suddenly, i start to feel a sense of emptiness.
althought i still have chinese, physics and social studies + paper 1.
but seems like a load is off me.
finally emath is over. althought the paper is alright, i bet i'd made alot of careless mistakes.
i really hope i wont do so badly [:
i'm still hesistating whether to go for chinese paper tomorrow.
sigh, i know i wont be able to make it. but another side of me still tells me to try.
so contradicting. but still i cant bring myself to write chinese ! ugh =.=
social studies next monday and i've not started studying.
goodluck to me :D and i'm not confident in physics at all. cause i've not been studying.
yeah, so all the best. hehehe (:
i'm bored .
time to fly after 05/11/07. i know i still have paper 1.
it seems like 4years of knowledge goes into my brain, and after 24 hours its gone.
after the paper you just chuck all the books one side and never ever remember it.
i just wonder when will i ever pack my books. its like one freaking messy stack and i dont care.
hahah :D
i'm really bored. i must find something to do.
byebyeeee :D
love.

i've not studied for 2 days in a row.
yesterday and today. only a tiny winny bit.
and i'm suppose to get off the comp now, to maybe get some work done.
its english and emath on monday, i dont know what to study.
sigh [: i dont want to wake up so early. argh!
now i appreciate afternoon exams. (: next week will be morning everyday.
and i have to sleep early and wake up early. =.=

today is 'stay at home day' campaign. so i stayed at home the whole day.
and i practically laid on the bed the whole afternoon. this is how i waste my time away.
when everyone's in need of time, i'm wasting time away. (:
i'm feeling so damn guilty. shit [:
finally going to church tomorrow after skipping last week.
i shall be a good kid. and study when i come home (:
still, i'm not sure what to do. haha ! i dont have emath stuff to do.
maybe read some english. hehe :D
phototaking on monday, i better remember to bring my tie.
everything's gonna be O-V-E-R soon ! YAY. -smiles-

okay, i better get going (:
goodbyeeeeeee.

sunshine pretty (: hehe



playing dead.(sunshine&kachang)

finally no exam today.
there's english, emath, chinese(i dont feel like going) ,physics and social studies left.
sigh. so many many more. but i know its gonna be OVER soon.
chemistry paper 2 was quite alright. i shall not say its that easy, i may not do well <:
yesterday geography was total crap. i'm seriously gonna fail.
with 10 marks gone for map reading. =.= i didnt have time to finish and i was rushing through like crazy. the development question was total crap but still i anyhow bullshit my way through.
= fail. [: i shall forget about it. i still have social studies which is another gone case ):
finally changed my blogskin. i cant stand that one. the cats are super cute right (:
hehehe :D

ahh crap, i saw so many nice things online and i want to buy.
see no evil. [: after olevels and i shall do the things i want. hehehe
everytime i want to blog i forgot what i want to blog. when i dont, i have so many things to say.
i dont want to take english on monday. sigh the major paper and if i fail i'll drop dead.
seriously, i have no aim no goal in life. i dont know what i want.
i dont really care where i have to go after sec school life. i just want to be happy and have fun.
:D for now, i'll just do my best in whatever i can. and decide Later.

i shall go off soon or else i'll get stuck here.
i'm getting hungry. (:
and i better get some work done later.
the weather's getting hot -.-
BYE

i'm feeling so tired after one paper ONLY.
i still can happily blog when amath paper 2 is in 3 hours time.
all the best to me. i dont feel like studying anymore. but i cant give up ):
i still have countless of papers left. i have to perservere for 2 more weeks.
it feels like shit. so depressing. amath paper one was shit.
it seems like i've practiced so much for nothing. but i cross my fingers and all i can do in trust in God that i would not fail and maybe do well. sigh [:
i feel so relaxed. hehehe cause its only amath today. and i think it would be easier than yesterday's. (:
parents are nagging and nagging for me to get off. so whatever. whats the point of revising last minute. what i know is what i know. no point getting stress over what i dont know.
pfftttt. irritating.
and i deserve whatever grades i get. so i shall not regret [:
i cant wait for horror week to end. next week's english and chinese is worst.
i dont feel like taking chinese anymore. it sucks alot.
anyway, all the best to everyone :D
i've got many many things to do after olevels. i cant wait !

i'm sooooo depresseddddddd.
i need my human medicine. =.=
goodbyeeeee.

i'm so pissed off with myself again.
everytime i tried to wake up early to study but always fail.
end up sleeping until so late. =,=
i cant wait for o levels to end. and prom night ! (: hehehe
so happy last night talking on the phone till 2 plus am.
hehehe. with someone being so sleepy

o levels next week and i'm dying.
amath amath amath.
chemistry chemistry .
kill me cause i know nothing.
i cant believe i'm taking olevel. i look so relaxed.
HAHA. too confident already. just kidding.
bye. i better study now.

From the 137 mails i see in my inbox, it shows how freaking long i've never used the comp.
and the feeling is so great. but i better not get study. i must study later . (:
hehe. today was first paper of o levels - physics practical.
i got a feeling i did everything wrong. my answers are opposite from others.
the voltmeter sucked. =.= haha just kidding maybe its my skills.
heheh.
i better do well for chemistry. i hope i can. anyway, everything's in God's plan, no matter what the outcome may be. i've tried my very best :D

a few more days to the actual written paper. and its killer AMATH.
i want to die ! i dont know how to sketch or draw graphs . esp trigo ):
but i'm more or less done. i dont want to fail .
combine humans and chinese is gonna go down the drain. i've not studied a shit about it.
sigh =/ so damn freaking stress and scared. but actually i still feel quite relaxed.
contradicting again !

gtg, GOODBYEEEE (: