memories etched forever <3 28November2007

meilina/shermaine

deanna/shermaine

shuyue/shermaine

dawn/ shermaine


wanda/shermaine

sophie/shermaine :D

wanshin/shermaine

The Clinic (always loved)

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sheena/shermaine

kahyen/shermaine (:

shandy/felicia/shermaine

4e4 girls (:

didnt get to blog the past few days.
anyway prom on wednesday was superrrrrrrr duperrrr FUN.
i'm not sure if i can load the photos now.
anyway, cabbed down to cityhall to do my hair. and it was close.
stupid guy . made me damn pissed off. so waited for like half and hour.
trim and styled (: but i'm quite pissed off with the hair cut now. argh i just hate it.
then went to raffles city to do make up at shiseido :D super nice (: i like it.
although the woman put like dont know how many stuff on my face.
waited for shandy then left. it was drizzling and our hair couldnt touch water so we cabbed to carlton. i know its dumb. i can see carlton right in front of me and we still had to cab there.
hehehe.
so met up with the rest of the girls. all of them are so pretty and gorgeous.
took some photos and waited for dinner. dinner was s0-so. ate mainly sushi and unagi
super nice :D haha. they played games and all. then it was dance time.
so everyone went to the dance floor to dance. fun and tiring at the same time.
but i think they music kinda suck. but still, dance the night away.
ended around 11pm. gave out prizes. i'm so lucky to win the lucky draw anyway.
better than nothing. after awhile, took our photos then left. took the last train home.
my feet was aching like shit. reached home around 1am. bathed and slept at 2am.
how sad, the night has to end. the girls will forever be in memories.
i love you girls :D

okay, i'm off.
goodbyeee
pictures later.

The pieces of my heart are missing you <3

today shall be stay at home day. its been so long since i ever stay at home the whole day.
everyday is out out out (: staying at home is kinda boring cause i do not know what to do.
[: i spent 12 hours sleeping. i'm super lazy . cause its so freaking boring.
i shall rest today. tomorrow shall continue the Fun :D

i forgot to say that on sunday morning while walking to the bus stop i heard a boy saying to his friend , 'If i even have a dog, i will skin the dog alive'
what on earth lah !?!?!? have a dog and you kill the dog. must well dont have a dog la.
cruelty to animals -.- so retarded.

anyway, yesterday was out with dearest shandy again.
shopped for some stuff at bugis and vivo (:
i wish i'm eighteen now! its sucks to not be eighteen.
cause the minimum age to almost all jobs is 18. damn it!
nothing much cause singapore is seriously damn boring.
its either orchard, cityhall, bugis or vivo. and maybe some other shopping centres.
bought gummy bears from candyempire. super cuteeee :D
hehehe/
the day was short, but tiring :/ headed home at 3 plus.
andddddddddddd i cant wait for tomorrowwwwwwww.
YAY :D
i shall sleep early tonight. hehe [:
goodbye.

i freaking need another job now. [:
tomorrow will be another day out. shopping and maybe job hunting with dearest shandy (:
i've yet gotten what i want. and its pissing me off. cause i'm sick of going out and shopping for stuff. i thought shopping is so fun. but its frustrating when you cant find what you are looking for. ):
bbq lays is so addictive and yummy.
i think i need to gain some meat. or maybe fats. stop saying i'm skinny/thin.
i'm normal. heheh :D

went for dg today. and its gonna be our so called last dg session of the year.
december is a busy month. did evaluation and i hate it.
i have serious stm, i dont remember anything. stupiddddddd.
i've not decided whether to stay or move to another dg next year.
so frustrating! :/
went cwp for lunch with family and home to sleep (:
i'm really bored. i think staying at home is more boring than going out.
but going out just makes me so tired and makes me wanna stay at home. ):
someone's busy to talk to me now. i'm really bored to bits. i shall watch tv.
or find something to do. booooooooooooooooooo ):
you are loved . <333
goodnight.

so many other skins dont work. they just have a problem.
only cute animals work for my blog. haha (:
scream when you see the blogskin cause its super cute.
i know dogs are cuter but cats are cute too :D
shoo if you hate cats. cause i love them/
heheh. faster come back! RAWR.

hmm, yesterday's work was kinda fun. but obviously tiring [:
its Alsace wine again. reported at office and was late. supposed to reach at 9 but we reached at 9.30am. i woke up like at 8.10 and got a shock of my life. super tired ! <:
so had to change into that dutch costume again. i just wore everything over.
a woman came to pick me up in a cab and went to clementi interchange to pick the Alsace bus.
its just an ordinary SBS bus with Alsace printed outside. you know how embarrasing it is to wear the costume and take picture at the interchange. everyone was like looking.
embarrasing like crap la. i've heard of waitress at the restaurant and on the plane.
but i'm a waitress on a bus. first time heard of this. HAHA (:
we were seperated. shandy was on another bus at some other place.
so lucky my bus had to pick only 2 people. and they at journalist of some magazines i think.
i stayed at the back of the bus preparing cremant(sparkling wine) to serve them. and there's potato chips which i secretly ate alot at the back. hehe :D
the bus ride was super longgggg. to pasir ris park. WTH right?!
super duper hot and in that costume?!?! everyone was looking at us la.
so they had the function at the restaurant/bar there (beach culture)
while we sat at the bar top doing nothing. super boring! when they start eating we also went to eat the buffet. i think all they do is sip wine there. B-O-R-I-N-G. after everyone left. we changed, packed and left. (:
yeah, thats about it .

today. went town again. i'm out like everyday of my holiday. -.-
couldnt find anything in fareat, then to wisma and vivo. bought my heels finally.
and i seriously dont know if i regret buying it. i hope not :D
and of course went to my favourite place- pet safari. shetland sheepdog so cute! heh
walked awhile and home!

i didnt know a fake rubber lizard could entertain my cat for the whole day.
i thought she catches only live ones. until my mom bought her a fake one.
and she plays with it all day. dumb [:

& yes, i cant wait for prom night.
and this morning i'd dreamt abt something to do with prom night.
so crappy.

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yesterday, met shandy and went to marina square to walk again.
then trained to buona vista at 3 plus. took only 20 minutes.
and our feet were aching like shit plus blisters ): stupid shoe!
so walked around finding rochester park. which is like one whole long road down.
i thought it was near the mrt. pfftt [: nearly died walking. so many construction sites.
i'm so lazy to blog. i shall post pictures. anyhow, the job is just to dress in some costume,stand at the entrance. when guest come, ask for their organization/name card if they are not on the list.
then usher them in :D the even is some culinary challange with Alsace wine.
some french/german wine (:
tomorrow's job will be some media lunch. i think we have to wear the same thing and pour wine.
should be quite fun (: but stupid shoe is giving me so much problem. yucks ):
shandy and my costume is the fake one from china. the other 2 girls wore the real traditional french costume from france. but the fake one is so much nicer. haha!

bar at second level

beautiful room(:and bar

shandy & me (:

this is dumb.

shandy! haha :D

shandy&me :D

michelle&me

marlene,shandy,me,michelle

the four girls(:

the boss :D

Goodbye.

i'm dreading work tomorrow. my blister hurts ):

so, yesterday went to work. apparently, we went shopping. they paid us to window shop anyway (:
went seperate ways from sister. went with shandy to orchard. shopped for my dress. and finally bought it.
hehe. spent a bomb [: had to bear to part with my money ):
so shopped for a few hours. then met my sister then went to vivo city. supposedly working.
but like completly forgot and continued shopping. cant help it la! too many things to see.
esp pet shop! ahh freaking dogs so cute. i shall own one when my cat dies or something. haha.
but i still think dogs are more dumb than cats. although cats dont really respond, at least they know their way home.
hehe :D ohya,ate a huge candyfloss. super sweet but nice! bought snacks and went back to office.
slacked around and went back. and now they said we cant work there anymore. not fired or what.
they just have other stuff to do. so i'm jobless ): sadly. i need jobs and money. i wish it falls from the sky ):

today. had to wake up early to go collect passport. but woke up late.
rushed and left at 8 plus. and then we found a dog at the coffee shop. apparently we heard the owner looking for it in the morning.
so we look for the owner and waited for 1 hour. until someone recognise the dog.
stupid dog, stupid owner. waste my time!
so went to lavender to collect the new biometric passport and sign some stuff and left.
went to city hall, raffles city and walk awhile with daddy. then he left to meet his friend.
went with sister and mum to citylink and marina square. booked a makeup service counter at shiseido.
going to do hair at citylink(: walked ard at marina square then left. went back raffles city to eat.
then cwp awhile and home (: going out everyday is so tiring. so sick of town ! rawr [:
tomorrow going marina sq with shandy again. and to work at 4pm. i hope we will do some nice stuff. :D
i shall play the piano tomorrow since i've found some nice scores (: heheh.
<333>
my brother's playing with fire now. adding flame to vodka -.-
i need sleep now. GOODNIGHT!

Way Back Into Love('Music & Lyrics')

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh.
Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

candyfloss is yummy (:
today out with CC. ZX. QQ :D
went to tpy first. ate and train to cityhall. went funan looking for games.
then peninsula. went back cityhall and qq left for church [:
walked to marina square and walk around doing nothing/
left at 6 plus . train to cck to meet parents for dinner. supposed to go grandma house.
we went there and no one was home. what the crap. waste of my time.
so went walking in lot one for awhile then went home :D
tomorrow will be church and i dont know what are we gonna do.
hmm. i'm not looking forward for monday.
i seriously dont wanna work ! but for the sake of kaching i have to ! ugh !
so maybe i'm gonna buy the dress i fell in love with for prom night.
and my money will be blown away in a second. ):
sigh! the stupid arrangement for promnight sucks. what 7 to a table?!
so shit la. so some will have to be seperated cause we hve 9 ppl. [:
okay, so will see how then. :/
i wish money falls from the sky.
hehehe .
goodnight ! <3>

havent blogged since Os are over. hehe (:
the week has been tiring but Fun too :D
hmm. i shall blog everything this week.

tuesday:
went orchard with shandy.
walked from wisma to tangs to fareast. looking for prom stuff.
but were just looking. (: was so damn tired.
time passed quite slow. went back early at 3 plus to meet the clinic gang.
passed sheena her present at cwp and walked around. they went for interview so didnt go out with them. happy birthday sheena ! (i know this is late)
walked ard for awhile then everyone went home cause we had nothing to do :D

wednesday :
first day going to work. woke up super early. had to be there at 9am.
trained down with sister and shandy to bugis. and shandy looked super dead.
cause its so early in the morning !
and it must be a stupid rainy morning [: sat in office for awhile doing nothing.
when everyone came, the stupid boss shoo us out of office to do our work.
so took like all the bookmarks and went to orchard. suppose to collecet namecards from the shops. ( for i dont know what reason)
so went seperate ways. was with shandy and we started walking at wisma.
collected some namecards plus went shopping.tried alot of stuff. hahaha (:
was super tired. time passes damn fast. didnt went to all the shops. like after one level, we went to taka to have our lunch. met sister and her friend. and we put all the bookmarks we are supposed to give out into the box after we ate. threw away alot. shhh !
walked around in taka, went orchard library to borrow books. haha ! collected somemore name cards. went paragon awhile then back to taka and then to office.
tried some dress at taka. super nice! the price also very nice(:
went back office and we were dead tired. legs aching like shit ! and a chair was the nicest thing at that point of time. hehehe. rest awhile then went off at 6 plus. (:

thursday :
didnt go to work today. cause i seriously dont feel like working.
i know its kinda dumb after working for one day. hahah.
went out in the evening. met andrea in the bus i took.
took to stmargs there then took another bus to eve's house.
super long bus ride. left my house at 6 plus and reached there at 8 plus.
:/ took like 2 hours to get there?!
when we alighted we called them to pick us up. our legs were itchy to walk in.
despite not knowing where the house is we strolled up the road. haha
super dark and quiet at night. so we walked like quite inside already and they called.
saying we are supposed to cross the overhead bridge. they cheated us la.
so we walked out. and they brought us another way. and actually we were walking the correct way. but they wanted to scare us like at some place. so they stalked us.
-.- ! was super hot and tired just to get to the house.

we were the last there. everyone had eaten. so we sat at the table and chatted.
and their conversations were like all gossips. and its super funny.
ate my dinner then had icecream. i was sick and not suppose to eat.
but i dont know why i ate. its just so tempting. we ate like dont know how many tubs of ben&jerry's and island creamery. super nice ! (:
after that went down for movie marathon. started with 'notebook'
which i fell asleep at some parts. then watched 'music and lyrics'
which i also fell asleep after like half and hour or so of the show. i want to watch but my eyes were just automatic closing ! so i just slept. woke up when the show was over.
and everyone went to sleep at 4am. woke up around 9am. had stupid flu the whole night which was so damn irritating. super cold too. hehe.
sat around doing nothing, had breakfast, washed up. photos ! then home (:
came home and continued watching dvds. thanks to zx for the wonderful dvds to occupy my time. continued watching 'music and lyrics' then 'lake house'
and then i went to sleep from 3 plus to 7. wonderful ! (: hah.


okay, this is a super long post.
tomorrow will be another day out ! (: hehe
holidays are boring. i'm not sure what to do next week.
i dont feel like working anymore ):
argh! i want another job.
its late, goodnight ! <333

leaving for school soon for paper 1.
and after today, i'll be so FREE!
YAY :D
i just hope it wont be so difficult, i know its all my fault for not studying.
but yeah, i revised a bit (:
cause i'm so into reading story books now. story books will just keep you from doing so many other things. if its interesting.
'Covenent's Child" is so nice. (: hehehe.
and i dreamt of prom night twice last night. and had alot of stupid dreams.
i dreamt that it was screwed or something. so freaking funny.
i better get things done early. [:
i need to go now before i'll be late.
goodbye
<3>

life is short.
everything's so unexpected,
you wont know whats gonna happen tomorrow or the day after.
really sad ):

anyway, went for breakfast at kap with the dg (:
didnt ate much. celebrated chanyi's birthday there. :D
then went back to church for service. after service went home.
had abit of flu and my stomach's still pain ! but i think its better now. (:
tomorrow's science paper 1 and i've not studied a wee bit.
maybe a little. sigh, i just want to get over with it !
i dont know if i'm working this week. maybe one day only.
cause there's dg stay over. hehehe. and suddenly i dont feel like working anymore.
haha! [:
i'd just slept the whole afternoon away. freaking tired i couldnt wake up this morning.
good thing tomorrow's paper is in the afternoon. i feel like trimming my hair.
but i dont wanna regret. i still dream to grow my hair really long ):
DINNER TIME!
goodbye .
<333

i shall make this short and sweet (:

cause i need to use the phone.

my phone is my life. i cant live without talking on the phone for one day.

i will like DIE! hahaha (:

maybe i will die earlier of too much radiation. whether i use or not still will die.

so use more ! i spent half the day sleeping and half the day on the phone.

thats how my life is spent every single day. hehehe :D

whats free incoming call for right ? haha.

i think i've got 100 hours of free incoming call this month. wow [:

my brain is burning every second. (:

anyway. today was out again and not studying. so cool right. :D

went cityhall and then vivo. cant help but the dogs so cute !

will just melt your heart. hahah. (:

super cute. walked around and did alot of stupid thing. met shandy who is working at the french fair thing. talked for awhile then left. omg, she's gonna earn so much money.

shandy please share some with me okay. hehehe :D

walked awhile more then left. trained home and i was laughing all the way.

so embarrasing la. HAHA ! so freaking tired.

tomorrow shall be stay at home campaign. but i need to see someone ):

sigh.

i'm off to bed !

GOODNIGHT.

<333.>

YAY (:
exams are freaking finally over.
except damn paper 1 ! ):
but i dont care . i dont really care. although maybe i'll study last minute.
crap, i just want to enjoy myself now. cant I ? [: hehehe.
i'm so glad the topic i studied for SS came out. but still, i crapped all the way.
i've got nothing much to write. but who cares, i know i will still fail.
anyway its OVER !
went out with CC<3.>
i'm enjoying every single minute. hehe :D <333
walked around everywhere cityhall to orchard.
i'm still looking for what to wear for prom. so irritating. [:
& i want to learn dance tooo. anyone wants to go with me?
wait till i earn my many many bucks first k.
hehehehe. i'm working tomorrow. ugh
GOT TO GO.
BYEBYE :D
<3

my stupid mouse is not working. so irritating.
& my mother is so irritating everytime i use the comp [:
ugh. i will study later okay.
i cant wait for SS to end. and like everything's sort of over except paper one.
i cant wait to enjoy and relax and do whatever i like.
i cant wait for promnight too. plus shopping and blahblah fun (:
hehehe.
movies.
food.
FUN!
&myhappyhappy ---- :D

such complicated things, i wonder why.
or am i making it sound complicated.
i dont know why i randomly will think about it sometimes.
i wonder if its fake or what. or some two face thing.
eeekk. i only think when its over.
its like. i like something but i hate something too.
contradicting.
paradox. HAHA :D

"Who Am I"

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear'
Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

i only did ard 40mins of social studies today. and i'm here again.
only completed like half of the chapter. i still got more to go. trying to squeeze one chapter into one page. hehe (:
i'm glad i've completed chapter 4 last night in one and a half hours.
but i've not yet studied them. so maybe tonight and tomorrow.
still have book 3 haven started [:
i just hope all those topics i've studied comes out on monday.
if not i'll be so pissed off. like i've studied so much and like some dumb unrelated question comes out. i will kill them ! but i believe hard work pays off. (:
hmm.
BYE

my mother is being some freaking shit now. UGH.
i shouldnt have said i havent study yet yesterday.
frigging shit !
so i will damnit start studying later. pffftttt !
today was my happy day. except physics p2 in the morning.
i wonder how i did the paper when i studied like the night before.
and still can go out yesterday. i was trying to squeeze everything in my brain.
and like so many things didnt come out. lucky i gave up studying in the morning.
so pissed off. lucky lens didnt come out cause i didnt study. YAY.
and like all the magnetism questions, d.c and a.c motor didnt come out.
total waste of my time. [: i hope i wont fail. i was crapping through all the explanations but i could do the calculations (: hehe
yeap, got to go.
goodbyeeee :D
tomorrow is stay at home campaign. and i have to mug like shit. !
argh.