hee i am getting so tired and bored of studying
but OMG
its day 2 of me being alone at home

its SUPER FUN SLAMMING DOORS (ok we dont slam doors, but doors slam on their own)
INVASION OF KITCHEN!!

and its fun to talk to myself really loudly
though its creepy sometimes when i think i hear like the lights being switched on in the adjacent rooms

AND I REMEMBER vaguely, sometime last year, after the exams, when lectures began again, that i actually missed studying. because it meant i didnt have to move my huge lazy ass to sch/wake up early/walk in the rain, etc

SOOOO i am going to make the best out of everything, and enjoy whatever i am doing

weather has been gooood
and cold

but a little dark
hahaha im full of complaints eh hurhur i need loads of fruits

AND BTW. why is facebook so boring.l
idiot!!!!!!! ok i shall work hard, cos elaine is returning from venice tmr!!!

and all the kiddos are coming back soon, so i better trreasure the quietness of the house.



the pasta i cooked yesterday SUCKED. eeps. i am dreading eating it tonight. haha
i wanna go on a holidayyyyyyyyyy
but my bf doesnt wanna bring meeeeeeeeeee
HOHO

FUNNY FOOOD for exams
:((
mommy come cook for me

HEE TODAY
and maybe yesterday
i was filled with love for alot of people
both of friends here in london

and my favouritests family and friends backhome
and really i thank God whenever he sends me these love surges
cos it makes me really happy
and it makes me a nicer person

so anyway its a saturday
and the 4 weeks ahead is going to be superrrrrrr sian to the max
but i guess i will press on

because the end is near!

my room is such a delightful place now. i marvel at my new rearrangement
and exclaim to cho every 5 mins what a pretty room i have
heheheh


YAY I JUST WOKE UP FROM A TWO HOUR NAP
because i was so tired
and its been ermm almost 2 hours since i woke up and i feel so lethargic
kanasai

daylightsavings. we lose an hour!! hoho SAD


thanks MOMMY for trying to cheer me up
and i was so mean :(
i was quite sad with myself for a while just now.
I LOVE Y OUUUUUUUu

hi all, its 1045pm
i am burning out hahahahaha even though im not that hardworking yet
sianness is creeeping up behind me
and my panic attacks are coming

housemates say i behave strangely these days
hoho.

and.
i dont really get how periods are associated with headaches
!@#%$%^&^%#$@!#
but wow im working hard!!

oh yea, c.h.o. went to bed alreadyy cos of exams tmr.

OH NOOO im actually quite worried i wont be able to fall asleep tonight
because HAVING him talk to me about his computing and work and stuff is the driving force for me feeling sleepy
hahahaha oh what will i do without him

weather was goood today
it was so cold
made me feelll so happppy
curled up on my stupid chair


ok all ze best to whoever who s having humanities exams tmr!!
and screw all of you who have no more sch!! hahahaahhaha (am kidding)

this birdddddddd

OMG I LOOK LIKE MOMMY
ITS SO SCARY
i keep seeing mommy's face in this picture

great dinner
HAHAHA SO FUN chatting about rg girls.

happy birthday youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

SNOG with Yi the yogurt is overrated!!! but we chatted till yi forgot to go back to sch for labs hahah oops

S. pls study hard.hahaha sometimes i feel like ur mother
cos im always worrying about you.


G. on the other hand appears to be more mature and grown up
hahahahaah
JUST KIDDING

i miss you having you both around
to talk about everything and everything.


DOKAYS
PANCAKE DAY TMR
so exciting.

cafeee rouge!

God disciplines His sons Hebrews 12

Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father. ... Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, that we may share in his holiness.

No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful.
Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.

sissy says my blog is getting boring.
i think its because i havent been snapping
so here goes

HE DREW ON HIMSELF, i didnt have anything to do with it.

and this is some gross agaragar i made quite a while ago

YES i have a huge ass whiteboard to study
DUMB i know. sometimes i worry about my ficklemindedness. but owells.

i miss hanging out in 3s or 4s
or whatevers

in a mad crowd of girls
when we do the silliest things
and have mighty fun



we just did last friday
HARHAR
i wish i could tell the world what happened. it was just so funny what cheryl did.

ok my weekend is over :(:(
i didnt go out againnnnnn :(:(:(

ok
back to my labreport
my ear is still stuck
and has been stuck for a week

the dadddy is advising now. :)

my momma asks why i dont send her pictures anymore
but the sad truth is that i havent been going out
hahaha and the poor good old camera is just sitting at a corner now
:(

SAD
so well i guess i ll take more pictures of my roomm
and stuff


i am growing fat(ter than ever)
!!#$%^&*&$#@
even after running so so damn much
must be the crisps i eat every single day
with the cheese dips
:(
highly disappointed with my sad ass self.
HAHA
momma says its ok
cos daddy says fat and cute is fine
HAHAHAH

my favourite pet hamster, c.h.o. (chinese hamster ovary) bought ME MORE daosar paus and MORE tau hui todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
and nasi goreng
which is sitting happily in my fridge waiting to be eaten on fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

heeee
i did what cheryl taught me
and boiled asparagus
added chilli to it after that
it tastes so goood

and then i added mushrooms and a chicken to the water which i boiled the asparagus in
whoopeeeee
the soup is superrr

YAY i found a damn simple way to make my dinner/lunch/whatever

being a simple girl rocks.

haha
its nice to have the family cheer you up! so thanks really!!


im so boreddddddddddddddddddd
i know i should be studying
but i feel like playing some computer games :(

maybe an hour more.

I LOVE IT that c knows whenever im secretly craving cheeseburgers :):)