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QW, CY, Cheryl, Allan and i went back to HSS to celebrate teachers day and see some of the teacher who taught us before...And OMG...some of the teacher look different from when i last saw them....And get to noe my ex-CCA gotten 3rd prize for the electronics lantern competition this year...haha...then meet up with a lot of friend that i havent see for a long long long time...so look strange to me, haha...And took some picture too...haha...putting some of the picture below...

Labels: holiday, life

Just replied the level 2 jap class coordinator just now for the placement test...will be going for the test next monday...Went to memorise the rest of the hiragana that i have yet to memorise, including み、め、ぬ、ね、る、ろ。Then redo some of the homework from the jap sch used to go...haha...and able to answer without using the hiragana chart or any notes...but it may be due to i know quite well the noun from the first few lesson....Have to revise in case i suddenly forget how to answer...haha...plus heard from some of my poly friend taking jap class at sch that they need to use hiragana...

Hmm...have to also start memorising the katakana chart...got one person from the same course as me like memorise already...cant lose to her lol...cause lose to her basically every subject....haha...

Have a boring holiday today too...read finish the harry potter today despite using the slowest speed i can...lol...the last book is really short...hmm...nothing for me to do...life seems so boring...Feel like restarting the pokemon diamond, but got shining snesal, so cant bear to restart...need to wait till i trade to someone...then feel like playing harvest moon, but still with jeff, so dunno...see when got meet him...arhh...holiday is the most boring....cant wait for holiday during sch time...now cant wait for school to start...Seriously need a job...lol...wan to be a tutor....life will be relaxing...haha

Thats all folk...haha...bored....so will list out all the hiragana below...can learn...haha...it easy...

あいうえお　
a i u e o
かきくけこ　
ka ki ku ke ko
さしすせそ　
sa shi su se so
たちつてと　
ta chi tsu te to
なにぬねの　
na ni nu ne no
はひふへほ　
ha hi fu he ho
まみむめも　
ma mi mu me mo
や ゆ よ　
ya yu yo　
らりるれろ
ra ri ru re ro
わ を ん
wa o n

Haha..thats all...enjoy!

Labels: holiday, jap, life

Another boring day. Another boring blog i going to write. Wondering is there anyone who is seriously reading my blog...haha...Wake up really late today...later then the other days...haha...almost noon....then cy call and we talk about going for the teacher day...then asking them more about the chalet activities...lol...still not sure whether staying or not...but the activities dun feel exciting enough...haha...i willing to go Kbox(haha, my fav place to go since i like singing) but hope that no one insult my singing lol...人不犯我,我不犯人. 人若犯我,十倍奉还...like someone who alway insult my singing lol so alway do the opposite of wat she want...then, the rest dont sound as interesting...

Finally recieve an email by the jap class lecturer...and she ask me to contact her for the placement test....yay...then ex-colleagues ask whether we wan to work back at sakae...haha...been wanting to ask him that too...haha...and feel more like going back since the chef not there le...will hav to wait till friday for news....

Seem like my life will me enriching agian...haha...if i really work back at sakae, then i may stay for the chalet...haha...thats all for today...very late le...cya!

Labels: holiday, jobs, life

Having a serious boring holiday!!! Nothing to do at all...CCA starts next thurs...no excuse to use laptop to play...so can't play everyday....Just train my maple acct just now and level up 3 level in just 1 and a half hour....lol...first time level up so fast...haha...cause got a lot of blue pot...the naruto part i watching now are all filler, so dont really wan to watch that fast...but have already reached epi 160+...

Nothing to do...Wan to go back for teacher day but some got other stuff to do, some don't wan to return and some dunno...haha...hmm...it this friday btw...still dunno the time but have asked my junior to help me find out...

have edited most of the skin for this blog...finally know how this worked...lol...but not sure how this will look like in other people com...cause my lappy is 15" inch so can see the whole page perfectly...will tr to edit with more anime pic i like in here...haha...that all folks...back to watching anime...and training my maple character...

Labels: Blogskin, holiday, life

Hmm...had quite a boring day for today...listened to Yes 9.33FM from 12-2...then reread a few chapter of Harry Potter And the Deathly Hallows....then teach Zhen Cheng Bio and Math at my house...lol...What i think is that he not that lousy...just that he have not really studied and get distracted easily...plus think that he didn't really practiced much for his math...his math basic/foundation is not really good and he spend long time reading...hmm...hope he can study hard and get the score he wants for N'level and go to sec 5 normal next year....hmm...taught him until around 9 and now using com....And the end of a boring day...

Kept staring at the html code just now and finalling realised how to edit the code so that the width is bigger to fit the slides(photos)...and how to centralise the extra html i put in....still got more that i wan to edit, but guess i just edit slowly or i wil have nothing to do...haha

Now life is boring and back to rereading harry potter, watching anime and playing MapleSea after Joe keep asking me to play...so training a new character now...haha...since no one ask me out...lol...feel like a jailbird trap in my house...nothing to do...sian...life now is sleep eat play...nothing else...maybe going to the library to borrow some books to read...lol...and there no news from the CCA...haha...feel like borrowing the guitar back to anyhow strung...haha...thats all folk...see ya...

Labels: Blogskin, holiday, life

This skin is downloaded from blogskin.com...not the one i wanted to put initially...but the coding for this is easier to edit...but this is fully HTML code...so there are some parts i dun reli noe how to edit...like the width...may change this agian...but be using this for a while since i have just spent my 2hr editing this coding for the words and widget...really wonder how cheryl did her skin for her blog...lol...for now...i think this is good enough for a science student...haha...maybe can switch course to IT...lol

Labels: Blogskin, holiday, life

Wanted to edit and change the look of my blog...but too much HTML coding until i very confused...Guess still need to wait for very long before i can completely change the blog look...haha...Luckily i neva choose an IT course or i will be very confused...haha...cause HTML is confusing and precise...some part might be wrong because of 1 letter or capital letter...haha...lol

Labels: Blogskin, holiday, life

Instead of fishing...i went to watch "Brave Story" with Joe and Philbert...Joe have been asking us to watch "Brave Story" for a while already....and asking us to eat Sakae Sushi which i keep saying no...Haha...

*Spoiler* The movie is quite nice except that i feel that the plot is a bit too predictable..and that i feel that it is a fusion of Final Fantasy, Maplestory and some anime...Perhaps it like what Joe say...i watched too much anime(i feel its because i read too much fantasy story in the past), so quite predictable...it about a boy who went to a different world after hearing "behind the door, u can change your destiny" from a friend he just make. And he went to take world to wish that his mother is alright...dun wan to be spoiler...haha...But if there is another dimension like it...I would want to go too...haha...But i prefer to be a wizard more...But thing i find strange is why Aya came back to life...thought the wish he made have no change to the material world but Aya suddenly came back to life...

Dun wan to write sign of the gap already since we talked just now...lol...After so many weeks...

Hmm...The tuition job i asked Bao Qing Aunty to help me find is unsuccessful...lol..mission failed...cause initially i anyhow say tues and thurs, then i suddenly rmb thurs have CCA...so wanted to change...then call just now and Bao Qing aunty say the student only free on tues and thurs...lol...i juz anyhow give the day and so 准...hmm...need to wait for a while before i can find a job...

Labels: holiday, jobs, life, movies

Had a boring day as holiday as usual...wake up at 11+...eat lunch...then watch "final call" on my brother laptop...he say that it is a ghost story and it supposed to be scary...BUT...i don't find it scary at all...it feel more like a friendship story about how people can betray their friend to save their own life and yet how people can sacrifice themselves to save their friend life...then start to watch TV...And now using my laptop...and the end of the day....

Maybe going out with Joe or Philbert to fish on Friday...never fish before, so it might be interesting...haha...Dunno what to do for the holiday, except for watching anime and sleep...have returned the guitar to the CCA, so cant play anymore...but it OK, cause i borrow because i wan to play some Chinese pop song...but either i don't understand the score or the Tabs look very strange to me...Sian...Seriously need a job...lol...but i dun wan service cause i dun like the way of working with shift...my father job is got shift kind...and i dun really see him often or talk to him often except when i want him to buy CD for me...it sort of like lifeless for me after the experience of working at Sakae sushi....can still rmb the day of wake up and prepare to work...work finish and go home...watch the recorded TV show and back to sleep and the cycle repeat itself for almost everyday...I like the job, but i want life too...

Sign of the gap today:

• QW talk to me through MSN yesterday...and ya...we have some talk on the arguement...lol...but i find this still a gap...technology is so advanced now that we don't even use the phone but through the net now...i don't even know what tone he going to use if it were through the phone...cause word use in different tone can have different meaning...and there are words that u dunno the tone as it can be anything...haha...so when he first message me yesterday...his first sentence were "sensitive ppl"...it could be he angry by my used of "not for sensitive ppl" or asking what i meant be sensitive ppl....lol...feel that technology is good to a certain extent and bad to another extent...cause some things cannot be expressed easily by words...like ppl could misunderstood that i angry with the gang by the word i use in this blog...

That's all for today...Got to enjoy my "exciting holiday"...and PS do my friend test...haha....

Labels: friends, gap, holiday

The semester have finally come to the end with the last exam taken...Time really past very fast...It like i still working at sakae sushi...then taking the O'level result...then choosing the course and poly i want...entering the course...starting of the semester...making new friends...learning things not taught in secondary...and finally taking the exam and the end of the semester...well, i just summarise what i did from the start of the year to now...haha...it been a long way...time seems to pass by fast...

Took the final exam in the afternoon today...and the moment i open the paper and look at the question, i start to knock my head...arhh...although it is considered average, there's a lot of questions i don't noe how to do...hmm...not much confident in this...worse, most of the stuff i learned did not came up...depress...didn't even noe how to draw a single lewis structure which i suppose to have the most confident in, and i leave all the lewis structure blank...and i didn't have enough time to complete the paper...maybe even worse on 14 sep when the result came...

Holiday to do list:

• Find a job
• Learn Jap for the proficiency test
• Watch anime
• Go for CCA(supposedly have during holiday)
• CCA Camp
• Gang chalet???(dunno..see first)
• Help Zhen Cheng prepare for his N'level

Sign of the gap today:

• Well...we haven't really done anything to close the gap...there is attempt to though...for example, we initially plan to take part in the StompAids to like close the gap and have something to do as a group, but we didn't discuss anything and not taking part in it anymore...then we have the to study together thing and i didn't go cause of various reason stated in some of the previous blog...now they wan a budget-less chalet which i can't afford....

Well, thats all for today...this blog have been viewed 120+ time...will be editing the blog layout and background soon....haha...Good luck to those still having your exam...time to enjoy my holiday...yay!!! Anime!!!

Labels: anime, friends, gap, poly, studies

Hmm...Finished the MBIO today....don't have question mark for any of the question as i noe the what the question is asking but i dunno how to answer...WORSE...before the exam, someone ask me who the scientist that invented the binomial naming system and i said that the teacher won't give this kind of question...guess wat...this question really came up and i dunno the name...Hmm...Have check the answer with Dr. Ho after the paper and having mix feeling after the exam...I can pass the paper, but can't do very well for the paper...

That not the worse...Tomorrow is the Inorganic, Physical chemistry exam and it is the subject that i got the least confident in...hmm...Can't understand chapters like redox reaction and gas equation...Hmm...and i don't noe when to use which equation and which to divide to equation...got some question mark after doing the tutorial...Got to really study hard...

Good thing is that it is the last exam...haha...and i will be able to start my holiday...So have to do my best for tomorrow...Didn't watch any anime today...haha...

Target for tmr:

• Go to school early to study chemistry
• RMB all the formula
• Do more past year question

Sign of the gap today:

• Well, the sign i going to write is one that i think could clearly show the gap...though it been a long time, but it is one after i last seen the gang...
• That were the time QW and CY were sacked by their manager(should not go into detail)...I only noe about them being sack and QW going to complain...then we did not see/meet/talk to each other for quite a few week...Then got one day that my lecturer were on course and we don't have his tutorial for the day...and so play dota with my classmate for a while and went home...and then, i met cheryl at the bus stop and she say she going to raffles to visit QW...i were like huh!!!...and then she told me that QW now work at raffles cedele and that when i noe...lol...A sign that shows i dunno about them and they dunno about me...

Hmm...Edited the friend test at the side of the blog...For those who are my friend or those who wan to prove that u noe me and the sign of the gap is wrong, u can do not test...have deleted all the name from the previous time...so for those who do b4, PS do again cause i dun wan any failure there.......That's all for today...back to the chem...And thk to those who stick to my blog...haha...hit counter 90+ alr...hitting 100 soon...

Labels: friends, gap, poly, studies

NOT FOR SUPER DUPER SENSITIVE PERSON!!!

Hmm...brain is now full of microbiology...Bacteria, fungi and viruses....Just wan to say here is that u don't have to find out who told me the gang went studying...u have write it in ur blog too and i am not blind...plus if u are not meeting, i would have seen some u all on the msn and the reason i see none of the gang just mean that u all went studying...lol...i not stupid...And i not trying to argue on this blog, i just trying to have a place to express what i feel...if u think i trying to find trouble, then suit me fine...it not the first time u all argue with me or have cold war with me for a stupid reason!!!

Labels: friends

Hmm...have been studying Mbio for the day......Realise that those important fact such as structure of basal body is still not in my head....hmm...still need to study more...Have some good news today...finally find a job...as a tutor...but still not confirmed yet...and i also need to teach Zhen Cheng Bio and Math...hmm...finally got something to do for the holiday...haha...have to go to sch early to study tmr to study and memorise...Used to memorise things about bio easily...think that my brain hard disk capacity full le...need to reformat...lol...can't seem to memorise...

Target for today+Tmr:

• Memorise MBio notes
• Know the basic things
• Go sch early to study tmr
• Study Chem tmr(OMG, dun really study a lot of chem yesterday)
• Do well for Mbio(failed my common test, so if tmr fail, need to retake)
• Watch less anime

Sign of the gap today:

• It been a long time since i see and talk to the gang...last time i talk to SK were last friday and last time to talk to the rest were when we went bowling+billard+cycling on june though i didn't go for the cycling as someone offended me...

Well, today i will not write a long blog in order not to waste precious time...Need to study le...And thk to those who read the blog...the hit counter have reached 60+ in less than a week...wow...haha...updated the blog layout with more info for the benefit of those who dunno about me!!!

Labels: friends, jobs, studies

Started my revision on chemistry today...hmm...but need to spend time to really understand how to do those tutorial question that i used to copy(understand those qn at the point of copying)...so have only complete 1 tutorial....plus today weather is very nice to sleep...haha...so after watching the show i alway watch on sat(dunwan to say in case ppl say i childish), i went back to sleep and only wake up at 2...then stare at blank air until 3 before i start studying....took a long time to understand the redox reaction...well, didn't have background in chemistry so finally understand how the teacher balanced the equation for acidic medium(cause i dunno where the H+ came from in the past, now noe is because acid solution got H+)...judging by my speed, i doubt i will be able to complete studying chemistry...still have to study Mbio tmr cause mon is Mbio exam...followed by IPC on Tues and holiday starts...yay...Now doing the gases tutorial...hmm...

Maybe my time management got some problem...should have study Chemistry earlier....and study Mbio during this weekend...well...time is passing fast and i don't have time for regret...hmm...i really need tons of good luck in order to pass my chemistry.......well...i still got the japanese placement test after the exam in order for me to skip level nex semester...Anyway...don't think we will take part in the StompAids competition liao...Sk didn't go for the briefing yesterday...

Target for Tmr...

• Revise on Mbio and memorise all the important facts
• Know all the differents kind of microbes
• know all the characteristic of all the different microbes
• Do more past year paper...
• If got spared time, do some more chemistry tutorial....
• watch less anime(watch a lot of episode of anime today...haha...which slow down my speed of revision today)

Sign of the gap today:

• Well, it been a long time since i have a long chat with QW and SK....Used to call them and we will chat for a long time...now...when i call SK, i will feel that he want to hang up the phone fast....as for QW, i dunwan to call him cause i wan to see how long is the call back later...Shall not elaborate..........that alls haha...Don't assume and accuse.

Thats all for today...back to mine revision mode..........

Labels: friends, studies

Went to school early today to ask someone to teach me the two question yesterday....well, my method is correct, except that i got careless mistake..........and then off we go to the exam hall for the math exam....guess wat? The examiner actually pass down some chinese studies literature paper to us!!! Shocked, suddenly feel like back to secondary school....haha...the examiner pass down the wrong paper lol or else i will have instant death if i do that paper....

The paper is quite better with the same standard as last semester paper, BUT, i got one question i noe the method but i think something go wrong with my calculation....cause the question is a Max question and i got 0...and the max percentage is 0....lol.......must be some calculation error.....but i should be able to do quite well for the paper....

Don't really feel like studying today, so did not go study with the gang, well, they finally ask me...lol.....Watched 1 episode of bleach and claymore already....going to watch naruto later.......

Target for tmr(nt today...haha...lazy)

• All out Chemistry day
• Redo all the tutorial question( well, because i copy some of it so have to confirmed i really noe how to do)
• Do more past year paper( have done one and checked answer with the teacher and got a lot wrong....must work hard)
• Read the tutorial for the theory part(didn't really listen in chemistry lesson, just go the lecture and stare at blank air and write the word when he go to the next slide. don't even have to bother listening cause i don't understand at all)
• Watch less anime

Sign of the gap for today:

• Well, SK, QW, Cheryl and me agree to take part the StompAids competition, but we didn't even have a discussion before. It were more like SK being the middle man cause we didn't even have a whole group discussion at all...well, doesn't this show the gap...not even discusing when have one common topic-StompAids.......now, i don't even know whether we taking part in the competition or not....there a briefing for it today....not sure whether Sk will be going later......

Well....As alway, don't assume and accuse...this is my blog and i writing what i feel, thoughts can run wild...PS do not call me or sms me if you don't agree...u may however left a comment if u wan it to be omitted out...lol

That all folks...back to watching anime time...Naruto, here i come......

Labels: friends, studies

OMG!!! I can't the question 6 from both the past year paper!!! And it is a high percentage question!!! 22marks!!! can't afford to lose this question if i were to want to get a A... Maybe i will go early tmr to ask someone to teach me how to do....Stress......

Hmm....Have to sleep early for today....and i managed to only watch 1 episode of anime today....huge accomplishment.......haha....

Labels: stress, studies

Well, have been doing Math past year paper for the last 4 hour....though i and quite distracted by uploading pictures for the slide on top of the blog, i managed to complete one of the math paper with two question i don't seems to get the correct answer from the teacher...have checked with some of my friends and they too, can't get the answer, so it may be the teacher inputting the wrong answer.......hmm....feel that doing the past year paper can really make you think...cause most are problem sum question and have to understand the English before you noe how to do and i don't quite understand one question because i don't understand what it is talking about and it is a 12 mark qn....OMG....don't know whether i can get my A....

Target for today and tmr:

• Do finish the Maths past year paper
• Do example from lectures notes
• Sleep early to have energy for Math exam tmr
• RMB to wake up for tmr exam(haha, cannot be absent without valid reason)

Sign of the gap today: (don't read this part if you are a sensitive person! if it trouble you, don't say i didn't warned you)

• By accident today again, found out the the gang(not all) went to bukit merah to study again....well, it actually ok for me since most of the time we meet up to study in the past don't really worked in the end...if i were to serious study(for major exam), i prefer to be serious about it and really chiong to study...but when i went out to study with them, they will be like suddenly say want to go shopping/arcade/change location/stop studying or etc....hmm, maybe our definition of studying seriously were different since the past...well, maybe it not true.....maybe it what they always say, 没有利用价值...hmm...i not really that smart and they are clever(well, they emphasised it a lot)...hmm...if no use means no friendship, i won't want this kind of friend...well i just saying what i feel if i have friend who make use of friend, it does not mean anything...this is my blog/diary and i am writing out my thought, don't suddenly call me up and bark or sms me....

Hmm...don't assume and accuse....i not assuming or accusing anyone, i am just writing out my thought...Hmm, back to studies now......

Labels: friends, gap, studies

Hmm, third time i blog today...well, i have done the math past year paper...haha...but i can feel that i am not that confident for my math...cause after i do one question, i will flip back the book to check whether i use the correct formula and correct method...though most are correct, but still do not feel very confident as i have not really practise my math alot...

Target for tmr:

• Cont' practise math(exam the day after!)
• Practise Differential equation and integration by parts ( not in sec sch syllabus)
• Watch less anime tmr( Exam coming!)
• Sleep early tmr( Math require ur brain to be awake and the exam is in the morning)
• STUDY HARD!!!

One more sign of the gap:

• The gang went out today and i didn't really noe about it...i only find out by accident...hmm...shows that the gap is really bigger...seems to me that we not really good friend already....and there are a lot of things i dunno about them...In the past, when i were angry with them, my anger will have vanish the next day, this still have not change unless it something big...BUT, i don't noe since when, maybe after sec 3...after the group grew bigger, they start to start the dunno what PMS thing and start assuming i am angry and will scold them or something like that...cause normally, i will treat that thing as never happen before, but from what they say like "be careful, later he dunno do what to u" well, it just make me more unhappy and will definitely be more angry...it more of like they provoke me to be angry instead of treating that it has never happen before....maybe they don't treat the friendship seriously and have forgotten what i were like when i first became friend with them....PS. if you don't understand my personality, don't pretend that you know...Don't assume and Accuse!!! And i think that's the reason they didn't tell me that they were meeting today cause they thought i am still angry with yesterday or maybe its them who are angry after reading my blog...well, as a matter of fact,it me who now don't really understand them....maybe it me who haven't noticed, cause i don't feel them as what i noe 3 year ago....so it maybe me who assume that i know them when i dunno...and hope that they can stop the PMS thing, it really childish and i don't find it funny at all!

Well, that's all for the midnight blog...haha...This is my thought and what i feel, thoughts can run wild....Don't assume and accuse for those who are reading!!!

Labels: friends, stress, studies

well, my blog is for my to write out thought and things that is going though my mind....if you are unhappy of what you see here, well, too bad, it my thought. it just shows that u have not give me a good enough impression. And my blog is like a diary to me, for me to see what have i done or things i did when i am old....well, i never know if i going to lose my memory in the future and this can jolt my memory up. My point of view is not equal to your point of view...if u are really unhappy of what i write, u can leave a comment to ask me to omit it out...lol...ps...different people have different mind set! well, if u think that u have really treat me as a friend, think again, which is the day u have not insult me, say bad word about me? No insult in this blog intended. If there is, too bad, sorry, my English is not very good. ( For the one who call me and scold me after reading my blog, lol. PS think)

Stress now...Test just two day away....hmm....didn't really get addicted to anime yesterday(only watched 1 episode)....Have done 2 past year MBIO paper yesterday...1 IPC paper 2 weeks ago, now, since math is this Friday, have to chiong the Math past year paper out....already remember most of the main point needed for Mbio, but have still not started revision for chemistry...have to start studying chemistry on Saturday...

Target for today

• Do at least 2 past year paper for math
• Don't get addicted to anime today(have watched i episode just now, haha)
• Practise math on those topic not taught in secondary school

Hmm...think maybe i write one sign of the gap between me and my friend per day, haha

Sign of the gap today

• I seems to talk to Matthew more than any of my gang. its like i know what Matthew is doing for his project and stuff like that but i not really sure what my other friends are doing. Although i haven't see him for like more then 4 month, we still can chat on msn with quite some common topic. On the other hand, i don't think i got any common topics with the gang of mine

oh ya, QW message me about what he feel after reading my blog from yesterday....well, should reply him here...ya...everyone have different problem...but your problem can be solved easily, it just taking the time off and have less income...you can still afford to go. Well, i got a limit to how much i can take out....and i said before during the last chalet that if you all are going to organise a chalet, do not do it this year, at least let there be some time gap before organising another. It like last year June we have one chalet, then last Nov, a 5 month gap only....then this year march, a 4 month gap only, and now you all want to organise on September, a 6 month gap only....the gap is like we go to chalet quite frequently.....at least wait till a year or at least 9 month before you organise another. I don't have magical power, i can't turn stone into money, if the max i can afford is ____then the most i can give is ____. The main point is not about the money for me, it how frequently you guys are organising chalet. Even if i am working, my money will be deplete from going to so many chalet...to me friend= understanding, communication, if we are having problem communicating now, whats the point...well, this is my point of view...no discrimination or insulting to anyone....if you feel insulted...then sorry....

Time+money does not = Friendship

Labels: friends, stress, studies

Supposed to go studying with SK, QW and Cheryl at bukit merah macdonald today....luckily i woke up late and didn't go early.......Called them to ask whether they there already or not, and surprisingly they were there, BUT, they say they not going to study already and will go to Bugis.....Speechless...i was thinking of how long we have not chat and study together and were unable to sleep last night......hmm...it seems that our world and goal is now different...the gap was just a bit when we start to work after O'level and when we meet, we will talk about our work...now we dun really have any common topic to take about

Sign of the growing gap

1. Used to wait for each other after school if we were dimissed at the same time, but stopped after SK angry of me playing game with my friend and cause him to wait for a long time.
   
2. In the past, only QW won't return call when he say he will call back, he would at least call back the next day. Now, when QW say he will call back later, your home or handphone call list would not have his name for dunno how many weeks. Even SK starting to be the same.
   
3. CY pester me to lend her the new harry potter book. She say she would get it on one thursday. Then i wait for her call and decide to call her and she say she call mine HP the previous night to tell me she not free that day. I searched for my call history...dont even have her name on it. Then she say she will collect on Sat, in the end, at 10 pm plus, when i told QW about it and he tell CY, the only thing CY reply were " sorry, i forget. get it from u when free". Though we were not really good friend, you should at least know what u have promise. And it not like i am very willing to lend her the book, i only agree because i thought maybe she think i not treating her as a friend.
   
4. In the past, when we were organising, we would have conference call and discuss about it. Now, it will be just one message saying "we going to ______ at __time, if u wan to go, meet at_____" it more of like, go if u wan to go and ur business if u don't wan to go attitude.
   
5. If I got something to ask them, i would like call their HP, and most of the time, they say they are busy and will call back later, U wont need to wait. They wont reply most of the time and u will be so angry that u wont ask them anymore.
   
6. There is one time where i ask QW to go cut hair together. We did not meet the time, but normally we will go in the morning or afternoon. I were calling him the whole afternoon to wait for him to wake up cause i know he have gone to bed late by seeing the time of the last message he sent(2.53am). And so i wait until around 2 before i went to go cut hair myself. And i were lucky i did so cause he wake up at around 4.30pm....and that one example of not replying back. I call him and he say he need to do something first and will call back later. In the end, NOT A SINGLE CALL return
   
7. And that time when i want to cut hair, i also asked SK and he initially say he wan to cut. But the next day, he say he wan to cut after exam...Guess wat, it before the exam and he have cut his hair already with QW and cheryl...lol...

Guess i just write these few sign, i dont have time to write out more even though there are more(got good memory though i have STM)...Hmm, back to study mode...

have done some of the past year MBIO paper since they PS me and go bugis...at least i sleep enough and didn't waste my time. Guess i now stressful, cause i can see more pimple growing on my face....Aggghhh....at least they dont grow on my forehead now.....

Target

• Do MBIO past year paper
• Do IPC pat year paper
• Do and practise Maths
• Watch less anime(still addicted but havent watch today, maybe later)
• Rest well so as not be sick for Exam( having flu now and to think i study virus as a topic)
  

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Still studying microbiology today...amazed my my ability to watch anime and to study at the same time. The chapter 5 is really long and have spend nearly the whole afternoon reading through it. Guess I still have a long way before i can completely finish my microbiology revision...

My brain now is full of flagella function, cilia and all those fungi.........

Math exam is just 5 day away, next friday and i still haven't touch on it...maybe i will do the past year paper for it later....

Hmm...have to save money for the chalet...but i think maybe i wont go...i don't really have much saving and i planning to get a new handphone by the end of this year...the contract is ending... I feel that it is pointless to go since we just went this march...it just less than half a year...even it for us to gather and talk, it pointless since every time i call them and they say they will call back, at the end after so many weeks and months, not a single call returns...so what the point of talking in the chalet when you don't even wan to talk in the phone...it not like we got many common topic now...

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Have been doing notes for microbiology today...my brain now is full of cells, procaryote and Eucaryote...Cell membane and cell wall...only revise 4 chapter today...haha...guess i didnt really listen hard in the lectures cause got a lot of things i haven't see before....

Have also done researched on sweaty plam because i was curious as to waht cause it. Found out that it actual name is actually Palmar Hyperhidrosis and that it is actually cause by genetic...haha...and there are ways to cure it for those of you who have sweaty palm too...you can look it up on the internet...

well, got to go now to continue studying for my exam...Good luck to those who are having exam too!!!

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Start the day by going to the school that train people for being a croupier in Casino with Soon Keong...the pay and promising seems quite well ( S$2300 est) without any qualification but the certificate will help you to be promoted faster...but too bad...i am not interested, plus i have excessive sweaty palm....

Then, we went to bukit merah to teach Zhen Cheng biology...and he like distracted easily...haha

Well... i don't really think i did well for my physiology...so have to focus on my MBio, Math and Chemistry....

And if you guess it...i am watching anime as i writing this blog..haha...thats all...

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Taking some time to relax now before the physiology common test tommorow. I think i really get addicted to anime now...haha...because i watched 12 episode of naruto on sat instead of studying. I did study, but i like half doing physiology past year paper and half watching anime...On sunday, i tried to stop myself from watching anime again, in the end, i still watched 5 episode while doing the math MOL...

So today, during math tutorial, yet i load and watch one more episode...really addicted...hmm...have to study physiology now...good luck for myself...haha...hope i wont get the urge to watch another episode of anime later