ECLIPSE. i love you.

omg, i'm seriously dying.
i'm so irritated by my cough today. :@ :@ :@
cough the whole day. so ahfoiefisejishfoisehgvsivnsof.
bought mints and i ate half the container already.
i've got sweets overdose ! :)
but still, coughing like shit. can dieeeeee la.
actually, today was rather happy.
until shandy told me about the dance thing, my mood totally went down man.
:@ :( super duper sad.
i'm so not in the right state of mind now. i'm still very very very very very. down.
shandy, i'm not blaming you alright. i knew you could get in.
i support you! but still, i'm so committed and attached to it. omgomg.
i so feel like dying. someone kill me please.

i love cognitive, and i love my team (:
we are always up to crap during presentations.
today was (look below)




yeap, powerpuff family as our title.
nate the professor. and the 3 girls (:
wanted to make our presentations like commercial but failed.
didnt rehearse and there were kinda many things to say ?
hmm, but overall alright. first team again and we had no questions to answer.
faci was different today, he didnt ask any questions for any team. (:
maybe, the topic nothing much and was pretty easy. yay :D

-coughs coughs.

my throat is irritating me like crazy. seriously.
ARGH ! :@
i'm glad no school tomorrow, rest time.
and i need to study for UT soon. omg! so scared :(
and i so hate my science faci, my impression of her still didnt improve but deprove.
i think everyone in my class thinks so.
she gave everyone the same team comment, more like an explanation maybe.
but it totally piss everyone off ! RAWR :@
i shant elaborate more.
she's just so bias. this is not secondary school please. pfffttt !

okay, shall sleep soon. its getting late.
although i slept for 1 hour just now from 8 to 9pm, half the time i was coughing.
so i wasnt really that sleeping ?
get well soon, to me. (:

goodnightttttttt.
xoxoxoxo

BIAS BIAS. -coughs.\ WATER OVERLOAD.

science is seriously damn boring.
i had a busy faci last week, and today a bias faci. (btw, same faci)
change group after 3 weeks. the faci grouped those weaker ones in one group.
and the whole time, first, second meeting she in that group discussing only !
so the rest was like. doing nothing, slacking.
some ordered mac breakfast delivery and the man delivered right to our class door.
and they started eating during second meeting while the faci still at the same grp.
omgomg. she helping one group only la ! damn bias. she think the rest so smart ah.
like understand everything. PFFFTTTT .

2nd break out. the class did the worksheet together. we even deleted one part of a question cause we didnt know how to do. one for all, all for one. (:
we only need to answer like one question for presentation. no ppt again!
i LOVE :D yeap, so did nothing much during class today.
science is damn boring. but my class make the day totally Awesomeeee (:

-coughs.

i'm totally gonna fall sick very soon.
cough the whole day ! i dont wanna go school, but. i have to! :(
sigh. sigh. sigh.
i cant wait for the audition results to be out. omgomg.
so freaking excited. even though i may or may not be getting in ?
i'm checking my mail like every second. cant they be quick.
HAHA (:

okay, i need to drink more water.
and sleep early.
goodnighttteyyyyyyyy .
xoxoxoxoxo.

Dance auditions. 28april 2008

Dance. AUDITION

Audition number.(like those american idol go for audition and you have to paste on your shirt)

Monday Blues isnt that bad today.

changed group and isnt that bad. the group with two crappers = more crap.

but sadly out presentation couldnt have much crap cause we didnt get the skit topic.

cause there were 5 topics and we had to draw lots.

ended up with the most boring topic, how to write a good resume !

dry, straight forward and Boring {:

presentation was alright, cause ours is straight forward and the faci kinda help us instead of asking much questions (:

and i was all so excited for dance audition. rushed after class ended, met shandy.

went to register and waited.

went in, started warm up blahblah.

taught us the same steps, good thing not new one.

i guess there are alot of new people who didnt go for the classes (:

practiced in groups, then audition. i'm in group A so obviously the first.

did the cheoreograph then free form. so i didnt know what i was practically dancing.

ballet kind of music -.- then cheoreograph again.

repeated the whole thing twice cause we didnt walk out properly.

missed alot of steps, i just cant count okay ! hahaha (:

ended around 6.30 then took bus home (:

my tighs are egghing like mad now. i sit, i dont wanna stand up anymore.

shoulder eggs too :(

:(

:(

bruise is worse now, for my left knee.

but at least is one ultra bad one now, not that many.

haha cause i tried not to kneel that much, superrrrr pain ! :(

-screams.

i just hope. i. get. in.

if. not. i. will. be. euwig hfwieuof jqowai hdnesx

plus, i'm always looking forward to dance every week.

not every ig i will look forward okay.

so they must be glad i want to join badly :(

hahahah.

okay, i shall sleep early tonight, super dead.

my cough is killing me. cough cough-

:@

my class is always thinking of skipping school every tuesday.

cause science sucks. i want to skip, but i cant.

i dont want to fail. plus with my bad grade :( i cannot skip.

sucks.

okay.

goodnighteyy.

xoxoxoxo.

DANCE.

my cough/throat is killing me :(
i'm coughing like some freak ass, i'm so heaty i'm falling and that sucks :(
cause i have dance audition tomorrow and i'm freaking out cause i didnt practice.
i only listen to the song and think of the steps in my head.
but, obviously that doesnt work because i'm only dreaming that i can do it, but the actual fact is i really cant master some steps. omg, and freestyle is gonna kill me cause i know no shit.
i will probably stand there and look at everybody when the music is played.
:@ :@ i'm scared out to my wits. i'm so afraid i dont get it then i will mourn for the whole month.
right shandy ? hahaha.
my blueblack is healing, its not as gross as the picture you saw.
everybody is freaked out by it i know. sooooooo disgustinggggggg.
right andrea ? hahaha (:

i hope it doesnt come back after audition tomorrow, if not i will die.
stupid bruise :(
tomorrow, i will have monday blues again.
every monday will be like that. everyone will be in their own world and stoning away.
thats for me. then again, i will panic for dance. omgomg.
i want to be confident and do my best. i need to stretchhhhhh !

so, today.
church in the morning as usual.
video, dg then service.
had strawberries during dg (:
Love Protects
Love Trusts
Love Hopes
Love Perseveres.

after church, went to civic Lerk Thai for lunch with mum and brother.
the food was so so. and this is the whatever rozelle drink.(the only picture taken cause the guy said no photos allowed when my bro was taking the food) pfffttt.
so, i didnt take any too.
ate crabmeat fried rice, beef kway teow and tanghoon.
no idea what the drink was, like super sweet ribena ? yucks.


walk around cwp, gotten my pants for dance.
and. went home at 3 plus. super tired.
packed my cupboard then slept till 6 plus.
okay, i'm gonna bathe and then attack some cheesecake in the fridge which i've been lugging around the whole afternoon from church to cwp and home.
so, its kinda smashed? but still alright. :D


yes, i do. haha (:

goodbye.
xoxoxo

charm bracelets. (: smile. :D

CHARMS -smile-

i love weekends, i get to wake up late.
and i had stupid dreams last night about my class having gang fight.
hahaha, so much of the gangsta thing in my mind. -.-
and i did a fake magic trick in my dream last night.
and everybody realised it and laughed, then i cried badly.
hahaha thats so freaking lame [:
managed to get up at 9 plus this morning, still feeling so tired.
went out at noon to town again. boring place.
and i spend money again without fail. someone kill me please.
bb kill me right. hahaha. (:
i want to make accessories. heehee.

i havent got my dance pants, i need to get it tomorrow.
somehow, i think its a waste of money if i dont get in. sigh :(
my bruise hurts, how do i kneel for dance. omg, i can cry now :(
tsk !
monday auditionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. ZOMG.
dang. :@
i cant wait for dance again, fun fun. but.
i'm scared too. plus my tighs and all are aching today.
pffftttt :@
crying marathone.
negative + negative = Positive.
positive + positive = Positive
negative + positive = Negative.

this is maths equation. (:
heh.
goodnightyyy. i shall sleep early tonight, maybe.
i'll be so sleepy in church again.
and i'll be yawning through the whole morning. ugh.

AND. . .

Say Hi to my sexy bruised knee (:



There You'll Be - Faith Hill

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I�ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I�ll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

DANCE DANCE DANCE PLEASE. i need to make it.

the photos are like almost the same. -.-

no style man. HAHA

The Weekends, Finally (:

its finally friday. and the weekends are here.

the week past really fast, and the weekends pass faster too :(
and its back to square one on monday {:

not really square one, but still school yeah.

today was the last day of culture with the 3 weeks faci.

she isnt that bad afterall (:

she always give chance to the quieter ones in class, like me. HAHA :D

i think every friday, there will be conflicts in class regarding the problem.

it all started with week 1 topic - conflict. =.=

i had a good laugh in class over many things, and i think my class is so damn funny (:

esp Nate.

mass conversation is super funny too :D

took photos with the faci after class today (:

i think everyday take class photo. ALMOST. -.-

i feel like dying, i cant master the dance steps.

i've downloaded the song. but the steps are still . . .

crazy. and i cant kneel. how am i gonna go for audition :(

i so feel like dying man. someone save me !

i really have no idea what to join if i dont get through.

I HEOIF JESOIJOW;A JA WJNF ESJ'A

I'M PISSED.

i hate the badly bruised knee. PAIN !

no idea what to blog.

goodnightttttt.

i need to practice dance, omg.

xoxoxoxo.

i love the smell.

of.

You.

(edited by ameera)
is this picture bigger ?
i think all the pictures are like kinda small [:
and blur when you enlarge. =.=

anyway, i'm badly bruised. like i've been bashed up.
okay, maybe my knee only. super super bruised.
you cant see my left knee cause its bruised. like red/black/green/blue
haha no idea. you will be extremely shocked.
all thanks to dance. i still wonder why dance can get my knee into this state. when others dont feel a pain ? omg. i suck ! :@
computing today was . . . no comments.
tougher than last week of course. thanks zx for the codes, if not wouldnt know anything.
hahaha (: i'm a idiot. but at least, i help my team mates.
i'm sucha kind girl. hehehe :D

said nothing much during presentation. the guys were like playing CS during all the presentations. so, actually no one listening. only the faci.
ended 15 minutes late today. i was the first to rush out after class ended.
i dont wanna be late for IG man.
so dance was a little better. at least, i see improvement maybe.
learnt the whole dance steps. super cool and beautiful (:
no pain = no gain (Bruised ! )
:( how sad.
i love ballet steps. those graceful kind. i think damn nice.
hahahah (: the reason why i join modern dance ? and not hiphop.
i need to stretch more and more and loosen those muscles. {:
Audition on Monday, all the best to me man.
i'm so.



Gonna make it. (yeah right)
what about the bruises ? i cant kneel.

HAHA

i need sleep.
goodnightttteyyy
xoxoxoxoxo










i just realised i spent 100 over bucks on online shopping.
i cannot be tempted anymore, omg :(
dance later, i have to get everything right.

BOO.
i dont want more blueblacks :(

pictures taken today during break out 1.
At canteen and lawn (:

everybody disliked the relieve faci today.
i still prefer our real cognitive faci, he's the best.
although last week wasnt well done. [:
so, today kinda suck.
the faci was saying no msn and all. we dont care and continue our mass msn in class.
and they were all talking about the faci. maybe she knew it ? i wasnt even listening to her.
who cares. (:
everyone still thinking to leave during the break, but obviously no one dares.
during break out 1, whole class went down together to eat.
obviously no one did the worksheet cause we went back to class at exactly 11am (:

totally bored out today. education is so so boring.
we started presentation at 3pm?! wth .
i was fuming mad, cause she was wasting our time, and obviously we will end late.
first team, drag so long. ask so many damn questions. so *@&Y$*!&)(
my team was second, again ask so many U@(*I@)(I1-p explain like shitz.
my team was saying, if she ask another question, we are gonna ignore her.
pfftttt. :@ :@ :@
but,

i'm glad everything ended before 4.30pm. (:
cause everyone was also like rushing through, nobody asked questions at all.
only the stupid faci. last group she didnt even ask anything.
super boring today, i was falling asleep. i didnt pay attention to the rest of the teams.
and she keep wanting those teams that presented to ask questions.
whats wrong with her man ! =.=
i was stoning the whole time. brain malfunctioning. {:
i hope my faci comes back next week. i'm so gonna get a bad grade today.
hehehee. so happy for my science grade yesterday (:
at least no more bad grade. i just knew that she is a new faci.
no wonder. dont know how to grade people.
-.-

logging off by 11pm (:
sleeping is so nice.
i cant wait to sleep, i dont want to wake up.
but i'm excited for school. i love computing (:
programming so fun. plus dance tomorrow ! :D

goodnightyyy
xoxoxoxo.
Capture the Love.
miss you.

shermaine suddenly becomes a happy kid.
although the grades last week may seem lousy, computing cheered me up (:
yay i love computing and the faci. she's the nicest ! HAHA.
:D

science wasnt that bad afterall, but still. i will get a bad grade.
the faci was being in quite a good mood today, but still her usual self and giving that -i dont understand- look. so @*U$)(@I_)(3-0
UGH. :@
didnt have any presentations today. did the experiment in the first meeting then focused more on the worksheets cause there are like 20 questions or something. =.=
for third meeting, had to answer 2 of faci's questions for each team at random draw lotting.
the slides are meant for her to see only. no explanations. heh (:
the qns are mainly from the wksht. and i think i said like a few sentence for presentation.
there's like nothing much to say, she was getting impatient ! pfffttt.
blame her for wasting our time talking on the phone. yeah, she's so busy.
-roll eyeball at her-

today's problem was much easier than last week.
but still, something to do with physics ? quite simple actually.
cognitive tomorrow, my favourite day of the week actually.
but maybe, not now anymore ? the grade for last week is not out yet.
slowwwww. i hope there wont be presentations everyday. how cool that will be (:
HAHA, i'm dreaming.
saw mrs rajakumar today in school and she asked for the way out.
so long never meet up with sec school friends and all !
i think sec school still better than poly, like what shandy said.
true true. although my class may be fun and all, i still dont feel comfortable.
sigh [:
i want things to be better (:
smile shermaine smile.

tonight, shall off the comp early and sleep early.
couldnt wake up this morning. -.-
nighteyyyyyyyyyyyy.
xoxoxo.

21 april 2008. monday. dance class :( enterprise.

phew, finally done with RJ. like finally.
first time finish rj so late [:
all thanks to the distractions- class conversation.
although i wasnt talking, i was looking at what they chat.
super dumb/lame/nonsensical/funny/ etc.
seriously, all nonsense. haha, but i was still looking.
nate was super super gay in the conversation, cannot stand it !

enterprise today was dang.
no comments. didnt have to do ppt but presentation on 2 large sheets of paper.
i was thinking, finally didnt have to use ppt and present ! sure fun. :D
in the end, i wanted to much to use ppt, at least i dont have to use writing skills.
which sucks. but, i think my handwriting went back to normal. not that bad afterall (:
super long never written anything. {:
yeap. presentation was alright, i'm getting like nervous everyday.
no i cannot be like that ! omg. :(

whats more. tomorrow is science. which so. SUCKS.
i hate science, the faci. UGH ! :@
i think everybody hates science too. its just the faci. pffftttt :@
i feel like dying, i dont want to attend school :( -cries.
better be something easy tomorrow, no physics please!

went dance with shandy after school today.
stretching and all was a little better. still tough !
i guess it takes time to get used to it. i doubt i will pass auditions which is so sad i know :(
no instructor today, so they taught slower and managed to catch most of it.
still very difficult and fast. i'm super slowwwwwwwww :(
i hate to go down on my knees and turn around. omg, my knees hurt like shit.
i think there's like 5 blueblacks or something on both my knees.
PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :(
rawr.

i'm so afraid of auditions, omg. i'm gonna screw everything up.
i still cant find the song for it. they told me the wrong song. pfftt !
i shall decide on another ig to join, if this doesnt make it :(
maybe i'm not cut out for it. nevermind.

i'm off to bed.
goodnighttteeeyyyy.
xoxoxoxo.

ONE,TWO STEP.

(edited)

One, Two Step

I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL :(
RAWR. :@
TSK. wake up early again, drag my feet to school.
and open laptop again. everyday repeat.
i cant wait for holidays. i can sleep all i want, play all i want.
(: -smile.

shermaine circles the word LOVE.
and yay, i got full marks, 10/10 :D
cant wait to see dance, but i dont want to do stupid stretching. freaking pain :(
and now, i have so many songs. yay (:
you know, i cant wait for school to end tomorrow, actually everyday.
i still hate science module :( pffftttt .stupid faci.
tsk.
i shall sleep early tonight, hopefully. i'm so bored.
Goodnighteyyyyy.
xoxoxo




i think i listen to one, two step a million times.
but, i still dont think its the dance song. it doesnt sound the same.
my aches are getting better, then again it will repeat after tomorrow.
somehow, i cant wait too (:
i cant believe the weekends are over > :(
why does two days pass so fast, i hope school pass faster too.
i dont want to wake up early tomorrow, and start all over again.
:@
tired, tired.

i shall take a nap now.
continue later.
nighteyyyy (:

sucks. :(

i'm assuming, i'm disappointed .
with. myself. like seriously.
am i exactly that bad, you dont really know you actually do.
i feel so down. like seriously, why gossip, suckers. [:
indeed, i really have to L-o-v-e no matter how bad the situation really is.

Real love is place the needs of others before you own.
It is making your problem, my problem.
It is giving to another without any guarantee of getting anything back.
It is giving others what they need, not what they deserve.
Although love can create intense feelings, love is not a feeling, it is a choice, and action, a way of behaving, a commitment.
Love is sacrificing for others.

i finally read 40doc after not touching the book for the past two weeks.
i really need to stay close to God at this point of time.
no matter how school seems to be, i stand on my own.
be myself, and be strong.

but.
.
.
.
.
.

it just seem so hurting.
:(
maybe i'm jumping into conclusions.
assuming.
i shall change. hopefully (:

W47Q. semester 1. photos (:

W47Q (:
Be Yourself .

W47Q photo taken today. the pictures are not the same if you look carefully.

i think its kinda small to see the difference.

see the smiles on faces, obviously you see how happy the day was (:

HAHA. i dont know why i did the twist sign in one of the pictures.

i seriously didnt know i did that. omg :\

when i saw the pictures, i couldnt stop laughing, i just think its damn funny.

no idea why. hahah (:

somehow, i love today. i think everyday has a little fun here and there.

and i guess every class definitely has a clown, mine do.

and its was super funny. i cannot stop laughing at certain things. (:

good laugh.

my team today was kinda good. first time working with bernice and yeah, she's nice.

presentation was okay. not much questions asked. :D

and so, nate the clown's team got shot by lots of question by someone.

and the arguement went on and on and on nonstop.

i couldnt stand it when they keep argueing when i dont see the point.

like why cant you understand and agree ?! omg. waste of time.

i wanted to ask a question, and end up didnt get the chance.

cause, case close - next team. [:

pffttt. but nevermind (:

thats not all for the day.

i want to tell you this super interesting story, you must read this.

okay, straight to the point. in short, i shall just say.

I DROPPED MY PHONE BY ACCIDENT INTO THE HOLE IN THE LIFT.

YOU KNOW THE HOLE BETWEEN THE LIFT AND THE OUTSIDE OF THE LIFT.

SO COOL RIGHT. (first ever case ) you dont know how 'lucky' am i today.

moral or story- hold your phone tightly.

infact, i didnt hold. it was in my pocket. =.=

and so, i quickly rush to the rpc and called for help.

and yay, the nice security guard and technician opened the lift and took my phone out.

good think i drop it when the lift reached the basement, if not, my phone would probably be damaged. imagine the height.

so now, my phone is in perfecttttt conditionnn (: YAY :D

better be careful in future.

my phone = my life.

if i lose it, i will dieeeeee.

imagine no phone, i cant call, sms, or chat on the phone. my pictures, contacts. all gone.

NOOOOOOOOOOO :(

actually i dont care if the phone spoils. what matters most is the sim card (:

end of story.

finally its the weekends.

the week passed really fast .

yay.

goodnightttt.

p/s. some people are your hi and bye friends. they talk behind your backs. gossip, etc.

but i guess i dont really care what others say. be yourself (:

modern dance madness. arms are aching :( boohoo.

Dance was Madness .

hello faci, i hate you. you are just plain bias. *!&$)(!&$)!(*
YOU ARE JUST MAKING ME HATE SCIENCE.
PFFTTT !
you dont know how ffffff pissed i am.
you suck. :@ :@ :@
i'm so gonna meet you tomorrow, but that doesnt change the grade.

I'm loving VB for the first lesson.
not sure about the next few lessons.
the faci was being nice today.
and she's so fun to joke with.
we played music/movies on screen during breaks. (:
today was super slack day. we didnt have to do ppt and that was YAY (:
just had to make the program and thats all.
so we presented sitting at our table.
and my vb program got corrupted after i saved.
i couldnt open it, only the codes. lucky some of them did.
and we actually didnt know that we need to upload individual work.
heh. so i redo the whole thing again. but i uploaded the codes.
(thats how free i was) :D

and so, we just waited for the faci to finish every group presentations.
then 6p and done (:
i stayed back trying to ask the faci to save my stupid vb which i do not ever dare to press anything. i couldnt find the file i save at first.
and now, i think its still like not working. no idea and i dont really care.
hahaha (: but its fun doing the buttons and all. yay (:

went for modern dance class after that with joanne and her friends.
so, we started with stretching and i seriously nearly died.
i didnt like stretch or did any exercise for like how many million years. :(
so my leg and arms were like aching just because of stretching.
but, good exercise. you probably get abs ! (:
rested for awhile, joanne and her friends left.
saw rebecca and chatted. went back to practice.
this time, cheoreography. and the gay instructor teaches like damn fast.
i catch nothing, i cant even see anything, everyone is blocking.
so i'm like following blindly. =.=
the moves are like superly fast. and out of the 3 sets of 8 counts.
every set there's like a spin(turn) . super difficult to turn.
and obviously i'm like so dizzy after turning like a million times. -.-

gave up after second set, and sat to watch. left before it ended at like 6 plus.
and my arms/shoulders are like Aching like dont know what.
super pain. :( i dont even feel like moving my hand, not say stretching or grabbing anything. :(
i think bed is best comfort now.
i've yet done my rj, which totally sucks cause my brain isnt working.
boohoo :(

goodiebyeeeeee
:D
i need dance inspiration.
shandy, you shall be my motivation. Haha (:

I love Wednesdays.
I love Cognitive.
I love the Team.
I love the Faci ?

in short, Wednesday is the best day of the week (:
i hate tuesdays. the shitass faci who gave me a i-dont-think-i deserve-that-grade.
and obviously you know it isnt a good grade. i hate her.
i've sent the email of complaint. and she better do something about it.
Bias shitz. :@ :@ :@ super pissed. :(
today's quiz and rj was super difficult i can say. wrote really short.
i have nothing much to say (:

tomorrow will be another horror. VB computing.
OMG. i dont want my brain cells to decrease.
brain working at the speed of 3920581. ugh [:
okay, my brain is totally not working now. i cant think.
i need sleep. totally dead when i came home so i slept immediately.
and i couldnt wake up. superly tired :(


P.s thank you irvinong for the cake and the rushing down just for the belated celebration. you are so appreciated (:

goodnighttttt.
i cant think of anymore to say.
i better post this .
bye. xoxoxo/

bad bad screwed up day. pfftt.bad team mates.

edited

today is bad.
rj/quiz/evaluation was anyhow and rushed.
i didnt bother to think anything much.
and so, if i'm in a bad mood, i give people i dislike bad evaluation.
i dont really care. (:
and since i finish everything early today, i shall go off early.
super tired today. actually i'm tired everyday.
slept for halfanhour when i reach home. and ate dinner at 9pm (:
didnt have much appetite but i just ate [:
i'm stoning, i'm thinking, i'm down, i'm :'(

the picture frames in my mind,
yet with tears in my eyes.
i stare out of the window, look at trees and spot lights.
i need comfort, happiness, smiles and laughter.
retail therapy. i feel like buying everything i see, i'm feeling so shitty.

goodnight.









boo, i'm alone in class now waiting for the gum.
everyone has left and i can hear the damn loud thunder.
why must it rain everyday after school and not like during school time.
anyway, today's presentation was really screwed.
i just hate the faci and science.
today was worse than last week. :\ i think i didnt even really understand the whole problem which sucks alot. and my team is -----.
i mention last night that i did not want a ---- team, but bad enough, i got the ---- team.
which i totally DISLIKE. :( everyone is like in their own world.
and yeah, my group somehow went into the drain.
but i think it was a smaller drain today. stress stress stress.
stupid programming shitz. [:

i just hope tomorrow will be better with cognitive. (: (so far my favourite cause the faci is kinda better ) -smile. :D
i think this week is just screwed. and so not my week. pfffftttt :(
and the way i present today was also so not confident. and i cant explain many things cause i was so damn confused with everything.
can you just see all the question marks pasted on my face. the contents in my brain are just jumbled up. @%^$&*)(& &$% sucky.
i'm not staying back to do rj/quiz or whatsoever.
i think i think better at home.

to be continued.
goodbye (:

boo, 14april 2008. monday blues.

Monday Blues.

hello blogger,
shermaine is so tired today.
her brain isnt working the whole day. crampy.
superrrr w-o-l-s.
my brain isnt processing at maximum potential today, not as usual (:
and that was bad, cause ppt was panic again !
but stressing out badly in the beginning will help process more ideas later.
we panicked like shit, but the end product was alright (:
i think we did covered whatever has to be covered.
i think school will be fun only if your group is fun and really cooperative.
unlike some people who just dont analyse and paste the whole chunk there.
you group will be seen in the drain, i promise ! [:

problem today was average. i just didnt like the poem at first, cause i hate analysing and relating those i have no idea what thing. yeap (:
tomorrow will suck even more with ---- faci and whats more its science !
grrrr. and i hope i dont have ----- team mates.
no idea what word to put in those dashes. i shant be a meano.
but i know i am, i'm sorry if i'm one.

i think i'm taking an hour to blog this.
i shall turn in for the night ! (:
goodnighttttt.

PHOTOS. SAKURA. LOVE. 12APRIL2008. SWEET. FOOD. FUN. MEMORIES.

finally done (:
arranged from newest to oldest (as in, the most recent to the not so recent)
enjoy. only for some cause this blog is finally private.
will blog in another post.
sit back and relax :D

birthday cake mommy bought.

i'm tired and this is good phototaking skills right.

yummy dory fish !

mint choc icecream (: last dish for the night.

haha, this is -.-

spot the difference !

twist !

eaten kiwi.

cups of greentea (:

zomg, yummy cakes. i ate all!

fruits and more fruits (:

table 61

hello !

greentea. super random i know.

birthday girl without the cake .

sashimiiiiiiiii. -screams-

fruity salad.

veggie salad.

OTAH.

SASHIMIIII.

Now, Do you FEEL HUNGRY ?!

from the photos, it feels like i ate super little.

but in fact, i ate super alot. haha ! :D

you know how much i love my hairrr.

obviously the toilet. haha!

HMV @ heeren.

i end with my Favourite photo of the day (:

YAY.