heee reopen it rere re reopen it. this skin s so pretty . MAN!

evil evil world.
make something good out of whats left in this evil evil world dude.

I just heard mommy laughing.
I like hearing people laugh
It makes me happy
And happy s such a superb feeling
If I could write an essay on happiness
My essay wouldn’t end.
I wonder if it joys others hearing my hysterical laughter
And I wonder how joel or sherry or penny feels to hear me say “don’t you think im so funny”
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just thinking seriously to myself about what I really wanna do in future
am I gonna be obsessed with making big bucks
or am I gonna be the kind who would bum around. Shop all day have hi-tea / waiting to be served all the time.
I wanna do something .
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Hate seeing others in pain. Hate discomfort. Sorrow. Suffering.
Hate hate hate all these negative feelings.
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how come its so cliché for people to go “we re so lucky we don’t realize it. Others are out there suffering blahblahblah” and yet we never cease to complain. To whine. To lament.
Don’t wanna be a useless person
,
I Want ppl to go, hey she made a difference in my life.
Really im praying for God to lead me to what I really want to do.
I want other people to be happy
That’s what I want to do.
And that’s probably what I will enjoy doing.
Boy. 5 days later.
You ll hear me say I hate school and I hate life. And I just want to like chill out all day for the rest of my life.
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but hey maybe I do want to be a doctor after all
irony of it all. I hate studying.
So much
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or maybe I will go work at a special place. I wish I knew what I want to do.
So I can zoom right in .
But life’s meant to be for of surprises aint it.
I wonder a lot. And maybe things will be better if we never had the capacity to wonder.