gosh
i am so so so sleepy
tis not fun. at all mugging for econs
right after the 2 dreadful killer papers

its sad i think. when i stop aiming for a first
and after my first paper, i was wondering even, if i would ever pass.
such expectations drop.
tis so sad.

im starting to hate studying
because i cant seem to do well. studying was -actually- enjoyable in the past (pre-ic days)

the next course has -one- problem sheet
and i excitedly printed it out. already. hee
and by the way. i have all kinds of hopes and aspirations of attending every single wooperdeeboring lecture.

daryl (who has an exam tmr but is not studying) just exclaimed he wanted to guest blog
lol and he has the ugliest blog template in the www. pls take note.


icecream with carmen yesterday!!! free cone day! haha and that shameless nutmeg tried to ask for another one, but yeaa. looks like she s not that cute after all!

and yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy dinner with elaine s at addies after her paper
elaineee im so hungry, as soon as u leave ur exam hall, im eating u!!!

AND.
touch rug on sat at hydepark
followed by green bean soup that minnie mouse's gonna cook for me. yayyyyy

and PUMPKIN! im turning you into a hotdog. realllly hope the frankfurt thing works out!! im awfully excited!!! sorry i planted my ass on ur couch last nighttttt while u were trying to mug heheehehe someone taught me how to do that. :D

we decided fatty snuggles needed a bath
hehehee =)

:):):)
my boyfriend is the besttttttttttttttttttttttt

haha liling asked if i was on a diet
and then
i realised
i havent been eating properly

yucks
tis bouts of gastric
twice yesterday.

tis not fun
(BUT Got sayanged like crazy so :D:D:D:D )

so tonight i gonna eat proper!
:)
yayyyyyyyyy
I AM SO CRAVING SAVORY STUFFS NOW.

mommy and dadddyyy
ur emails to wish me the bestest are both so cute.
i will reply proper soon okies

there is still econs next wed though.
yucks.

i havent been blogging because i simply wake up
to study
and mug the whole damn day
and then sleep once im done.

D.I.F.
stands for
DAMN ITS FRIDAY

ooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i think im on schedule
:D
but
i have a mighty problem
i dont know if i can remember all the stuff tt went into my litte head

HEEEEEEEEEEE
I THOUGHT
THAT I HAD TO BLOG ABOUT MOMMY AND SISSY

was thinking abt mommy when i thought of the dreadful library fine i had to pay for returning the wrong book on time
of how mommy used to take us 4, with the maid, to the library
to look for books, of how we'll pile 24 books in our basket (6x4 books each)
and then later 48 books (when the quota increased to 8 books per person)
mommy is a star!! for having to lug four stupid kids to the freaking library and back, after our swimming lessons, is one big hell of a chore
it was way fun! especially when we got to use the self borrow machine and do the stupid thingyy
and eve, remember how the librarian used to scan the barcode with the eraser/pen like thing
HAHAHA we
went home
and pretended we were librarians
using our eraser and stuffs.

remember
how docctors used to write prescriptions?
eve and i would steal lego catalogues from departmental stores
and write in them, pretending we were doctors

we also pretended we were cashiers sometimes
in our little store room.
and that awful big brown chest of drawers was our cash machine.

hahaha this one's funny
we pretended we were air stewardesses
our curtains to the balcony doors were kinda like the flight attendants' little space where they prepared food and stuff. pantry? yeahh. we would push our little cart
oh the stupid things eve and i used to do

when the boys were free to entertain us as well, it was way funner.
:)
we made an awesome foursome.
oh those were the days
i really miss home

and eve
thanks for worrying for me :D
and being a great big jiejie
u would always say im the oneeee looking after u
heeeee but u know i think lately esp
u ve been kinda making sacrifices here and there for me and ur younger pumpkin heads
:)
I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU
oh did i mention i also love it when u type "miss ya, come back soon."

praise God for nothing is impossible :)
2 more to go :P

tis not allowed to go to the gym anymore
till after the exams
it is a hugeeeeeee ass waste of time
we left at 11nish today
and i came back at almost 3
its 4 now and i have not started my work.
die

thank god i woke up at 8
!!!!
and im so tired. im going to nap later
i dont care
i deserve it
:D

(:
yupsdubs
HEEE i cant believe im feeling alright still
even after having woken up at 6

it might be
that
one cup of coffee
and
that 6/7 cups of green tea

the soup went great today
the perfect taste
the missing ingredient the other time
was
ginger :)

beef was too tough though.
:(
stupid.

carmen is MAD
she told me today
that there were 3 holes in ur backside
one for ur shit to come out
one for your pee
and one for ur menses

-_-
HAHAHA
and liling almost believed me when i told her that.
i see the kinda people im aattracted to
are all
the same.

i managed to study YAYNESS
picked the topics i liked :)
so smart rightttt heee i think i just might like studying again
im getting the hang of it
less than a week to go
tis veryyy scary :(
and then im free for a while!!
and somebody's 21st is coming. yayness.

photo of the day

HAHAHAH NO COMMENTS.

shirlene just left
so i woke up at 6ish
was packing the room again and wow hee its 8 now

:)
im excited
about my beefnoodles tonight
hopefully the brisket works better this time
and of course my little date!!
who s hobbling over now
HAHA
such nuts we are.

i think
im kinda glad shirlene came in the end
it was very nice chatting with her
the conversations wouldnt have delved so deep if not for this time.
and
it taught me loads of things
its not like im self sacrificial or anything
but yea i think i really learnt to share
and accommodate :)

as chonges say, u ll adapt and accommodate at the end of the day
and go
it wasnt so bad after all :D
U ARE RIGHT BABES.
now i can have my boyfriend back :)

hee
was watching britain's got talent
while running today

it was almost easy this time
:)
SO DAMN FUNNY LAHHH
i was smiling to myself and arm-chioing while running
heeheehee
i even increased my cooling down time just so i could finish the show!

awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee heeheheh
asked jx to teach me how to do weights but he thought i was crazy
hahaha so i left without telling him and he said i made him waste 20p calling.

and
then i walked past sains
and saw that bench
oh what sweet memories :):):)

WORK TODAY SUCKED
sucked
sucked sucked
i am MAD at nobody in particular
again.
oh what the heck.

took shirlene to muffin man today for breakfast and had a very good chat abt life
and (some)boys and their b*st*rdly ways :(
got us all teary
and of how friends stand by you at the end of the day :):)

and this
is
my boyfriend
who has zero
b*st*rdsense in him. :)

tis him ignoring me while he studies

i dont really know
how its possible
to lose my 1 bedroom slipper
the right one is staring right at me.
where did the left side go.

): ): ):

idiot.

considering hitting the gym
but i shall look at the tv programmes first heheee

sucks
sucks
sucks
everything sucks
tis almost 1
i shall retreat early to bed

cod in parsley sauce
sucks.
i have no idea what i should study tmr. Hmmmmm :/
sucks

not being able to nap when you have the time but just cant fall asleep sucks

i intend to make some beef stew
who's up for it!!?
:)
nappy timesssss
then dinner
yayness
there's left over food from lunch the tyrannical rainbow brought over.

LIM DOT CHONG DOT U DOT
FIXED MY WIRELESSSSSSSSS
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
THROWS LAN CABLE BACK INTO HIS FACE!!

am suffering from the laura syndrome
feel like throwing things at people.
hee

andddddd
laura's and my buttocks hurtttttttt

i am utterly peeved
dots
to
the max.


twas an hour of run today at the gym!
yayness
dinner sucked
hee i boiled long beans and carrots and courgettes
and an egg on my rice, shoved into the microwave
HAHAH

YUCKS.

if i might
i could
open my tool box
and pry everything open!
omg
what am i talking abt.

hehs
im so tireddddddddd
:(
forced meself to skip a nap
just so i can slack a bit moreee after dinner

twas chicken rice at ahem-u's place
yum.
ooh the rice
oh and fishieeee
:)
anddddddd
i wanted to take a nap there
with someone s nice chao pillow
buttt
i had to come home to wait to open the door for s
whos not home yetttttttt
hee hopefully she comes home soon so i can sleep. yays

omg nv to run outside again!!
tis almost died again.
couldnt breathe towards the end heehee
but it was sooooooo very nice sitting at hydepark
watching people go by
and there was kinda a nice green slope, where i thought i would sit one day
just to enjoy the sight.

sometimes.
that tinge of pain still lingers

so
i promise myself
not to let anything like that
come my way again.

heeeeeeee.
i cant believe im still in the library
and this time
i sat down
from 9.30
for. 3.5 hours
whats. i thought i was doing loads of work
shit
tis only 3.5 hours
SHITTTTTTTTTTTT

OH SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
ok whatever
i havent even had to time to have my dinner
i shall go home to sleep now!

maybeeeeeeeeeee
tmrrrrrr
i ll take a break
HAHAHA YA RIGHT

but i ve been sucha good girl today
s coming tmr!
whoopeee. i better go pack my stupid room. rarr.

the chilli in my life
meet
the chef!

crab meat sweet corn soup
pro at it :)

rendanggggggggg
i FINALLY KNOW WHAT RENDANG IS NOW
im surprised i kinda like the taste of mutton in rendang :)
beams
thanks pumpkin

MmmmmmmmmmmmmMMMM

mmmmmmmmmm
i hate disappointment
disappointment in self
in people
in weather
in general
:D


omgoodness
what was that dream abt the ufo about
:(
i was so freaked out when i got up/

awesome

see the rainbow? :)

i could only pray
for it to be sunny
just for the walk to church tmr

it was awesome to see a rainbow with liling just now
on the walk to tesco's
in the rain
it just makes you so :)
after so much :(

we were screaming like idiots
i wish i could find the damn thing now to transfer the picture from my phone to the computer
:(

mom and dad,
im sending u a rainbow as soon as i can

omg i am turning into a weirdo
who indulges in supermarket shopping
for destressing
yayyy liling s going with me
i love liling
:D

BABESLIM, u gotta follow me to the uber huge tesco's
after ur exams okay
i want to spend a million hours there.
and u gotta be there
:(

i am excited
gonna try making my meatloaf soon:)

LIFE SUCKS
WHEN U DRAG URSELF OUTTA BED TO STUDY
BUT THE INTERNET DOESNT WORK

AND ITS SO ANNOYING
I HAVE LOST ANY INSPIRATION TO STUDY
I WOULD LIKE TO THINK IM BURNING OUT
but
i ve been too much of a slacker to burn out

I HATE MUGGING
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT

DAD,
THT WAS A DAMN SWEET EMAIL
hahaha i like the way u say
dont study if you dont feel like it
:D
U RAWK.

wish i didnt have those damn exams
damn
damn
exams.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

BYE BYE ANNA
study hard!

wahh what beauties.

was talking to liling
twas a good chat
we concluded
the world sucks

and how we would love to see the goodness of people
but perhaps thats not always wise
:(
i would love to huddle inside my little baby shell but
we're all growing up
AND
she insists that i ve been too sheltered all my lifeeeeeeeee

hmm
she also says
your identity should be in christ
very true indeed.


HONEY IM HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

c h 0 n g - u L i m is a P u m p k i n.
came all the way to anna s place to give me charcoal pills and then rushed off to catch the last train
i <3

ANNA SAID U SO SWEET THAT ITS DISGUSTING HAHAHAHHA
i think she s jealous :D:D:D:D

OHMYGOODNESS
THIS WAS ABOUT A YEAR AGO
ON OUR VERY VERY VERY VERYYYYYYYYYYY FIRST DATE

we were supposed to study together at the library
cos chonges said
"MISS BAY, MAYBE I LL COME AND STUDY WITH YOU" when he had no frigging exams

AHHHHHHHHH U WERE SUCH AN IDIOTTTTTTT
I MISS YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :):):):):):)

=)

HAHA
COOL STUFFF
im actually listening to jay chou
cos zy sent it to me.
tis some rainbow song
:/
and i thought it was pretty good
esp the part where there's a teeny weeny bit of rapping. hmm its not rapping. i dont know what it is.
except i didnt understand much of the song
because he drags his words and mixes everything up into one chepalang piece of !!!

HAHAHA
and chonges u better listen to it
i wanna see U CRINGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
:(
whereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you!!

we had salmon for dinnnerrrrrrrrrrr
makes us smart man!
i will attempt to upload my pictures later.

oooh and
anna and i had a cool discussion abt
boyfriends
and their farts
:D

i have a bloody headache
that wont go away
even after 4 panadols :(


lunch was nice
outside in the balcony :)
oh hoho i got apricots prunes figs crisps to snack on
and
coke :D
im hoping it ll keep me awake

i hate studying
i ve never been so miserable.

and
life.
is strange. sometimes.
true friends matter.

london and snow :(

this
person
i love. <3 so much!

geeez

i have not laughed so hard

for superrrrr long

:)

im happy now

took a walk with liling for a break from the awful books

headed to tescos to look for some shit

and then bought onion rings and wedges for the b friend

we popped by his place

anddd

liling knocked on the door

while i ran up to hide

and i could hear chonges asking

where s adeeee

and liling going

oh she went home already

and obviously chonges didnt believe and

went downnn to have a look,

omg i was going to die, trying to stifle my laughter

and then when the coast was clear, liling signalled for me to come

and i ran down the stairs to the flat

and we slammed the door shut, locking chonges outsideeeeeeee

FELL OVER THE FLOOR LAUGHING

twas so funny really

im still smiling to myself :)

and keith and chern came out from their rooms

cos we were making so much noise

and

the door opened to a serious looking chonges

looking quite sad

oops

and insisted that he saw this white thing running into the flat

just that he was aching too much to move

poor darling!

sayang!!!

HEEEE tis wife
and her new HAIRCUT

:)
TIS NICE?

omg i think i drank too much cookeee
i feel queasy :(

I CANT STOP PMSING
i feel like i hate the www right now
and nobody. nobody can be trusted.

asshole
asshole
asshole

i hate assholes
who make use of people
asshole.
asshole.
asshole.

and its time to study
bye.

Then... The boyfriend bought me something which I've never bought before!
Tis very adorable of him!

he typed that
and
got me redoxan and iron tablets!
YAY
tis redoxan love potion.
ooh.

and dinner last night was a success :)
chonges actually said it deserved 50million popcorns out of 10 :P
hee only he likes my food.
and eats it with vigor. well he d better.

tis no time for PMSING :(:(:(:(
i went to bed at tenish last night?
cos i felt horrible
and didnt want to study
strange strange reasons :(

okay off to studying i go.

ANNA I LOVE U
U INSPIRED ME TO COOKKKK

I JUST WENT TO CHINATOWN
with so much groceries
walked until i died
:)
i think we should hang out more YAYness then u can teach me how to coookkk

BYEBYE ELAINE :(
tis sadness

I LIKE THIS PICTURE
this should be ur new display picture heheehehehehehe

kiss kiss hug hug m iss misss
LONELYYYYYYYYY IM MISTER LONELYYYYYYY
i got nobodyyyyyyyyyyyy
to call my ownn.

orh hor. boyfriend gonna scold
takes that back*

and the stupid tube on the way back GOT STUCK

i picture

early morning walk
buffet breakfast

lounging by the pool
dip in the sea.

shower
nice seafood dinner.

ARGH.
this sucks.
tell the birdies outside my window to stop chirping.
tis not spring
HEeE

tis me after a bath IN ANNA S ROOM :/ hee

elaine doodles when she s bored
and its MY NAMEEE

"SHOW CHONG U SHOW CHONG U AND SEE WHAT HE SAYS" she croons :D

wahhh wear so niceeeeeeeeee

TADAAAAAAAAAAA HEEHEEE so cute.

shouldnt have gone to see those stuffffffff
HAHA NOW ITS STUCK IN MY STUPID HEAD
ITS TEN THIRTY
IM SLEEPY AGAIN

ANNA S DINNER WAS KATSUISH AND CHURRRYISH
yum!
we re so fulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll nOW :D
2 cups of rice
pats tummy.
tmr i go home!

ANNAAAAAAAA U MUST STUDY HARD OKAY.