i think my blog is so dead.
but still, i rather not blog.
i hate to get comments.
okay nevermind.

many many things happened the past few weeks.
kinda drained out. all my brain juice squeezed out into my school work.
i cant wait for O levels to finish.
and i cant wait for the resort to come (:
heheheheh.
i shant skip school anymore in any case mdm ng finds out its a pattern.
haha. i shall be good and go to school.
i need to go soon.
in any case, take care my clinic friends.
<3>
XOXOXO
goodbye.
i need to study more !
UGH

someone is so scared of me.
HAHA (:
ms devi stinks.
chemistry stinks too.
vectors sucks.
cause someone doesnt want to help me
and someone went to sleep.
shermaine is so lazy today
. i need to study.
): i cant skip school next week because i have test everyday
sucks ):
BYE

i feel like recollecting the past. it seems so long since i last posted.
maybe one day i will ask ' whats a computer ' (:
heehee .

anyway, this is the second week of school.
maybe i should just talk about this week.
last saturday, went to centrepoint for cousin's ROM.
i rushed there after school, missing physics and they started so late.

monday was youthday. and i went to rp to supposedly study.
but actually i did alot of physics until i was totally bored out. [:
had chinese o level oral yesterday. i was freezing cold in the prayer hub i nearly died. plus i was the last one. so its like freezing + shivering.
and i couldnt read the passage at all. cause i was really shivering esp my voice.
so its read stop read stop . and i couldnt read most of the words.
and the worst thing is i kicked the teacher's table. omg i think they will kinda pissed with me with my shit chinese. i have no idea what i was crapping.
and the conversation ; i couldnt understand the question and she kept explaining.
i felt so dumb. i think the teacher thinks i'm like so stupid or what.
that i dont know whats public place called in chinese. i felt like dying. i wanted to speak english but i refrained ):

okay, enough of oral. today had nothing much.
did chemistry practical and i was so careless. i kept spilling chemicals onto my paper.
and even forgetting to turn off my burette when pouring solution into it .
how dumb can i get. haha :D
skipped p.e today cause i didnt want to play that baseball thing.
i've never liked p.e in my life. (: all for skipping p.e today, i need to take napfa tomorrow morning when school actually starts later. what the crap. one station only ! pfftt
i dont feel like going but i have to clear it. damn ):
and there's amath after school. i will spend 12 hours in school tomorrow.
how tiring. sigh .



on a side not ; i want to take grade6 practical next year. but i think it seems impossible.
i dont know. i still want to learn piano ! (:


XOXOXO.
somehow, i need more confidence in myself.
sadly, i dont really have a goal in my life.

GOODNIGHT.