endless road.

boo.
just came back from grandma house.
oh well , dint mananged t study much. sighsigh :(
i was writing lyrics and all. read market gardening only.
this afternoon read the rest. but well, i dont think anything's in my head !
arghhhh

oh whatever.
the song endless road is so so nice.

the truth is tearing up my heart
i cant recognise this place
the endless road without a stop sign
cant even find a stranger this time

why am i still holding back my tears
in this lonliness there's nothing to fear
every cross road seems so wonder
how we could be together
everytime i asked
if this would be the last.

why am i still talking to myself
hoping you would have the key to my cell
every storm might calm the weather
but this just draws me deeper
how would i get out this i think
i never will :(

the crystal forming in the eye
maybe this woud be the last
the winding path down my face
can i begin to taste the bitterness inside.

heehee.
i listened nd wrote it myself. so i guess its abit out ! ?
LOL (:
nvm its just nice nice. yayy
yupp. tomorrows a holiday.
YAY. can sleep. but still must mug mug hard hard. ahhhh *
:]

church is fun yeah. pearly is so so amusing !
rarrr
yesyes. i've nothing to write.
i just have to mug hard. geog on wednesday. ss on thursday. amath on friday.
omgosh. how am i gonna get everything in my HEAD ! blah ~
God has helped me through my week. i thank God. amen ! \
and i miss everyone. :( why why why.
hahahaha.
byebye. (:

random

have i not been online for 2 days ?
cant remember. i think blogger has a problem with dates or what. LOL
ok whatever. finally finished eng and chinese papers. they were screwed.
geog this wed and ss on thursday. ohhmy. so dead please ! ?
(:
sigh sigh :( so many things to memorise. and i hate ss like mad.
so i'm prepared t fail cause i dont knw anything ! rarrr
okays.

friday:
went t irvin's house after school with sophia.
and we walked to 962 bus stop.
yeah. cause her house has loads of FOOD.
we were meant to go there and study. hahaha
oh whatever. its self service. we just grabbed whatever food we saw.
and eat and drink. the weather was freaking HOT ?! (:
and so we just lied on the bed and relax. talk and talk.
about almost EVERYTHING we knw off. yeah had fun time.
and especially the video of irvinong demostrating some act. damn funny !
and yeah her nice porn photo. you knw, i havent delete it. its really a nice pose.
:] i'm pervertic.

yeah yeah.
today forced out of bed. went imh for some reason.
you knw i'm crazy and all. blahblah. wont say.
but its a really scary place. ohmy ohmy. sighsigh :\
the people there really looks as if they are gonna kill you anytime. LOL
okay dont laugh . hee
went for lunch at sembawang. then home. wont say more.
talked to irvin for damn long.
and we keep laughing for alot of things. talk bout the election thing.
i wont say what we said. its so insulting . haha

and yeah slept at 4-6.45pm. tired. so long because i dreamt of alot of things.
yeah , so unusual. something is wierd going on. oh well
God speak to me. (:
yupps. ate dinner.tried studying my geog.
studied abit only. and i ate STRAWBERRY WITH CHOCOLATE. ohmy.
its HEAVENLY. I LOVE STRAWBERRIES. yum (:
and i'm dying t use comp so i'm here.
i knw God has helped me during my past exams. thank you LORD :)
He was there for me . amen-

ahhh bye.
all the best for my exams. cant wait for it t be over.
davinci code is so _____ . . . wow
-i'm being so random .

screwed :(

i heart you <3>
its 3pm. so early. haha!
school ended at like 12.45pm. had english exams today !
argh. so screwed up.
i think i'm gonna fail again. i always say that. i'd never said i'm gonna pass.
lol
paper one was compo and letter writing. nd i dont knw what shit i was writing .
hee :] i wrote like so much for compo, i think its so out of point kind of thing ?!
i think more than 600 words ! i counted till bout 400. and the max you could write was 500.
and i saw i had like one more page to count. omg. so much so i dint count anymore.
and i sleep. hahaha (:
i seem to hold my pen tightly nowaday. and write quite hard. lol
cause i write very neatly you knw. lol :)

yeah, paper two was hard. two stupid comprehensions to read.
and dunno what shit is it about. my answers are like one sentence kind of thing.
rarrr
so screwed man. this kind of english standard sure fail man.
and i think i've got a problem with my grammar. i dont know what to use. ha!
so all the best for me.
tomorrows CHINESE PAPER. OMG ! i'm sure gonna fail like mad.
or maybe i dont even feel like doing. sigh :( someone save me. i really dont wanna do it.
i cant write composition , least understand the questions.
and i hate reading comprehensions when almost every word i cant read.
and of cause not understand it ! arghhhhh

i cannot stand chinese anymore. i cant sit it too. LOL ahhhh -screams
and and and. just die please ! ! ! exams are boring.
and when you finish early, you have nothing to do. but lie on the table and sleep.
zzzzz. my hand aches from writing. and i dont have the mood to do anymore. heehee
oh well , i trust in God that he will help me through and He did ! amen (:
take away fears for you knw you have God with you. yupp
lovelove <333

die. i dont knw the format for chinese letter. i just remembered. sigh
i've gotta find later . ):
i cant get t sleep so i'm here using the comp again .
gonna do my work later (:
irvinong goes crazy. and we cant stop laughing man.
i almost laughed t myself at the interchange. hahahahaha
and i bought CHOCOLATES. yumm :]

i love you i love you i love you.
cant wait for exams to be over, but i dont want holidays.
everyone's going away. i dont want to be alone.
ill rot like mad la please. so boring ! arghhh.
i hate holidays with nothing. sigh sigh.
youre not someone i want t hold on to
not someone i want to get on life with
sadly . . .

bye (:

EXAMS . rarr

finally blogger want t work. lol
managed to put up my monday post now only. argh !
lucky its not gone. (:
yupp. fast one.
i have to go. i thought maybe i wont use the comp today.
and my record of not using for 2 days. oh well, i cant take it anymore.
heehee :]

i wrote finish my notes earlier so i use. but now i'm overusing.
hahaha.
but who cares. i'm supposed t study english now. or chem.
but english rather easy nothing much t study. only the letter writing format.
which i dont have. and i threw away my sec 2 textbook. so whatever lahh.
lala

i need to go eat now !
rarr. irvin just called me to tell me something. yeah ! you knw.
UGH. dangdang.
:[
study geog just now. just writing notes is killing me. and i havent studied.
omgosh. so dead lah please !? but i got a long weekend to study geog and ss.
sigh :(
tomorrow is english exam. argh ! i'm quite scared !
err err err. .
chinese is WORST. ARGHHHHH !

and many things happened. so i have nothing to say.
blame me for all you want.
say it as if i said EVERYTHING , and i started ALL.
like wow.
i cant be bothered now either. if you think i said everything and dint want t say a single word.
i'm just making things not to get worst or something. and i have no comments.
dont need to make matters big infront of EVERYBODAY.
and yeah, defend yourself so badly. admit !

yeah thats all ,
and bye. i NEED TO STUDY REAL HARD PLEASE .
its EXAMS NOW. NO SMALL MATTER. HAHAHA (:
/youre really nice man. thanks for helping me. my saviour. lol
God knws it all.

SIGH

mmhmm
i'm gonna study emath later. i mean do.
yupps. sophia came over and we studied.
okay, practise amath. cause we have test tomorrow.
haha. all the best hur. but we knw we will sure fail . LOL
so whats the point of practising so much.
i did my testbook, tys and sophia's assesment practise.
i hope i dont fail this time. i've never passed in my life.
(: UGH

argh this week is exam. eng on thursday.
chinese on friday. i'm damn super dead can.
and i still can come online. nice (:
i'm supposed t study geog today, but i cannot find it when i came home.
shit man. i hope i left it in sch and not lost it !! ?! ?
rarr

irvinong, get well soon (:
relax, dont stress okay.
hahaha. i also stress. lOl
and i love you lots. <3>
come t school tomorrow and bring more food.
YAY i miss you loads. i still have your beloved letter.
mwacks. tata
bye (:
hope we pass our exams with flying colours ! not fail .
sigh sighh. darn scared.
love you.

WHO AM I


Who am I
that the Lord of all the earth.
Would care to know my name
would care to feel my hurt

Who am I
that the bright and morning star
would choose to light the way
For my ever-wandering heart.
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
not because of what i've done
but because of who You are.

I am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tosesed in the ocean
a vapour in the wind
Still You here me when i'm calling
Lord you catch me when i'm falling
and You told me who I am.
I am YOURS. (:

Who am I
that the eyes that see my skin
would look on me with love
and watch me rise again

Who am I
that the voice that calmed the sea
would call out through the rain
and calm the storm in me .

40dop.day seven

1. I WAS CREATED to be loved by God.
2. I WAS MADE to last forever.
3. I FIND MY PURPOSE by getting to know God.

"His plans endure forever, his purposes last etenally. " Psalm 33.11

there's so many things t knw. so many questions to ask.
haha
(:
and i did have a great time today. the message was short and sweet.
and worship was great. i love that song , WHO AM I
ill post the lyrics later. super long. (:
sheesh. i havent done my work. arrghh
die die die. all my piece of shit work. but i just want to come online.
sick of studying. but i will study later i hope. i just blog first. heehee.
so tata.
BYE (:
<333>
ahhh pe again tomorrow. i cant do my standing broad jump !?!?
failure man. and exams START THIS THURSDAY. OMG ! ! !
:]rarr. i better study NOW :) HAHAHA

its 11.15pm
40dop tomorrow. yay ! i hope it will be nice and good.
(: everyone should read the book. its sure life-changing.
yeah. and it really did applied t me.
and i did read it everyday and did QT. amazingly.
hahaha
and all should knw life is a test.
and God always test you. this earth is just temporary.
but theres more to it eternally in HEAVEN.
heaven is a wonderful place, i promise.
there's nothing on earth which can sastify you.
there will always be discontentment and all.
so look foward t your eternal life in heaven with Jesus.
this is just a passing world. but your life in heaven is forever.
bye.nites.

phew.
finally done with my stupid skin. heehee(:
today is a damn pissing day. whatever !
woke up ard 8 plus. suppose t go make my passport and nric.
yeah nd on the way there my mum just remembered she dint bring the bag of documents. like WHAT THE ?!?!
oh eff man.
so went t eat near botanic gardens. and yeah , went botanic gardens for awhile. crowded cause of earth day activities.
and yeah there were many fishes. and there was this cute girl with
the mum at the pond feeding fishes.
and she went ..
'mummy, the fishes are buying bread ' (fishes feeding on a piece of bread)
girl: they are at the market. not at home eating.
LOL. darn funny.

then went t commonwealth t take my passport photo.
darn pissing cause it didnt turn out well at all. and they were forcing me t take lah. arghhh
so whatever i dun want take again then they just took that damn pic.
oh whatever la !
:]
ate desert and yeah went home. how stupid . UGH
wasting my morning away. hahaha
and i came home t sleep from 12.30 to 3.30 plus. wow. (:
and i dont feel like studying again. i dont knw what t do today again.
sigh someone tell me.
exams are coming nd i dont feel like studying at all.
my mind is so so blank. RARR
nd i'm just stressing my ownself. sighsigh.

i'm off. tata
bye. <333.>
come back now. hahaha
hugs

sheesh la.
i screwed up my template thing. arrghhh
i cant seem t get the links and tagboard out so i think ill have t do them again. but i likke this skin alot. can see the post easier. hee(:
ill do it again next time.
off to bed. good nites.
bye :]
you left me in tears again.
and you knw why.
i cared.

SISTAS FOREVER(:

my beloved irvinong has flew to HK . ): sigh
i miss her so so much. sobs
like life without her for one day is so dead. hahaha
(: anyway she's coming back on sunday. yay !
sigh
i'm so so bored anw. ahhh.
suddenly dont feel like doing any work today. just slack again.
heehee.
keep waking up very early today like 4 plus ? 6 plus 7 plus.
maybe i knw irvin is waking up and getting ready to fly. ):
and i thought she would msg me before she leave.
IRVINONG YOU ARE SO MEAN. HAHAHA

woke up ard 9am. wrote my notes for physics chapter 13
nd half way i keep doing other stuff. like reading magazine.
so i wasted time and dint follow my timetable.
did amath after lunch. and yeah. was quite screwed up.
like alot of qns dunno how t do. rarrr
so i slack since then. nothing t do. hahaha

yupps. so bored yeah without going t school. and i'm just wasting my stupid time doing nothing. and exams are on the way.
SIGH !
i'm darn scared lah. i think ill fail everything. whines*
ahh whatever. dont think so much. i just need a break.
and ill try my best for the coming exams. thats all i need !

lost without you.
tata i'm off.
bye.
youre the bestest friend i could ever have. YAY (:
my imagination.

this think seems rather big. wow. (: what happen ? !
okay whatever.
i'm feeling rather SICK now. sigh sigh :(
having fever i think, but after sleeping quite okay already.
hee :]

feeling sick isnt a very good thing. argh ! :D
rarrr
got drenched in the rain even with umbrella. oh well
my bag was total wet . LOL
sian
i am sucha disappointment man. study how hard also fail.
can someone tell me WHY?! i think i'm stupid. i dont even have selfconfidence. :(
ahhh
so sick of everything. yay i'm glad tomorrow no school
sec 2 4 and 5 are having napfa. after exams is our turn. GRR
lalala.

stress stress stress.
exams are nearing again. i'm so afraid ill fail everything.
ill def be a FAILURE then. rarr
so sickerning. sigh
ill just do my best to study real hard. and i am trying now. but i still fail. whats wrong with me ?! am i stupid or what.
-_-"

sleeping in class is real nice. hahaha.
and i dont feel like studying today. excuses that i'm not feeling well.
but ill try studying later if i have the strength t write.
so tata.
BYE (:
i want you by my side baby.
sigh

my eyes are closing , and i'm still here online.
like wow. waiting for people t teach me amath. how nice (:
ohmy ohmy i really want t sleep now. i have physics test tomorrow.
and i haven really studied much. just half an hour. hee
but i tried my best t understand. lalala :]
whatever heatcapacity and latentheat shit. ahhh

okay i'm learning math now. rarrr
i'm so dead for test tomorrow. sigh :( i dont wanna fail again.
hahaha
today school was damn funny lah. laugh like mad man.
esp irvinong. she is seriously crazy. entertaining herself. LOL
going ard asking. "very funny meh" no ones laughing but she ownself laugh.
retards man !
HAHA

and today me sophia and irvin got send out of the class for the first time this year ?
ohh wow. for not handing in chinese compo. like how many years ago one.
not years lah. weeks and days. hee(:
oh whatever.standing outside is sure definately FUN !!!
we were self entertaining.
like laughing like mad.
sophia said HI to everyone who walk pass us. and they will give that look.
and she will say IDIOT. lol
what crap la !
overall we had great fun sitting outside man.
and after that teacher talked t us. and she allow us to copy work.
cause our chinese is that BAD > :*(
sigh

and yeah. no surprise if all the teachers complain bout us.
cause we are sure darn bad students.
relieve teacher ask us complete work we keep talking.
she stare we stare back. HAHA. keep laughing like mad.
ohh whatever.
exams is 8 days. like wow. havent studied. sure t die ! arghhh !!!
i'm so afraid to fail midyear.
rarrr. but i'm not working hard. okay maybe i am alittle bit.
heeheehee. (: YAY
chemistry seems hard now. die die.
kk bye. i'm off t bed. yawns :D
seeya.

one day without comp is like killing me. hahaha
didnt use comp the whole of ytd. yeah. (:
and today is fun.
simulcast of 40 days of purpose. all must come.
its a life changing experience. right sophia ?
nearly died during the service with sophia, darn freezing cold
hahaha (: yay. the aircon was above me only. rarr
after service had some food and we went t kap t get SHAKERFRIES !
heehee. quite nice tho. but its like damn salty. HA
yupp.

then decided not t study there after reading my geog notes.
so went t sophiachong's house t study.
and she started cooking dinner then. oh my.
veggies and meat. with loads of oyster sauce. like wow !
make a huge mess in the kitchen. oil was splattering everywhere. nice one.
nice food tho. sophia , what an achievement. HAHAHA :]

left at 5pm. took 187 home. and wow the whole journey was damn long man.
argh. took almost 1hr t get home
the bus goes to jurong then bukitbatok then teckwhye then bukitpanjang then the highway and finally i reach home. it went like the whole spore. sigh :(
damn tired. read my geog notes awhile. i'm darn tired lahh. tmr then study.
hee (:

okays. i'm off. sleeping early.
ahh i miss your beloved company.
sigh :(
i miss your voice. gomenasai
igh shteru.
BYE
hearts<333

blogskin

i want t change blogskin.
but the web is down i guess. argh
anyway i'm lazy t do everything again.
sigh. i'm missing you badly all over again.
:(
i'm in dreamland. i miss your company.
tears. sigh
and say bye.
its for a reason.

today is good friday.
i thank God for dying on the cross
that he shed his blood and wash away our sins.
AMEN ! (:
its a time t meditate and think of what God has done for us.
to give us eternal life in heaven.
YAY.

went t church today for service. then lunch and home.
tried doing my emaths and amaths. so screwed. ahhh
then wrote my chemistry chap 8 and 9 notes. yeah, i'm so proud of myself.
then slept from 3-6pm . ate dinner. now here. suppose t go do my amaths.
mummy is so nice. she is helping me t do. rather teaching. heehee :D
ytd dint come online. went library t study after school
my amaths test is shit. confirm fail. cause i only did the first qns. hahaha
and i dont knw how t do the rest. SIGH :(

went home and studied. wrote geog notes , did my amaths homework. YAY
i knw how to do almost all except for one. i'm so happy.
the saturday homework haven do yet. sigh.
qn 7-26. omgosh. i haven started and tmr is saturday. nice.
i hate coordinate geometry. UGH
chemistry isnt that hard after all. i hope. but so many formulas t remember.
lalala
whatever man. i need to do my chem tys. ahhh
uhhuh. tmr have amaths class again. which is that homework i haven do.

i really had fun in school ytd.esp towards the end of school.
physics lesson we were really laughing like mad man. din listen t teacher.
hahaha. damn funny. sophiachong was like doing magic tricks and all. which was freaking lame like making a torn tissue into a full piece.how funny can.
we were laughing our heads off like no ones business. teacher kept looking.
and they gave this postcard thing and i started cutting it. into some porcupine thing.
damn cute. hahaha. and we wanted t stick it on people. hee (: its really cute.
and yeah. laugh like non stop , even walking t the busstop and all. mygosh.
we laugh at the slightest thing. omg we really gone mad from studying.
before i go t sleep last nite i was still thinking of how t do my amath and calculating.
and even gamma rays. OMG

this entry is super long. wow.
tmr going to make my ic ? i dont knw. heehee. we cant go t irvin's house t study.
oh well. must well do it.
yupps.
so tata. i'm off
today i went t the place,
where i last saw you.
and i missed you.
and you kissed me goodbye.
tears :(
i remembered the memories. BYE
you left a keloid in my heart. and to fetter myself from you.
sigh

thanks to those who wished me.
i love you guys and girls loads (:
heehee.
thanks for the presents
and sophiachong for the beautiful letter and poem.
thanks (: its very nice.
and the delicious mini heart cake. yum!
although its damn sweet i'm forced t eat the whole melted thing.
HAHAHA

oh man. i love you babes. you rock my life. (:
YAY. love love love <3333
irvin let me give you a kiss. mwacks :)
HEEHEE
was damn sleepy in school today. socialstudies is freaking boring man.
i havent studied a single thing before yet. lol
oh whatever. i have amaths test tomorrow on logarithms
i'm so dead lahh. no matter how much i do i still fail. whats the point. argh !
after sch went with sophia t library to study. waited for a table quite long.
had food food food. damn hungry man !
did amaths. just a few shit thing. hahaha. stayed there like 2 and a half hours.
read abit of chemistry. ahhh i hope i knw how to do. dint really listen in class.
sigh so boring. daddy came t fetch me home. yay (:
i'm bored.i better continue doing my maths later.
i have chinese test tmr but screw that shit lah. LOL

haha.
okays i'm off.
byebye.
I LOVE YOU. HUGS :D

yay.
i'm finally fifteen tomorrow. heehee (:
all i needed was your company. thanks alot (:
hahaha.
and yeah.
school as usual today. yupp.
and as usual laugh like mad.
ohh man i so hate congruent and similarity stuff.
i'm going nuts all bout my studies. i seriously need someone t help me
SIGH SIGH :(
sad

i'm dying for every subject.
seems like i cant do a single shit.
physics test was okay. but i think ill fail too. whatever
i failed my last emaths test. omg. as expected. i hate gradient.
i cant rmb any of those formulas. same for amaths.
cause its about the same. and blahblah. i cant do a single qns. i'm going MAD
rarrrr
and chemistry is screwed cause i dont listen during her class.
actually i do but i dont understand a single piece of shit.
arghhhh
whatever mole and molecular stuff. ah whatever man.
i just hate everything.so failure ! sigh

anyway went t meet carmen for my present.
baby i love you like mad. thanks alot. (: hee
i treasured the times we had together even till now. and forever .
huggies . <3333
hahaha.
yeah been msging him the whole day. how bored am i.
even in school. haha.
and yeah, i cant wait for sunday. YAY YAYY :)
erm yeah. okays.
i'm off. i cant get my amaths hw right. stupid number line and whatever. oh gosh.
UGH
tata. BYEBYE . :D
i love you.
God has a plan for us , a plan for everything.

its not who i am, its not what i've done
but its who YOU are , and what YOU'VE done.
i love my LORD. and i love that song. (:
jesus is so awesome. yay

feeling super duper stress these days. even today.
SIGH :( i hate that feeling. cause tears will just fall .
HAIX
but i'm glad that i've God in my life. HE's always there for me.
and i put God first in my life. (:
dont waste your life.
come for the 40 days of purpose
kick-off : 16april 2006. :) 9am

i cant use the comp for too long.
i need t go study and do my work. ARGH
so effing stress. i'm like dying please. getting scolded like every minute and blahblah.
i hate my damn attitude. i'm like so rude and whatever. sorry everyone. !
i'm so not in the mood. esp when i've so many things t do , so many things t complete.
and i fail too. thinking i'm sucha failure. but i knw i am NOT.
cause all things are possible with God. He will guide you through.
just put Him first in your life. and everything will be alright ! yeah.
heehee.
i'm having a stupid headache now. took like so long t do my amaths homework.
figuring how to do those stupid qns. and finding out how t get the no.
got so fed up i just check answer and write down . rarrrr
hahaha

UGH
i dred going t school tmr. have to run 2.4 tmr. sigh
i have t be prepared. i'm afraid ill fall sick tmr morning or something.
i hate that feeling. esp when i've t run. and i've no mc. shit those teachers man.
wait till i die after running. AHHHH
and sigh. i have chemistry test tmr. wth
i haven study yet. like so many things t go. ill go study later.
i've t eat my dinner first.
why everything has t go wrong at the same time. i cant help it.
its God who planned everything. i'm just imaginating too much.
oh whatever.
BYE
i love my dg mates.

shit you.
and shut that crap.
i'm noboday's wannabe for goodness sake.
get a life man. dont youre have better things t do than being childish.
omgosh. so please stop it please. i aint gonna do anything.
go on as you please. till it satisfy your hearts content . (: yeah, go on go on.
argh so pissing. whatever man. just stop bitching ard.
and whatsoever. we can do what youve done. oh please.
we are humans too. get that .
rarrr
i'm MY OWN WANNABE. for shit sake.
damn. so so pissed.
argh forget it la. waste of my precious time.

i need t study. but you dont need.
yupps. (:
sophiachong dint come t sch. and she'll get a surprise tmr if she comes.
we are like such kind people please.
YAY. once more. we aint her wannabes.
yeah, dont feel like studying today. have amaths class tmr. ahhh
and yeah. hope i can make it t town tmr. !!! YAY YAY (:
cant wait t go. see carmen. huggx :]
yes yes.
so bye.
i hate logs. i hate gradient. they both sucks. oh shit.
i have test everyday next week. pray for me.
monday : chemistry
tuesday : physics
wednesday: amaths (when its my bday) stupid mrkang.
:( thursday : chinese. ( can screw off)
hahaha
friday is good friday. finally a day off.

chapel today was nice. the kang kong was super agiatated man. whats his problem.
he walks damn funny. and sings funnily too. LOL
oh sigh. had co. and finally home. slack slack.
been smsing him the whole day. wow i got a new sms companion
he's my gay partner. i think he's gay can. heehee.
grrr.
i'm off.tired. BYE
conferencing is fun. YAY :)

screw you.
fish you
damn you.
all shit.
argh bye.
all for your misunderstandings.
and shit attitude.
what can i do.
argh whatever please.
i'm wasting my freaking time.
omgosh.
i'm crazy.
ohh how i wished you read THIS. screw shit. hahahaha(:
BYE NITES

hello (:
i'm studying half way. and i'm here. yay
so cool hur.
sighsigh. i'm fed up in doing amaths. stupid quadratic eq.
can go die lahh. my brain isnt working now ! and i feel like sleeping.
but its only 9 plus. how early. time passes super slow when youre doing your work.
GRRR UGH
i studied physics today. did emaths. die tmr for emaths test.
i so hate GRADIENT. can just give up.
oh my shit shit whatever blahblah #@(*%^#(%*@
rarrrr
and yeah i'm stucked at amaths . i so wished you were here. why are you ?
i always keep thinking you could help me, but now there aint any more chances.
cause you are gone. :(

oh whatever.
today school was how boring. glad could waste some physics lesson cause of health check.
at least half an hour. but it isnt a good thing at all.
ahh nvm. just check the backbone thing. and my degrees disappeared. how amazing ! (:
heeheehee.
today isnt just a good day. we kept talking during chinese lesson in ava. damn crap.
then go toilet and took photos on toiletbowls. LOL
lalala. and they keep saying i'm a pervert. ohhh and the most hilarious thing of all man.
i made irvinong fell down today smack on the floor in the ava.
oh gosh. i'm like how mean. i dint want her t sit on the chair so i pulled the chair away when she's gonna sit. how evil man. imagine that. hahahahhaa. laughing our arse off.
and yeah. again today some shit thing happen. argh whatever lahh.

why does everyone look at our flaws
and not their talents.
all we could do was gossip bout all the bad stuff.
and never the good.
how sickerning can that get. oh damn :(
SIGH SIGH. life is really gross and sick.
ewwww

argh. back t work.
BYE . i wanna sleep.
need 8 hrs of sleep. hahahaha
tmr's a short day of studying. but smack co lah
waste of my precious time. =D

oohh. i've not been online for 2 days and finally i used the comp. heehee (:
i have self discipline for 2 days. after that no more. this is so tempting. sigh :(
lalala
and yeah, i always wanted t blog bout loads of stuff budden i nv get the chance.
so now i forgotten everything.
except that I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS. YAY :) grins-
the laughters i ever had in class and everywhere. the lame stuffs we do.
but not as childish as some immature freaks ! :D
oh well , nothing t say.
feeling super uber stress now . UGH
study study study. my life revolves ard STUDYING duh.
rarrr i'm super stress. i'm making my life more stress. i'm so afraid of midyear.
its like going t kill me and shoot me down. sigh :( howhowhow. argh

i have t study like mad mad. its so so discouraging when you cant seem t do your work .
isnt it ? ! then ill feel so stupid ! ahhh
sucha failure. pfft
i think i'm going mad soon. mad over studying and blahblah. when i'm not studying ill think of all sorts of shit nonsencical things. and yeah. there goes it. GRRRR
whatever
and yeah. today chinese teacher asked me t go in front of the class and say something bout what festival stuff. qing ming jie or whaatever. then i went there and din knw what t say.
sorry i was giving that freaking attitude. hahaha :)
cause i dint knw what is that about. so she asked if i was hua ren. i was like wo shi ying wen de
LOL damn stupid. and i went back t sit. qing ming jie is dead people day. no offence.
heeheeheee.

and the stinky freaking stupid shit truck was in my sch digging the decomposed shit or whatever out from the sewage. it freaking smells like shit. ewww its really gross. i want t vomit. hah
then went cwp with shandy. lala and home. weather is freaking HOT sigh.
and called irvin just now. no one was using the comp, so yeah i use lahh. duh
so tempting.cant stand it anymore. i'm addicted t blogging. hahaha (:
so i'm going t do my work and study later !!! i of cause must. haix
so BYE BYE (: YAY
i love sophiachong.
i love irvinong.
i love shandyfoo.
i love feliciapek.
i love everyone.
i love me.
i love my dg.
i hate you.
=D

no mood.
i wished church was everyday.
and if it was only sunday. ahh
i'm slacken. sigh :(
so so no no mood mood. cries.
say bye.
kiss me goodbye =D
let you go.
UGH. have school tmr. sickening. GRRRR
still have damn pe and co. damn it lahh.
i so miss you. i so want t talk to you like mad.
argh
this is self control. and tolerance. cant take it anymore.
i need t study very hard. and need t pay attention. lalala

if there wasnt this day,
this wouldnt have shown
to kiss me goodbye.
because of you
i did it that way
and its t let you go
it had been always hard
but even if it wasnt now
it would be one day
sleepless nights
tosses and turns
memories flashed back .
tears welled up ;
because of you.
nothing is impossible
cause i meant for it t be that way.
strolling everywhere
thinking i would see you, meet you.
but it was all imaginations.
all my dreams
every hour, min, second
you were there
in my mind.
i knw i broke your heart.
i didnt mean it . sigh :(
please say bye.
/wished t concentrate on my studies.
rarrr
so BYE :D

damn. effing blogger. they deleted my precious post
ARGH
i took so much effort t rite that important thing now.
oh wells, ill type in another time. when i do a nice one
i seriously am crazy. OVER YOU
SIGH :(
today wasnt my day. i didnt manage t sleep
i thought of everything. everything ! even the slightest one. sigh
i've no mood t do anything. hence, i havent done my homework.
have t rush everything today. its past midnight. i'm not sleeping.
i guess i cant. cause of you. rarrr
so pissing.
ahhh
spent the whole day out so didnt do much work. actually none.
havent touch my books yet. eng compre. chinese compo. whao. be dead :]
rights, i'm off
i always wanted t blog alot of things bud in the end nothing much
lazy. so tata
BYE (: