Monday, October 31, 2005
just thinking about life.
and why other people are sad and all.
why they have to cry themselves to sleep
and wake up with puffy puffy eyes.
their reasons seem so much more reasonable. apt. whatever
whereas FOR ME.
i cry over things that dont really matter?
ten years down the road. im just gonna laugh at myself for being such an ass.
yeaaa
but when it comes down to feeling that PAIN in ur heart. its really there. its amazing how something so emotional and unphysical can be felt.
if i were a scientist, i would love to study the human brain. the human heart. and really whats inside.
what sets us apart from the animals.
oh God, please make me an unselfish person
share the love
i dont own anyone or anything for that matter.
i would love to.
but really i dont.
yup
i dont.
these things aside
sharon s wedding was pretty neat
the tea ceremony in the morning till buffet lunch and stuffie
and like hanging around with baby cousins and irritating cousins
it just gave me the kinda HAPPY feeling
that as a family, the family spirit is still there and all.
like my grandma s a very very sweet ladddy. and though we re not that close to her and stuff, her very actions just show me the kinda person she really is
and like little sherry who s such a vain little thing who told me she has five birthdays a year. cos MOMMY told her so. she makes me wanna live in the past.
and she can speak MANDARINNNNNNN. told me her name in chinese.
sherry tan siling! heehee
nice name. and yeaaa.
the older ones. irksome and all. but yeaa. i appreciate the friendliness and closeness that the family shares although we dont really hang out a lot.
and yeaa. during the dinner.
everything just felt so different from the usual hotel weddding dinners on daddy s side that we go to.
this one was a restaurant at farrer park. not a fivestar hotel or anything. but it felt so significant. hahaa yeaa its the cousin tt got married. so duh we feel that and stuff. but as she walk down the aisle and smiled. i was proud of her. hahaha for being the first one of our generation to marry out.
the videos of the wedding itself were good. everything professionally done and all. made me want to marry evie on the spot. hahahaa. nah but I WANTED TO GET MYSELF ON STAGE TO EMCEE. heehee.
nah. whatever
happy things do come with sad.
whatever it is.
both come and go.
just that sadness dwells in our hearts for a longer time.
i wish there was no sadness or unhappiness in the world. really.
i just cherish all the people beside and around me. thank you for making me so happy sometimes.
i love you guys.
and why other people are sad and all.
why they have to cry themselves to sleep
and wake up with puffy puffy eyes.
their reasons seem so much more reasonable. apt. whatever
whereas FOR ME.
i cry over things that dont really matter?
ten years down the road. im just gonna laugh at myself for being such an ass.
yeaaa
but when it comes down to feeling that PAIN in ur heart. its really there. its amazing how something so emotional and unphysical can be felt.
if i were a scientist, i would love to study the human brain. the human heart. and really whats inside.
what sets us apart from the animals.
oh God, please make me an unselfish person
share the love
i dont own anyone or anything for that matter.
i would love to.
but really i dont.
yup
i dont.
these things aside
sharon s wedding was pretty neat
the tea ceremony in the morning till buffet lunch and stuffie
and like hanging around with baby cousins and irritating cousins
it just gave me the kinda HAPPY feeling
that as a family, the family spirit is still there and all.
like my grandma s a very very sweet ladddy. and though we re not that close to her and stuff, her very actions just show me the kinda person she really is
and like little sherry who s such a vain little thing who told me she has five birthdays a year. cos MOMMY told her so. she makes me wanna live in the past.
and she can speak MANDARINNNNNNN. told me her name in chinese.
sherry tan siling! heehee
nice name. and yeaaa.
the older ones. irksome and all. but yeaa. i appreciate the friendliness and closeness that the family shares although we dont really hang out a lot.
and yeaa. during the dinner.
everything just felt so different from the usual hotel weddding dinners on daddy s side that we go to.
this one was a restaurant at farrer park. not a fivestar hotel or anything. but it felt so significant. hahaa yeaa its the cousin tt got married. so duh we feel that and stuff. but as she walk down the aisle and smiled. i was proud of her. hahaha for being the first one of our generation to marry out.
the videos of the wedding itself were good. everything professionally done and all. made me want to marry evie on the spot. hahahaa. nah but I WANTED TO GET MYSELF ON STAGE TO EMCEE. heehee.
nah. whatever
happy things do come with sad.
whatever it is.
both come and go.
just that sadness dwells in our hearts for a longer time.
i wish there was no sadness or unhappiness in the world. really.
i just cherish all the people beside and around me. thank you for making me so happy sometimes.
i love you guys.
hee yesterday was fantastic
though the day started out horrid when like tuition was pushed back to start later
and i got into a terrible temper again
that i was literally shouting.
thats like terrible.
until joel whipped out a shaker specially wrappped out nicely in pretty paper FOR ME
hahahaahha
and i was so happy after that
.
so we headed to town. just when the rain stopped
and went to far east to get something done
to pac to get sherry her pressie
then back to far east to collect it.
yea..
met the fags at scotts
joel was trying desperately to tip toe when he was talking to sherry.
and cool, we saw anna and melvin.
hahaha dumb girl.
you re looking good.
lets just hope we can find time for each other this week
hee hee
and YAY
fags had dinner at din tai fung.
with our usuals
and like hahaa fmath grace tried to show off her m ental sums
unfortunately, we were unimpressed.
and sherry once again began her neutral vj shit
while we had our rj against stupid but rich ac stance.
heehee
SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. and it was a good dinner i must say.
im really excited about grace and rex today.
do update meee about the exciting things you did hhahahahaha
so yay
im a happy girl
i cant wait for the 2nd.and the 25th when the exams are over. heehee
.
happy birhtday grace-limtoh? :)
though the day started out horrid when like tuition was pushed back to start later
and i got into a terrible temper again
that i was literally shouting.
thats like terrible.
until joel whipped out a shaker specially wrappped out nicely in pretty paper FOR ME
hahahaahha
and i was so happy after that
.
so we headed to town. just when the rain stopped
and went to far east to get something done
to pac to get sherry her pressie
then back to far east to collect it.
yea..
met the fags at scotts
joel was trying desperately to tip toe when he was talking to sherry.
and cool, we saw anna and melvin.
hahaha dumb girl.
you re looking good.
lets just hope we can find time for each other this week
hee hee
and YAY
fags had dinner at din tai fung.
with our usuals
and like hahaa fmath grace tried to show off her m ental sums
unfortunately, we were unimpressed.
and sherry once again began her neutral vj shit
while we had our rj against stupid but rich ac stance.
heehee
SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. and it was a good dinner i must say.
im really excited about grace and rex today.
do update meee about the exciting things you did hhahahahaha
so yay
im a happy girl
i cant wait for the 2nd.and the 25th when the exams are over. heehee
.
happy birhtday grace-limtoh? :)
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Friday, October 28, 2005
so today i kinda got a gp overdose
did one comprehension
one extra aq
and one essay
and one kidnap session with daddy to go through my horrible english.
but somehow that took the entire day
hahaha
.
and tell me how i could possibly have eaten lunch at 4 and feel hungry and ready for dinner at 4.
WHAT is wrong with me?
dude.
hee
did one comprehension
one extra aq
and one essay
and one kidnap session with daddy to go through my horrible english.
but somehow that took the entire day
hahaha
.
and tell me how i could possibly have eaten lunch at 4 and feel hungry and ready for dinner at 4.
WHAT is wrong with me?
dude.
hee
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
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