I AM SO TOUCHED GRACE

SIXTH ON UR LIST
u want to meet ADELINE BAY

if u type in caps, does it mean im very important?

hahahahaha
cant wait cant wait

twas his birthday :)

it took me mighty long to get outta bed this morning.

all week i was dreading for thursday to come
hee and that at 7nish the stupid construction started downstairs
and i felt so rubbishy, because of my interrupted sleep.

but well
i just came from my slow slow slowwwww jog
hee
down earls court and west brompton and past some cemeteries
and then i hit north end road
and then made a turn somewhere
and got lost
hahahaaha
some really dodgy residential area
with little houses that look like card board boxes
and i thought
wow

the other side of london.
and then i got tired and :(
so i half jogged half walked back
taking my time to think
enjoying the air.
looking at all the restaurants that i would love to go to
all the pretty bars

and im back
i face the mirror as i open our main door
and i feel happy
i feel better and more confident about myself :D

now that thursday is here
im excited there's tutorial with answers later
omg if only you knew how badly i need tutorials with answers
hee
and i cant wait for the day to be over
so friday can come!
and my weekend is here again

cheers to a romantic weekend with wife!
heard u re realllllyyyyyyy stressed up!
im coming for you!

helloooo singapore,
14 days to coming home

if i listen to michael buble s home now, i ll cry. hahaha but i shall.

sometimes nobody understands

everyone just thinks
you're weird
or difficult.

many times i want to be strong
but i cant

God says
you cant be strong when you're alone

so i draw strength from my Lord :) :)

with the new arrangement in the room
its so much easier to read my bible at night, then turn off the bedside lamp! heehee and sleeep!!!!


dadddy i dreamt u came to surprise visit me
with finger ballooons
balloons which look like gloves, except they 're colourful
and when i blew one up, it looked like a hand with a middle finger sticking out,
and then i was so excited.
i started pointing it at everyone :) :)

they're coming back
make them go awayyyyyy.

on some days
i hate the walk
especially to school

i slam the glass door behind me to embrace the cold.
in fronta me, there's this uber busy road
cars are always turning from all directions and i kinda get stuck
almost always
in the middle of the road

then i hit sainsbury, and then chonges' place where i like to look up to see if anyone's home,
and then that little turn to the alley
(today i walked past a car with a smashed window hahaha so funny.)

and then i make another dash across another busy road
i always look around to see if i can find familiar faces
and finally when i see a glimpse of school
then I AM HAPPY.

on walks back
its cold.
i tighten my scarf around my neck
and i like to think

today i thought of maurice and galvin
and how they just might squeeze into my tiny room with me
if they actually come visit.
but daddy just emailed saying mauzy might have changed his mind again
roar. those fickle monsters.

i thought of how i would bring them out to eat
and how i might ask chonges along. and how weird it would be
and i thought that was quite funny.

i hate the walk back too.
on days when im sad, i always start the walk thinking im going to pray the entire walk back
but usually other random thoughts disrupt my prayer.

i count down the streets
till i reach gloucester, then sains, then the hotels
and then home.
my phone's always on the side of my bag closest to my body, so i can feel if there's any vibration for incoming texts!

BUT
today
hee
i was so inspired

and i just couldnt wait to get home
the second half of the walk back
i was smiling.
my room looks different again!
hee hopefully a change in environment could motivate me to work harder
today has been discouraging.

looks like
the mugger in me, is -not- back yet.



hee and i just checked my phone
a missed call and 4 texts from chonges
asking what time i finish so he could walk me back
:( :(
life is quite funny
and sometimes life sucks a whole good deal.

that is precisely why
i always have to remind myself
how blessed i am to be in london studying
and how easy it is for me to fly home whenever i want.

mommmyyyyy
i want to dye my hair when i go back.
but browner than this one!

laura makes sushi :) while webcamming her mommmy!

:)

today was a good day
i concentrated well, esp after sushi and wahla did good work
am very very happy with myself and my progress today

i feel like the mugger in me is back!
or maybe it was because i enjoyed that particular topic.
hee then liling came back from mahjong feeling emo
and started lying on my bed talking.
though i insisted she was happy, she thinks she s pmsy.

to top it off,
i am trying very hard not to eat

after our sushi snack!
heehee

i think its time to take a step back
lets hope this works :)

babes lim: ya thats why i like imperfect things a lot

- silence -

babes lim: giggles. oops.

at the roman baths.
:D

i like to see my friends happy
its nice to count on such things
to me you feel warm and fuzzy inside

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew
my face is fat
as fat as can be

bath was ...
okay.

but nice company though. :)

dear mauzy,
have a very happy 20th birthday :)

loads love, your twin
who's turning 21 in a bit!

ME!
ELAINE AND TIRAMISU

indian: "EH i look fattttttttt"
me: GAY

hahaha
the two boys saying grace.
elaine sitting at the corner trying her food!
met anita at the library haha

i am sian to the max
and to the power of 104930592304932-9034-03.

i come to school dilligently and lectures are cancelled?
huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i feel so cheated.
i will mug in school

:( :( :( :( :( :(

i somehow suddenly have this image of yaohan
in parkway
those green words across their plastic bag

andersons' icecream
ethel's birthday at macdonalds.
and then parkway
where i played some game on stage and won daddy a shirt

yaohan
hmm


i have sweaty toes.
so strangeeeeeee.

i was concentrating well till ..
roar.

so i prayed. and its getting better :) :)



never knew i could have so much cereal in a day :D
cheerios.
my God lives!
my God provides.

haha i cooked the chicken on ME OWN
marinated it with kikoman soy sauce, oyster sauce, pepper, sugar, cant remember if i added honey, salt, and some other shit, then i added onions and garlic and wahla

i produced soy sauce chicken
hee and before that i had to debone the chicken on MY OWN!
neat!
twas really fun actually, touching the slimy chicken hahahahaa
liling was quite disgusted when she came to disturb me.

the drumsticks were put into the oven to bake with honey and pepper and thyme
and twas pretty good too.

but of course everybody loved the veg
chonges' original recipe :)
of course my household loved it because we're veg fanatics. :D
and YAY
i am a chef!

chonges was too tired to eat.
poor boy.

and keith
was so buay paiseh
he finished up most of the food :D
since he's sucha fussy eater,
i give myself 10 points for him liking it!
yay


yea so after dinner keith headed to william's place to dota
while chonges brought his lappie over and did his workie :D
thanks for the crabsticks and eclairs :) :) :)

poor chonges slept at 530 last night
oh dear.
chonges smelling himself after dinner. hahahaha



hee the twins and liling :)
chonges and keith came over for dinner :)

cheryl to chonges: what did u do to ur hair, u looked like ur head just came out from the oven and exploded. is it intentional? i think its too intentional, the way u spiked ur hair

HAHAHAHAHHA
but babes i think u re cute.


me and elaine at gloucester arms
good stuff
:)

tis 130am
chonges just came over with a duvet cover and pillow case for me
cos mine are in the wash


am so SPOILT :(
not going to complain anymoreeeeee.
sorry babes

and goodnight, shall go to bed
ooooooooooh my sheets feel so nice and clean
havent changed them since i moved in hahahaahah
:(
thanks chonges. i cook u delicious food soon.

i want my mommy
mommy will reassure me for loadsa things :)

i need my reassurances

i am a very happy girl
for obvious reasons
the ahem-u has been very un-busy this weekend
sat was spent watching music and lyrics
with
chips and salsa sauce :D
slurps
and and

he downloaded puzzle bobble for me to playyyyyyyyy
and brought over his controller yay

and today

:D
havent had a longggggg longggggggggg amusing chat with him in ages

thanks love :)


AND U FINALLY WORE THE SHIRT I GAVE U YAY.

love cube part II

this is chonges when he wasnt mine
hahahaahahaha

i think he's too COOL FOR ME
:(

the potluck :D

chonges and his late night supper
its a smiley face!
i made breakfast today for myself
haahhaha
cos i was feeling much better.
after the long chat with babes lim last night.



hee
happy 2nd month :)
i <3 u

i cant really explain why im acting this way
except maybe
when i decided i wanted to run away and get out of there
i realised i had nowhere to go
and no friends to turn to

i want to roam the streets of london, on my own


the potluck was good
the food was fabulous.
everything was good
until jokes werent funny anymore.
im going to take a bath and hop into bed

life's a bitch.
im coming home
im coming home soon.

hee if larry craig were gay

me babes :) :) :)
this monster was so CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE hee


avenue q today was really good!
haha chonges enjoyed it much to my delight!

it was just so funny and wrong though

twas a really long day
but i had a good time despite grouchy moments in between.
there was the breakfast in the morning for keith and chonges
home to do a bit of work
then waiting to head to anita;s place for lunch
where i was the only non-medic.

dont know how so many people ended up there but food was good
so im not complaining
the samba kangkong whoahhhhhh hahaha

anddddd
back home
and then to avenue q of course
every step i took up or down the stairs was torturous because of me aching legs
hee
chonges is a babe!
so so glad we caught our first musical together, love (though it was pretty torturous listening to c and keith talk about stuff i didnt understand hee). <3

i am horrified

:O

hahahaahahahahahaahaha

despite a swollen ankle,
fat me and laura headed to the gym today and hit 9k
BUT

guess what else is at the gym besides treadmills and weights and stuffs.

hahahahahaha
ok i wont stop whining
but byebye buffets
and byebye icecream
byebye crisps and cookies
byebye misatos and four seasons and goldmines


and i hate running but maybe laura will drag me down.
YAY

and im going to hit hydepark tmr in the morning, if my ass gets moving :D

the weird. dreams. have got to stop

bangs head on wall
HAHAHHA

liling just chuckled away happily and thought i was insane when i told her what i dreamt about


i am horrified with myself.
yucks.
maybe i should sleep less.
:D

tis very COLD :(

MY DINNER TODAY
hee the korean noodles werent that fantastic. i shall try indo meeeee for real next.
:D


the day chern fried bee hoonBABES LIM!!!!!!

so after chern sent zixi home, keith was left to wash the dishes. and was stuck there for like 2 hours hahaha while c and i sat there watching him.
what a good laugh the three of us had,
and
ah the funny conversations we have with keith
who i so must suck up to now

because he's chonges' role model.

power of love
led him to use over ten thousand plates
chern cooks bee hooon for zixi and we all get invited!

hee hey sherry
im still hunting for ur vivitar
ur poor man's lomo!
heee

think i ll check out science museum tmr first
and if they dont sell it,

i ll head down leicester square on wednesday to the photogallery to check it out!
am excited!
this is the place
http://www.photonet.org.uk/index.php?pid=18

and this is the camera right lady. hee
http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/ws/eBayISAI.dll?ViewItem&item=260178663138

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omg

i think i should stop meeting people
so i can stop talking and saying stuff

but people have gotta realise that i dont mean harm at all

lol like how i told zhiyang off when he said i couldnt keep secrets.

im turning into a hermit crab.

sherrry i went to V & A after church but they didnt have the camera :(
said they used to have it. but they dont anymore
i ll hunt.

back from nottingham :D
haha dokays tis time to bitch
because
as i was washing my plates in the kitchen just now
thinking to myself
how im going to blog about the fking bread
hee i decided im a horrid person and i will not swear

so because we all buy a loaf of bread each of our own,
we put it in the fridge thinking hey it wouldnt spoil right
hee
so i happily heated up liling's curry from yesterday
gave 2/3 to the twins and kept a third for myself
made some eggs, and cheese, had a huge sandwich
sandwich tasted WEIRD
but i thought it was because the bread was cold

okay.
but just as i was dipping my bread in the curry omg
i couldnt take the taste and i saw grey spots on the bread

MOMMY PLEASE DONT KILLLLLLLLLLLL ME
but man
3 slices down inside already
and i threw away the rest. heehee i just boiled some water, thinking i ll have some instant noodles. but i decided against it
calories . ah no. not after i had all the chocolate today

so hee found my peach yogurt WHICH IS HEAVENLY
OMG ESP WHEN ITS HALF FROZEN its
so refreshing. even chong u the yogurt hater would love it.
:D oh
and of course im disgusting. my peas are in the microwave, awaiting me. wanted to do work. but think i might sleep

work can wait till tmr :D
AND

however
i must bitch about
this senior. playing with the blacks today


i am of course not going to let it bother me like tmr.
hahaha tonight i get to sulk
but tmr i will forget.
because as chonges (as vic calls chong) puts it

why get pissed with others when i have you

and i have him and friends and everybody back home.
dokays but true. i just wanted to bitch

ON A HIGH NOTE
1. vic s attached :D

I AM SO HAPPY OMG
i have never been so happy
heehee FINALLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYY
yayyyyyy

and

2. we had sucha good chat with vic liz elaine while accompanying elaine to sell fooodie :D
i like talking so very much and catching up with wife after quite long. :D
and i felt so happy when elaine told me she thought liling was nice hee it was almost like somebody finally understood after everything that happened and after so much had changed.

oh it doesnt help that i was stuck with 3 ladies whom i love so very much.

AND EVEN chonges finds them amusing :D :D heehee i am so tickled

3. we had chocolate
loads of chocolate

4. the bus ride back was comfortable, chongest fell asleep. cos he kept jerking so i know he was asleep!
and when boris woke up we all had a good laugh talking nonsense!
and taking pictures when laura fell on keith s shoulder
and teasing boris, thinking aloud whatever we thought boris was thinking
heee

and best of all

5. i have a very sweet babes lim who <3s ME!
who giggles to himself once in a while and then tells me so


<3<3<3

me favourite hor fun
I SHALL LEARN HOW TO COOK HOR FUN
hahahaha YA RIGHT.
hee greedy us headed for real FOOD after the waffles
note that we had the waffles first,
then the hor fun

slurps
idiot i ordered tiramisu
they gave me rum and raisin

cheryl ordered choc mint
they gave her choc
so she complained
and the waiter gave her 2 additional scoops of choc mint free! heehee so SO So
moral of the story: look pretty and get free stuff!

waffle HOUSE :D
wah shit it was GOOOD
we were so hungryyyyyy
the twins!!!hee cheryl and laura!
yay at least they look happier today!
me and me mug!

i had a MIGHTY bad dream
and woke up at 4:51am in shock



so i kept telling myself
sissy says its the devil playing tricks with ur mind
and tried very badly to go back to sleep.

babes limmmmmmmmmm
please dont do that to me in real life dokays


HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

laura's neat celery+turkey+onions+carrots+honey+sugar+stuff i cant remember
just one DISH :D
but adequate

ME
busying myself last night cos i was bored.
YAY was so HAPPY when the bf came to surprise me at 12!
but
with FOOODDDDDD
horrified look!

hee and today!
we had crisps.
an early dinner at 5
and then a good chitchat session
with the entire household

and then netball at 8
twas SO FREAKING COLD
even i the bravecoldwarrior was dyinggggg
the windsssss. woooo wooo woooo blowing. heehee

back at 11
caroline headed to zy s place
and then
we were hungry!

we had our hot milo
and more crisps, the walkers sensation one with peking spare rib and five spice flavor or something
tastes like keropok!
liling's bite size cheesecakes

and talked some more
showered at 1230
sitting here waiting for hair to dry

:D
i wish i was more motivated.

HAVE A HAPPPEEEEEEEEEEE TALLLL 20TH BIRTHDAY DR QUEK!!!

XOXOXO

hee dont know what this is.
mashed potatoes with butter, pepper salt and herb mix!
EGG WITH cheese and mushroom and onions hee