Sunday, June 26, 2011
Deep down in my sub-conscious, I think I alr have given up passing N2 alr...like mission impossible! PLUS I didnt really put in much effort except during the first few weeks after I sign up for the test....Like getting Lazy alr sia...I need passion and more fire to pull me through!!!! lol...
I should be retaking this Dec again ba...by then I should be more ready and more confident in passing...
Next week gonna be "I dunno whether I busy or not" week...cause need help with parade...but dunno what i helping with...sian, hope I dun tio the same as the last parade! damn sian one!!!
haiz..........
5:24 PM: Izanagi_ang
"Strabismus" and "partial ptosis"
Recently posted abt being diagnose with "Strabismus" and "partial ptosis" and one of my longest friend that I still keep in contact with ask me to go to his workplace so that he ca help me check! Cool sia, like super long never see him and he look so professional and serious now sia. Used to go to his house after sch finish during pri 6 to play games, watch "crayon shinchan", do project, etc...We were like best friend during that period of time...
Anyway, he studied optometry and offer to help me check for the health of my eye, and also tell me some of the reasons that is causing my eye to have blurry vision after wearing contact lens (which is not like what the doc said). K, so nw I just need to go for my medical appointment to check whether I have "Strabimus" which is the deviation of eye meaning to say the 2 eye not looking into the same direction, i.e Cock eye and I seriously doubt I have this condition. Another is "ptosis" which is damn obvious that I have cause it mean the drooping of eye. Like damn obvious rite, cause recently my one big one small eye is super obvious!!!! could mean my nerve muscle gt some problem and might need operation to bring my eyelid back to it original position! and the drooping of eyelid might be the reason causing the blur vision cause it press on my contact lens causing the angle to be inaccurate.
Wah, science is fun!!! woohoo...I like these chim chim term esp when I can understand what the hell it is!!! Like doing some science project like that!!!
Glad to know my eye is still healthy and also there nth as intolerance to contact lens and I can still wear it...Just that I need to solve my eye problem first...hmm, But nothing confirm until I go for the specialist check-up!
Labels: life
5:02 PM: Izanagi_ang
Bored!!!
Friday, June 10, 2011
Wah...Seriously, After entering NS, my life been very routine...like nth new, every week almost the same...maybe I should try doing something new or something...sian sian sian sia....Maybe I should have went with Team and KT to club today though I not those who go club de...Use the com until damn bored...like nth much to do...lazy watch shows le sia, watch until sian le!!!!
wahhhhhhhhhhhh....sian sian sian....
11:56 PM: Izanagi_ang
365days as NSF and 365days more to Civilian!
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Times seriously fly man! In a flash, I have already served my NS for a Year!!!
OK, to be honest, the 1 yr feel like 10 years to me. with all the schedule so packed during BMT and SCS, its feel like I don't have even time for myself, families and friends. And with the long hours of training, 1 days feel like 2 or even 3 days cause you just continue doing the stuff they want you to do. And when u go back bunk, the moment you go back bunk u can just lay down and sleep and your one day is gone.
In this one year, I completed my BMT phase as a recruit, blur blur dunno anything and still trying to get used to the military lifestyle where everything is planned for you. what time u eat, what time u sleep, what exercise u must do and the no of repetition. Everything is like being controlled! Not forgetting getting tekang for the slightless mistake you made like replying "ya" instead of "yes" to a commander, or being tekang for mistake not made by you because of the stupid phrase "One for All and All for One!" Confine because of eating mooncake in bunk, riffles getting stunned during fieldcamp, playing games like monopoly deal and chinese chess is definitely some of the things I will rmb for life. Made a bunch of good friends during these period of time when we "fought", route march, train and have fun together!
After POP, I went posted to SCS which were cool because I were posted to one of the more welfare company. In fact I would believe it to be the most welfare company among the other sch. Have some serious tough training outfield but at least it were fun as I still gt some of my bmt friends together with me during BSLC. Then come ASLC where all my close friend all post to other place I and stayed back...Demoralising but there nth I can do. But all turns out well, getting to know more friends and occasionally K session at chevron during nites out. Went Taiwan for training and enjoying the weather and RnR over there. Thought I will die inside but I survived.
And now, posted back to BMT. A whole new level, need to present lesson infront of 200+ ppl and teach all the correct stuff as instructor. Half high position yet lowest at the same time...1 more yr of leading the same life but I think I should be able to survive through it!
Can't wait for ORD cause my life seems stagnant now, every week like doing same stuff, nth new and feeling sian...4june 2012, I shall be anticipating to see my pink IC once again!
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2:33 PM: Izanagi_ang
