wheeee. oh great. im mighty exhausted. like  only 8 of us turned up for training today. haha pathetic as it may seemed, i was actually enjoying myself. yea. haha did our moves blah blah which i did think was more effective today. haha but im sure tabi was bloody disappointed with us again. hahah and then the last part of trng when we played the games. hahaha it was so mighty fun.
hmm. wahla. cant make up my mind for guitar. nothing ever goes well for me. happens all the time. this time O-team wont work out because im going to laos and it friggin' clashes. yea. so from what im heard. im mighty disappointed. but nevermind. it's all in God's will. haha maybe im meant to suffer in this shithole. haha i shall HOWEVER you know, look on the brighter side of things. and hope things turn out better eventually. maybe it'll work out. maybe it wont. I DONT GIVE A DAMN NOW.
wasnt in the best of moods today. things happen. and yea small little things build up and yea, accumulate till it gets on my nerves so much that i just wanna explode. but i jolly well keep it inside. because yea, i know there's no point. i dont know. i hate it when suddenly there's this wave of emotion/s rushing thru. and i just want to break down. it just happened too many times this week. and yea. to make things worse, i have to face other people's shit. like WHY SHOULD I BE SO NICE ALL THE TIME. i SO DAMN GIVE UP.
lalala and spa was screwy . i was actually almost shakin'. argh hahaha but yea. PE which i was so whining and complainin' about was SO FUN today. hehe. and today was the last day of netball before we do our electives. haha aas usual. the whole world pons pe so there was like 8 of us left for PE in our class. so we combined with the other classes. haha and the fun part was only OUR intraclass netball. hee. whatever.
i just kidnapped bullshit unintentionally. im so so sorry . hahaha whatever. headache. i miss karen. screamed when i saw her today. and i PINCHED HER ASS TODAY. hahaahah

hmm. another wretched day. guess why. well its a wednesday. the G - day. G for GUITAR GOWDUNG GARBAGE GOONDU day. haha come to think of it, it was suppsoed to be a G-for good day. because yea. guitar was cancelled because there were like so few people who turned up today. thank you very much for the last minute decision. haha but did i complain, NO. yea so they decided to have a comm meeting. HMM for 2 and a half hours. good for me. i just sat there waiting while they took their time to start the meeting. and haha they wanna increase practice till like thrice a week. like FIVE HOURS on a saturday is not enough. haha quantity makes up for quality you say. ok, if you insist.
haha i mean fine. im very glad we have darn committed people and im actually very HMM impressed. as in really. maybe i do admire them for having so much drive to have so much practice. but really. will it help? i really dont think so. but if you insist, and everyone else agrees . then well ok. im really nobody to comment. haha
i just hope i havent been too rude to snap and all. but yea. i didnt like the way everyone was slamming someone else just because he isnt here today. and slamming people individually like kw said. hmm. i really wonder what these people say about me behind my back. haha i know im a slacker. WELL. ok.
trng got cancelled today too. i think im going to start training myself up proper too. shall run and swim more. good for me.
haha so much for having so much fun in school ignoring ppl with janicia as my messenger. hahaha how hilarious. school minus the afterschools. and school minus the lessons. only with the breaks. school's great really if you pretend.

wheeee. horrible school day today . again a total waste of time. hahaha anyway im pleased to announce  that i bought all the JULY PRESSIES. YIPEEE. hahah and yay bimal's pleased with his bottle. and i dont care. it was my original idea anyway. and haha i wanna quit being the birthday rep. the only kick i get out of it is that i get to shop and buy anything i want. hahaha if i change my mind and decide that i like it, its mine to keep. but damn nikki says its fine to give clocks [for indians] and it was such a pretty clock. so sowmya gets to keep the clock. FINE. haha and yaosheng gets a new PENCIL CASE. YIPEEE. haha bobdog's cute haha yea. but its time for bong to replace that dong. i mean dog. hahaha what nonsense.
and so. yesterday was a horrible day too. all my days are turning horrible. some people just piss the shit out of me. i mean. suddenly i realise everything's an act. everything was planned ahead just to deceive me. i mean i just hate it when people have to lie. haha whatever. im turning into a mean poke again. remember penny says forgive. so forgive i shall.
voice recording freaks me out. hahaha when you're all alone in a quiet room and suddenly you hear a voice. a HIGH AND SHRIEKY SHRILLY voice. somehow familiar and you peer at your phone. there's nothing on the screen. but suddenly you stare too hard and a face appears. hahaha my heart attack. but i didnt fall off the chair. and it was just a call.
and WENT TO the esplanade which i so HALF OWN. with RITZ CARLTON in my garden. thank you very much. haha its such a pretty place. no wonder i so half own it. haha but yea. though the day was spoilt in the morning. ahahah suddenly i was happy again. hahah just because we were taking pictures. i'm a tard. the wierd things that can change my mood. haha BUT WHATEVER. fed up with the silly phone camera. dumb phone. doesnt let me keep the PRETTY PICTURES with the stupid durian in the background. but whatever. the phone will get better. and so will the pictures. and of all days. it had to be a sunday. so i was more fed up than ever that i couldnt stay there WITH THE BREEZE and all. which i insisted that the wind stopped for me when i stopped walking only to be rebutted with "you feel the wind only when you walk. duh. " haha the whole world likes making me feel stupidddddd.
NIKKI DARLING, you're one of them . BUT TOO BAD. it doesnt get to me
hehe was walking home with janicia today. i love that girl. i think i can tell her everything and then tease her. and she'll love me just the same. hehe. i'll never forget what she misunderstood today. hahahahahahaha i would never do that darling.

haha this horrible thing is like so tiny now. all daddy's fault for changing my settings. haha hmm. HOW ON earth do i activate silly mms. haha cant believe i didnt care about mms till like anan and joel started playing with my stupid phone. haha anan as usual sent me his picture because he's so mighty obsesssed with himself. [but slightly less than clement] come to think of it, the other smelly creature-is just as obsessed with himself. who takes their own pictures? like poseposepose click. and now clementwu's claiming again that he just beautified my phone with his picture. haha what big idiots.  and yea daddy was just looking at my pictures and asking me if it has voice recording and stuff. haha and guess what he heard. ROLLS EYES .
hahaha we played scrabble at macs yesterday before the talk thingy. hahaha so cool. janny and i won haahahahahahah and duh manu was coming up with her big words. i almost did "sexy" ok hahaha but yea we had all the big letter words.
owells. got home late last night haha and wheee. duh i got reprimanded. but hhaah whatever. and then i was wishing and hoping that my alarm wouldnt sound but it did. and MANNNNNNNN DAMN it was raining in the morning. haha and yea i was late. and DUH i got scolded again. hahaha whatever. maybe im being very horrible.  but im trying my best to like be responsible and cope at the same time. im tryin. so AM. even daddy's trying to help me try. hahaha whatever. hmm mommy's sick. get well. i wanna sleeeppp

haha racialharmonyday whatever. i cant believe i didnt bring pretty slippers or whatever. haha so yea. i looked like a clown like mommy said hehe. yea. janicia looks so pretttty today and nikki's kerbaya was so pretty. i liked the color of the scarf. haha jean wore indian. manu and sowmya went chinese. manu s figure is like WHOAh. hehe curvy alright. hmm jessica wore a sari too. it looked good haha and the blue was so bright and nice. but she had to change out of it after a while. shafia had this pretty long skirt but WHATEVER SHE SAID IT WOULD BE TOO LONG FOR me. and it could be used as a tube dress instead. grace had pretty earrings and matching necklace and smriti HMM> BIG NICE EARRINGS WHICH I TOTALLY LOVE> too bad it sucks i cant wear earrings anymore. haha anan did. clementwu did. bimal. monish. henglip. haha lousy rest of the class.
guitar was quite alright today. but as usual. i get pissed off everytime. heee. was taking pictures of them. i'll upload them.

hahaha the horrid things nikki can do to me. is TO SHOW ME HER NICE SONGS DURING LECTURES. yesyes. so i end up crazy all day thinking about her songs. haha hilarious. today it was L-O-V-E hahahaha and i couldnt stop singing it during training today.
 
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Love is all that I can give to youLove is more than just a game for twoTwo in love can make itTake my heart and please don't break itLove was made for me and youL is for the way you look at meO is for the only one I seeV is very, very extraordinaryE is even more than anyone that you adore canLove is all that I can give to youLoitLove was made for me and youLove was made for me and youLove was made for me and youve is more than just a game for twoTwo in love can make itTake my heart and please don't break
 
although yea. i couldnt really go past the first few lines. hehe and we agreed. gilbert's MINE. although silly tsu keeps trying to share him with me. and deceiving herself that gilbert likes her by placing her ears on the ball and going "i love tsuuuu". funny funny. haha evie came to pick me up today. she was driving so slow but i didnt whine at all. wheeee good for me hahaha too busy watching the road for her.
today was a fuunnny day. good day. even during recess we were quite crazy. with shafia telling us all the funny stuff and ANAN as usual roaring with laughter. hahaha and whatever. CLEMENTWU2TOU2NAO3 is the worst. hahah he's infatuated with his own picture which i took with my phone. kept calling me so that his face would appear. hahaha so hilarious. yay. racial harmony day tmr. i wanna wear pretty indian costumes. but HA-ha. i 'll probably just end up in my uniformmmmmmm. exciting. tues s a good day for trng. hehe i miss anna. hope she comes back to school MOREEEEEEEEEEEEE.

haha boo. coool. blahblahblah. rg's concert was gooood. haha dance plus guitar. enjoyed it totally. cant beliieve how i could actually be laughing away. hehe. love the rock band. they were shaking so much and noddin their heads away with yeolay backstage grinning and kinda movin along too. hehe and then the wires had to drop out of the guitars and i was laughing again. but still. well done guys. im very proud of you. i wanna play the DRUMS. HEYYYY oli's supposed to teach me. and kangwen's gonna TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY THE ELECTRIC GUITAR. hahaha plus im going to do the drum's course i think. i hope. hahaa i  know daddy and mommy's gonna dissaprove or something because they think ive been doing too much shit. haha he's already like "i want you to stop your unnecessary stuff" "coughs. what unnecessary stuff? would you specify?" haha and he didnt say anything. sooooo. hahaha anyway. im so excited. i was like "i wanna be PART OF A ROCKBAND" stupid kangwen was like "IM ALREADY PaRT OF A ROCK BAND". hahahaa idiot. not fair.
i act like i have so much time . when HA-HA adee, you have totally no time. like my grades arent exactly fantastic either. so let's see how i cope. i just gotta stop stoning stop fooling around doing nothin' . haha tts it. i'll manage my time well. and I"LL COPE. HA HA AS IF. DREAM ON. BUT YES.
haha yea and last night we got so excited watching the dances and stuff. perfectly choreographed. i wish i could dance . haha i'll pick it up another day. like 20 years down the road. when im done with my ROCK BAND. i'll BE FAMOUS THEN> hahahahahahahha hilarious. why do i keep amusing myself. im wasting my time again. GIMME A FIVEEeeeee

haha cow. maurice just cut his hair. and it looks so darn good on him. and that horrible idiot was smsing and telling me how much it sucked. STUPID BOY. hahaha now he looks so darn good. grr. why do people always cut their hair and when it turns out good, they complain and whine. i mean look at mine. hahaha i wanna cut it again. somebody stop m e before its too late.

wheeee. trng today was eeky its almost fun. rad came today instead of tabi. haha ARGH> i cant stand it. i like rad. she's so pretty. hehe and she has that pretty white smile. and she moves so fast. hahaha thinking of what tabi said about rad. about how we would never be able to see her unless she smiles. haha its so pravinish. the joke. haha whatever. yea. and yea. HAHA the genius slided across the field today. hahaha the stupid ground was so freaking wet. and  yea i slipped. hahaha whatever. almost slipped a few more times. but YEA. no boots. stupid me. haha. lalala. and i went home freaking muddy and horrid. with squishy squashy shoes. wanted to go with vic and oli. sorry guys.  but its for the better. you would simply change your minds if you saw me. or smelled me. hahahaha
dont like fridays. they're so freaking longggggggggg. haha but maybe i do like fridays. just only if there s no guitar on saturday. that would be perfect. argh. sickening shit.
haha pe was so funny today. the CHANts we were doing during pe. hahaah funnyfunnyfunny.
but yAY. rg's concert tmr. cant wait to see those darlings. lalaala

i CANT STAND IT ANYMORE> SHERALYN and the NOSE just went crazy over the same song again. it was on his msn nick and well the song's on sheralyn's blog. hahaha. its like the third or fourth time. they're much too alike. besides the youknow, height. hahahahaha im sorry. am moody. just had to let it out.
hhaha hmm. since i had a taste of zhen's baking, i shall let you try mine too. hehe. thanks zhen anyway for the pretty earrings. i'll give anna hers when i see her

haha. somehow it never fails to amuse me how PMS really works. i dunno. you think it wont come. but it does get to you somehow. and today, for no absolute reason, i started to get into one of my wierd moods after school. so much for icecream. yea or maybe it was when daddy and mommy were yakking away about everythint and my results. thanks to evie who told on me. but then again, before i got into the car, i was already feeling horrid. whatever.
sometimes maybe i do feel stupid for doing silly things that will eventually end up as shit. haha see. PMS. Daddy's fault for trying to be so subtle about it and yet reminding me at the same time of how blahblahblah.
i want my sheralyn. i like the 22 earrings. just because its 22. hahaha when are we going outtttttttt and GRACE YOU OWE ME A DATE. but haha lovesick grace cares more about her biscuits than me. hahaha and i miss my anna too. she just disappeared and JUST WHEN she came back to school yesterday, i wasnt in school. how perfect. haha
AND JAY-DOT-NAN. hahaha its your new name. dont feel upset or whatever. is it the results or did someone offend you. you know when someone offends like whoever, that someone can be such a shithead. but yea eventually, you think wth, if that someone's that sad that he or she has to do such shit, then yea, by all means. you can feel so sorry for that someone. "do what you want if you can destroy like someone's else life. you know, as long as you're happy. its fine. " hahah doesnt make any sense. but yea darling. im with you. im sure we'll do better for the promos.
shit me. im supposed to be a nice person. but you know. somethings just cant be forgotten no matter how hard i try. hahaha
but on second thoughts, yea penny's right. forgive forgive forgive. that's what im working on.
the genius is making a comeback. just you wait. i saw a genius on my box on raisins frm the garliclown and I MADE NIKKI CALL ME A GENIUS today. hahaha.

whoah. im at home. apparently i got caught in the rain yesterday and i caught a cold. hahaha but really. woke up with a swooning head and i thought the world was spinning so i couldnt be bothered. went to the kitchen for a glass of juice and went back to sleep. crazy me. i wanna sleep somemore.
YAY evie passed her driving. goodie. im so gonna make sure she'll act like a proper nice sister.
haha
physical yoga yesterday instead. the instructor's so gay. man. haha i almost laughed too hard. its so darn tiring. my muscles are aching so bad. but then again, AT LEAST I HAVE MUSCLES. what am i saying. everyone has muscles.

haha. just got back another two shitty results. i was like looking at my papers. and i didnt know whether to laugh or to cry. like wth. did i deserve these marks/ haha maybe whatever. dont give a shit anymore. i just need to convince myself it wont happen again at the dreadful endoftheyear's promos. ah. bio friends, i think i studied. haha whatever.
and i have to worry about guitar and stuff. its stressing me up. well someone is. whatever. i wanna just drown my sorrows in touch. hahaha whatwhatwhatever.
went for the swimming thingy today. hehe saw PENNY. im so happy to see her. hehe. and im glad janicia followed me down. thanks janny. i really appreciated it.
i have pilates in 20 minutes. sheralyn's waiting for me. see ya

oooh. half my day s gone. just got back after a visit to the doctor's finally after there seems to be like so many problems with me. haha i cant believe i have to spend my weekend at home attempting to do my ARTICLE for pw. pw rawks. if you know what i mean. MOE must be so so smart for introducing pw into our curriculum. i mean, there's so much to learn from it and all. [now who do you go about making those faces] :x
dots.
i dont know how i manage to do so badly for my common tests. haha. i dont even know if im disappointed. did i put in enough effort at all? maybe. im supposed to be a genius you know. hahaha.
haha. right. daddy just sent me an article on how sunlight damages your skin and cause wrinkles and stuff. so much for tanning. good o' dad.
dont wanna go to school tmr. bah.

someones's LOVESICK.

hahahahahaha oooooooooooooooooooooooooh

sheralyn told me. graceeeeeee. tsk.

haha. whatever. listening so sucked. i mean i got like F O U R out of ten for the school's listening. hahaha and ahtiok's so funny. she said the lowest in 3B also won the lowest in our class, [a.k.a ME], by erm MA DE BI zhi. [horse's nose]or something. hahah whatever. yayayaya. cant believe i had to go to school on a saturday FOR WHAT's THAT. listening. and cowandfriends insisted that i was inspired to take chinese By whatever. haha/ lol.
whatever. HAHA watched mean girls. haha that stupid show. is quite hilarious. lindsay lohan is so pretty. like her name. that's what im naming MY DAUGHTER. whatever. its such a bimbo show for bimbos. hahaha so guess who enjoyed the show so much. not me alright.
anyway. cant believe it. came back to school after trng yesterday and yingmei was like someone stole her bag. mani cant believe it. like what total shit. WOW. maybe its made of like chocolate or something. RJ GUYS. way to go. haha im glad i didnt pon trng yesterday for my grandpa's birthday dinner. i mean yea, because of that i didnt have time to go home and bathe and change and stuff, but HAHA WHO CARES. i didnt stink. not amazingly. BECAUSE GIRLS DONT STINK YOU KNOW. haha yea. and because of me. we were late and everyone had to wait. haha quite hilarious yesterday. but i so shall not mention what happened. haha food was brilliant at that SUPERmighty EX restaurant. but yea. I didnt foot the bill. hahaha i m kinda just in charge of eating. well, it makes them HAPPY. :)
and then yea. while mommy drove us home, we had a major discussion in the car which wasnt a very pretty discussion. a minor dispute? DUNNO. just made me so upset. that i just crossed my arms and sulked the rest of the way home. scumbag. hahaha yea but guess who always tries to make me feel better when she knows im upset.
MOMMY. so i got a goodnight hug and kiss that night. hahaha hilarious. mighty mighty hilarious.

wheee.

haha mission accomplished. yay. my project garlic's done. BEAMS. although it didnt turn out as nicely as i wanted it to. why didnt we have our CLASS OUTING YESTERDAY. haha its kinda sad that no one cares. haha yea but fish and co 's caesar salad and erm salmon's yummy. i WISH I WASNT SO FULL last night or i would have eaten a cow. because yes, i was at fish and co. how could i have just eaten like SALMON with salad alone. stupid silly late meals. haha argh. i cant imagine having to sit thru' school again. hahaha i think ive gotten too lazy. Gotta pull up those socks man.
geez. henglip s already doing spa. haha i really take my hat off that guy. he's a boy. and he actually bothers about his work. hahaha boys are not supposed to care. hahaa im gonna learn from him. HEE. my role model. ah. whatever
even chinese oral's coming. how very brilliant. cow dung. #$%$^@$
haha im so amused with what people can dream about. dreams are meant for you to wake up smiling to yourself and thinking about it the whole day. not for erm worrying about toycars suddenly appearin' out of the blue . trying to knock you down, when you cross the road or barbie dolls trying to kill you. hahaha hilarious. sheralyn's even funnier. the things she dream about. haha im going to keep a book of what people dream about and like write a book on it. it'll be called. erm the genius dreams- hahaha darlings, you can help name my book

hehe. i should be awarded a prize for knowing who you were. you SEE WHAT A GOOD FRIEND I AM. i can TELL from your language, your tone, and your way of speaking. hahaa so ive already gotten 2. who's the next one/

apples should be eaten with salt. why dont my apples have salt? hahaha

haha im crazy. went to the supermarket with mommy just now. and yea. bought lots of stuff. i decided icecream's fattening so i got yoghurt instead. hahaah LOVE YOGHURT. hahaha ALTHOUGH. we all know icecream's nicer. hehe so I'll eat yoghurt at home and icecream when i go out. hahaha. that way, i get to eat both. haha yea. and since there were only daddy, mommy and me for dinner today. we prepared something nice for dinner. haha and it was nice just sitting there having a PRETTY MEAL which I ASSISTED in preparing. our silly pork chops and salads and haha HMM CAKE for desserts which I BAKED TODAYYYYY. hahahahah i did it by myself and i cracked two eggs. BEAT them myself TOO. hahahaha this time, although i read [2eggs, lightly beaten], i whacked them hard. hahaha and its a chocolate cake but i ended up eating like most of the chocolate before i melted them with the butter. hahaha the calories. anna should eat my cake to get fat. haha and sheralyn and grace. want to eat my cake? ASK ME OUT. hahahaha
oh no. i think im crazy.

hahaha DID I DID I MENTION THAT I WATCHED SPIDER MAN?
yes. i wanna be spiderman. scale the tallbuildings skyscrapers whatever. and carry a hot babe in my arms. hahaahah. im kidding. but yea. why not. kirsten dunst has NICE PRETTY DIMPLES TOO.

lalala.

haha what shit is this. how very exciting. i have silly hilarious people tagging my blog hahaha. im dying to find out who's the clown. cant you just tell me. for a start , MAN ARE YOU JUNNAN? hahahaha you're like so kpo and stuff. so its so possible to be you.
DARN DRATS> BABABABA.
commontests are over. it only means one thing.
school starts, lectures start tutorials start. SHIT starts. haha
bah. i dont want to go to schooool.
but it also means i get to start on PROJECT GARLIC.
how very very exciting. just you wait till i lay my hands on all my materials. and argh i couldnt sleep after my silly alarm woke me up at six twenty this morning. freakhead me forgot to turn it off. argh. so i was just lying in bed thinking. and im not even sure if i was asleep because how on earth did three hours pass so fast right? hahaa so maybe i was. asleep. but yea.look at those horrible black eyes. haha uh oh. i cant let mommy see them haha so its very exciting today. nothing to do. im going to slack around and like hahaah PLAY.
yay. YESTERDAY WAS BRILLIANT. hahaha im so happy. i got a nice pretty walllllllet. but its white. so im not going to tell MOMMY. yea and someone deprived me of another nice little ripcurl purse thingy. because it was really too tiny. hahaa yea though i DO agree tt its so useless to have a small thingy to put like nothing and no cards at all in it. hahaaha. YAY sheralyn. i dont care. you're going to buy a paulfrank thingy with me. and GRACEEEEEEEEEE. when are you guys free. hahaha idiots. let's go OUT TO PARTEEEEEEEEE.
haha and let's see. oh went to victor's church. haha its so freaking horridly far. haha but yea the people were really nice and friendly and all. hahaha the boys were so cute la. they're like mostly sec threes or something. hahaha and so terribly childish and FUNNY. i wanna be a boy.
then again, as my next line always goes, nah. i'll stick a girl.
being a girl gives m e my privilleges. hahahaha

hahaha. whatever. this is so not fun. how come the whole world has like finished their common tests block tests, whatever you call them and I HAVENT. lalalala.
math rocks math rocks.
if i say it twenty two times, im going to beat garlic at math tmr. and someone keeps claiming that he hasnt got time to study blahblah so i'll beat him. hahaha nonsense. the opposite happens like ALL THE TIME. wheee. haha yea and mommy ywas just telling evie why i need to beat him at everything. its because i keep calling him stupid and silly and whatnots. haha so yea. i stink more at my tests and stuff. so that makes me MORE STUPID. hahaha and NO.
how can a genius be stupid? hahaha so its WRONG i tell you. i'm going to get it back. way to go addeeeee.

anyway i think dimples are so cute. how come i dont have dimples. this is not fairrrr. like the whole class has dimples. hahaha shafia has dimples. grace has dimples, shamiah has dimples. smriti has dimples HMM. the whole world has dimples. expect ME. hahaha well i have brains. hahahahah shut up adeeee

OLIOLIOLI. hahaha since you read my blog. here's something for you which i told you already. oligobrains is such a nice name for you right? hahaha was just reading in the biotextbook that oligo means FEW or something like that and immediately i got super mighty excited. hahaha