra weekend day :D hahaha ! cool right.
plus, i would not understand anything about the problem ? all the more i should skip right.
rather than wasting my time waking up so freaking early and being tired the whole day or maybe not even using my brains to think. so it will not be functioning :)
yay.

i cant belive its almost the weekends again, the week past really really fast you just dont realise it. i've been in school for like 7 weeks already ? and holidays will be here soon. i cant wait !
but holidays just bring me into more holiday mood and i wont even feel like studying when school starts. plus i will be missing everything from the holidays cause i already can predict the things i'm gonna do plus all the fun i'm gonna have each and every day spent meaningfully (:
i have a new enterprise faci now, and he isnt that bad just that he talks like from morning to evening. i'm getting sick of it. i dont know why all enterprise facis talk alot ! like ALOT ! mouth moving nonstop. i can really fall asleep but i just do my stuff ?presentation today was awesome with the hilarious video which can make me laugh my head off. and the video was done by my team. how funny =\
i love this team, but i know the team will change like next week :(

i just knew how important music is to me, not listening to music the whole week from my lappy because i couldnt find my earpiece. and i just found it, hanging at the corner of my table hidden within the white curtains. i have no idea how it get there. [:
yay, i get to hear nice music again !

and my cat is like so naughty today and everyday?
i went downstairs to look for her cause i heard her bell and thought she was coming up.
end up, i saw her with a bat again in her mouth. one flew off, and there was one in her mouth.
that makes it two ?! omg, then she ran and i followed her. she let go of the bat but paws still on it. and the bat keeps making the squeek squeek sound. my heart melted and i didnt know how to grab hold of her cause i see the bat which kind of freak me out. i dont dare to go near?
roar, then my dad hold her and the bat flew away which makes her running after it going to the tree again. i bet she learns how to climb trees now and catch bats ? omg what on earth does my cat needs to catch bats. so grosssssssss. she kills like any living thing she can see.
cruelty to animals ! :@ but i can do nothing to stop her ? i guess all the lizards, chameleons and whatever birds and insects all killed by her. murderer ! :(

okay, my post is so random and not in order. every paragraph have a different story.
i shall go now. goodbye. xoxoxoxo.
i'm done with my work, and i so feel like sleeping now.
still contemplating whether i should go to school ?

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

bimbos acting demure ! :D freaking cute. GE

This is what happens after you join GE the wonderful boring shit. =\
i thought it was quite fun, but after today i totally hate it because its so damn boring and i have no idea why i join too. i just hope they play nicer songs instead of ----- ones.
audition next week, how cool is that (:
i've not even studied for Ut. wow

Act so demure, but never demure girls (:

like -whatever- ! (bimbo tone)



i so love my handbag. its like so pwreetiee you know.




i can just totally laugh my head off.

i ♥ you like never before.

You make my Day <3 freaking cute baby.

You make my Day <3

i'm in love with heartshapes. dont ask me why.

i like anything with heart shape. (:

so freaking cute, like soft toy. huggable !

:D

i'm having a on-off splitting headache which is irritating me. :@

and my team just presented in just one minute or so cause we have nothing to present, how cool. even our slides are like repeated, so you see why we have no ideas today. because there's a change in team again and wee didnt come so that makes it a 3 girls team again which i hate.

cause i think girls have no ideas and we beat around the bush and not go deeper into anything.

ROAR. =\ and there's no ut today i realise after zx told me last night. i didnt bother to check the timetable or what. and the most cool thing my team member just told me is that she close the whole ppt without saving it. like omgomg. how cool ! we no need to submit already. >.<

later have GE, cant wait cause its quite exciting ! :D

stupid headache please go away. i seriously cant wait for holidays.

i want to go shopping or else i'm like online shopping again and i will spend money again.

i rather go for GSS. (: -smiles.

and and and and and

so freaking freaking cute ! i cant get my eyes of you baby.

hugs.

xoxoxo

But something happened

For the very first time with you

My heart melted to the ground

Found something true

And everyone’s looking round

Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say

I’m in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don’t know the truth

My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep Bleeding.

shermaine is so freaking sad. vivo + shopping.

Disappointed. =\

there will not be a single picture today cause i'm so down now.

firstly, i woke up with a @*$@()$*!)( morning.
imagine all the nags and shouting you get first thing in the morning just to be forced out of bed. sucks the most. i so didnt want to go out, yet i had to :( i hate being forced to do things.
so i forced myself out of bed unwillingly and anyhow dress myself in 2 minutes.
out i go, to commonwealth -grandfather house for awhile.
then to vivo to have lunch and shop around. i wasnt even tired walking around because i didnt even like walk half of vivo city ? but managed to get some stuff which make me a happy kid for awhile. thank you daddy ! (: and of course visited the wonderful pet safari which always make my day staring at the forever cute doggies and hamsters. :D i can stare at them for hours always imagining that i would own one. [:
left after awhile, and thats all for my day.

alright, and i end my day so disappointed. i just shouldnt have log into vpn for stupid reasons to check out my grades which made me so disappointed. i think my grades are so discouraging for last week. shermaine ! what happen to you. i thought my grades were stagnant for awhile which make me quite happy, but now, i think it really makes me realise that i really need to put in extra effort. and the main reason for the bad grade is actually the teams i were in for almost all the modules. that explains the bad grade. seriously, its the team.
i really want to change team ! why cant they change it. all my team ___ for all the modules.
actually, most ! :( i'm rather sad. but, i still have to face it and overcome everything. patient shermaine. PATIENT ! [: my love is really tested with all sorts of people God has put into my life. ROAR. >.<

i have to face school yet again tomorrow. i love tomorrow's group so they better not change it.
i think thats about the only group i actually am satisfied in. (:
and plus, i havent studied for UT tomorrow, so dead ! soon i will study after i bathe.
and shall turn in early tonight because i have to wake up early again.
i just want holiday to come soon so i can sleep longer and later. :))))
alright, bye.
xoxoxoxo
i shall shop more next week.

i'm so sad today.
i need ♥ and i didnt get to see ♥ today.

love you till the end. i'm sorry baby. :(

Love you till the end.




ultra huge pizza.

cheese sticks !

alfredo pasta, looks gross right ?


i feel so fat today because i consumed tons of calories during lunch and i dont even feel like eating the whole damn week. alfredo pasta which feels like pasta with mayo plus pizza piled with cheesy things. :@ gross. everything is cheese ! i feel full till now. *pukes. :(
we were blessed with that fattening meal by this cg which i dont even know who the people actually are. but still, really appreciate their blessing to my family.
went sunset way, rocky's pizza after church to eat that fattening meal.
okay, the food isnt that good anyway, super filling ! :(

went home and slept. from 3 plus to 6 ? it feels like i slept for damn long.
cause in real fact its super long? but i dont think i will have problem sleeping tonight. i'm a pig you see. and i want to see ♥ tomorrow. i feel glad its holiday tomorrow.
i've not yet studied for ut on tuesday. rather, i'm quite disappointed with my results.
:(

let me tell you how much i love you ♥
xoxoxo, bye.

super girlfriend (: bought new hamster!

Super Girlfriend.

all i remembered was going to funan and spending alot of time there.
ate at macs. then train down to orchard ; fareast again ?!
met with jacintha and her friend. and wait, we both were totally turned off.
omgomg. MAJOR turn off. =\ my eyes were melting and dying.
left after that, and we both were pissed until i did something (:
secret, i wont tell you.
went to wisma, walked around. everywhere super crowded.
craving for starbucks coffee ! :D -smiles.
didnt get anything. so, save money ! :))))
the only thing i bought the whole day was my hamster @ funan.
SEE ! so pretty right.


even more pretty when plug in, cause got the red light !
i was seriously amazed. HAHA (:


trained to marina bay then back home.
slept through the whole journey, super tired !
reach home 7 plus already. didnt manage to go haji lane today.
partly because lazy and spent too much time at funan plus weather super hot.
lazy to walk in the hot sun. didnt watch movie too, sorry ! another day alright.
really havent watch movie for a longlonglong time. :( i miss watching with you.
i love you many tons. ♥
& i dont really care what the world/people thinks?
yeap.

and i receive this message on msn and wonder if its really true that you must switch off your phone at 11 tonight because there will be this harmful whatever radio wave which will harm you? and dont put your hp beside your head. ( which i do every night, so i probably will die earlier? ) HAHA (: who cares ! =\ bullshit.

so bored.
bye.
xoxoxo

i'll stick with you forever. ferris wheel!!! (:

I'll stick with you Forever.



bring me to ride this okay ?






yay, i'm happy. because weekends are here.
monday is a public holiday. so, 3 days of yummy rest. (:
you know how much i love computing, but the whole probablity thing spoiled my liking for computing because i hate probability. i've never understood that topic. cause its so confusing. and obviously, i suck at today's problem. and and and i screwed everything up.
i just hope i dont get a bad grade today. sigh :( i rather have confusing brain wrecking codes back rather than this piece of shitz. :@ you know i want to go shopping now but i shall not.
shall just window shop. anyway, i have no strong urge to get anything, i really hope so :)
i want to watch movie, but saturday isnt the best time to do so. roar! :(

potential to kinetic to sound. only you get it. HAHA.
you smell great. and i love the shower aftermath. cheerios :D

unhappy shermaine -
show the black face.
finish work in school. slam hard on the keyboard.
anyhow evaluate. dump everything into my bag. do things harshly.
spam the lift button by pressing hard on it. stand there and give the ---- look.
start to be a spoilt brat and whine. wait for someone to pamper me.
if not, @%(@*%)(@* will happen.

i bet you didnt know shermaine was like that. i wonder who's that spoiled brat.

i want to sleep. goodnight.
Love XXX.
i love being pampered :D

archive pictures :) friends.

i miss the china trip 2006.

I've not seen these people in a million years. MIA =\
i found all these pictures from my blog archives super long ago.
since i didnt have a laptop last time, i have no where to store my pictures accept the blog.
so i still managed to rescue some of them.
talking about this, my hamster came alive, i did cpr on it and it regained consciousness ! now, i think its dead again. grrrr !
YAY (:


more pictures later.

love you all the time (:

Love you all the Time






the best reason to get away from so-boring-i-will-never-understand-topic-of-science which i totally hate. i wonder if i took the wrong choice of course. but, i guess biomedical has nothing to do with physics which i suddenly hate. i used to love physics and hate chemistry. (: but, i think physics sucks now ! :@ so whatever the reason is, you know, i know. thats all. my candy didnt go to school too, that gives me all the reason not to go (: spent some time in school library at IT helpdesk. not my laptop that has any problem.
wanted to watch movie, but decided not to since staying in the house is the nicest place to spend time. although we havent caught up on any movie for really long, time spent together will make up everything (:
yeap, i caught up on my sleep which is so so relaxing :D instead of having to stay in school cracking my brain or probably just slack and sleep all the way? (:
i just went for computing UT today, i really hope i dont fail. some questions are quite tough and i anyhow did it ? :D anyway, i love computing and i will definitely go to school tomorrow.
i love codes, why must they change it. :(



okay, i will give you a surprise hug and kiss from behind (((((:
i.see.hugs.and.kisses. Yay :D
xoxoxo

hamster died.(mouse) stupiddddddd. Love babye. (:

Hamster Died, Very depressed :(

This is what we did for cognitive today.
Changed team, same as last week but i didnt go to school.
Super Girl team (:

this is the summary of what we learnt the past few weeks.(draw allowed only)

this is what we did for presentation today. which totally suck :(




my hamster(mouse) died on me when i want to use it at home.
in school, it was working perfectly fine. i dont know why it wanted to commit suicide so badly.
or maybe i killed it unknowingly ? no idea :( i didnt know it would die so fast. and i'm rather pissed not having a hamster to use. i am so used to it :( i need to get a new one, waste money again =\ maybe i fed it water, then it died or i dropped it too many times ? but i dont think i did. damn [:

anyway, school today was boring. cognitive is getting more difficult and boring. i did not really understand at all. my team's presentation was kinda short, and less detailed. thats what the faci said. no idea okayyyyyyyy. probably try to improve next week or something.
i think all girls team will always lack in something. we think the same way, therefore result in less details i guess? ROAR ! :@
tomorrow all girls team again. less work will be done i guess. totally hate science.
have computing UT tomorrow. i love computing the best (: i feel like leaving after UT.
stupid science, i hate you. so boring ! :@

i want to die, everyday so tiring. go home immediately on bed then fall into deep sleep. so difficult to wake up after that. Ugh ! but no choice, have to wake up eat and do rj and all :(
if not i sleep until next morning already. HAHA :D
yesterday went for GE after school, quite fun actually.
reach home 10 plus already ? did rj and then went to bed. ultra tired so didnt blog.
why everyday class so boring and tiring :( is it because i wake up early ?
i guess not, everyday is like the same -.-
and today the guys did this performance thing after 6p. like dancing to some superman song with all same actions. super hilarious. i wonder whats wrong with the people in my class.
either damn gay or doing nonsensical things.

okay, i shall sleep soon. tomorrow UT, going early to school again !
goodnighttttt :))))))))
xoxoxo

monday blues yet again ! :( sucks.

Monday Blues :(

i.am.so.exhausted.tired.and.damn.sleepy.now. :@
i dont know why, but i feel so exhausted after a day at school when all i did was erm. listen to presentations and maybe crack my brain a little into thinking what to do. it is just so damn tiring.
plus the stupid waste my time talk i went to after school drain me out cause it was horribly boring you can fall asleep the minute you go in but i still listened a little. all the words that came out of her mouth are like alien to me. what on earth do you tell me those stupid scientific terms which i would never remember in my life or doesnt make sense to me. and she can go on for a whole hour talking that shit which has no meaning to most people? okay, its just science. sat there for a whole hour coming out with no idea what i have learnt. -.- i just go to get CE points. what's with it ?! Ugh. no choice. :@

firstly its Monday.
next, my ulcer is killing me. all round my tongue not again ! and its super painful.
totally no appetite to eat :( this sucks.
and i have to study for science UT tomorrow. i gave up. okay not gave up, i've already studied like so many times. or should i say i go through a few times. and i guess i understand most of them? except week 2 which i gotten a bad grade for that and obviously i dont understand it at all ! and this isnt that bad knowing that i only did two presentations so far out of the 5 problems. the rest are just like answering her questions and all. you see why i learn nothing. but i prefer not doing any ppt. (:

okay, i shall sleep soon. i'm not blogging anything today.
goodnightttttttttt (: oh yes, i remembered i need to cut my nails for GE.
say byebye to my not so long yet nails :(
xoxoxoxoxo.

Pictures cant comprehend the Love you give to me (:

Pictures cant comprehend Love, Fun, Laughter and Smile (:


i tried hard not to laugh okay. :D

i love solaroid ! :D





so extra, i use comp also want to sit with me under my legs.

that pig always sleep on the bed ! (good life)

attempt to take that cute cheetah but failed.
first i sit, then i clean my butt, then next my leg. (:


alright, i think i should not blog so much. anyway people get sick of reading my blog right.
cause its always full of nonsensical stuff. (: i'm trying to make it better by posting pictures so i hope it helps ? instead of purely words. -.-
Happy Mother's Day btw. i thought it was yesterday. its just an ordinary day.
lunch with the family at cwp. no nice meal okay. went off after that to my 'second' home.
hehehehe. :D and i studied my science okay ! got UT on tuesday. damn scared i fail :(
i still dont understand everything, i read the 6p until almost fall asleep. then i lay on the bed with the pig to sleep for awhile then i stone and do nothing cause so bored ! haha (:
went home at 5 plus, ate icecream and biscuit. so hungry cause i didnt eat much lunch.
while eating i forgot i'm getting fatter! damn. why am i still eating so much junk.
shermaine F-A-T already la ! tomorrow fasting. ulcers are coming back because i'm eating so much crappy food. omg ! :@ my throat has not recovered yet :( Ugh. and i slept after i ate, even pig right. :@ wait, i thought i said i wont blog so much. why am i blogging so much now. haha. okay, thats it for today. tomorrow have school again. :( why monday starts so fast.
i wish everyday was saturday sunday then saturday then sunday. (: it would be so perfect.
holidays faster comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
bye.