happy new year. third post. omg

this is the third time i'm blogging today.
seriously, i love blogging.
maybe writing & journaling. (: i love making up quotes and poems
hehehe. my new year's really boring.
almost every year its the same old thing.
no countdown parties or anything.
maybe last time in the past with neighbours.
everywhere is like so so packed with people.
i cant think of what to do, so i blog.
i frigging have nothing better to do other than watching tv
i love the news, i think its really good. haha
so random. watched stuartlittle2 just now, really cuteeee (:
hahahahaha. i have so much time but i dont wanna do my work.
i just flip through the book and its really hard. pffft dont feel like doing
and i'd haven pack my books properly yet, plus worksheets
so its two piles of crap. i can see dust collecting on them.
omg, i'm so lazy. i dont know where to dump them.
rawr. okay, i'm going to watch countdown on teevee.
& i feel like drinking today. shld i go try the bottles of vodka or barcadi
<: shhh. heh (:

okay, i hope this is my last post for today.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ! :D
i want a happy ending (:

31december2006. newyear. second post.

they are going prawning tomorrow i think
and if i'm going, i'll be dead.
i'm supposed to do my homework.
why must they plan such things on my homework day.
ha, maybe its my fault for such last minute work.
boo ! [:

i'm so lazy to do my work, thinking of the fact that i have alot, really alot to do.
actually, i dont really care if i did it anot. hahaha
but well, i promise i will mug hard in 2007.
and mug on the first day of 2007. & every single day.
gosh. i really want to do well next year, slacking no more.
i'd prayed really hard .
and i took a nap just now. wonderful (:
Jesus is Love !
i'm really blessed. think about how much you are more blessed than others who are worse of than you. its really great to have God.
i'm God's most precious gift.

did my so called resolutions just now.
and it isnt alot, maybe hard to achieve. but i'll try.
heheh. i still havent gotten my nicey notebook.
my most important thing.
and i need to develop photos soonnnnnnn.
rawr. goodbye

31december2006. newyear. ):

last service for 2006 was really good.
it spoke alot to me. really (:
worship was good,felt like tearing.
so many things were running through my mind
Thank You Lord for Everything in 2006.
i have many many things to thank the Lord.
& reflect on many stuff. like today's service
i have to spend time with God,i've been really far.
):

hang around after service talking(:
i love my dg mates, they are the best
-beams.
next year gonna be great, but i'll miss peggy :\
went home at 11 plus, and i'm here ! no one's home yet.
dont think i'll be going for watchnight service.
so today, will be newyear resolutions and reflection.
and the next two days will be homework.
sheesh,so last minute ! pffffttt.
i'm broke,so i cant go out . i dont want school to start
):
Pray that everything will be fine, and God will always be there for you&me
i've gotten myself into ------ <:
danged.
In everything, Trust in The Lord (:
<3

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 :D














i miss the china trip :07november2006 to 18november2006
kept forever ;

30december2006. downto cityhall & town again! hehehe

i've been to town two days in a row.
my feet hurts from intensive walking. ):
but all worth the pain hur. hehehe.

went down to cityhall with parents again.
ate at some street near cityhall.
then went to citylink. mum went to funan to print photos.
i walked fast, to be alone. i prefer shopping alone !
so like my dad&sister caught up with me.
pfffttt. i was like stop following me lah.
so whatever, i left. & i walked all the way to marina square.
my legs were aching like mad. shopping in heels?!
wth. marina square is like freaking big can. it seems bigger than vivo
hahaha (: bought some stuff. nd i'm broke now [:
called dad and he asked me to look for him at kopitiam,lvl 2
oh and i thought i was on level two. so i walk everywhere to find that stupid place. while going into some shops. i realise roxy is part of quicksilver and not ripcurl.
no wonder i always cant find them. i so love the quicksilver shop ! (:
and finally i found the mall's directory. and i realised i'm on level 3!
what the crap. i nearly died walking around la ! pffftt
& i think halfanhour had passed. omgosh.
so went down found the place, and they were gone la.
so i found a sit and sat. waited for them to find me !
rawrrrrr. <:

bought food and walked back.
mum&dad went to spore casket. i didnt want to go.
so sister& i trained down to marinabay and back to somerset.
i was super tired, i didnt feel like going anywhere.
walked to heeren. did nothing. i was damn lazy to walk or even choose stuff
then went to cine. wanted to watch movie, but i'm broke ):
& i think its quite crowded though. so just went up and sat there
my legs were too tired to walk. and there's this bird in cine which is stuck in the shopping centre.
i pity it. it kept making so much noise. so sad ):
went down to look for food, andden home (:
oh,went to paint my nails with nailpolish testers.
and now, my nails have many colours . hahaha
i'm bored you see. [:
if i'm going to go town tomorrow. i'll die.
but i dont mind counting down to 2007, nd fireworks !
heehee. its gonna be hella crowded .

okay, i'm going to look through my pictures.
and send them for printing ! i hope it works.
and.
i've got this feeling i'm lesbian.
you made me cry .

stop giving me damn excuses
i'm taken for granted.
its gonna be 2007 soon. which means SCHOOL STARTS!
Lord, I pray 2007 will be alright.
i really really Pray with my Heart
<3
sigh

29december2006.out @orchard. puma jacket.YAY (:

looking through those many many albums of the past,
aint it so amazing that time flies so fast.
i dont believe that was the adorable me. heehee (:
but indeed the pictures were cuteee. -beams

how things changed alot. really alot

i wish time would turn back, and i could be that kid again

i think i take more pictures when i was a kid than now.

pictures during chinese new year, christmas, birthdays ,

many trips to the zoo everyweek(almost),kindergaten performances

<3

i miss [:

anyway,

went cwp with mum this morning.
she went to civic centre to do something, and i watched mrbean again
hahaha. walked ard cwp for awhile. supposedly wanting to go somewhere else
but daddy was tired, so bought food for them home.
and we went home. how dumb can.
i wanted to go town !
but yeah, i went home and took a nap for half and hour.
but it feels like i slept for super long.
okay, i so wanted to go out.
so went down to town at 5 plus.
omg, super crowded can. i hate crowds. ):
went wisma, and taka.
oh. i hate taka, its frigging BIG. and i walk here and there to find the so called 'departmental' store for taka. so stupid can. i went down, and took the escalator up ending up in the same place.and i was alone, cause i rather shop alone. (:
i think shopping alone is much better than shopping with parents. pfft.
i hate people tagging along behind me when i look at stuff.
the feeling is so pissing. (only parents) heheh
maybe i'm being rather pissed off these days.
so i walked level four for who-knows-how-many-rounds waiting for them to come.
cause i wanted to buy the puma jacket.
& of course i needed them. <:
yay, i bought my jacket for 70plus. mummy was so unwilling to pay
and we stayed there for so long, pffffttttt.
and so, i paid 30bucks. plus it comes along with many conditions
okay, whatever. i still got it ! (: -grins
gah,i still wanted to walk more. although my legs ache.
but everyone wants to go home. mum&dad went to someone's house.
so i went home with my sister, bought cat food and we fed cats
ahhh so cute ! (: heeheehee.
couldnt' find the kitten which always come to my house. so left the food there.
i miss all my teevee programmes tonight.
boohoo ):
mhmm. bought yummy doughnuts.
and gelato icecream.
daddy was so nice la. me and my sister wanted to buy only 2 scoops but he said buy three.haha. so its rum&raisin, hazelnut and lemon.
lemon is so niceeeee. -thumbsup.
sheesh, i'm not done with homework.
emath ! RAWR. but i still want to go out.
ohh crap. long post !
GOODNIGHTS. (:
icecream makes me HAPPY.

-----------------------------
Blogger's being stupid tonight.
pfftt. i'm posting for the third time !
RARRR :\

28december2006. twirl me round. (:

boredness makes me twirl round and round in circles
its just so exciting, it makes me so dizzy. haha (:
btw, no matter how many times mrbean repeats its show,
they never get boring though. interesting <:
i think i've gone insane, mad, psycho , crazy.
yes, indeed. i talk to myself.

i'm so random. whatever.
i love my daddy <3>
-hugs.
shopping tomorrow ?
maybe.
its almost 0000. so,
goodnight world !

Blogger's my Friend. shermaine needsssss. EVERYTHING ! rawrr.

Blogger's my Friend (:
without Blogger,life's boring .
Yahoo games give me entertainment
they are just entertaining when you're bored.
hahaha.
i just wasted another day.

shermaine needs icecream(although i just ate)
shermaine needs company
shermaine needs laughter
shermaine needs shopping
shermaine needs fun
shermaine needs anti-depressent
shermaine needs food
shermaine needs sleep
shermaine needs someone
shermaine needs you
shermaine needs music
shermaine needs games
shermaine needs something to do
shermaine needs to go out

shermaine is frigging bored.
shermaine is sad
shermaine is lonely ):

alright, enough ranting
heeheehee.
goodbye <3

28december2006. thursday. hellabored. i need COMPANY PLEASE ):

blogger was being a Bugger yesterday. and Today
[: pfftt. i waited for 134567890 years for it to load
but it didnt ! how pissing is that.
all thanks to Taiwan's stupid earthquake that cause this internet problem.
i'm evil arent i ? hehehe

stayed at home the whole of yesterday, playing yahoo games
its hella fun la ! (:
those kind where you can bake cakes and serve.
and owning restaurants. hahaha
if only real life was just a click away.
so easy . ohoh. & i played zoovet.
and i was a terrible vet la.
puzzle games are Fun toooo. cause they make you think and think
hahaha ((:
addictive :
i'm turning damn lazy these days.
i mean really lazy. i do nothing but sleep and slack.
i'm being a couch potato lately. ):
and i usually wake up at 11am. thats late for me.
cause i dont last time. see see what has become of me.
sigh . i need to catch a movie soon.
i hate wet days. cant it just stop raining ! grrr
oh, & i dreamt of being in school this morning. omgosh.
i havent gotten stuff i want for school yet. #$%^&*
i'm so so bored i wanna go somewhere today. i have nono company.
i'm so lazy that i've stopped reading my library books.
and i want to head to the library and borrow new ones.
i doubt i'll read any. but whatever. i have no time when school starts.
i'll be soo stress in school. and i just remembered i have something called co
and i havent been practising for months. so dead for 2007 syf .
shermainekon is so gonna die die die die dieeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i dont think i can cope next year. i'm gonna breakdown soon
there's only negative thoughts in my mind, i need to get them out
i suck. i need newyear resolutions for 2007.
i need to sit down, reflect and pray. & i thank God for Blessings (:
though 2007 may seem tough, i know that God is always there
if the world turn against me, God is there for me :D
He will walk with me, be with me , guide me. my Saviour !
<3

would a strong bandage,
mend my broken heart
& jigzaw the pieces
which were cruelly torn apart.

shermaine needs laughter
and funny jokes
plus company ):

26december2006.boxing day ! no no school.ihate ! [:

[edited]

its 0030 now. i'm not sleeping yet. cause i took 1hour to on this damn comp.
pfftt.
came back at 2300

turkey+pasta+lamb+salad+wine+logcake+durian+mybeloveddoggybubbles= a wonderful party
(:
no camera today, so i cant take pictures of bubbles ):
she's so fluffy and cute can !
feeling damn emo,damn pissed off.
with i dont know what. just sooo argh
-screams.
will you dry my tears for me
will you lend me your shoulder to lean on
would you give me a hug ?
would you listen to me?

yeah, i really want a HUGGGGGG
<: i miss you .

goodnight world (:
hugs&kisses. <3








boo.
dont mention the word 'school' cause it freaks me out.
yes SCHOOL ! ):
this is the first time i'm dreading school, cause i'm always looking forward to it.
dont ask me why. maybe holidays in the past were boring.
now, the thought of O levels freaks me out.
sigh ):

really really bored.
where are my girlfriends ?
tsktsk.
i miss them. & school's starting next week.
i cant believe it. NO I CANT ! [:
maybe no more outings for me. nono, i havent gotten my stuff.
pffttt. i'm not prepared for school at all.
i can still see my whole messed up stack of books.
i have no idea what to do la ! :\
i hate my comp. it takes 345609865 years to on please.
mhmm. going out later to someone's house for dinner.
yay (: i can meet my beloved doggy bubbles !
i have one week left to do my sheat. omg.
save me ! i'm not even done with homework.
damn, i just realised i have lots of stuff to do. rarrr
and the thought of failing all my provisionals. sheesh.


take me out of this fantasy, into reality
you are my desire, my one aspire
take me to your world, my one fantasy
please take me to reality
i dont want to carry on this dream
let me hold your hand
& turn you on the merry-go-round
where there was me and you.
till dust, we'll twirl the world around

i miss girlfriends ! ): merry christmas. 25december06

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !
(:

oh crap, the pictures and words are all mixed up.
its screwed. i dont know how to figure them out. pfft
its christmas day today ! YAY (:
& christmas is all about the birth of jesus christ.
although i'm so not in the chirstmas mood.
thankyou everyone for the lovely presents.
sorry, i dont have the time to get presents.
i'll make up for them. heheheh i hope (:
churched today again.
went to cwp with mum & sis for pasta ! yum.
bought groceries and home.
and i slept from 2 to 6.30pm
damn, i wont be able to sleep tonight. ):
rarrrr. i cant believe school's gonna start next week.
oh crap. i dont believe ! omgomg.
@#$%^&*() i dont want school so sooon yet.
i'm so not prepared. pfftttt.
christmas is boring this year, for me.

i cant help but LOVE <3>
i adore' them plenty.
hahaha.
time for teeveee.
GOODBYEEEEE (:
i miss my lovely girlfriends !

christmas pictures (:

everyone through the reflection
rafie with his toybone.












steak bone (: yumms.
cellgroup gathering (22december2006)













random; nippy my neighbour's chihwahwa(:















1year old golden retriever rafie (23december2006)

tributes to my loved ones. irvinong, sophiachong. LOVES <3

i cant help it.
i cant
i cant
i cant
i cant
i cant
i cant
i cant
i cant
i cant
yes i cant !

qwe wer ert rt yutr u uyo ZXsc df sdgasgfd hj jygf jl kx c Z bfd nh hsfcnbm gsda d gfhsda dksy

you cant decipher that.
so now, i feel like . (how do i put it)
okay nvm. just thank my L.O.V.E.S
<3>

mydearestirvinongbaby.
thankyou for being there for me. these 3 years have gone by.
& despite all the obstacles in between, i'll still be by you.
yes you. we'll never part. these four years wont be fun without you.
you always made my day with you oh-so-cheerful laughter.
yeap, contagious laughter indeed. (:
thank you for tolerating my attitude. whatever sheat i did.
i'm sorry. its indeed better to look at one's better side.
& not flaws. whatsoever.
continue to work hard for next years Os.
we are so gonna make it. yes, we will ! (:
i miss our daily calls and chatting.
and never ending laughters. i really miss em' alot.
i love the times we spent together. baking cookies together
studying together, piano-ing together. eating together
pictures together, sad times together,shopping together !
i really really miss them. linked heart-to-heart /
i would shed all tears for you. lend you a shoulder to lean on
& always be there for you. i really meant it baby.
forever, girlfriends <3
I LOVE YOU PLENTY HONEY SUGAR CHOCOLATELY STRAWBERRY PIE.
yes,iloveyou

mydearestsophiachong
i'd definately never regret knowing you. my beloved girlfriend.
and indeed knowing you was really a special thing.
you'll always be close to my heart no matter what
really sorry for whatever things i did that pissed you
everyone's not perfect.
& without you, life's isnt as great
the crap stuff we did, laughter and more lovely talks.
i miss them all. shopping and mugging together.
i hope we'll continue mugging together next year.
study hard for next years Os. & i know you'll do really well.
hard work yeah (:
i really treasure this friendship alot.
i hope we'll never part, cause you're linked to my heart.
thank you for your encouragements and company.
iloveyouhoneybunny <3 !
mytearsareworthforyou

alright, i'm lazy to post anymore.
but lastly,
to my dg06:
thank you for your kickass company.
i really enjoyed the fun we had together.
& our dg rocks right ? hehehe

continue to trust & walk with the Lord

see you again next year. without peggy ):
but always in prayer (:
LOVES <3

okay, i'm taking like one hour to post this.
this is so random !
in all, i had a wonderful 2006.
i really love 2006. i'm so not looking forward to 2007.
i dont have a choice, do i ? if only you can stop time.
to all :
sorry for my sucky attitude.
i know i'm being really #$%^&*()
whatever. but yeah, if you want to hate me i've got nothing to say.
i'll leave all misunderstandings, bad memories behind.
i want to start anew, yes i do .
if God is willing to forgive you, why cant you forgive others.
can you ?

24december2006. christmas eve (: hehehe. !

friday:
baked cookies at irvin's house.
supposed to go there and collect my wallet.
cause i left it with her [: so dumb.
yeap.
evening, went to The Petals for cell group gathering thing.
had bbq. yum (:
went to the gym to watch tv and run on the threadmill
its been years since i'd exercise.
hahaha. but the main purpose is the teevee :D
then went wadding in the shallow pool.
and went to the suana in longsleeve.
hehehehe. it didnt get that hot cause i stayed there for awhile only.
and i was bored so i got out. (:
reached home at around 12 ?
& slept :)

saturday:
practically did nothing the whole day but sleep/.
booo. woke up at 11 plus ?
watched tv and slack. then slept at 3 again.
omg, damn pig.
supposed to go for co concert but i didnt want to.
yeah, got scolded and all. but i dont give a damn.
cause i really dont wanna go. thats my purpose for sleeping in the afternoon.
hahaha, i have good tactics. (:
left for uncle lawrence house @ novena.
bored like shit. played with the golden retriever.
damn cute plus hyper. it keeps jumping on you.
and biting your shirt, so there's like saliva. ewww
but its damn cute la (: heehee.
had dinner, and it was practically all meat.
cause i doubt they eat veggies. maybe some.
beef, ham , chicken, pasta . blahs.
so like did nothing. drank egg nod. yumms !
left at 10 plus. reached home at 11 plus/.
and slept again ! (: teehee.

today:
churched. wow christmas party.
boring. and home. to sleep!
haha i was the earliest home.
played the piano. jaden came.
he's freaking cute can ! -beams
slept at around 2 ?
woke up at 4 plus. all thanks to jaden's little sister who kept crying.
omgosh, can die. super noisy. pfffttt. disrupted sleep !
bleargh. watched nico the unicorn. damn cute.
so sad the mum died ): i nearly cried.
mhmm and i just ate my bbq chicken. neighbours bbq christmas party today.
& there's lots of people downstairs. so i rather stay upstairs and use the comp.
finally i fixed it again la. or else no comp to use.
sigh. christmas service tomorrow @ 10am.
ugh i dont wanna go please. [: so i dont think there's anything on tomorrow.
sigh, boring christmas !
gonna watch 'loveactually' later at 10pm.
for now, i have no idea what to do. eat and eat (:
GOODBYE.
\& HAVE A MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS !
God Bless ! (:

21december. LOVE KITTY MEOW. damn cute. with tortoise (:

isnt it like damn cute. pushing the tortoise around.
actually its scared. hahaha (:


tortoise :D













LOVE <3 high five (:

21december2006. yum. town with irvinong. shopshopshop

town with irvin today.
shop shop till my feet hurts.
hahaha but it was fun (:
heehee. bought the same cookie monster tshirt.
which is damn cute ! :D
neoprints ! <3

and yeah, went to the airport yesterday to fetch my maid.
she's back ! (: -grins.
and i bought jellybeans from cocoa tree.
damn yummyyy. (:
and i got alot of stuff.
2pairs of jeans. and stuff from phillipines are damn damn cheap.
wth. beads to make earings !
and and lots of flats.(slippers)
i can open a shoe shop. hahaha
next few days gonna be busy. christmas !
but i aint excited at all. boring [:
blah. and my comp is down again.
boohoo ):

goodbye now.
ohya. the kitten that keeps coming to my house. is damn cute.
it played with my tortoise. so so cute lah !
photos up next time. maybe ?
BYEBYEBYE.

damn damn damn sad. 19december06. fck it

fdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfdsfds
i've nothing to say anymore.
sad.
damndamn sad ):
& i'm typing this with tears in my eyes
i dont ever want tomorrow to come.


try holding back your tears and see how much it sucks.
yes, really really disappointed.
in myself, everything. i h-a-t-e this feeling.
):
its time to cry myself to sleep.
would you keep me accompany ?

you werent the same. phy provisionals today.18dec06

i want a new blogskin.
for now, teeveeee time (:
physics today was screwed.
i regretted not reading the endofyear paper
cause it was exactly the same. my fault my fault
i'm so dead if i fail, cause chemistry i'll fail too i bet ):
crap, i dont wanna drop. sigh -
its a stupid paper which i have done before, i better not get worst than the first one. or else, kill me. hahahaha [:
chemistry tomorrow. how dead can. i havent studied !
okay, maybe tonight at 10pm then i'll study. thats so last minute.
slept just now for 2 hours. wanted 3 hours but i woke up. cant get back to sleep.
yeap . gonna watch tv the whole night, then study. hopefully (:
2 more days :D



you werent the same
the past gave me beautiful memories
the present : lingering
the future's unpredictable.
yet, it gave me thoughts to ponder.
songs that struck me when played
oh so wonderful <:
i'll hold em' to my heart
& i'll never take anyone, anything for granted.
cause i'd never want to be taken for granted.
treasures in my heart like diamonds
<3>

christmas is so on my mind.
i've lost everything i have in the comp.
pictures ! goodthing, i blogged them [:
rarrr. i'm so bothered by everything.
watch soyouthinkyoucandance tonight ! yumms.
goodbyeeee.

chocolates ! (: hehehehehe. rabbits i want. velocity.

alright, i didnt touch any books today.
and i didnt sleep this afternoon like i said
cause i was stucked to the computer ):
but i was freaking tired and yawning away.
by the time i use finish, it was 5 plus ?
i went and lie on my bed. wanted to sleep [:
but my parents wants to go for dinner.
so oh well, must well go. hahahaha
when i have provisionals tomorrow. goshhhhhh kill me please !
went down to novena and ate. so dumb to go all the way there and eat.
hah crap (: novena square changed to velocity.
and i thought it was some new shopping centre. but they extended it and its kinda new.
more shops and people. no more isolated place. (:
and there's many nice nice shops and nice nice stuff. i'm going there again.
hehehe. i bought nothing. gahh, the adidas jacket damn nice.
i want ! :D the one i wanted doesnt have 50percent discount ):
if it has, daddy will buy it for me !
ohoh. i touched the rabbit at the pet shop. omgosh its damn cute.
i like the floppy ears one which looks like a puppy.
but the black one is more attentive to me. it stood on its hind legs and smelled my hand.
rarrr. i want a rabbit. sooo cuteeeeee. (:
hahahaha.

and i was eyeing on chocolate but didnt get any.
and i heard mummy telling daddy that he's spoiling me.
boohooo. oh whatever.
went home.
got stuff at ntuc. icecream again !
and i was 90percent in getting my ben's and jerry icecream
2 for $18.95. cause there werent any nicer icecream.
but nono i didnt get it again ): although dad was willing to buy.
i dont want to be a spoilt brat. and my whole family willl just kill me lah.
pfffttt. so bought 2 other tubs.
reached home at 10pm which is not long ago.
i'm gonna bathe and sleep. damn tired.
so dead if i cant wake up tomorrow lah ! whizzaaawooo.
i'm so gonna sleep during the exam can. bleargh.
goodnightttttttt worrrllldddd.

/you are the key to my heart (:

17december2006. faggg. rarrr. ughh $%^&*() provisionals !

faggg.
i feel so lonely
alone ):
& everyone is getting on life so happily.
bleargh ! [:
whatever.

finally my laptop is working again. mummy made it work !
and i can use the comp again (: instead of studying.
heheheh.
past few days have been doing nothing but study.
yeah, sort of . plus reading alot. and alot.
borrowed another 4 books. and finished one already.
provisional exam starts tomorrow. i'm so dead.
i dont feel like going to school. lets see if i can wake up.
gah, i'm so so so super lazy i sleep every afternoon.
hahahah. and sleep at 12 midnight. (:
holidays pass damn fast. and soon its christmas !
yeap, but i havent got time for anything. and this week gonna be a busy busy week.
parties and more parties :D
& my maid's coming back on wednesday. no more housework for me!
-beams.
and i'll get lots of goodies (: hehehe
i hate school to start. i'll just die waking up so early in the morning.
cause i'd never woke up early during the holidays except when i have somewhere to go.
that sucks . whatever . pfffttt
i so dont feel like studying for provisionals anymore.
9.30am tomorrow ): -die !
mhmm.

church-ed today. combined service and it was super duper packed .
i hate interpretations. cause there's eng and chi service together.
yuck. and i find hokkien services damn funny.
cause some prayers , songs and sermon were in hokkien.
and i keep wanting to laugh out. hilarious. i was alone again ):
cause practically my whole dg is gone. yeah, gone .
either mission trip or holiday [: and service was boring i wanted to sleep.
blahh. went and help count money then bought lunch and went home alone.
yeah, i feel so alone today. and everyday.
i keep pondering over stuff i want to do. but in the end i'll never get it done.
i'm sucha useless freak.
and i have no one to talk to today. damn, i really feel so alone!
faggedddd. @#$%^&*()

do you actually care ?
i bet not
right.

i'm watching star awards 2006 again for chenweilian.
hahahahha i'm gonna laugh, its damn funny.
i'm sucha bad girl la ! hahahaha.
and i think i want to sleep yet again.
NOT studying AGAIN.
yeap, goodbyeeee worldddddd.
<3

omg. study please shermaine. ! gahhh. slackslack.

rarr the photo doesnt want to be uploaded ):
whatever. i'm super random.
bad news !
i havent been studying a sheat.
and i'm how effing dead. but it seems like i dont give a sheat bout exams.
yeah, it seemsssss like i dont care. but i'm panicking inside.
hahahaha whatever man.
(:
i can do a few questions of amath for 1 hour.
then slack. flip the chem textbook for 10mins.
half of the time staring into thin air or at the same page
and then, i close the book.
not reading all the chapters yet.
not saying understanding anything.
GAHHHH. i'm how dead for chemistry.
i can do anything else under the sun except study !
pfffttt. & i keep reading my story book.
i'm so addicted to reading. :D
heheheh. better study tomorrow.
4 days left ! omgomg.
mugger, bugger, whatever.
yeap, goodnightssssss.
bye (:

ohya, my dad bought a new camera.
yay (: its super niceeeee. yum !
& the camwhoring starts. hehe

muggmugg muggerrrrr. rarrr

i feel like a mugger again.
cause i'm mugging for exams again !
gah, mug mug mug.
mugger ! (:
sigh .

i hate exams.
it feels so urghhhh.
but icecream makes me happy !
its so addictive. and i think the whole tub of nutella is finished.
): i need icecream ! so addicted.
buy me some.
hehehe
goodbyeeeee.
watching so you think you can dance.
damn hot !

island creamery ! (: town and shoppinggggg

i'm aint able to blog for quite some time
cause my stupid computer is down.
finally its spoiled, cause i know one day it will.
and its dead for the moment ):
sigh, no comp and ill die.
but at least now i can study for provisionals which is just next week.
i'm using my brother's comp now. rarrr
& now, when i'm bored, there isnt any comp to use.
pffftttt. nvm, i shall study.
all thanks to the syf song i played, after awhile, it hanged and shut down
and i was blogging half way. wth ! [:

yesterday :
went town with my brother and sister.
brother went to the flea market thingy at cinne to display his shoes at his friend's store
went orchard. shop & shop.
then caught open season with my sister. and home !
yeap (: church today.
went island creamery to study after that.
nutella !
home.
got to go. goodbyeeee

07december06. fugfugfug you fug ass. i hate you. bleargh.

i told myself not to blog today, but somehow i have to
cause i thought maybe only evil thoughts and letters will spell out
gah, nevermind. i still have like 1hour to wait for 9pm
the channel eight show's really nice. must watch !
its damn hilarious. (:

irvin woke me up with 2 messages and dont know how many calls
wanting me to go to school but i'm like sleeping !? rarr
so i ignored everything and continue sleeping.
& i effing dreamt of her going to hk already. and she's telling me she was leaving !
yeah, i was damn shocked and i thought it was true. so last minute
i was damn sad la ): i dont want you to go. hahahaha
and before that, i dreamt of some stupid dream.
its the most dumb dream la. i shant say :D
i always have retarded dreams. hehehe, but its fun.
so like she came at 9 plus. so early right.
i just woke up at 9. so we started plaing the piano
then did amath. like for awhile. ate lunch (:
and laughed at richard clayderman's pose. damn funny.
and irvinong kept toppling her spaghetti. omgosh.
played more piano and i did more amath. like 1 question?
crap, and she left at 1 plus. walked her out cause it was drizzling
and we went to ------ house which is behind my block.
to give snickers. hahahaa. we are damn lame la.
nothing better to do. andden i went home.

feeling fuggin' pissed since yesterday.
yeah, fugggg.
i'm just a whtaever @#$%^&*( useless arse okay.
i dont give a fugging shit. wtf.
nag all you want. i hate you , i really cannot take it.

yes, i want Love ! i'm deprived.
bleargh, bye

06december06. screw my throat. rarr. and working sucks. i quit

crap, this is the third time i'm blogging for the day.
i'm ranting so muchhhhh crappppp sheat .
errr whatever. blahh
my throat hurts so bad now. like really really painful
): even swallowing saliva hurts ! its getting worst now
sigh :(
this is random, but jadentan is damn cute.
he came over yesterday to play.
and he eats dinner really slowly.
so its like

maid : quickly swallow or i take the tortoise
jaden : nooo dont take the tortoise
maid : then quickly eat
jaden : dont take the tortoise, its sleeping.

haha damn funny la. so cute.
how on earth does he knows the tortoise is sleeping.
omgah, so cute ! (: lovesssssss
so like went to cwp and work the restaurant sheat thing.
and most of the restaurants suck, cause they didnt want to help me.
screw them. whatever . didnt do all and i went down jp t look for sophia
and she did only 2 restaurants. screw them right ? hehehe
went to get food and left. went to west mall to study @ pastamania
cause they had ceasar salad (:
the smell of pasta was totally tempting me la.
i stare at everyone who eats beside us.
mhmm, i flipped through physics textbook and did a litleeeee bit of amath
& i stoned there. bleargh, my throat hurts. rarrrrr
i'm gonna have problem eating dinner ):
i want icecream now to cool it !
ohcrap, and i quit that stupid job. i rather study hard now knowing that my provisionals is on the 18,19 &20
so yeah, i have to study study study.
motivation and mood = study ! (:
okay, gonna eat dinner now.
goodbyeeee. should i study later ?
hmm maybe. hahaha i bet i wont.

my throat hurts so badlyyyyyyy ): ughhhhh

SCREW PROVISIONALS. WTFWTF. SCREW!

OMG !
IF I DIDNT CHECK LMS I WOULDNT EVEN KNOW MY PROVISIONALS DATES CHANGED
WTH ! & I'M HOW EFFING DEAD FOR THEM. CAUSE I HAVENT EVEN STARTED STUDYING A SINGLE SHEAT.
GAH :\

18/12 : PHYSICS
19/12 : CHEMISTRY
20/12 : AMATH

OMGAH. I'M SO SO HOW DEAD CAN.
-SCREAMS. SOMEONE HELP ME.
I'M SO PANICKY NOW. OKAY, MAYBE FOR ONE MINUTE.
HAHAHA. AND EACH PROVISIONALS IS TWO AND A HALF HOURS.
SCREW IT MAN. SCREW PROVISIONALS.
BLAME ME, ITS ALL MY FAULT. I HATE THIS HOLIDAY.
ITS NO HOLIDAY FOR ME ): SCREW IT !
SHERMAINE IS GOING TO DIE SOON
YES SOON, AND SHE'S SO DEAD .
BYE

sick sick. much better now. 06december06.work later.

yay (: i'm feeling so much better now.
thank God :D
and i managed to sleep quite well last night.
and the last time i woke up was 5 + am
but i still managed to sleep till 8 plus. and i'm here
cause i needed to check if i have microsoft excel.
if not sophia and i will die. hahahaha
good thing i have. [:
went for the job briefing last night.
okay, i was late for like 15 mins cause i missed the stupid bus.
pffttt. and the briefing was like less than 1/2 and hour.
omg i rushed there like mad and it ended so fast.
#$%^&*() i took a whole half and hour to get there okay!
wth. at least i got the job. lol (:
the ride there was super long la. cause i was feeling so . bleargh
whatever. and going home was even worst. it took like forever !
reached home ard 9.14pm. watched tv and slept.
like super early. i'm so glad i feel better but still, soarthroat!
gahhh. & i have to work later. all alone. ):
sophia, quickly get your work down and come down t my house to type it out.
heheheh. its 9am now.
so goodbyeeee. i miss irvinong, havent seen you for 2 days already!
i want islandcreamery! nutella&brandiedcherry. -craves

05december06. job briefing tonight. ): i'm effing sick

sigh. i'm falling sick.
yes, sick ):
ughhhh. i dont wanna fall sick now.
i dont like being sick. it sucks !
i want to cryyy.
my ankle hurts. i think i sprained it or something.
i dont know ! [:
and my throat hurts toooo.
couldnt get to sleep well last night, all thanks to my throat and flu.
i wanted to dieee. omgomg ! ):
sucks so much. okay whatever.
so like staying at home all day is the worst thing ever.
i get nagged at 24 hours for not doing this and that.
whatever la. its all my fault. i'm just a useless shit in the house.
i know i dont stay here better. wth . i'm just a failure, a loser can !
bleargh. & i mopped the floor today. its my first time since i came back from china
i'm sucha lazy piggg. nag nag nag again. pffffttt.
i'm already falling sickk. and tonight i'd got a job briefing thing.
& most probably i wont do the job cause i aint sociable.
and i'm effing sick now. rarrrrr
i miss my baby irvinong. i think she's in school studying alone now.
i misssssss youuuuu loaddddsss. one day without laughter will KILL !
yes seriously kill me. i'm so lazy to go anywhere today.
cause my ankle hurts ? gahhh
goodbyeee. i have no idea what to do now.

i swear lyrics. till death do us part, ill love you with every beat of my heart

I SWEAR

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
But you can be sure I know my part
'Cause I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I'll make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

I swear
By the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear
Like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
I swear

I'll give you everything I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when there's silver in your hair
You won't have to ask if I still care
'Cause as time turns the page
My love won't age at all

I swear
By the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear
Like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
I swear

I swear
By the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear
Like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
I swear
I swear

04december. hippiechestnut.scares me out. bored !gahh

hehehe
just played auditions with andrea.
the dance moves are so hot and gay. (:
hahaha. ill quickly blog and watch tv.
new 9pm show. then watch girls out loud !
mhmm.
today seems like the first time i'm staying at home.
like almost the whole day. but still, i went out.
woke up at 11.30 after laying on the bed.
slept at 12 plus last night listening to sophia's mp3
and i only off-ed it at almost 3am.
and i realised i listened to 50 over songs.
i slept, so i didnt know. [:
met sophia at cwp ard 2pm. passed her mp3 and camera
went to get food and drinks. in less than 15 mins,i went home.
fast right :D
read my book for awhile and slept at 3pm. omgosh, sleep again !
woke up at 6 plus. i'm sooo pigggggg la.
so after eating dinner, i'm here. so bored.
just using comp to pass time waiting for 9pm. then at 10.30 or 11 i shall sleep again
oh thats if i can, maybe read my book ' so he takes the dog'
its a nice murder kinda book i think. (:
& today's a kinda wierd day. cause no one talked to me
): sad right. blahhh.
i'm going off. goodbyeeeeeee
& the song i swear is nice. tomorrow's gonna be boring too.
gahhhhh :\
till death do us part,
i'll love you with every beat of my heart

03december2006. ! rarrr.

pffft.
i just burnt a disc for songs.
and like some of the songs cant be played in windows player.
gah, waste of my time to look through the songs one by one.
[: rarrr
okay, nvm at least some can still hear.
& its time i start packing up my dressing table.
and now its not even a dressing table, its a junkyard.
piled up with my books and rubbish.
@#$%^&*() i'm lazy to pack.
cause i have no other place to put them.
mhmm maybe just pack neatly. hehehe
and my maid just called back just now. but the line got cut off.
she wants to come home soon, to set up the christmas tree.
oh crap la. my parents dont even want it.
and she doesnt want to spend christmas in philippines ?
lol. whatever.
i dont really want her to come back anyway. on the other hand i want.
no maid=no christmas parties and help !
but i rather have no help then for her to come back.
cause i guess my life will be screwed again. & ill be tearing almost everyday.
i hate it. i prefer my life now. yes now ! (: hahaha
i'm so fickle minded. i'm bored. ladida.
so, i shall play the piano now. yes, i must practice or the piano will spoil because lack of usage.
goodbyee.

yumyum. island creamery (: ! <3 sophia

i have to upload all the pictures whether i like it or not
cause sophia wants them and i cant send it throught msn.
& there's kuoloon's photo too. hahaha [:
those photos were yesterday at kap
and today at island creamery (:
heeheehee :D

didnt have dg today, went for breakfast.
then service. then down to serene centre
waited for sophia at macs while reading my book.
waited for nearly an hour.
my fault this time, i couldnt receive her message.
and i couldnt contact her. screw my phone la.
until i realised it was my phone's fault when i reach.
i off and on it again, and it was working. wth !
so i sat there alone reading. and there were korean children running around.
one girl came over to me with bookmarks. i thought they were selling so i shook my head.
after awhile, another guy came to me and pass me this bookmark.
and i realised they were giving them out. haha what crap la.
so sweet. its those christian bookmarks.
not my fault, i couldnt even understand what they said. (:

yeap, went to island creamery and ate brandied cherry and nutella icecream
yummyumm (:
-beams.
i wanted to buy the whole tub home, but i was damn full.
i know it has nothing to do whether i'm full cause i'm bringing it home.
crap. and i didnt do anything there but stone and stare at icecreams.
gah, so bored. reached home at 5 plus. and load the photos.
just ate sashimi again. yumms. :D
<3>
goodbyeee.

i cant find myself ;

kap & island creamery pictures with sophiachong! <3love

i want sony cybershot. <3 ! blah. panasonic.FX-07

i want this sony cybershot camera. the red one is damn hot
but daddy wants to get the panasonic one ):















so like whatever, as long as it is good. i dont really mind.
7.2 megapixel and 3inch screen !
<3

02december06. kap, grandma house.

memories rewind ;

just came back from grandma's house not long ago
and i just created a neopets account.
omgosh, its been years since i last played.
its like so coollll. hahaha (:
i want a dog or a rabbit ! [: gah.

mhmm. met sophia at kap this morning.
supposedly at 9. but sophiachong woke up at 9am
yeah, so i went there alone and sat there doing nothing.
talked to irvin for 26minutes. read my book :\
and i waited for almost 1 and a half hours.
so we started studying at 11am.
i did amath. blahs.
did for awhile then end up doing other stuff.
heeheehee :D
went to see the dvd rental thing, but didnt rent
cause its 5 nights, and i'm lazy to go down and return.
yeap. left at 1 plus. went home, ate and slept (:
woke up for dinner, ate sashimi. yumyum
then went to grandma's house.
and this morning my dad said he took the same bus as me but from another bus stop and i didnt even see him when he sat in front of me. what crap la. i really didnt see.
cause i was reading my book the whole trip to kap. and he saw me when i got down the bus only.
we are really blind. hahaha (:
& so, i'm meeting sophia tomorrow at island creamery.
yay, i can finally eat my icecream. fatfatfat i dont care.
lalala. i love laughing with irvinong.
with the nonsense we chat about. its damn hilarious.
the whole world will think we're crazy.
laughing 24 hours. you wont understand.
okayy. i'm gonna play neopets.
but i cant seem to sign in. ):
gahhhh. i'm so bored la.
church tomorrow ! :D
goodbyeeee

happy birthday irvinong. i love youuu. co today (:

bleargh.
i dont feel well ):
i'm feeling queasy and i dont know what.
oh crap. i feel like puking.
i didnt eat dinner, only drank soup
cause i have so many ulcers in my mouth
all thanks to eating crap food. [:

anyway i was woken up by some stupid grass cutting noise outside my window this morning.
and its louder than grass cutters, cause they are chopping the trees down.
to make the ram i suppose? like finally after years. (:
i have no choice but to wake up and go for co.
my finger tips hurt after practising. :\
went for lunch. manage to get back to school before it rains heavily.
went for dazhu. today wasnt that bad. quite good (:
& i am so good today to bring home my pipa.
cause i'm never gonna bring it back again.
next week is the last week of co for the holidays. i'm happy !
-beams
i have to practice till my hand breaks. gah
stupid syf next year. the set piece is quite nice.
but difficult to play. i'm gonna die. pffttt

& guess what i'm suppose to do now.
help my brother publish is website in so many random blogs
so ill do it here too. i'm kind (:
get ur personalized sneakers now! http://simplyshoes.blogspot.com
hahaha
mhmm. i feel like going esplanade tomorrow.
but sophiachong is busy.
so, maybe sunday :D
andandand i'm the first to wish irvin happy birthday.
at 12 midnight. i waited sooo longggg.
cause i was damn tired la.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRVINONG !
i love you ! <:
finally youre fifteen.
you are loved.

okayys, and suddenly i feel better after using the comp
computers are the best remedy.
whatever.
i wanna watch the last episode of the 9pm show
goodbyeeee.
i'm missing youu.