I did something which is very bad and unforgivable. I let a friend wait for me for an hour and I fail to inform her about me being late. It pissed her off and most probably she will never meet me again. I don't blame her.
Is my fault that I took for granted the timings and also thinking I can make it on time. I took for granted that others will wait. I have no excuse or a good reason. I totally deserve her wrath of anger. I have no right to ask her to forgive me. In fact when she tweeted that if all my other friends abandon me due to my lateness and I took them for granted? I cried. I cried as it suddenly dawn on me what kind of a person I am. Is a awakening moment for me and i guess it is to late to realize it. Damn me... :(
Nothing I can say or do now can change the fact that my friend is angry with me. And I really have this fear that she will ignore me forever which she has every right and reason to.
I MUST CHANGE THIS BAD HABIT OF MINE. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.
I MUST PROVE TO MYSELF AND OTHERS I CAN CHANGE FOR GOOD.
