getting sick

Sunday, September 30, 2007

dont you think shes like the hottest one from america's next top model?
haha
too bad she didnt win
and i dont even like jaslene
hurr

oh and i think she looks nice here
as in jael
but i dont like her for a very obvious reason:
she smokes

this reminds me
if i ever catch anyone whos related to me
lighting up in front of me
ill bash that person up
and punch his/her teeth out
and bitch slap
(suggested by my sister)

and for pure entertainment
meet bob
(:

7:14 pm;

Friday, September 28, 2007

forget optimism
after receiving crap for three continuous days
i dont have any more of that left in my system
:/

thinking where to go next year is starting to become a torture
what with the many 'no no' from various pple
and snide remarks from my dad who says i only have myself to blame
for being in this situation

i guess he is right?

hmm..
lost my motivation these two days
what wonderful timing!
i have this huge urge to throw my books and notes into a fire
and watch them slowly burn one by one
into nothing but ashes

i hate not living up to my expectations

10:15 pm;

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

something me and ting learnt today:
you dont always reap what you sow

but ahwells
doesnt mean you can stop working either

if you work at least you have this tiny hope that you'll do well
if you dont. then you are doomed to fail

so must as well hold onto that tiny strand of hope right?

okay overly optimistic

but yeah.
hope tom is better

I LOVE TING'S DOGS
THE PUPPIES ARE OH SO ADORABLE!

8:43 pm;

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

lynette's freaking annoying sinus

stuff that triggers it:
1. dust
2. heat ( apparently anything above 34 degrees )
3. humid and hot weather together
4. rain and wind ( though not all the time (: )
5. lack of sleep
6. stress!

hurr
usually it takes like one hour of sleep for me to
hmm. recover

but its getting worse this year
PLUS its so freaking frequent
):

i dont like feeling sick!

either ways
results are out tom!
OMG SO SCARY
:/

plus i just realise hc's cut off point is
THREE
not that im planning to go there
but my whole family is 'requesting' me to do so
:/

but ya!
THREE?!
they must as well say perfect score
and perfect students
:/

like the lowest of the lowest i ever got was
a four
and i nearly died while slogging for it alright!!!!!!
so three?!?!
please spare me!

can i just go bcc?
requirements : 4 cs
and im confirm gurantee chopping that i can get at least 4 cs (:
plus it kind of suits what i planned to do
which is: go overseas to study when im nineteen!
hurr

or maybe somewhere which asks for a 10
i think 10 is quite reachable!
but yeah..
ill die from crying if i get a ten
( or rather 14 cos minus four )

but rahh
THREE!
the virtually impossible!
-faints over and over again-

either ways i finally uploaded photos again
heres the one day of school plus what we did during yellows first cca

http://www.shutterfly.com/view/slideshow.jsp?auto=1&aid=67b0de21b3c6b09ee4bd&js=1190727064812

and heres mostly baby photos plus my grandma's birthday plus my dads birthday

http://www.shutterfly.com/view/slideshow.jsp?auto=1&aid=67b0de21b3c137c145dc&js=1190727146156

8:04 pm;

Saturday, September 22, 2007

haha
i finally understand
why there are people who slip into depression
get so emo, and cut themselves

but no worries
i will not allow myself to do any of the above
(:
simply because i love myself too much!
haha

plus i get better things to do
most of them related to a certain something
that starts with the letter 'O'
haha

okay after two days of putting down my books
its time i better drown myself in them
(:

one milestone down
one more to go

twenty nine days!

its going to be over soon

5:26 pm;

Thursday, September 20, 2007

im officially on a high
its 12 hours plus more
to CELEBRATION!
woohoo!
((:

what with k-ing and dinner at pipi's
this weeks been going really well
(:
like two days of rong and yip at my house
we accomplished alot alright
6.5 papers!
and watched alot of tv too
haha
so it was really relaxing
(:

but my mums still annoying me
hurr

nvm
i feel no need to waste my energy to get angry
my energy can be put into better places
like screaming!
(:

8:51 pm;

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

IM SOMNABULISTIC!

-roars-

oh man i love that word
(:

8:16 pm;

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

oh no i feel like a paedophile!
theres this suppppeeerrr cute little boy on tv just now
i feel like going over there to kidnap him
hahahaha
plus he doesnt have front teeth!
hehe

oh i was super pissed with this girl where i was eating lunch can!
okay.
i think im just being annoying and super nonsensical
haha
but i simply dont like pple who talk on their phone while talking!
i think its really rude to the person they are eating with
AND the chef AND the food
haha
maybe im being brainwashed by my parents alr
no phones allowed during mealtimes!

hmm going for chen xi zhen's concert next week!
(:
im begging my dad for zhanghuimei and linkin park concert tickets
( they're free you see! )
oh and if possible i might just throw in
dong bang shin kin!
but its in kl
:/
nvm can go with px!
haha

okay i realise im seriously wasting my time
haha
lets see
i played two hours of piano
6 hours of tv
and now im online
:/
i acting like its the end of prelims
ahwells
shall study tom!
(:

and this weeks been...
extremely relaxing
haha

11:00 pm;

Saturday, September 15, 2007

ohno
i feel my holiday is jampacked
:/
i just counted the number of days and stuff

lets see
fourty four days altogether

14 days in west coast
6 days in taiwan
2 hotel days
3 family chalet days (and we promised absolutely no outside contact at all!)
plus im thinking of extending three days in taiwan to shop with ting!

which leaves me with...
nineteen days of outing!

plus theres the usual thousand and one stuff thats
too much to put in nineteen days
)):

how about...
I JUST SKIP THE FIRST THREE WEEKS THING NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!
its only three weeks what
what can they do in 21 days
hahah

oh reminds me theres three days of dtc and i think im going
:/
so thats 16
hahah

i realise everyone is leaving for quite long this year.
my cousins are going to spain and port
then auntie is going to macau and hk
and my grandparents too!
okay
so maybe its some family thing
haha

-slaps head-
im thinking way too early
back to work !!!!

im looking forward to freedom!!!
and my to be dog!
((:

11:11 pm;

watch
i cried
twice

haha

11:06 am;

Friday, September 14, 2007

hello you
everyone says you have gone to a better place
i hope you are happier there
but please remember there are people who will always miss you here
(:

i think my body is in a weird cycle
apparently im sick because its a sign of my body
protesting from the stress im giving it
and because im sick
i blanked out during math today
):
and that makes me even more stressed out!
hurr..
one big cycle huh!

either waysthree more subjects!
(:
im reaching there soon
just one month plus more.
(:

either ways
MICKEY IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!
I WANT TO WATCH
SOMEONE BUY ME THE TICKETS NOW
IM SO GONNA BOMBARD PPLE NOW
(:

oh and
to that certain 'im such a good example' woman
I GOT ROYCE CHOCOLATE WAFFLE !
haha
its better then rum and raisin because...
you get to eat it with coffee liqour!
hahahaha

and chen xue hui wheres cinderella three?!?!

tsk

puays photo just gave me a shock

2:48 pm;

Monday, September 10, 2007

okay!

three papers down

twelve more to go!

(:

i pretty much like exam times better than pre-exam times
cos i get to relax during exam times
hehe
i slept like 2 hours in the afternoon!
-starts stretching and giving a satisfied smile-

oh guess what my mum said when i told her abt my paper today
' aiyo. why the same primary school habit AGAIN!'
guess my primary school habit!
haha
its...
copying the question wrongly
://
and i did it again during math today
i almost punched myself
bahh

either ways SEVEN WEEKS MORE
im suddenly really optimistic
okay theres a reason haha
cos the starting of exams are always the most diff
but aft the first day ill get used to it
and then..
get high all over again
heh
odd habit
but weird genes run in the family!
(:

6:28 pm;

Thursday, September 06, 2007

LYNETTE IS REALLY REALLY HIGH NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
((:
plus this super high song playing super loudly on the speakers makes me
100 times higher!
(:

oh daddy sold queens
)):
ahwells the fact shall settle in later
when i finish highing away
(:

the songs super cute!
its all for one
haha
everybody one for all and all for one!
(:
so cute right!

okay ive taken a really huge liking to happy stuff recently
more than before
(:

10:22 pm;

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

HELLO LYNETTEYAP!
NO WE ARE NOT ADDING A VIDEO
NOT LIKE WE HAVE ANYTHING TO ADD
FUN YOUR HEAD
I DON'T CARE IF YOU HAVE
:D
I KNOW I ROCK YOUR WORLD
STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT
SEE SEE
YOU'RE DOING IT AGAIN
YOU'RE SO MEAN TO SIYI
TSK TSK
YES HI!
YOU DID
STOP DENYING IT
TSK TSK
STOP LIVING IN SELF DENIAL CHIEN YU
YES IT IS YOUR FAULT CHIEN YU
IT IS YOUR NAME
NOTHING CAN CHANGE IT
HAHA
BUH BYE YUYU

-LIVIA ((:

10:42 pm;

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

HAHA
i did something really stupid today
i went for tuition
and then found out i was there on the wrong day
:/

so i stupidly wasted my sleeping time
:/

plus its not the first time this happened!
hahaha
okay im amused by my amazing memory
(:

oh and i like the song all for one!
okayokay
i admit im childish to like high school musical
haha
but its called young at heart!
its GOOD!
hahahahah
or maybe its just me having the mentality of my show size
which happens to be 4.5,5 (:

you know when you meet your relative
when youre having o's that year
you pretty much expect the starting convo topic
to be something on studys like
'hows your revision' or something
but yeah
apparently the weird genes run in the family.
the first thing i heard from my aunt whom i havent met in eons is
' WHATS YOUR WEIGHT? '
...
ahwells..
i didnt answer her question
hehe
i shall run away from the cruel reality.. until...
end of o's!

9:52 pm;

Sunday, September 02, 2007

hello hello!
im awfully high for no reason now
(:

ohwells. its not the first time!
haha
i somehow tend to get high ard this time
:/

ohoh
today lauyi lucy said
I GREW TALLER
I LOST WEIGHT
AND "BIAN PIAO LIANG!"
that must be quoted
cos it so important!
hahahahahahahahah
i wanted to laugh my head off
cos i
shrank and gained weight!
but ahwells
maybe she has some long sighted problem
(:

and to my dear husband:
HELLO GONG
i know you are extremely disappointed
cos you desperately want to date me out
to enjoy some alone time right!!!!!
awwww.. i feel so touched
hahah
but ya sorry!
next time yeah?
i promise to keep twenty four hours for you
and ONLY you
((:

oh and i think joey is super handsome
i shall take photo of her someday
which will be in.... ?! months time
haha

and happy i am NOT fa hua chi-ing again
joeys a German Shepard
(:
a really playful handsome one!
but of course no one can ever replace dear ping!
(:

10:41 pm;

Saturday, September 01, 2007

i just blogged a super long post
and deleted it!
haha

okay fine
so not super long

either ways
FIFTEY DAYS COUNTDOWN TO O'S

go go go!!!!!!!!!!!!

11:28 pm;