I am sorry....

I did something which is very bad and unforgivable.  I let a friend wait for me for an hour and I fail to inform her about me being late.  It pissed her off and most probably she will never meet me again.  I don't blame her.

Is my fault that I took for granted the timings and also thinking I can make it on time.  I took for granted that others will wait.  I have no excuse or a good reason.  I totally deserve her wrath of anger.  I have no right to ask her to forgive me.  In fact when she tweeted that if all my other friends abandon me due to my lateness and I took them for granted?  I cried.   I cried as it suddenly dawn on me what kind of a person I am.  Is a awakening moment for me and i guess it is to late to realize it. Damn me... :(

Nothing I can say or do now can change the fact that my friend is angry with me.   And I really have this fear that she will ignore me forever which she has every right and reason to.

I MUST CHANGE THIS BAD HABIT OF MINE.  ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.

I MUST PROVE TO MYSELF AND OTHERS I CAN CHANGE FOR GOOD.

Very Happy Cos......

Recently I meet up with my Primary Two Form Teacher and my classmate.  Sigh,  how times flies... is been 26 years.

Mr. Ang is still as jovial and his legendary thumb trick once cause a phenomenon in school, ha ha.  And Phillip, well what can I say..we are not best friend in class but I don't remember him bully me.. but appearance wise...  (-_-)''  Ooops in fact we all change in our appearances but I am still pretty and they are still handsome lah... LOL

Is kinda sad that I don't have much memory about primary school life and I remembered when I was Pri. 5 & 6 was the worst days of my life. I had a form teacher from Hell...Mr. Lim Sum Fatt, some of the classmates treated me like an outcast, call me names, etc.  I have no idea why they dislike me ='(  But overall primary school was still fun =)

I really hope to meet up with them again and also few more others.... 

Ok lah, I shall stop here... (',')

Very vexed....

Seriously I don't understand YOU sometimes even though we knew each other for close to 10 years (in between we did lost contact for some time).

You are no longer the friend I used to know.  Or is it that I have changed?

We have some issues before but we did have a talk over MSN.. but I guess is not good enough.  Now it seems that the friendship is no longer the same.  I did ask you about it but you said I am being sensitive and thinking too much.

But your actions speaks otherwise... knowing you are not the vocal type like me.  And now I feel that I am the Devil and you are a victim of me.  WTF

Now it seems that you intentionally trying to hide things from me in case I question you...Not that I m want to be intrusive.  It seems you do not want me to know what's going on with your life so much.  Does that mean you have move on to better things, better friends?  Should I be doing the same too?

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我很委屈！Feel so helpless...

I am sure many of us who took MRT train will know how fucking crowded it is at certain times especially if is peak hours, during weekends or holiday period.

Well, I was travelling towards Outram Park MRT station from Tiong Bahru Station today.  And I was kinda shock that it was extremely packed at 1.30pm.  When I boarded the train, I seriously have to squeeze my way in. NOT because I want to be an Ugly Singaporean and being Kiasu.  IT IS because people who are inside do NOT want to move in further and I am very near the fucking door, I might kena kiap.  Call me paranoid BUT it did almost happened to me before.  Yeah, is nothing new that the MRT trains are getting more and more squeezed. By right, I SHOULD have gotten use to it.... Sigh.

And there's where the ''FUN'' part starts.  I am VERY aware that I have a young child (maybe Primary 3??) and her mother behind me (I presume they are S'poreans).  So being a mother she is trying to protect her daughter from people who push around and might accidentally hurt her.  If I am her I will do the same too.  What is ridiculous is she keep using her arm to push my back AND I have no where to move away cos I am already very near to the door and surrounded by an old man and there is a old lady on my left side behind me...and I can't take it any more, I made a remark something like '' Stop pushing me, no space already''  

Obviously the mother shot back at me saying that her daughter is behind me and IF I AM A MOTHER I WILL UNDERSTAND.  The last part got me very annoyed, so I shot back: " I am a MOTHER too (bluff one lah)!  I know your daughter is behind me, don't worry I won't push her. There are many people around us.''  The mother still not happy say something back which I don't remember, damn it but I replied her: '' Please, the train is so crowded, what IF other people pushed me? Then how?''  And she keep quiet and I have reached my stop and I alighted.

Yes. Very stupid I know (-_-)''  I am at fault too. But I can't control crowds or part traffic, human traffic, in this case.  How can I guarantee I won't accidentally hurt other people .i.e step on people's toes or push people.. especially kids or old people? Or worse I am hurt by others.  

I am laughing at myself now for being silly earlier...FML.  Seriously the Gahment should do something to improve the current situation of overcrowded public transport (buses and MRT trains).   Is like everywhere I go and any time, always crowded. 

Maybe someone took picture of me already and post online to shame me but lucky I am in sunglasses and dress all black... Ooops  =X

Lazy, lazy me......

I was preparing my DIY manicure tools..so happily choosing colours and thinking of a theme for my nail art....

But then something hit me... LAZINESS (~_~)''

Choose all the things already...

End up only use these two..FML

Initially I really was feeling very enthusiastic about getting my nails done and stuff.  Like I mentioned earlier...laziness hit me.   

But not hard enough as I managed to finish this......

Tadah ! Very patronizing & not nicely done... sigh

Well, I guess that will do for tomorrow's property event launch at Ritz Carlton Hotel..thanks to @simontay78 for allowing me to tag along =D ..  Going to nom nom on free food ~

Hello All I Am Back.....

Yes..after a few months of hiatus, I am back to blogging or rather updating what's up with my life.  Nothing much really.  Been busy doing nothing constructive except some small DIY projects as and when I feel the inspirations coming...browse my fave blogs for some ideas on outfits, make up etc.. U know the usual stuff a girl like me would do (for those who know me).  And also some online shopping! =D

I bought a 120 colour eyeshadow palette.  Yes is crazy...cos I was thinking how the hell am I gonna try all the colours?!  Well, I will experiment and have fun with it.

And I did some customization on my Iphone cover... is mad cute!  Would love to add more bling to it.. but I am lazy =X.  I added some hearts, a silver key and some white and pink crystals on it..so it will look more classy.  =D

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I am also involved in Postcrossing .  This website allows you to create an account and you can send REAL postcards (which you can get from your local bookstores) to random people from different parts of the world via snail mail, and the best part is you get to received from others, if the person happens to get chosen to send to you.  Don't worry it is totally safe and private. So far I had received 3 postcards and I have sent out 5 as that's the max number you can send out till all your postcards are registered by the receivers, only then you can request for new addresses to send.  You might wanna check out the website yourself and find out more.  It is fun and you get to know new friends!  Just have to be patience, since it is delivered via snail mail, it can take up to 2 weeks before the other person gets it.  (-_-)''

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Ok that's all for now... I will save some for my next blog post.  =D

Violets are Blue But With False Lashes You Need Glue...

Violets are Blue But With False Lashes You Need Glue... by Hystericglam featuring metal rings

The colour Blue will be big in S/S2011. As well as pink, yellow,orange and green. This is just part one.

Is a new beginning....

Finally is the Year 2011.  Can't really tell now if this year is gg to be good... but I wish very hard it will be smooth sailing.


Year 2010 was quite fantastic.. but also alot of hiccups.  Hmm.. i guess it balanced out everything.  And I got married in June 2010 to a wonderful guy =D ..now that is something to be happy about.


Well since now is a brand new year... we should start things new .... Happy New Year !!  =D