friday.30june06(: youth day celebration

its been years since i last posted. lol
only few days lah.
discipline not to use comp. HAHA (:
and i cant anyway. but now i can. hehehe
cause its friday. no, thats crap.
sighh i havent been doing any work yet. its youth day !
gah
we could wear what we like to school today. and it was freaking hot.
:(
went for co. quite fun today. played all the songs. for once end early or on time ?
yay (:
a long long weekend. and more time to do work. so better get things started.
so no mood to do anything. sighhhhhh :]
no mood to blog too.
UGH
BYE :\
lets dance-
are you alright ? :(

SCHOOL SUCKS. 26JUNE06

i got one thing to say.
SCHOOL SUCKS ! :(
I HATE IT ALOT.
I'M GOING MAD.
I'M STRESS-ING MYSELF.
I'M CRAZY.
AMATH IS DRIVING ME UP THE WALL :\
AND I AINT DOING ANYTHING NOW EXCEPT TALKING ON THE PHONE & ON THE COMP.
ARGH
I'M A FAILURE.
SHUCKS. I CANNOT I CANNOT I CANNOT !
SIGH :( I WANT TO CRY
I AM REALLY GOINGGG MADDDDDDDDDDDDD
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
#@*&$)(!#)(!
DEAD-

saturday 24june2006 (:

i effing got nagged at the whole day.
pfftt so pissed. forced to wake up like what ! damnit :\
and nagged at to do work
till now i havent done a single thing. LOL
oh whatever. i have to go soon and get things done.
damn school is starting on monday. i havent prepared anything. that sucks !
rarrr

i still want holidays :(
felicia, send me the pics soon ! :D
i guess i cant use the comp anymore. esp when sch starts ! ughhh
sighsigh :(
i have to chop my nails off already ! gahh
and with long nails its hard to type. and i just hurt my nail just now.
by doing the straw thing and it went inside my nail. it bled. gosh-
nvm

yeapps
so many test coming up when sch starts. so dead for me !
arghh
i miss the past few days ; chalet ! sighh
keep thinking of it. i will never forget that day :]
`ilu-
i better get going before i get scolded again ! efff
byes (:

23june2006. after chalet ! i love you baby. onemonth

back !
havent blogged for 2 days.
went for chalet ! hehehe (:
it was really FUN ! HAHA

wednesday
------------
met fel and derek. took mrt to city hall and ate there.
then head to pasir ris where her dad picked us up. to the foodcourt to eat again
didnt ate much. then walked ard while waiting for time to fly.
went to the chalet costasand resort ; its on the other side .
checked in. and slacked awhile. making heart :D
then ard 4.30, went swimming. quite boring. so just stayed by the pool side and suntan
wasnt that sunny though. came out at 5.30 and bathed.
watch tv while waiting for them to come :]
left for dinner and ended up 3 of us at the food court. the rest at mac . LOL
ate and they went to play pool. we cant get in cause you need to be STRICTLY 16 !
and that sucks. so we went to the arcade and played. after playing called __ to buy
'drinks' for us. bought 5 bottles total. and head back to the chalet.
want to drink cannot open. thats crap. but managed to open after that. hehehe
slacked ard. then decided to go walk walk. to pasir ris park.
andand and we murdered a small toad on the way to the playground :\
it was gross. derek poked it with a stick and kicked it around. and it end up bloated like a ball.
and we left it in a plastic bag there. GROSSSSSSS :] we are evil peeps.
rarr
then walked to the playground and played swing and climed stuff. so fun. called __
by then it was 1 plus ? tiring to walk there tho. sighhh legs aching like mad when walking back
it was really farrrrrrrr ! finally back to the chalet. laid in bed and slept @ 2 plus ?
really tired. i was the first to sleep i think ? LOL
they played majong the whole night. crappsss

thursday
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woked up many times. and __ coming. yay (: -smiles
came ard 9 plus ?
did nothing. walked to the beach. it was freaking hot ! gosh- burnt.
awhile only then go back cause they want to go escape.
end up at wildwild wet cause some ppl scared. funny ! :)
ate breakfast first then went. i didnt eat.
really had loads of fun. spend lots of time in the lazy pool going round and round.
HAHA. and the ulahlah slide was really fun. sat twice.
wheee so fun going with friends :D
time passed really slow cause there isnt much to play.
everyone looked so dead after playing. esp the wave pool. haha
left at 3 plus and to the chalet.
they bathed outside at the swimming pool there. there werent shampoo so i didnt bathed.
haha blow dry using hair dryer. hahaha
still wet.
went to play pool. they played and we sat there wait for food.
and we started bbq-ing. din ate much. the 40percent alcohol taste like rubber.
yuckks. ewwww
slacked ard and they were half drunk doing some nets card thing.
damn funny lahh. so cute. (:
__ was so tired till slept. lol
walked to the bustop with__ and walked back.
sighh :( was feeling quite down cause daddy wants to fetch me back
i cant go back by myself. so wanted to cry :(
i'm sorry.
dad came at ard 10 couldnt find the ulu place. reached home ard 10.35pm
super tired. bathed and slept at 11.30
woke up at 11 today

feeling so tired ! arghhh
so sad i couldnt stay another night. by i stil think home is the best place.
it feels so great can sleep peacefully on my comfy bed. heehee :D
slacked the whole day. just lay on the bed wanting to sleep after lunch.
woke up at 3 plus. and watched tv.
barbie diaries. gosh watched awhile only.
then went to use comp.
gah. i'm super bored now
and school's starting in 2 days ! shucks -
ihateit ! havent finish my homework
pfftttt and i got monday's timetable already !
ughhh
i hate to go back to school ! rarr
this holiday really pass so fast.

long long post. dont bother to read. LOL
seeya.
byes (:
its 23june06 today
-grins
secret no one knows. hahaha
i'm so sad :(
i love you

co, joy6outing. chalet tmr. damnit. i hate you.

hehe.
i'm back ! came back ard 8.30pm
okay went for co dazhu today. (in the end)
and only 3 in pipa. me, lynette and amanda.
xiaozhu better. only amanda.
LOL

yupps.ended at ard 5.
mummy fetch me to cwp. and i went to meet them
joy6`03 ! -smiles
only amanda, rosanne, hannah, charmaine, gibson, ryan and weiyang went .
watched garfield 2 ! nice show i can say. was pretty tired already. kept of yawning.
hahaha
then went to eat. want to eat at pastamania but full. so went to pizza hut.
PIZZAS ! only ate one slice. plus abit of pasta and blahs.
quite full already with water.
paid and left.
took bus home while the rest took mrt. they going to esplanade. i dont knw for what ?!
oh wells, i didnt go. its pretty late already. 8 plus.
and i was tired after a long day in school ! pfft
so i went home and said my goodbyes. we'll meet again another day.
glad to spend some time with them after 3 years . gosh-

chalet tomorrow ! yays :D
mummy dont let me stay, but i dont care. its 3 days 2 nights la !
dont stay then go for what. waste time . dumb right ?
yeapps. shopping !
fun fun fun -smiles
sorry cant make it for dance prac tomorrow. ill go on saturday.
ughh

i'm damn pissed now.
efffffffff
:(
sighhhhhhhh
i hate you !
damn it.
no mood.
byes :\

20june2006. joy6`03 outing at cwp later. yays(:

sigh
i'm all alone at home. everyone's gone out !
and here i am using the comp at 9am in the morning
cause i cant get back to sleep after waking up at 8am ! pffftt :]
whole family gone out. and i skipped school while my sis went.
hehehehe :) i'm bad.
cause i want to go for joy6 outing. missed them over the years.
like 3 years never seen each other. LOL
and i cant believe we're meeting again. isnt that so strange.
ohwells, later at 2.30pm. YAYS and i managed to get hannah to go.

yeapps. i got bout another 5 hours to waste.
i dont knw what to do ! rarrr
so bored yeah. and no one has woken up i guess. lol
i'm bored ill blog. so you knw why i've got alot of entries.
HAHA :D
upload some pics of the music ministry outing.
got it from yvonne's blog. oops :\
and and and
i screwed my nails yesterday !!! arghh so pissed.
i wanted to touch it up and i screwed it like shit
havent dry i went to fold straw hearts. and its SCREWED !
cause my nails are damn long. pfffttt . i need to redo !
wasted my time. ill do later if i'm not lazy.
& school's starting next week ! omgosh
and that means i need to cut my precious nails. that sucks
it will be so wierd for me. okays, i'm very vain i knw.
hehe

i'm quite done with homework except emath. which everyone's say is super easy
i still dont get it. cause i didnt bother to look at it a second time. i'm lazy i know.
ughh. and tomorrow's chalet. i dont even knw if i'm going. hahahhaa
and shopping definately. felicia better dont pangseh or youre so D-E-A-D
no presents for you . bleahs. and i'm going to go totally broke. after this week.
nvm school start already ! money money. haha
i'm so afraid of school , really. not because of people.
but studies. studies is HORROR to me. sighhhsighh :( i'm gonna die please.
so so scared i cant catch up. arghhhh
enjoy myself first. school start then see how. i must work doubly hard lah.
shermaine is dumb ! :]

yeapps.
going to blog again maybe tonight ?
so i'm off.
BYES (:

pictures @westcoastpark. musicministry outing(:

my team @ the highest point of the pyramid (:



















my team, with funky hair cheryl .












find the carplate with SFC

19june2006. chinese orchestra ! gahh

heyya!
(:
back again. hehehe
went to school for cca. didnt want to go. but yeah, i must have a good attitute so i go.
and forced felicia to go. hahaha
:D

reached @ 9 plus.
prepared for small group with the others. yeapps
was rather bored. played we are singapore and count on me. LOL - no choice
its for national day and blahblah. china student exchange ?
okay whatever. heehee :]
talked crap there too. blahhs.

went for lunch at vista. and 3 people were sharing a pathetic small yellow umbrella given by the security guard.
how nice ! hahaha
and when we went back for dazhu, there were like only 2 of us in pipa lah.
wthh all pangseh left us.
rarrr we were so screwed lah. :(
cant count and blahblah. mr chua was asking us to count " one and "
idiots.

gah-
yeapps. ended at ard 5. went cwp bought straws to make straw hearts.
hehehe
then went popular fel want to look at the glass bottles.
then we started playing with glass deco stuff and i drew on my shirt. so cool !
HAHA (:
reached home ard 6pm-
chatted with irvin just now. funny lah ! :\
& he's gone out. argh i'm so bored now.
joy6 outing tomorrow ? so i guess wont go for cca.
yays - :D
maybe, maybe not. i dont knw if i wanna go ?!
lalalala

in a daze. confused. LOL
i dont wanna go tomorrow man. hehe(:
i mean co. blahhhblahh
okay, i dont knw what i'm talking.
so daze-d
seeya.
byes =.=

18june06- sunday. come back now. eight more hours

HAPPY DADDY'S DAY (:
HEHE
celebrated parents day anyway. whatever its the same.
yupps. regained by to dg = high people
had loads of fun talking crap. blahblahs :]
hmm
sermon was good. talking bout the gifts to your parents.
OBEY YOUR PARENTS (which is super hard)
gah !
they always say parents want the best. dont knw whats on their mind la.
so freaky.

and stuff that teenagers want their parents to know.
-trust them
-let them out =freedom
-dont be overprotective
and so on blahs :\
and i think God spoke. ohwells, i was being quite mean the past few days
-secrets
yeaps(:

woke up freaking early today at 7am. went church before 8 lahh. -yawns
and helped out. LOL
went home ard 2 plus and slept till 6.
now you knw why i'm still here and not sleeping. i cant sleep ! sigh :(
hard problem again. and i have dumb arse co tomorrow.
i dont wanna go ! not on tuesday.
joy6outing ? gosh they are taking effing longgg to decide on the venue
and they keep talking bout unrelated stuff. its not going to end. bahh
and i'm going off.

i'm missing you.
estimated 8 hours more or so. i hope :(
counting down. hehehe
cant wait baby ;
sleepless night again
or ill take damn long to fall asleep. sigh
i love this font. so random. LOL

yeahs, last week of holiday. i want MORE more MORE .
school gonna sucks. tried doing my amath just now. glad that i could do some more.
hohoho
heard from irvin say the eng project only need do 3 topics. WTHHHH
i did all seven already lah. omgosh. but i didnt see anyway on the paper that says that instructions.
whatever. i'm so proud of myself. HAHAHA
irvinong you suck lah. tell me for what.
bleahs
:]

okay i'm naming mrt stations now. we cant decide where to go.
singapore is sucha b-o-r-i-n-g place. i think so now.
dont knw if i should go. still got chalet ! rarrs
heehee :D
i better go. i'm gonna be darn dead tomorrow during co. hope its fun though.
seeya.
byes (:

westcoastpark . music ministry outing (: yeaps

argh
___ needs to go out again ?!
talk again later. :(
okies.

i'm quite dead tired. okay, not actually. after blahblahblah.
-secret-
hohoho
(:
yays.

woke up freaking early today. 8am ! (early to me)
bleahs :D
yeahs, got changed and went for breakfast @ bukit timah
then off to church. music ministry outing ! yeaps
waited for them freaking long and i was bored.
started the activities quite late. ard noon ?
the making of sandwiches was funny lah (my team)
tuna sandwiches. ohwells, supposed to present it nicely to the judges
but we end up eating most of them. and yeah, it was like shit .
the tuna in oil was gross lahh. looks like vomit. ewwww
hahaha

then played the chair game thingy. 7 people on 3 chairs and you have to move from one end to another. (in the freaking hot sun) rarrs
the floor and chair and everything was damn HOT ! -burns
and part of the game was the bidding thing. both grps can bid for another chair.
cause its quite impossible for 7 ppl on 2 chairs actually cause you have to pass one chair.
and so the bidding went on and on. like you have to bid your eyes(blind fold)
mouth(cant talk) hands(tied together) legs(tied together) legs worth the most points.
yeah, my group lost. and then we wanted to bid again so we got another chair.
i was blindfolded. then my hands were tied loosely. can just take out lah. quite dumb
LOL (: wont say anymore.
my feet hurts just of one game. hehehe. pain like what la. i dunno why also. blisters frm the heat.
:]

then went in for pizza lunch. the drinks itself made me super full.
went in for more activities. err something like bingo ?
the boxes have some stuff you have to ask each other to do or if they can do ?
then you sign. yupps (:
headed for westcoastpark. and played games. something like amazing race in wcp only.
cheryl with that funky hair with pegs was funny man !
and yeah. bury someone in the sand. & climbing the pyramid hurts lah. i mean my feet.
cause we took of our slippers. and when you step on the rope it hurts so bad la.
rarr rarr

and find a car plate number with SFC and er one that when you add the numbers up is the biggest. we found 6999. lazy to look already. cause we lost already ! lalala
there cant be 9999 there right ? ( its quite impossible)
hmms. had a drink and icecream @ macs then took 176 to church.
lucky mummy hasnt left or else i have to take a bus home myself.
and i was effing exhausted. pheww
at least i hope i can sleep tonight. i'm having isomnia(whatever it is spelled)
yeah, i cant get to sleep every night and that sucks please. sighsigh.
i hope i can sleep tonight even if you arent 'here'. heehoo :\

what a long day.
and and and i'm gonna be freaking broke if i go for chalet.
its paying my life ! hahaha kidding.
joy6 outing next tuesday ? where when ?
long post, byes (:
loveyou
FUN FUN. -smiles
i dont want school :(

sleepless nights. <333 youre my sunshine

you gave me sleepless nights,

& i wonder why

youre my sunshine
youre my shade
youre my rainbow
that never fades
baby i love you
& i miss you

irvinong is back! yays (: study study. sigh i miss you

i'm all over the moon
baby irvinong is back back back
YAYS ((:
-jumps
i'm super happy. finally got someone to talk to. hehehe
i miss that bytch. she came back at 7 this morning. hahaha
and i called her at 11 plus. okays, thats when i woke up. pretty late!
i was effing happy when i called and her phone rang. :D
okay, i knw i'm mad. for the time being-

yeah, she's going sengkang later t pick her maid. sorry i cant follow.
:( maybe she's coming later to get her homework. just printed out for her!
she's gonna be dead. hahaha so many work to finish up. and 10 days left
sighsigh. & i cant go to her house. so busy with so many stuff.
ughh :]
yeaps. i'm supposed to be reading my chem tys now. ( not doing)
cause i copied the answers and now i must read and understand. nice way of learning.
LOL

couldnt sleep last night at all. laid on the bed for 2 hours before i could get to sleep ?
sigh i was worried for you baby :( i wonder how you are.
and i keep waking up at night. and they were still playing cards at 3am
wth. and they stopped at 3 plus 4 i think. nuts-
i woke up with a swollen eye =.=
my left eye is somehow swollen, i dont knw why ?! its just smaller i think.
whatever. i guess i didnt sleep well last night :\
yesyes.
tomorrow outing to west coast park. didnt really want to go but cheryl forced me.
haha. so maybe ill go. i'm packed next week.
i better study hard now or else i cant go to chalet you knw.
stupid mum ! rarrrr

seeyou.
byes (:
-jumps

lazy wasted day.pfft. 15june06.i miss you badly :(

roars!
a very very slacked day today. i feel just as lazy. sighhs :(
dance prac was cancelled so i just stayed at home the whole day.
ugh. good thing i didnt step out of the house before cheryl called.
& i cant pass sophia the chemistry book. sorry hun ! :]
woke up @ 8.30 with a jump cause i thought i was late hur. hahaha
it was actually 8.29 only. hoho
i changed and all then i knw there's no practise. bleargh
so i changed back and went back to bed.
i'm sooooo lazy man. hehehehe :)
woke up at 11 plus i think. yeapps
and slacked ard. used the comp awhile then went to do my amath homework.
yeah, managed to finish what i can. cause most dont knw how to do. lol :D
i'm happy with myself caused i finished almost everything except emath.
YAYS-

then ate lunch, laid on the bed and tried to force myself to sleep. omgosh
how pig lah. i wanted to sleep cause i'm super uber bored. i've nothing to do. when kor's using the comp. arghhhh
so i woke up at ard 4pm ? slept at 1 plus 2. OMG
i didnt really sleep. was just stoning on the bed.
sighhhh i'm sad. where are you ? you didnt even bothered. i hate you lah.
pfftttt ! okays. i even thought of what will happen if one day i sleep and never wake up.
so retarded lah. yeah. i thank God that He gives me life every single day.
dont waste your day. but i just did. hahaha
last week of holidays next week, better spend it good and not waste.
cause school's gonna be hectic and it gonna sucks. grrr
stressed out.

yeaps. should be going the chalet.
lastaira promised. i hope you do !
co on mon & tues. bleargh i dont like.
felicia bytch, you better go out with me next wednesday.
i'm so gonna kill you man. hahahahaha
i'm much more important than derek lah. i knw he's back. lalalala
when's irvinong gonna be back ? i miss her so. shld be tomorrow i guess.
wheeeee (: -grins

yesyes.
BYES/ shermaine admires her nails 24 hours(:
i miss you loads :(

midnight misses. love you loads baby(:

its past midnight.
i'm off to bed (:
heehee
baby i miss you.
:(
sigh
bye
good nights :]
loves
shermaine

finally done with eng proj -smiles(:

wheehoo !!!
i'm almost finally DONE with my english project ! YAY YAY (:
i'm super uber HAPPY ! -smiles
:D
heeheehee. i'm left with response. phewww
almost almost almost done. lalala
:] i just do whatever i can. i cant really be bothered. just passing time away.
cause i doubt teacher will read every dumb essay which i just copied. hehehe :)
yeaps. i'm being sucha hardworking girl today and for this week
cause i want to get my homework and all done !
i so want to go chalet next week. maybe? hmms =.=
sighhh :(
i only want you

ahh i still have amath homework to be done. super difficult.
someone help me please. hahaha
i'm so lazy to think and do lahh. did phy and chem tys this morning but only mcq.
smart right ? hehehe
but seeing chemistry makes me feel like dying. ah whatever !
i just copied the answer for one topic i erased. i shall read when i feel like it.
chemistry makes me sleep ! pffftttt thats why i fail. sigh :(
arghhhh iajsfpoanfs aojfpoanfs aojf apoj mpoa jjpofaw

felicia b**** never go shopping with me ! ughh. you dump me lah.
wanted to call you go ytd but you say you sian of town. now you are there !?
go and die lah !! dg outing cancelled. how sad :( why why why.
anyway i dont wanna go escape. hehehe :D
i want iceskating (:
yeapps. dance prac tomorrow i think ? uh .
i'm off.
tata byes (:
`ilu -

homework day. with sophia at home (:

hehehe.
bored :]
was doing my english project again. i want to get it done and finished with it !
sigh :(
& i think mine isnt up to any standard. i dont get what teacher's trying to say. pfft
if i dont get it right, i dont care anymore. i'm just gonna do my way and what i can.
hahaha (:
yeapps.
did narrative and factual description already. somehow done ! (according to me)
:D hohoho
i cant explain the essay to teacher. i dont knw how to do la ! arghhhh so pissing me off.
whatever i can do i do. hee

yupp
sophia was here just now. supposed to do homework. but cant do anything.
okays, we didnt do anything. photocopied the work for her.
and yeah, she used the comp to do her english. hmms
was raining so i'd sent her to the mrt station ((:
and i'm here trying to finish my english project ! -screams
havent done amath yet. so irritating !
and and and. still got emath. and whatever shit. i'm so gonna be dead.
one more week until school starts. not counted this week. sigh i dont want school to start.
i'm afraid ! LOL
grrr

i want to go for chalet , on the other hand i dont. :\ sigh
i had dumb dreams last night. dont wanna say. hahaha
i didnt want to sleep last night because of ____ . you made me so pissed. argh
forget it =.= hehoheho
i'm mad.
yeahs, seeya. everyone's out leaving me at home. ohwells, i'm supposed to do my work.
and i didnt do anything. how nice of me.
when's dg outing ?! no one saying anything ?!! lalala
i want to go shopppinggg. someone pleaseeee :]
lol

okays. i'm off.
tata. byebye(:
God bless /
loves

english prog half done ! rarrr . ihate you

second post.
i'm finally half-done with my english project. hohoho
but its like not up to standard. i'm just searching the net and copying and pasting stuff.
LOL :D hehehe
so now i'm copying my folder into a disc cause kor's comp cant print here.
anyway i'm not done so i dont have to print now. arghhh :]
i didnt knw surfing the net is like so so tiring. i feel like sleeping now ! -yawns
):
sigh i dont knw what to do with my project. i cant seem to find stuff i want ?! pfft
i hate it .

NARRATIVE
EXPLANATION
INFORMATION REPORT
DISCUSSION
RESPONSE
RECOUNT
FACTUAL DESCRIPTION

& i have to research on all those shit. how lame la. 100 word essay about it.
and and have to attach model essay and explain whatever crap. ughhhh
this is so frustrating !!!
whatsoever, it has to be done before school starts.
and i bet the teacher will knw i copied and paste almost everything. hahaha
how stupid ! i'm too lazy to do. and i havent done my amath homework.
so sickening- sophia coming over to do homework tomorrow.
hope to get them all done. pfft. i shldnt have erased my chem tys mcq. now i have to redo everything. smart arse . teeheehee :)

painted my nails just now. cause the previous one was fading.
and now its dark brown and redish-purplish. on every other nail . so nice(:
hehehe
i so want to go SHOPPING la. but i'm caught up with homework for the time being.
i didnt even study much this holiday la. how pathetic. i seriously am going to DIE
i don want school to start. i hate i hate i hate. -screams
:[
if he goes, i go. he doesnt i dont. hohohoho
i'm gonna be quite pissed today again. you liar. rarrr
i want to go for dg outing ! when when when ? lol
mmhmm i want icecream now.
tata byes(:
better get off before kor comes back. hahaha
& i miss you so :( -cries
& i do have an attitude problem . ffff

12june2006(: homework day

managed to log in. hehehe :D
i'm freaking bored now. did homework this morning.
err actually not really morning. i wasted the whole morning by waking up @11am
pfft. no one wake me up. supposed t get started on my work in the morning.
hee :)
tried doing my amath and its freaking hard. out of 10 qns i did i like 2 full one.
GOSH ! someone HELP me. yeah, and i flipped the dictionary for the english. how dumb .
heehee =.=
did some physic tys and i was falling asleep. hahaha only one chapter.
how boring. and so i decided to be here. okays. better get started on my english project
its like super duber effing difficult la. find this and that. arghhhhh :]
screw the teacher. ughh

yups,
seeya. tata
byes (:

bpmc 69th anniversarysunday. combined.11june06

hehehe :D
using bro's comp now. i cant use my comp cause daddy took the plug away again.
so whatever man. arghhhs
& they claimed that using the comp till late at night causes me not waking up in the morning
like totally CRAP to me la. whatever ! ! ! rarrr
cause even if i dont use comp, i wont wake up right ? dumba logic.
parents are just giving dumb excuses and blahblah. pfft
so stoned after the chalet. lack of sleep.
didnt want to wake up for church today. sighhhs :(
and i was sleeping thru`out the service. oops :\
i'm really tired lah. ughh

then after service ate food. blahblah chatted and went to wow hall lie there and stoned.
chat with cheryl and priscilla. discussing our dg outing this wednesday.
till now no information ?! lol :) i so want to go iceskating lah.
@$*(&@)#(!80
uh hm.
yeah. gonna do homework and study this week. i realized my english homework is freaking hard can. sigh. i dont knw how to do. have to like research super alot. bleah !
and do attachment like compo and whatever man. so shit !
-screams
hven finished amath. sophia coming over to do homework. and yeah. pass her all her hw.
hehehe :D -grins

gosh. 2 weeks of holidays left. argh ! like so fast past la !!!! sigh :(
havent really got into my work and stuff. better do it now !!! hahaha
chalet on last week. dunno can go anot. :] i really want to lah. lalala
lastaira ; heehee :D
i'm off. seeya. lovelove/
(:
& you lied to me. stupid arse.

back from dg chalet ! woots (: 10june2006

finally back from chalet ! (: gosh. i wished we could stay there like so much longgerrrr :(
L2118 & L2119 our connected rooms.
heehee :D
and we found a kitten yesterday ! omgosh. its freaking cute. ginger breed !
hahaha
and we adopted it into our chalet rooms. shhhhh :D
yays (: its freaking abcdefghij CUTE ! lala
and it poop in the toilet rug. gosh! it stinks and we left it there. hohoho
enough of kittens.

first day went cycling. at night had bbq. yumyum :]
the food very delicious. haha and bbq mashmallow. hee :)
watched tv and they played cards.
me being the pig obviously slept while they watched world cup.
i could hear everything they said even though i was sleeping.
imagine the shoutings. hahaha
and yeah. woke up at 1am when i heard they were eating icecream. & i dont have one :(
then at 2am again they said they going walk walk to get food.
of cause i woke up again. hahaha. anything that has FOOD i must go. LOL :D
yay. so went t cheers and got jollyshandy. hehehe its not alcoholic.
cause they said no alcohol from 1am - 6am . how dumb !

yupps. slept at 4 plus. woke up at 8 plus then slept again till almost 10am.
anyway we're supposed t check out at 10.30am. yeah.
then ate mac breakfast. super full !
some wanted to cycle. peggy and fiona played pool
and we must be above sixteen. wthh how DUMB is it la. they are super strict.
you cant even get in to watch or whatever. arghhh.
so me chanyi and seeyue sat outside and played cards. we are all so STONED !
rarrrs :]

chanyi went home and we continued to stone there. finally they came back and we could finally GO ! like FINALLY ! really bored to death man.
yesyes. took bus to interchange andden took mrt. wanted to go town at first.
in the end at fiona's house. hmms.
played one game of uno which lasted so so longggg. and then they played monopoly.
the game i hate the most. which nv ends. thats why i hate it. ill just sleep while playing.
while they played, i slept there. hahaha. awhile only.
yupps. left ard 6pm.
and yeah. headed home . reached home ard 7pm. yays ! finally HOME !
but i love the chalet. cant wait to go again next next week. i hope i can go though.
sighh :( it'll be loads of fun. for this week, i'm gonna study and do all my homework
(as much as i can) i hope so i guess ? LOL. i so wanna go iceskating now. hehe

so, seeya.
byebye(:
loves/
thanks to fiona peggy cheryl chanyi dawn seeyue minfeng andrea charmaine for the FUN.
you girls rock .

p/s: felicia, chalet chalet ! i so wanna go ! heeheehee . cant wait. i hope i can ! :(

dance prac later. BORING ! :D gees. barcadi

BOOYA.
couldnt sleep last nightt.
my baby irvin didnt reply me lah ! wthh. i was waiting for so longgggggg.
& she's the one who asked me to msg her. without i reply i guess. :( sighh
i so miss her till i cant get to sleep. rawrrrs !
2 plus i woke up. haha sophiachong is back back ! yayy.
:D

woke up at 7.30am then 8am
pfftts.
i had so many many wierd dreams last night. sometimes i wished it was true when i get up.
heehee :]
later going t church for dance again . and its raining super duper heavily now ! ?
arghhhs
how on earth do i get to church. @(*&$509275092
i pray the rain will STOP NOW !!! rarr
amen. hahaha
(: -SMILES

finally chalet tomorrow. i'm so dead bored at home.
cant call irvinong to chat and blahhs. grrrr
so i'm freaking bored. dont feel like doing anything today.
i want to get out of the house freaking now ! cannot stand it anymore. pffftttt
:] & i wish to spend my holidays wisefully or whatever.
how how how how how how how how how . i'm being DUMB .
lalalalalalala
i want barcardi ! gees :D

seeya.
byes ):
/loves-

070606. slackened wednesday @home

slackened day today ! stayed at home and did nothing ! sighh
i just WASTED another day ! boohoo :(
okays not really wasted. i still did some work. my amath !
but dint managed t do my homework. it sucks totally. i knw ill just do a few questions and keep the whole thing. thats me ! cause i dont knw how to do . uhhuh
yupps. did some vocab & meaning.
pastors and all came t visit grandma here. had lunch.
wells, talked on the phone and all.
(:

gosh i just cancelled half my post. i've got to type all again. *&@$(*@)(# pfft !
okays.
waited and fell asleep. slept from 3.45 to 6.20pm
so piggg. bleahs.
was talking to irvinong baby on the phone.
sighhhs :( i'm so sad now. being so emo.
she's going to china already !? now in the airport. which is like so so early.
when her flight is like at 12 plus 1 am ? gosh ! ill just be bored to death.
i so want to cry. i dont want her t go. then i cant get to talk to her ! -cries
being a bigbaby now. rawrrrs
:] she'll be back next friday i think ? and she'll be left with 1 week of holidays to do work.
sigh time really pass super uber fast and i hate it. cause i dont knw how to spend my day
without regrets and all. i dont wanna regret this holiday. i must treasure it.
and try spend more time studying and bucking up on my work.

but seems that i have more play stuff everyday. go out. chalets and blahblah.
okays. but i do some work each day lahhs. (: heehee
i aint that bad. lalala / loves
cant wait for chalet this friday and saturday. hope to have lots of FUN ! yayys (:
i wish to spend the night at the beach. hahahah . but its like only one night.
i wished it was longggerrrrr much longgerrrrr . roars ! :D

yupps.
seeya. byes ((:
loves/
God bless

06june06. 666 amath & phy prac. pissed

****
cant on earth can you stop gossiping. ********
arghhhh !!! wtf you want la. cant you stop it. i hate you like mad lahhs.
i had enough of this. you are hurting me so badly. sighhs :(
i guess you want me to tell the whole world bout you. *****
@(*$&@)(*)!#_10 damn you. pfffttt damn pissed still.
cause i wished i dont need to see you everyday single effing DAY.
arghhhs .

okays whatever. dont say anymore. is pissing me damn off badly.
eff. today went to school for amath and phy practical.
learnt binomial theorem . yupp quite fun but tideous. yeahh
(: i dont like the heymath homework. its freaking hard i dont knw how to do !
sighhs :] physics prac was fun too. did the measure of cooling thing. nothing much.
then did the reflection of image that experiment. poke the pins and blahblah.
i can just measure equal distance and write down you knw. smart arse ! LOLS
yesyes.
irvinong wanted to do the boiling experiment again so she do herself .
boil then measure the temp and blahs. i was sleeping. tired ! ? :D
told her not to do she want. in the end spill the beaker of water. hahahah
so stupid lahh. but only a small beaker la. lucky her. the whole table wet.
heehee :D

ended at 12 plus then go home ((: sorry i dont want go your house le. LOLS
my darling irvin is leaving tomorrow at midnight to visit mao zhi dong.
sighhs i'm gonna miss you baby. :( no more fun and laughter.
but i hope you have fun there ! yayys. buy back stuff !!! not the maozhidong tshirt hors
haha
dont knw what i'm gonna do this week.
chalet on friday . YAYYS ! omggoshh. i cant wait . fun till sunday.
yippee !! ((: -smiles
lovelovelove you guys. mwacks :)
uhhuh. i'm off to play. and i'm supposed to do some work. stupid amath. i'm STUCK !
someone help me ! sighh
hee :D
seeya. byes (:
loves/
God bless

effing pissed day. hate you like mad.

i'm 1234567890!@$#*&!^$@)(*^%)@%_@)*^%_)sakjpofjasomcalsv effing PISSED TODAY.
ROARS :]
i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i really really hate you like one thousand times.
WTFFFFFF
sorry ppl i'm really freaking effing pissed off today.
sighh sighhhh :( dont ask me why. i dont want to remember. effff

why do you need to invade my damn privacy .
why on earth do you need to touch my things. i hate it i hate you ! arghhhhhh
nothing i could say can express how i feel.
damnit . i hate myself. all i could blame is myself.
i screwed up my life. i caused myself all harms. danggedddd
:( :( :( :( :( haix

i had enough of everything. i want t run away from home.
in the corner of the world where there's peace
beautiful nature beautiful air (:
sighs-
i really hate home. i really hate going home. i want to stay out
cant wait for chalets ! yeaps :D
had amath class today.
learn whatever straight line thing must find this and that. yesyes. tomorrow have amath and phy too i think. heehee can get out of house. hahaha
i must cheer myself up. argh !
it aches so much to know. _______

oops, i need to print out homework now. comp batts running out. shucks :]
dad plugged the wire out. PFFTTT i cant use .
i'm sucha good girl today. did emath exercises and did vocabs. i found out alot of meaning of words. so coool. lOL :D
yays.
loves/
bye(:

celebration sunday (: 04june06

monkeys in the zoo :D


just load one pic lah. the other one is super retarded ! LOL (:
took this in co camp de. being retards lah ! heehee :D
and and and and and
I LOVE TODAY (: -smiles

celebration sunday today. it was great great . yayys(:
had service @ 9 instead of 11
wonderful time. lovelovelove. hahaha
and had buffet lunch. yumyum
chanyi, nice coconut juice hor. (supposed t be coconut milk) lol
super funny. had loads of fun talking and all.
making a din in the toilet. hahahahaha
and my group won the chalet thingy. YAYS i so cant wait to go this week i guess?!
yay yay. heehee
((:

fun fun and more fun. lalalala
did my nails today then i slept.
i'm soooo bored noww. where are you? quick come back now.
rarrrr. sophia's in thailand. faster come back too.
irvin dont go to cheena la. ill miss you lots lots. sighhh :(
no one to talk to for like 10 days is it ? arghhhhhhh
and dont think so much bout your hair. i can see it tomorrow. i bet its alrights lahh.
lol
amath class tomorrow. then then then. . . blahblah :]
-grins(:

omgosh. i cant wait for everything. all the outings and all.
i wanna go iceskating somehow somewhen ? LOL
tata, seeya
byes -_-'
loves/

03june06 . IC saturday

heehee :D
went t make my IC and change my passport photo today.
it totally sucks lahh. frindge cannot cover eye and blahblah. so i have no choice but to pin everything up ! grrr and it totally sucks ! PFFFTTT !!!!!
ahh whatever its done already !? :]
waited quite long to do the passport, its like so so crowded. stood there and watched mr bean.
LOL (:

yupps. then went for lunch at some place. ate thai food. not that nice !
yeah, then fetched kor to church, which is like so so early ! and they still postponed the time.
rarrr shld have gone shopping there first lahh. end up in church doing nothing ?! :\
yaya then went to cut hair . heehee finally !
then home sweet home :D
used comp awhile then went to sleep. supposed t go online again but i fell asleep.
sorry ____ :(
bathed and ate. called _____
yesyes . -grins

sighhh its like how bored. ytd played maple with andrea was super uber fun lahh
i was like laughing to myself while playing. i knw i'm MAD ! HAHAHA
damn funny lahh. we took lots of photos. haha
and started throwing stuff out. lol hilarious. heard we won the 40days thingy ?
heehee i love my group! YAY :)
i shant talk bout any other stuff. but i'm quite pissed with some people. sighhh
celebration sunday tomorrow. cant wait ! lalala i love everyone !
i'm so disappointed with myself . i havent started doing any work yet. arghhhh
and i am supposed to ! right right . better buck up shermaine ! pfft
did eng vocabs only. & i have eng hw online. wthh lahh
can die. some stupid project where you need to find the meaning of blah this and that.
how lame can teachers be. wth do you need to knw man. maybe we are just dumb .
lol

whatsoever. i'm off
byebye (:
felicia, i still cant get into your blog. your blog sucks. ! hahaha.
not my comp prob hor. your blog. LOL kidding.
but i managed to stole the photos. heehee :D
seeya !
loves/

co camp aftermath. (:

i thought of not blogging anymore or just changing my blog but i'm too lazy.
so NVM ?! sighh
some idiots keep reading my blog. can you just like get out. i dont want you to read. wthhh
oh whatever i'm not ever gonna talk to you ever AGAIN ! eff off man !
i hate you. and stop disturbing me please. sucha effing nuisance ! rarrr
ill call the police if you dont stop harassing me. HAHAHA i'm sucha meano (:
heehee :D

had camp ytd. and it was not supposed to end so early . but i got out of camp today !
YAY-NESS (: -grins
but with the permission of teachers la. i'm not so bad one. really cannot stand it anymore
one more day there ill just DIE la. omgoshhhhh
hahaha
every year is the same old shiat. play play. dint sleep much last night.
only a few hours. slept at like 3plus am. was talking to felicia lots of stuff. lalala
the mat was freaking hard la. didnt bring sleeping bag and all .
it was freaking cold in the morning lahh. nearly died ! grrrrr :]
i was sitting there and stoning. omg my nose was blocked and all. couldnt even breathe
i suffered the night la ! sighhh how pathetic . i cried too. but because of i dunno what either.
cuz i cant breathe. hahahah ! it really sucks la. everyday get scolded by teacher.
sian like shit la. scold scold scold. nothing better to do.
i knw you want to talk talk so much just to waste time since we had nothing to do.
wthh ! co's sucha bother ! pffttt sleeping while they talked.
left with fel . lucky the backgate havent close. the security was gonna close it la ! phewww

first day:
went sch @ 9am. slacked . then had small group practice. didnt take instrument cuz we gonna go for class. so just walked ard school and all. slacked more !
waited for irvin to come. then went to chem lab there wait for teacher .
another effing teacher la. she's AFJpoejgpOJOISFOWIAJF FUSSY man ! hate her.
walked into the lab with slippers and she somehow noticed even tho i tried quietly . hee
then she started all her effing shit. yada yadaa. even mr basri allowed us la please.
i dun give a damn. i'm so defiant. oops !
llike what you want me to do ? i didnt even bring shoes.
and she claims i dont have respect for my instrument by wearing slippers ?!
i'm like "HUH" ?! whatever. LOL damn funny
but she still let me do the practical and all. she want send me home also can .
i really dont mind ! ill be the most happiest girl in the whole wide world la please.
screw her !
practical was fun but tiring. titrations. the pouring of this and that. measuring everything
and washing everything with distilled water. hands aching. pouring the solutions into the pipette and burette is enough to ache your arms. HAHA so ma fan !

mixing the solutions is so FUN. can see the colour change. it must change to grey-ish
best is transparent like water. so cool. my first one was nice , the rest was not nice.
it turned to purple-ish. haha
didnt had lunch. ended late like almost 1pm ?! wthh .
she keeps going on and on with her yadayadaa shit stuff. so pissed la.
continue saying whatever slipper. then sophia's attire and blahblah. whats wrong with wearing fbts la. she freaking fussy. fineee maybe its just the school rules and whatever.
we are just BAD students i admit ! whatever. lol

didnt dare go down for lunch cuz scared kana caught again. so stayed in music room to starve
had da zhu. b-o-r-i-n-g ! sighhh played we are singapore , count on me. . . . . . .
then then had free time. they supposed to form groups and practise their songs for today's performance to everyone. lucky i not involved. so we went down and helped mslim set up the bbq stuff. poking hot dogs is fun. and bbq-ing on the table. with a plastic sheet below , newspaper and a aluminium tray with charcoal. and you just bbq. how cool
never seen that before. LOL (:
so much left over food la. nearly puke eating the chicken. hahaha
cleared the stuff. and start hearing the stupid gay talk again. omgoshhhh
we were trying to help scrape the melted plastic on the table la. our table was freaking hot i guess ? heehee
i knew the plastic will melt la. i dunno why the heck they want to put. :\

played lame games at night. as usual. they never change games. every year is just same !
so bear with it. hahaaa
but the amazing race was quite fun. although tiring running round the dark school. :D
bathed at like 11 plus 12am
talked on the phone. yeah then keep walking around.
trying to get down. but they close all the roller shutters. but we werent dumb
it was actually open just that they closed it. went down t canteen awhile and talked. then went up again. talked outside the hall. i hope it wasnt loud that everyone heard us. hahaha
they were all sleeping la. most of them. at first everyone was awake and playing la.
teacher keep coming in to check. LOL
by 3am most were sleeping. so dead tired

okayys i think i'm blogging damn long now. its like the longest one i ever blogged. hahaha
seeya. byebye (:
sophia's off to thailand tomorrow. then irvin to china next week. sighh
i'm gonna miss them !
loveyou

random pictures. so cutee(:

& you left in my heart














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call the police ! :D