Wednesday, August 29, 2007
its funny how i had so many tests this whole term
i cant even remember how many i took
yet
im still scared of tests
i thought i wont be scared
but wells.
you cant fool your body
so to the many many butterflys that seems as though
they are trying their best to fly out of my tummy:
GO AWAY
10:42 pm;
Saturday, August 25, 2007

hello everyone!
my name is isiah
but everyone calls me yaya
im officially three month plus now!
aint i cute?
oh and LOOK AT MY FATS!
1:45 pm;
Friday, August 24, 2007
the korean speaking craze is back here again!
this time i learnt the lovers language!
( truth be told that book is almost 3/4 of that the last 1/4 are curse words which i alr learnt last yr heh! )
it was quite amusing seeing everyones reaction
haha
and erm. a few sick convos
haha
gyo anacho
hug me
naga popo hedote
can i kiss you?
and err..
non nekeyo ( i think? )
you're mine
i must say the last one is extremely fun to use though
haha
esp when you use them on unsuspecting pple who dont know the meaning
oh i remember this convo i had with happy!
me: naga popo hedote
pipi looking extremely confused
when jaslin yip jing hui happily taught her to say
yes in korean
me: ANIYO ANIYO ANIYO!
which maens no no no!
oh and peexe and ulyys convo!
peexe: popo
ulyy: -makes a kissing sound-
10:51 pm;
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Letter one
Hello Mummy,
This is Baby. Mummy, I’ve been with you for four weeks now. I’m starting to see and feel. I can see where I am, Mummy. I’m in you, aren’t I? This place I’m in, it is warm and cozy. I feel like in here, no harm can come to me. But what I can’t wait to see the most is your smiling face. I know Mummy is beautiful. My arms and legs are forming, Mummy. Soon I’ll be ready to come out and be with you. I can’t wait for that day to come. It will be the happiest day for me.
Mummy, I can see a tube that connects us to each other. I like watching the fluids that flow through it from me to you and you to me. I am thankful, as this has brought me closer to you. Mummy, I constantly feel a steady beat from you. It is very soothing. It reminds me that we are so close. Mummy, I don’t have a heart beat yet. I can’t wait to get it, are you excited too?
Mummy, what’s wrong? Don’t cry Mummy. I don’t know what happened outside. I’m sorry, Mummy. But do know that, I will always be with you Mummy. We are mother and child. We are bonded as one.
Love,
Baby
Letter two
Hello Mummy,
It is the start of the fifth week. Mummy what’s wrong? What is this disgusting looking liquid going up your throat? Mummy, don’t bend over so much. I can’t take it. Ouch! Mummy, don’t beat me. Why are you beating me? Mummy the whole place is shaking. Please stop, you are scaring me.
Mummy, don’t cry! Hush now. Can you feel it? There’s a faint beat. That’s my heart. I’m here, Mummy. Don’t cry now. Do you feel unwell? It will be fine, Mummy. The scary liquid is out of your body now. Oh how I wish I could stop this pain you feel, Mummy. I would gladly take it for you, Mummy.
Mummy, a lot has happened recently! Apart from my heartbeat starting, I am also beginning to hear. Many other things have developed in me. This means I’m moving closer to coming out, right? This is great, Mummy! We can be together soon. Your breathing has calmed down. I bet my good news stopped your tears, didn’t it?
Love,
Baby
Letter three
Hello Mummy,
I’m glad you’re feeling better. My brain is dividing, Mummy. It is not a very nice feeling. But I know this will let me be with you sooner. So I will tolerate for you, Mummy. Mummy, I can also feel blood flowing through me now. It is tingly and ticklish.
Oh, no! Why has the awful liquid come again? Mummy, you are feeling horrible now, aren’t you? Can you take it, Mummy? Bend all you want, I’ll be fine. If it makes you feel better, I don’t mind. This awful liquid is in such a disgusting shade. Mummy, you have to get better soon. It hurts me to see you in such pain.
My tail is gone, Mummy. I feel odd without it. But I suppose it’s only for the better. What is that music you are playing mummy? It is loud and noisy. “ Hey hey you you! I don’t like your girlfriend!” What is a girlfriend, Mummy? Is it something I can do after I get out of here? Mummy, you will show me the world when I’m with you, won’t you? I’m so excited! I want to be in your arms. I want to be with you out there.
Love,
Baby
Letter four
Hello Mummy,
We have spent seven weeks with each other now. It has been a happy period for me. I know the rest of our journey will be even more fun. Thank you mummy, for having me, for giving me life. I know you have had many instances of the disgusting liquid and it is hurting you. Is it because of me, Mummy?
Can you feel that mummy? I gave you a little push with my leg. It is bigger now, and I have a foot. My hands are visible too. Each day I grow a little, Mummy. Soon, I’ll be coming out to accompany you. Isn’t that such a joyful thought?
Mummy, I’m growing bigger and bigger. Can you feel it? Even the place I’m in is growing. It grows with me. Isn’t that amazing. Mummy? We grow together. Or maybe it’s just you accommodating me, Mummy. Does it hurt you that I am inside you? I hope not.
Love,
Baby
Letter five
Hello Mummy,
It is the ninth week, Mummy. Last night you hardly slept, kept tossing and turning. Inside, I was so giddy. I couldn’t sleep either. But are you okay, Mummy? Is there something keeping you up? Is there something bothering you? Mummy, I know you can’t hear my but I hope you can feel this. You know I’ll always be here for you.
No Mummy, don’t cry! You’ve been crying a lot recently. Please don’t cry. What ever is the problem? I’ve never been through a day without you crying, Mummy. Each time you do it makes me feel so sad.
Let me tell you some good new then. Mummy, my internal organs are growing very well, my external features are also well developed. I’m well on my way to coming our soon. Aren’t you glad, Mummy? We’ll be together soon, so don’t be sad. Everything will be finer once I’m out of here, right?
Love,
Baby
The last letter
Hello mummy,
It has been eleven weeks now. I’m glad to tell you that I am almost fully developed now. My face is well formed and my limbs are long, I can even clench my fingers into a fist! Thank you so much mummy, for keeping me healthy and safe. Without you, I would not have been even on the surface of this earth. I love you.
Mummy! The place I’m in has just broken! The warm liquid is flowing out. Mummy I feel so, so scared. Mummy, tell me what’s happening. There’s no more liquid now. I’m cold mummy. What is this sharp shiny thing? Mummy, this thing is breaking me. Mummy, it hurts, a lot. Mummy! My arms. It’s taking my arms. Mummy! Help mummy!
Mummy. My legs. My legs are gone! It took them. Mummy, it is so pain. Help me mummy. Save me. Mummy, it is cutting our bond. No! Please stop! Not that. It’s my link to mummy, I need it to live. Mummy, take the scary thing away. Please.
Mummy! My entire body is gone! It hurts so much! There’s a sticky red thing flowing out of my head mummy. It’s scary, make it stop! Make it stop! Oh my! No not my head! Mummy! My head is going to be cut! Do something mummy! Why aren’t you doing anything! Mummy, please don’t let me go, I promise I’ll be good when I come out. I need you, save me.
10:24 pm;
my 700th post!
finished oral today
(:
one big stone off!
-grins-
and i have to thank honey for calming me down!
after ten years in this school
i realise i have been singing the school song and the school pledge
by sound
not by words
so i pretty much got a shock reading the words today
:/
okay back to bio
sixty more days!
GO GO GO!
8:06 pm;
Sunday, August 19, 2007
OH AND FOONG SHENQ QI!!!!!!!!
i realised how long its been since i really talked to you
(:
either ways
i still love you!
haha
and theres absolutely no need t like to others that i gave my first kiss to you
when that was absoltely not counted
( or was it me who tricked ting? )
haha
im thinking of bcc.
simply not ready to leave sg next year
but yeah like ahma said
'why go the traditional way?'
12:33 am;
my parents were higly amusing
they said they wanted to see the fireworks
so my dad drove at what. 5km/hr
it was quite amusing to see people and cars going past you though
haha
then in the end everyone as in all the cars stopped moving!
then i turned into a clown
:/
well its not everyday you can walk on a road
FULL of cars without having to risk getting killed by one
without having to risk getting deaf from the horning
and with the beautiful fireworks behind
and so...
i stood right in the middle of the road
and took a photo
with... a rather funny pose
haha
okay i decided i really shouldnt talk to much
if not ill just end up tearing my ulcers or something
and the fact that i got what five aint very good either
oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!
heres wishing that
mummy will allow you to stay as mr. mario
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
12:11 am;
Friday, August 10, 2007



isnt she pretty?
and i seriously mean it
(:
3:17 pm;
Thursday, August 09, 2007
((:
ive been super happy lately
not that im some emo kid thats moping ard the whole day
haha
oh i officially love august eight
its always filled with fun fun fun!
lets see stuff that made me over the moooooon yest:
1. celebrating nat day in school
my last time ):
was super high and wanted to continue to sing sing sing all day long!
plus jan was really sporting
hehe
believe me you looked really good jan!
like hundreds of times better then the others
hahahahaha
2. mass eating ice cream session
it was quite a weird feeling eating as a level
but nevertheless fun
(:
3. THE AMP CHIO COMMANDER !
omg shes highly amusing can!
she broke her voice while commanding and started
laughing to herself
hahahaha
best!
4. SECRET!
i absolutely love4 the piano parts!
super cool
(:
oh and i think the plot's not bad
much nicer then i expected
plus i find the girl (gui lun mei i think )
super pretty
or rather she just seems to have this aura around her thats
mesmerizing
5. qiqi's present!
6. yiyi's ice cream!
even though you decided to contaminate coffee with alot of stuff
hehe
(:
7. the trying on of prom dressES
i must say even though i absolutely
hate both dresses AND heels
it was quite amusing seeing myself wear them
esp everyones expression when they see me
which usually go like this
o.0
8. my cousins coming over
even though they didnt allow me to read harry!
but their presence in the house is always nice
(:
9. READING FINISH HARRY POTTER!
(:
i didnt cry
hahahahah
but yah.
its damn cool
((:
oh and my sister calls pandan the
' neck cramping action '
hahahahahah
i guess it really does look like neck cramp
oh and my dad chose his car today
dark grey lexus gs !
I LIKE!
although less then the four sitter limo
but hehe
(:
okay im feeling high for no reason
:/
shall go watch the parade now!
(:
7:17 pm;
Saturday, August 04, 2007
lets see..
i survived yet anth week
(:
its scary how much ive slowed down this past few weeks
esp when the rest of the worlds speeding at what 200km/h?
ahh what the hell i shant think of this
(:
i shall post the photo of my hot babe soon!
hahahah
shes sizzling hot and not to mention
oh so cute!
((:
hello friend
i havent seen much of you lately
):
so when is she leaving so we can have a secret getaway at my house?
how abt shooing her out of the house?
hehe
oh and i realise i fight with qiqi alot
i mean literally..
must be the effects of having taichi loving parents
HAHA
11:15 am;