Finally I did it. U must be wondering what. I finally unplug the goddamn internet line of mine reason being when I ask my younger brother to help me with the monthly bill. He straight tell me he got no money WITHOUT asking me how much it is. I m very fedup with him. I told him I m going broke and ask him to help with paying the bill. But who knows this loser brother of mine tell me he got no money when he works part time. Fine then. I shall see how he survive without internet access. It wont affect me becos I m using a mobile broadband paid for by my bf. Now I am just waiting to cancel mine and not let my brother use it anymore.
He don even wanna talk to my Dad abt it and he merely ask me where there is Wireless@SG that he can use to connect. I told him I dono. Even if i know I wont tell him.. lalalalala ! Seriously, I have been paying for it for so long and I let him share the FOC network with me for so long, at least he shld share the burden abit what. I do not want to talk to my Dad cos he wont listen to me becos I m a daughter not a son.. Is sad that whatever he do, he only think abt his son and not me. Is not becos I never take care of the family, but they are being selfish to me ever since I started working. I used to be very naive and give most of my income to my Mum and when my Dad ask for money for the phone bill I give him. He asked for $200 and that was when I was in secondary school working a part time job for the 1st time. End up I am left with nothing much for myself. And my Mum, she is a fantastic ''con-woman''. Every time ask for money for family expense but she cook crap for meals. Give her money yet she cook rubbish, how to eat at home!? Only when my brother complains, then she get her act up and cook something decent but I don have a chance to eat. I work late and when I am home they don't even left anything for me just becos I never call to say I am gg home for dinner. Can't my Mum call me instead ? I am busy working what ! And Mum always got 101 excuses!
I had enough of all these nonsense. I m gg to be selfish and stingy to them from now onwards. I don't care anymore. I will only give what I think is enough, no more no less. When they know I m gg to get married, my family also like not enthusiastic at all, my mum only know how to annoy me with her ridiculous requests and my Dad even better, he said this kind of thing he no idea, shall leave it to my Mum. How disappointing. I bet when is my brother's turn to get married (IF he ever find a gf who don mind his fucking BO and his sloppy ways), my parents will be very enthusiastic and also they will even come out with money to help my brother!! But for my wedding, my Dad never even ask whether the expenses my bf and me able to cope or not. He just kept quiet. Even my bf also said why do I have such family, no money to help at least help in other ways. My parents actually don wan to invite our relatives at all. But I make noise that it will be very embarrassing that my relatives are not around. What will people think of me?? Do they want to feel embarrass too? So my Mum then ask her side of relatives but my Dad won't be asking any of his becos he don contact them at all.
I really dun understand why. I really hope I can leave this house and let my young brother take over and see how he is gg to do it. That fucking fat ass.
