Monday, June 30, 2008

buffet yest!
i went absolutely crazy over the food!
kept eating like a huge pig!
(:
happy birthday yeye!
with arif missing

yip being retarded
i hate her phone!
SUPER ANTICLIMAX
DOWN THERE VIBRATE VIBRATE VIBRATE!
she looks like.
oddly. a chipmunk
haha
whoo!
(:
we looked super cool yest!
hahaha
what can i say
going out with spendthrifts aint a good thing
look at thatttt
taken from opp the road old chang kee
cool?
12 x zoom!
有多久没见你 以为你在那里
原来就住在我心底 陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离 以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长 回头就看到你
过去让它过去 来不及
从头喜欢你 白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气 拥抱的权利
好让你明白 我心动 的痕迹
总是想再见你 还试着打探你 消息
原来你就住在我的身体守护我的回忆
(:
12:18 pm;
read this blog
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
and my waterworks acted up
its scary thinking of anyone close to me dying
and leaving me forever
i rather be the one dying
then the one living and feeling the pain
i know its extremely selfish of me
but. losing someone
is like tearing me up on the inside again and again
throwing my heart on the floor and stepping on it
stabbing it and tearing it into bits and pieces
i know they say stuff like time can heal all wounds
and that everything will go away one day
but i doubt theres seriously such a thing
theres no way time can go into my mind and erase all the memories i had of someone
it will always be there somehow
tucked in a little corner of my brain
waiting to be taken out one day
and then ill be overwhelmed in tears yet once again
i know its stupid to ask pple around me not to suddenly leave
but
DONT LEAVE ME ALONE HERE PLEASE
):
i wont be able to take it
i think the thought of. death
is really.
really..
scary
Baby,
remember i love you,
remember i cherish you,
remember i'm always here for you.
If you feel lonely come to my dreams,
i'll keep you accompany,
i'll chase away your blues.
Go ahead, built our kingdom there,
the pet whale to remind you of our silly dreams.
I'll not stop you for doing all the things you like,
you can play your games 24/7,
you can go to camps you decide to join.
I know you'll be as outstanding as you were here.
I know you're soaring high up above in the sky.
I know you're wearing that smile you always greet me with.
I'll be with you when the time comes,
when you're ready for me, come for me,
i'll be back in your loving arms.
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Moving on is easier said then done.
but i know - life goes on.
So, instead of moving on,
i move with him.
Time will bring me closer and closer to him.
Each passing day will mean that i'm a day closer.
My purpose to go on
1:38 am;
Sunday, June 29, 2008
went tings house today
what can i say
we are highly retarded people!
was damn hot so decided to swim
but after changing
ting said her retarded pool is filled with chlorine
cos they just cleaned it and cannot go in
then her jacuzzi also spoilt
:/
i wanted to go steamer!
but.. those lazy bums didnt want to get out of the aircon room
so in the end..
we decided to camwhore in tings room
in bikinis
:/
no photos are allowed to be posted
HAHAH
so poor people who wanted to see tings awesome figure
TOO BAD!
(:
went for some retail therapy to
1. celebrate the end of exams
2. cheer me up
it did !
(:
i went crazy spending money though
almost a hundred bucks flew away
:/
ohwells
went for yeye's birthday dinner
and ate a hell lot
i swear i pigged out like some poor person who havent ate in days!
gosh..
doubt ill be able to eat tom
haha
anyway
i suddenly broke into a smile in the car
haha
was laughing at my stupidity
i cant believe i forgot the must important rule of life
the higher the hopes, the bigger the disappointments
so no more hopes
this way theres no more disappointments!
(:
10:02 pm;
i think its scary how
i knew at the back of my mind
it will start rotting
but i just stood by the side and stared
no. i watched
just watched everything start crumbling
layer by layer
second by second
until it got out of hand
out of proportion
spiraling out of my control
and now i start to regret and ask what to do
how very wonderful.
why cant 1 + 1 be equals to 2?
let the tears roll baby
12:41 am;
Friday, June 27, 2008
BLOCKS ARE FINALLY OVER!IM GETTING MY NORMAL LIFE BACK!
IM OFFICIALLY PROPERLY LIVING AGAIN!
(:
and bio wasnt that bad either!
((:
anyway went for squad dinner today!
(:
those pple made me promise to upload all photos
annoying gits!
po!
both of us with slightly ugly fringe!
so we take again!
and this time it was good!
((:
my super highlighter shorts!


MY MICKEY PLASTERS!
(:
its super uber cute!
((:
love mickey!

my favourite photo!
(:
all squashed up
(:
pumping!
(:
how long have i not done this?
not ready yet!
and omg. i look damn unglam
haha
all better now (:
love you squadmates!
(:

qingqing mummys m&m bag from new york!
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT
(:
me and po with strawberry kisses!
mirror photo
(:
qing and waner!
TOH RONG THE HUGE PIG!
okay not really
apparently she didnt sleep at tings place
haha
(:
my mickey plaster cover!
ADMIT IT
ITS CUTE
(:
squad dinner essentials
1. tauhuay
2. cup noodle
3. SQUADMATES (:
po and lei the camwhore
haha
waner po lei!
i bet its qis retarded hand
hahah
qi me qing!
omg i look so... OILY!
ahhh blocked!
all better
(:
my omg what did you say face!
hahaha
she was trying to fight me!
OMG LEI YOU HAVE THE BESTEST CAM SKILLS ALRIGHT!
what the freak is foongshengqi doing?!
hahaha
the many many hands and her kiam pa face!
HAHAHA
THE RETARDED GHOST FACE!
ahhh!
(:
i have retarded friends
:/
haha
OMG GONG LOOKS DEMURE HERE
-slaps face-
gong!
aww cam-shy!
its shaky because stupid qi was disturbing me!
a failed attempt at acting lian!
HER FACE IS SUPER ELASTIC!
reenacting their 'first kiss'
which they still claim isnt counted
but it was super hilarious!
(:
leis retarded face man!
hahaha
shes like. let me see your cam!
then i said no!
then she gave me this face
haha
(:
debs ying and gong!
happy and the yellows!
MAGGI MEE!
qis sweet msg
(:
okayokay
i admit
i tiptoed!
but still
(:
GET SMART WAS DAMN FUNNY!
(:
11:10 pm;