getting sick

Sunday, October 31, 2004

hmm..jus realised lai wei ru came out from e wo cai show lahs..slow me :((..haha
but ya..1 appearance in e wo cai show help her to
1. b in e qing tian mv n kiss jay chou
2. be in 7f
not bad mahs..haha..n 56 learning martial arts 4 their new show wif sweety..hiazz..n how old r they?? 15! xiao jie oso...bahs..lyk dat all e sec3s shld b acting liao.. bleah..n meng zhe thing wif e reporter..is so NOT his fault..imagine a life wif absolutely no freedom at all wif e s2p8d reporters hounding you n den u carn even see ur parents or rest well..will fa feng one..ya n he is onli 19 lahs..n heard the s2p8d reporter sueing him la..wat more does he wan! meng zhe already said sorri on wan yu lah..n all e 56 say sorri liao..n he is gonna get punished bu sun zong la..so jus ya..let him off lorh..if he hasnt been snooping around he would not get beaten ar..he huo gai lahs..so pissed..if he dare get meng zhe 2 go jail wor..he would die under e hands of all 56 fans la..n i noe im supposed 2 post pics so dat some pple can save it..but l8der la..mus change comp..dis comp dun have blue tooth la..

11:17 am;

Sunday, October 24, 2004

wats wrong wif e ants man..y make a home out of e keyboard..arghh..so irritating.. listening 2 1003 nowws..got energy song..i rather lyk e angel one frm mi jia le..haha..ba..my sis getting scolded again..:((..she neva study enuff..wa lau..pressure man..haha..fufu is a nice name..at least i think so..hiazz.. my mum ask me plan e trip 2 korea..gonna stay in a ski resort n lotte world n go shopping round fashion street there..but i wanna do one thing.. go 2 e hot springs theme park.. heh..im weird eh? but its 2 far.. :(( neva mind lahs.. feel lyk going 2 taiwan wif yating n zhanghui.. they r SO lucky their parents allow them 2 go alone lorh.. hiazz.. suan le.. mayb next year ba.. oh ya..im bored..BORED.. yupps

11:20 am;

Saturday, October 23, 2004

it seems lyk
1. im e onli blur queen hu din noe cca start liao..heh
2. im e onli one not stressed out abt minicomp

haha..woke up chao late la..n early in e morning receive sms n ask me y i neva go 4 cca..heh..think e rest told me yest bout it izzit? but wateva i din believe them anyway..cos i din hear any announcement on when cca resume..hiazz..e consequences of toking 2 zhanghui n yating n yun n shao rou n kelly during assembly..haha..but ya.. ill listen 2 announcements next time -similes ULTRA sweetly- haha...

n ya..i noe my group is lyk WOW so chao slow..heh..but ya..i think yingjie seems 2 have given up on her wonderful 'challenge' haha..n no way is she able 2 persuade me 2 b no3..NO WAY! its too scary..haha..but ya..take things in ur stride lahs..its not as if life is abt whether u get in2 zone comp or abt e number of cca points/As u get..its abt i dno..enjoying? haha..n i think im lyk e first in my squad 2 understand dat minicomp is not abt winning but abt bonding wif every1..oh wells..

n oh ya..heh..sorri i din go 4 cca.. dis blur queen does not noe anything.. n i wanna b a taitai next time! i swear every1 is sick of me saying dat but ya.. i still have 2 say it..

last but not least.. FUFU is a NICE name k!..haha

4:42 pm;

Thursday, October 21, 2004

watching ren wo ao you nowws..toro is not out yet! i wan toro!!!!!!!!!!! guo wei yun :))))) so nicen fiona xie name is kaixin..haha..but ya..still think she so do NOT pei mine toro..haha..hes not mine:((..TTTTTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lols..he jus came out..xie jiajun..haha..nice name..he is so darn cute! haha..i think i am going bonkers..heh..i noe 4 a peroid of time i alwaz rite mine 6 fav idols on e board so i shld rite here!
1. renfu aka fufu :))
2. xie zhi aka zhi or sui sui nian :))
3. meng zhe aka hsu meng :))
4. toro aka wei yun... :)
5. yida :)
6. jj

haha...i think im crazy..giving them names oso..lalala..today so boring lorhs.. nothing 2 do in skool..hiazz..dun wanna go lahs..so boring lorhs.. onli got e speech n e policeman n e line dance..ba..i sit until my butt pain lorhs..was playing @ e playground..heh..so funn :)) since when neva play arz..since lyk p1??? haha..

ivan jackson wu..polar bear..haha..yan xing shu!
xie jia jun..toro!
yilin...xiao qiao!
long..huai en!

haha..e show jus finish..hiazz..even though xiao qiao is lyk e bad guy..but shes still nice kk?? n she veh pretty kk..dun think shes evil wors..shes gei bai gong zhu..haha..wan yu jus start..n there is fufu! haha...he was shaking his butt n acting cock eye..lalalas..so kawaii..

9:32 pm;

Friday, October 15, 2004

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so pissed
got scolded by my parents
y? bcos my dad thinks im an A student
wat e???
all bcos of a n astar for wat??
p6
i hate it
its diff lorh
y mus dis happen 2 me
i carn even get a2
sorri la
but everything is diff
he say dat sec1 b3 liao den sec4 get wat
arghh..im pissed
pissed i say
i hate dis whole god damn it world
i should jus vanish frm dis world n die
den every1 will b happi
i hate myself
i hate e world
i shld die
no one cares abt me anyway..
no one will notice if i've vanish frm e surface of dis earth
so much for life
i hate it

7:51 pm;

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Abt nick

1. My name: nick
2. Where did we meet?: thru hh
3. Take a stab at my middle name: ???
4. How long have you known me?: ermm..?? i dun count
5. How well do you know me (a lot, not so much, nothing)?: okok
6. Do I smoke?: no
7. What’s my favourite colour?: nope dun have
8. When you first saw me what was your first impression?: monkey
9. My age?: 13
10. My birthday?: march 8
11. Color Hair?: black
12. Color eyes?: brownish black n white
13. Have you ever had a crush on me?: oh yes..ya rite
14. Have you ever been jealous of me?: err..no
15. Whats one of my fav things to do indoors?: tok.
16. Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met?: errr..hello
17. What’s my fav type of music?: 5566
18.What’s one of my fav things to do outdoors?: tok..as usual
19. Am I shy or outgoing?: outgoing
20.Would you say I’m funny HAHA or funny (sarcastic)?: both la
21. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?: rebel
22. Would you consider me a friend?: ya
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else?: erm..mayb..haha
24. Have you ever seen me cry?: no
25. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?: nick cock
26. Are my parents still together?: duh
27. Do I have a nice butt?: erm..i noe u have long legs onli
28. If I had broccoli stuck on my teeth, would you tell me?: ya
29. Do you love me?: ermm..yes but not in a les way
30. AM I………. ?!?!?!?: ??? wat
31. Quiet or loud?: loud
31. Short or Tall: tall
32.Weird or original: both
33. Smart or stupid?: smart
34. Boring or Fun?: fun
35. Attractive or Unattractive?: quite attractive
DO YOU THINK I'M... (yes or no, if u wanna say something extra say it): erm..yes
36.A psycho?: yes
38.Athlethic?: hmm...i not sure
39. A nerd?: no
40. A slut?: no!
41. Ghetto?: ??? if i noe i will answer haha
42. A *itch?: no!
43. Two-faced?: NO!
44. Obnoxious?: blah no!
45. Immature?: yes
46. Mature?: ermm..no way
58. Am I physically ugly, average, decent, good-looking, beautiful, hot?: you are ave
59. Would you ever kiss me?: erm..if im forced 2..n if im sad haha
60. Would you ever consider being my boyfriend?: erm..im not les
61.Do you ever think about me off-line?: dno..
62. If we spent a day together…..where would we go and what would we do?: we would listento 56 all day
63. If you could describe me in two word, what would it be?: toopid ger
64. Do you or have you ever had a crush on me?: NO!
65. Do you want me?: NO!
66. What word do I say all the time?: hmm...im not DAT sure..haha..

9:23 pm;

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

yay its e holidays!..fine so three days onli but its still three days wat..bleah but carn help thinking abt my results..e post exam blues r coming liao..hiazz..n i was onli happi for 1 day?? not half a day..hiazz..wonder if i will fail my dnt..strong feeling dat i will fail lorh..hiazz...i make a list of e weird things i am afraid of

1.being alone at void decks...heh i carn help it la..i rarely visit the void decks n i noe alot of ermm...bad things dat erm..are..pervetic??? heh watych too much police show..

2.being alone..ya la..i noe im weird

3.no hp...heh..i have it lyk 5 years??? since p2..i carn help it it gives security feeling lahs...dats y i die during camps

4.was scared of bathing lahs..i watch dis ghost show n e ghost come out of e shower head..kaoz..make me dun wanna bath lorh..but now can liao la...

5.e dark..k i noe im childish la..but ya its scary lahs..n i mus close ALL curtains when i sleep if not i think some person is outside some1 will lyk come in even though i lock e windows..heh

6.lastly..eh i 4got liao la..i remember den rite la..but dun luff at me wor..i will sad de..haha..

2:04 pm;

Sunday, October 10, 2004

oh my god..lyk dis is e first time i read something on e net n cry la..so sad..she died..hiazz...suan le..tom got cl lit n dnt test..i finish learning cl lit cos all multple choice agar agar oso can la..still have 2 chapters of dnt..l8der got xin qing den do ba..bleah..yesterday my grandfathers birthday..so fun lorh..all of us sat 2gether n play as in cousins la..haha..den lyk e whole table got 2 aduts one p3 one p4 den e rest sec n poly liao..hee..but we still counted as close la..haha...so funni lorh..lyk first we play zing ji mi ma den tell stori..den we ate lyk 69 ice cream puff?? haha...den last five we play zong ji mi ma again den e remaining 5 can eat hor...den all e girls got in n all e boys lost lorh..haha..so funni..den all of us well leanne did not la..she p3 onli wat drank wine..heh i had mine own glass..drank lyk 2??? haha..i lyk e second one..think it is desert or dessert wine..k i noe my spelling sux la..hee..its lyk fruiter haha..n it toys around ur tongue nicely..heh..found out my cousin is sec2ic 4 her skool npcc..lalala...but hor how come rite my cousins same age as e maams but e e maams seem so much older ar?? heh mayb they r old women in disguise haha..

9:45 pm;

Saturday, October 09, 2004

bleah...i noe my spelling sux la..jus finish drawing mind map 4 4 chapters of dnt..y oh y do i have 2 learn diff types of metal n wood n how 2 draw s2p8d stuff???? lyk hello??? my drawing totally sux la..still ask me 2 draw..i jus carn see e 3d fig la.. im not so erm..i dno artistic...arghh...i haven even start on cl lit yet lorh...wa lau..dno my brain damn squashed ar..jus finish exam need at least one week 2 clear everything lorh...hiazz..suan le..i sure fail one..

1:59 pm;

Thursday, October 07, 2004

arghh...sooo tired n drained but still have 2 hold out for one more day b4 i relax for tom n den continue studying f dnt n cl lit..wat e hell..y do we need dnt?? we dun even need 2 noe abt it n i suck at it 2..cl lit suck 2 lorh..its abt e same as history..jus cancel it man...n i wan psle marking days..i dun care!!!! if e sec teach n pri teach mark 2gether..it will be win in stiuation lorh..i can have my hols n e pri teach no need 2 mark so much!! arghh...unless u r lyk wen xu hu apparently needs 2 see a physcologist howeva it is spelt..u would not wanna go 2 skool..i totally wanna sleep lorh..been sleeping lyk 1 2 am dis whole week..mans...n i remember wat reverse osmosis is..well during e test not noww..n it did NOT come out..suan le

6:53 pm;