getting sick

Sunday, February 27, 2005

yeah! clickable now!
+mariel

12:21 pm;

Friday, February 25, 2005

hmm..there's onli two things on my mind noww..
1. e s2p8d maths test la!!! e last qns i got 30..damn wonder if its correct..bla.. n i tot it was gonna b super super diff n i cannot finish but i finished in 20 mins.. damn n 2 think i was so freaked out by e test so dat i can sit behind again..arghh
2.
its someone not something..
seriously dis person tot me alot
she tot me dat ive been childish in my ways
n im totally off e outside world
mostly she tot me e true meaning of
fuck bitch n hypocrite..
but those r jus understatements for her
someone hue is so cruel
n only aim in life is 2 see other's getting hurt
but she deacon realize dad everyone have been helping her
by not telling e teachers everything
if not she mite get suspended n maybe expelled
I seriously hope she will change
for e whole class is suffering
n hating her
even e nicest papal will not b able 2 stand her
for betraying n backstabbing
for stealing n throwing
for posing n cheating
all she had done b4
doesen her conscience prick her
doesen she feel guilty??
i dno
but i realli wanna noe
how does a cold blooded person feel??

4:37 pm;

Monday, February 21, 2005

yest was xie zhi bdae..hmm..
zhu ta..
yong yuan bu hui tu tou..haha.. even if he tu tou sw will tu earlier den him..:).. haha..n he can go beijing 101 or yun nam wat..
haha..
den thank u alina n valerie? n shirlene 4 e late bday prezzie.. haha c is so jealous.. bah..but my hand was pricked so many times today bcos of all dat sewing..rahh..i carn believe i acually sew dat thing la..my god.. such a BIGG achievement..haha i sorta went crazy after e test.. i think i was a little sui sui nian bah..ok so not a little alot..bleahs..
still sick..but much betta nowws..:)..hh keep asking me 2 go back home..bla dno if she got yin mou anot.. haha but yar..i din..:) i wanted 2 but din..haha.. so nice rite?? :))
either ways..i jus ate my medi which i 4got 2 eat dis morning jus now..heh.. super sleepy cann? i feel lyk sleeping..-yawnz-
oh yar..my wallpaper i s another pic of joel! whee~..dis is e last pic i have of him..so kawaii~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~....haha..im crazy..

4:57 pm;

Saturday, February 19, 2005

arghh..4 bad things happening in one day is chao la..n im toking abt yest arghh
1. sick -- arghh im totally sick can..got sore throat cough n runny nose n fever.. yest n nowws..i slept chao early n still lyk dat..arghh..how 2 go out later..meeting christie n sut later den after dat got dinner wif hell noes hu la..my mum din tell.. arghh..rahh

2. chinese test -- damn it la..im gonna fail it can?? somemore my handriting was at its ugliest ugliest..even worse den wat u have during maths test in pri skool.. it was DAT bad..damn.. i think im gonna fail

3. accident -- tess father kanna accident on e way 2 fetch us la..den he kanna lock OUT of e CAR..so e guy hu bang into him came wif him 2 st nicks 2 fetch us..den halfway thru tess father got off n we were lyk in a stranger's car?? alone?? lyk u noe how freaky dat is..n clever me din wear my pinafore..so i use my first aid manual 2 cover..heh..dats bcos it was hmm...near me..haha..den tess not abit scare me by saying e guy going e wrong way should go dis n dat..wa kao..scare me lorh!!! den all of a sudden she was lyk act can la IF he u-turn..wakaoz can..was telling myself if he doesn't u-turn i jump out of e car la..rahh..luckily he did..arghh.. n waner was lyk tok 2 tess more..har?? i din dare 2 tok la..doltz..

4. every1 noes im hmm..crazy?? -- was walking out wif tess n faith n faith was lyk almost every1 toking abt u during first aid leh..huh??? i din even go near e sec1s at all la.. all dat hiliary n jesmine fault.they tok nonsense den i die ar..every1 will look @ me in a weird way..bleah..but dis is alrite cos i carn realli b bothered now im nice..:)..

so many rite?? aiyo my throat damn pain..not going k box le..shall go movie :))

8:57 am;

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

1) Name the last four things you have bought
|| erm..orange juice..n i dno wat.. haha

2) Name four drinks you regularly drink: -
|| root beer..orange juice..FnN orange..coke...

3) Name school friends who are usually with you
|| hh..christie..sut..erm yar..but haha..i wun tell u!!!

4) Name five important things in your life
|| my pillowcase :)..my family..frens..cds..hp..comp..shitt..dats 6

5) Last time you cried?
|| hmm..i think..last week..its been a good week so far..

6) Missing?
|| hmm..how 2 say..nothing???

7) What's In your CD player?
|| 5566!!!

8) What's under your bed?
|| my maid's bed haha

9)What time did you wake up today?
|| 6..:)

10) Current hair?
|| short

11) Current time?
|| 1921

12) Current desktop picture?
|| a pic..haha

13) Current worry?
|| assignments

14) Current hate?
|| assignments

15) Favourite places to be?
|| my bedroom

16) Least Favourite Places?
|| skool..sometimes lala

17) If you could play an instrument, what would it be?
|| drum..guiter

18) Favorite colour(s)?
|| BRIGHT ones

19) How tall are you?
|| 153..arghh..so short

20) Favourite expression(s)?
|| go awae..not abit..

21) One person from your past you wish
you could go back and talk to:
|| leanne..my kindergarden best fren..:)..

22) Favourite day(s)?:
|| mondays..cos got nice show :)

23) Where would you like to go?
|| hmm..somewhere w/o assignments..n worries..n sadness..n war..:)

24) Where do you want to live when you get married?
|| australia..hmm..mayb not..america

25) Favourite food(s)?
|| nabayaki udon

26) Colours of most clothes you own?
|| pink..

27) Number of pillows you sleep with:
|| 5..haha..

28) What do you wear when you go to sleep:
|| huge t shirt..n mini shorts

29) What were you doing last night?
|| riting lettas

30) What are you listening to right now:
|| christie toking haha..

31) What do you think you'll be doing in 10
years time?
|| hmm..i think i'll b doing stuff im not doing noww

32) Do you have braces?
|| no..its so painful

33) Are you paranoid?
|| ya..haha

34) What is the brand of your wallet?
|| billabong..:)

35) Your alarm clock?
|| maid..:)

36) Your perfume(s)?
|| nope none

37) Your bag(s)?
|| op

38) Your notebook(s)?
|| skool

39) First hp?
|| in p2 dat one arh?? no brand i think

40) First screen name?
|| ??? means wat??

41) First piercing/tattoo?
|| dun have.. i wan!!!

42) First enemy?
|| ..erm..haha dis k1 guy hu kips pissing me off

43) First good cry?
|| uh..i dno

44) Last library book checked out?
|| last week 4 e sc book review

45) Last person you yelled at?
|| my maid i think

46) Last beverage drank?
|| water??? if not orange juice

47) Last crush?
|| haha..does renfu count

48) Last CD/song played?:
|| i jus watch one disc of jay chou

49) Last thing you ate?
|| steam boat :)..haha e soup

50) Last annoyance?
|| dis morning :)

51) Last disappointment?
|| last week i think

52) Last thing you wrote on a paper?
|| i dno??? e stori

53) Last words spoken?
|| eh..n the qn i told christie

i got dis frm wamer blog...:)..

7:13 pm;

Saturday, February 12, 2005

bah..
im back
si yi went back yest
sobsob
i miss her
haha esp joel
i miss carrying him
n seeing him smile when he sees my hp
he loves it u noe??
boohoos
but i din cry yest
cos if i cry i carn realli stop
:((
hiazz..
den dinner
lao gu bdae
e lobester rox
but ya
came home at 10..
bah
super tired
think i drank a little 2 much wine??
nah..
its lyk onli 1 glass
...
gonna have a party at my house 2nite
bah
every1 is coming
as in..
college gethering
arghh
my parents one
oh wells
at least there r kids rite
n yet again im e oldest
arghh
at least there r 2 other sec2s
bleah
blame e month im born in
january
arghh
feel so old
dere is SOOOOOOOOOOOO much hw
rahh
carn they relax on a cny week??
lets see
history
music
chinese
science
arghh

11:52 am;

Thursday, February 10, 2005

bleah..im i jus came back..rahh..lost alot of money jus now..so sadd.. hiazz..suan le.. shall not play until tonite..:)..m i good or wat??? haha..cny liaoz.. blah.. went everywhere yest la.. not abit tired onli returned home for 1 hr yest aft..not abit short onli..i bath..15min.. den i do my nails 30min..den sleep 10min den change n go out..wa kaoz..lyk damn sleepy la..den onli lyk 11+ den reach home..n clever me us had 2 watch a movie b4 i sleep..aiyo.. make me so sleepy.. going out at 530 AGIAN.. how 2 do hw ly dat?? now got pple in my house lorh! wa kao..
bleah..jiu2 came back yest..haha..n si yi going back tom..so sad lorh.. think i not going 4 cca tom..need 2 send her off..cos i cannot see her for e next few yrs liao.. gonna miss josh n joel..bleah.. joel is still e cutest baby on earth.. n josh slang damn australiaish..haha..if there is such word la.. bleah.. go n tok 2 others liao.. bb

3:09 pm;

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

RIGHT NOW
001))" Wearing_ pink shirt and pink n white skirt..heh i haven change yet..lazy 2 change out
002))" Listening to_ 5566 wun give up..:)
003))" Thinking of_ the many many assignments which i have yet to complete..haha same as nick

LAST THING YOU....
001))" Bought_ ermx... food??? haha i dunno
002))" Ate and drank_ fries and choc 4 lunch!
003))"Read_ erm..does sms count?? if not xi jie xiao shuo..
004))" Watched on TV_ 5566 ge dou behind e scenes..:) jealous rite?? i recorded it

EITHER / OR
001))" Club or house party_ club.
002))" Tea or coffee_ tea..coffee 2 bitter liao
003))" Achiever or slacker_ i slack n achieve at e same time..haha
004))" Beer or cider_ ermm..i prefer wine..gonna drink it later!
005))" Drinks or shots_ drinks. duh.
006))" Cats or dogs_ dogs..:) i lyk pugs
007))" Single or taken_ single..whee~
008))" Pen or pencil_ erm...pencil i guess
009))" Gloves or mittens_ gloves..i neva wear mittens b4
010))" Food or candy_ both!! but choc oso..haha
011))" Cassette or cd_ cd.
012))" Coke or Pepsi_coke
013))" Hard or mild alcohol_ mild..its not nice 2 b drunk
014))" Matches or a lighter_ har..i dun smoke..
015.Sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful_ sunset beach
016.Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey_ hmm..none...

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
001))" Kill_ erm..no one..hmm..but i wanna kill e new curriculum..does dat count???002))" Hear from_ hmm...does e ge dou ost count?? haha im crazy...i dun wanna hear frm anyone..
003))" Get really wasted with_ no way!!!!!!
004))" Look like_ nothing..how abt chocs?? haha..sweet tooth
005))" Be like_ hmm...someone ultra perfect..onli i dunno hu yet
006))" Avoid_ hmm.. no one now..mayb l8der..

LAST PERSON YOU... AND WHEN?
001))" Touched_ my sister when she painted my nails??
002))" Talked to_ my cousin hu jus came 2 my house
003))" Hugged_ hmm..waner i think
004))" Instant messaged_ char neo..she's mopping e floor..wahaha
005))" Kissed_ no one..4 a long long time
006))" Who broke your heart_ no one..:))

WHERE DO YOU...
001))" Eat_ i pinched e food jus now..
002))" Dance_ during dance enrichment..
003))" Cry_ yest..i was damn sad all of a sudden
004))" Wish you were_ e gal in e stori..:))

EVER...
001))" Dated one of your best friends? _ NO WAY...
002))" Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? _ no.
003))" Drank alcohol? _ duh
004))" Done drugs_ medicine..haha..
005))" Broken the law_ erm..littering?? haha..n shouting in public spaces if there is a law 2 that..haha
006))" Ran away from home_ no.
007))" Broken a bone_ no.
008))" Cheated on a test_ hmm...koto
009))" Skinny-dipped_ nope..its gross..
010))" Played truth or dare_ duh hu hasen??
011))" Flashed someone_ no way! im not dat pervertic
012))" Mooned someone_ ?? i dun get it moon wat??
013))" Kissed someone you didn'tknow_ no way
014))" Been on a talk/game show_ hmm..nope
015))" Been in a fight_ ermm..not realli la..unless u cout those wif my sis..
016))" Ridden in a fire truck_ erm..do i look lyk a fireman??
017))" Been on a plane_wa lau yes lyk abt twice a yr???
018))" Come close to dying_ haha..no i not so suay
019))" Cheated on your boy/girlfiend_ nope..neva had one..i m so guai..:)
020))" Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride_ duh..haha..esp when we swimming
021))" Eaten a worm/mud pie?_ eeeeeew
022))" Swam in the ocean_ duh
023))" Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up_ ermm..i tot u wake up after EVERY dream??

ARE YOU...
001))" A Vegetarian?_ no..n i dun think i eva will b
002))" A Good Student?_ hmm..i think so
003))" Good At Sports?_ err..no???
004))" Good At Wake boarding/Snowboarding:_ snowboarding rox!!!!!!!!
005))" A Good Singer?_ hmm..i lyk singing e songs i lyk..heh
006.A good Actor/Actress?_ dno..u think
007))" A deep sleeper?_ hmm..yes..
008))" A Good Dancer?_ nope..wanting is sooooo much betta
009))" Shy?_ haha..yes i guess..:)
010))" Outgoin_ hmm..yes???

HUEVA MY SP IS RITE 2 ME LYK NOWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n chritie..get well so kk??

5:22 pm;

Monday, February 07, 2005

jus finish toking 2 vivien on e fone..she dun lyk her class..hiazz..but i love mine.. haha at least 99% of it?? heh..feel lyk slacking dis whole week lorh..i mean lyk its chinese new yr la..e teachers shld jus lyk let us off?? no assignments at all! haha..too badf i dun think it will come true..:(..gonna slack tonite..so now betta do lyk my ba dao xaing zhu?? hmm..if i do dat..den means i have history arghh.. poem n geog n music left..hiazz.veri can do la..man y m i putting pressure on myself?? arghh
n i did a veh stupid thing..i agreed christie dat if she cud find 6 other person in our class dat wear skirt tom i will wear skirt oso..hiazz.. n realli got 6 pple.. they betta not back out lorh..if not damn malu de..bleah..n i kinda forced a hell lot of other pple 2 wear skirt or pink shirt tom..heh..dats wat im wearing..:).. im kinda evil huh..haha..but yar..its jus one pathetic day jus wear skirt lorh.. but i think 2 hh one day mite kill her haha..
tom following hh back 2 e pri sec..she said she going la.. i not sure wat 2 do den.. she say find khong n hum..anithing lorh..fan zhen tom in quite free until afternoon.. :))...no tuition dis week!!!!!!!!!! heh..
IM LOVING CHINESE NEW YR PLUS E GAMBLING N GOODIES N ANG PAO MINUS E GAINING OF WEIGHT..:))

3:43 pm;

Sunday, February 06, 2005

whee~
i wanna thank pple hu help me e other day..ya la..cos that day i abit sick n super tired..haha i love 2L..haha..heh.. n i wanted 2 say dis 4 a veh long time..but din os its chao boliao..u noe in yin wei ai..when junugiery performs..when they erm..wave their hand..they do a 'L' sign.. it stands 4 love..loyalty n lynette:) haha im crazy..but i act onli tot of e first 2..not e last one:)..
yupp..
n yest hor went wild wild wet..whee~ i love going there?? haha well its kinda boring la..but joel was super cute there..ok so was joshua..:)..n i came back 2 b a lobster la..haha..im red all over..as in sunburnt..lucky me applied a HELL lot of cream so today not so bad..but im still red..i hope i dun get e bubbles thing..eew..dat would b so gross..n jus for note..i hurt my head 4 times yest..bleah..im super clumsy n always almost fall n hurt myself..i NOE dat..but at least i ALMOST fall n fall rite.. haha
n..
i was super high during pt on friday..dat i started dancing wif olivia..y i have no idea but i started singing rasa sayang dat song..heh..i think im crazy la..n i noe y olivia fell bcos she kicked my knee..dats y it was super pain..but its ok i guess..:).. n my sp is...haha a sec1..bah..but i carn b bothered liao..dats bcos i noe hu HER sp is..haha..im super nice...bleah..e sec1s super poor thing cos they have absolute no idea hu e hell they r supposed 2 rite 2 n how 2 rite.. nice me told tess wat 2 rite..:))..haha..
shit..
i have soooo much new assignments
i hate skool now..esp e new curriculum..howeva u spell it..it still sux k??
its damn pressure la
they keep saying dis is graded...dat is graded..
everything is graded..its bugging me liaos..
n i carn seem 2 b able 2 do any of e assignments properly either..
i hate myself 4 dat..
everyday i step into class i get another assignment
or even worse get reminded about all e assignments that i haven do
its killing me liao..
i wish i was born one yr older
dat way there wun b any ip..ib
or new curriculum..
e worse is...
i carn seem 2 contact alyssa..
i NEED e music project email so i can do it
but she neva ans e fone
wateva la
she neva send i cannot do
den ill b dead..

sheesh..long post..n i sorta summarises e whole week 2..later going my cousin house 4 early tuan yuan fan! haha..funn..but i have 2 finish my hw first...shit..

11:06 am;

Thursday, February 03, 2005

bah..samantha say i veh long veh blog..so here i m..haha..i veh nice hor..pple ask me blog i blog..haha dat sounds weird..joel is sooooooo cute! haha..i onli have lyk one pic of him?? haha..it looks realli weird cos got my leg in e bkground..but he wun sit lorh! not until i press him down..n even den he was gobbling down e otah altho he has onli 6 teeth..haha..den he loves 2 eat noodles..n he noe how to eat by himself! he is lyk onli 1 n a half yrs lorh..den when he eat he lyk pple clap hands..if no one clap he will cla himself..ahhhh...so cute..haha cuter den hh wang xinling n mengzhe cousin..haha..her cousin has lyk realli big eyes..den yest she was holding 2 toys n making them kiss making e muack muack sound..haha..kawaii..haha.. im obessed wif babies now..whee~..haha..
today coloured e pic..e one karen drew..haha..until my hand pain..but it was damn funni.. n dat karen la..color e goat face yam color..sheesh..pruple woman!.. haha.. so bad..today got somebody chao chao chao thick skin..eee..dun lyk her..bah..dun tok abt her if not i irritated again..haha..
whee..n today christie was lyk lets have a clique name n she came up wif 3 les plus 1..but sut was lyk 3 les plus 1 retard..haha..i swear they r so weird..haha..im so not les..haha..but wateva..christie loves herself..haha..while e rest of us love each other..dats wat she said..not me..haha..
whee~ calling sut now..im nice..helping sr find wind chime..im so so so so nice..:).. i swear my maid is CRAZY..she jus said i was cute bcos i said ok bye bye.. my god la!!! if lyk dat oso call cute deb i 24/7 cute ar?? siao..i think e one hu is les is my maid..haha..so wat if she has a husband n a child..she seems les now..haha..sudenly remember tuition today got dis guy say dis st nick girl posted pics of her kissing girls on e lips..haha...so weird..but i carn b bothered liao..haha..school got too much assignments liao..so pressure..hate assignments..suan le..i go do hw..see i so guai!!!!

5:46 pm;

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

bah..toking to christie n sut sia noww..hiazz..so bored doing history hw..hiazz..irritating..lorh..haha..they r so irritatin man..tok tok tok..haha..neva mind la..fan zhen i dun realli feel lyk toking at all..haha..first time rite?? hmm..my cousin is so CUTE i swear he is e cutest baby on earth... haha.. he jus came back..den they lyk abc so got realli weird slang..haha..den when he is happi he lyk to scream as in literally lorh..damn cool lorh..haha..i wanna do dat oso..haha..damn irritated today lorh..hiazz..suan le dun feel lyk saying liao..i jus wanna say JOEL IS SO DARN CUTE..haha..i wanna b a abc oso!

9:05 pm;