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A complicated 20 year old girl who doesn't look like a 19 year old girl. I have no elder bother nor elder sister. I do have 2 younger brothers and a younger sister. I'm not sure if i'm a christain, but i am sure I am Catholic. I like to look blur when i actually am very blur. MSN: freakyouout@hotmail.com ICQ: #43438579 BLOGGERS44 Ze Ching Ze Ching 2 Wendy Miao Ting Bennie Siao Li Susy Patricia Sylvia Wen Qi Kelly Mindy ARCHIVES44 11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003 12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004 01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 Wishlist
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
i was at my LAST accounting class yesterday.... yeah... feeling so free... finally.... trust me, once you've start working and then you study, you would feel that, working is a lot more better.... yeah... whooohooo...
Was thinking what do i wanna do when i start studying full time.... Now i was jus thinking what i'd do when i dun have a budget.... thinking like a rich girl but with no money... hehehehe.... so yes, this is what i was thinkin..... i wanna do all these before i turn 30: - get a Masters - try out tap dancing - try out fencing - play golf again - get lessons for tennis - work at video ezy - learn cooking - try out baking these would all be thoughts... and hopefully, do-able... Monday, November 27, 2006
did i mention how much i LUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURV Grey's Anatomy.... its jus so drama.... nah... not really.... i jus like it.... something about the characters in the show that makes me wanna watch it even more.... Dr. Shepard... mm..mmm...mmmm...mmm...mm..... yummy.... hot.... he's not even like trying to be cool or hot or handsome... jus the way he brings out his character's charisma towards treating patient and having an 'affair' with Meredith makes you jus wanna watch him more....
yesh yesh... i bought the second season out of shear desperation.... can't stand watching star world every week to catch it for an hour or so.... then having to wait the next week for the next episode... besides, there's like 27 episodes for the price of 69.90 at video ezy... but shit,... i bought it at 79.90 at gramaphonics.... argh..... went to work today by train... coz i'm going down to jervois again.... so which i spent the whole time on the train watch my dvd... thanx to my oh-so-wonderful grandma, who bought me a portable dvd player for my bday... i'm putting it to great use.... watching it on my way to work... makes my day... thankfully, i haven't seen a sad bit... coz image me, crying in the middle of the train ride... what a weird sight.... ok ok... its me looking at my 'ji bu' paper again.... gonna continue verifying or probably look for some source of entertainment with my colleagues... or even better... Web Sudoku... haiz... too bad, my screen faces the office... and me, facing the friggin wall.... Friday, November 24, 2006
yesh yesh.... second time today to blog... that's how bored, or free i am.... but oh well.... its time for a break after a hectic month of slogging for test cases.....
jus came back from ping pong session with the gang at work.... fun sia... so long never play liao.... fun fun... very fun.....
i've decided to leave my blogger on... in case, when i'm free, i can blog a bit...
today happens to be that day.... as a matter of fact, it has been like this every day..... i've got 1 HUGE pile of papers on my desk... i'm suppose to verify..... so boring..... jiu ming ah... i'm so bored that i've been calling ppl 2 cubicles away from me to talk.... and the good thing is, my QA is also bored, that she keeps me company too.... occassionally walking here to talk..... jus to announce... i've updated the dnd pics to my fotopages.... free, then go see ok..... Thursday, November 23, 2006
today is a thursday....
yeah..... the day i have no class.... still haven't told d where or what or when or why or how we're going to meet later... hahaha.... ok lah, not that many qns.... but oh well.... someone said my blog is a place for ppl to know how what i'm doing now, where i'm at and why i'm still here.... hehehe... well, now that its uat... everyone will have a lot more updates to me.... christmas is coming up... my colleagues are forming a gift exchange program.... hmmmm... dunno what i should buy for the person that i chose.... one wonders... Tuesday, November 21, 2006 yesh yesh... this is my last night company's Dinner and Dance.... damn, the lucky draw mus have costed the company a bomb..... top prize is OSIM massage chair that costed about 5K plus.... kaoz.... and they gave out handphones and laptops as some of the lucky draw prizes.... about 30++ gifts were given.... the good thing about being in the same company as your boyfriend is that.... he goes to the same dinner and dance.....  Thursday, November 16, 2006
yesh yesh... its another one of those blogs, where i start typing for no reason.... then again, i'm also blogging coz someone asked me, when is it my turn for me to blog?????
i'm here blogging now... hope you see it... to the person who say i don't blog.... can you see this entry... whooohoooo... i finally blog.... nothing's much change... except a lot of things are happening around me that i'm so not aware of.... thinking i'm too much in my own world.... need to have more gatherings, more meet ups and more mind off serious stuff..... gonna go watch a movie with my boss later on.... hopefully that's gonna happen, at the rate that the shows are very limited..... this weekend is another 14months for me and d... yeah.... we've made it through another month.... last month was on the cruise.... oh yah... the cruise was nice... really fun.... hahahaha.... becoz of the cruise, i've found another 2 more ppl to play mj with.... which is like a weekly thing now... been playing for 2 weeks consecutively on every saturday.... poor hati... but oh well, she'll take afternoon the next day anyways.... its close to the end of the week.... my mood to work has stopped since the beginning of the week, or maybe last week.... i'm working in some huge government project... and now, its UAT period... which is User Acceptance Testing.... which means, all i do from next week onwards is support... so for 8 hours a day, i do nothing but jus wait for problems to come... hahahaha.... how exciting.... regarding my acca, thinking i'm dropping it... wanna find a good uni that provides Master of Accountings... for non-accountings graduates.... hard to find, but i really wan... i found one, at Curtin Uni, but i heard, they have a reputation for being able to buy our certs... so what's the point.... guess that's pretty much about my life so far.... Wednesday, October 11, 2006
yes yes... it has been a long long time since i blogged... been so caught up with work.... really need a break....
haiz... jus wanna scream and shout at ppl some time.... ask for help... give such a general answer... which like duh, i also know.... but then at the end, they will write, if you need help, you can always come find us.... shit lor.... find you also no use.... the answer will be so vague AGAIN.... nowadays, dunno is it dms or ams... but i'm jus super moody... work sux.... ppl near me are ok, but for those sitting at the other end... oh my gosh... my blood can boil every day.... aiyooo... dunno how to jus give me a straight answer.... argh argh argh.... now, i have 3 ppl helping me to complete my work.... 1 is Chantel, miao's sister.... another are 2 girls working here as testers.... really wanna thank these 3 for tahaning my nonsensical ways of working... nice to work with nice ppl, but not nice when you have to stress them with lots and lots of work... but what chantel say, "ITS TO GET THE JOB DONE"... she so optimistic... i also dunno what to say... my temper isn't getting any better.... thought its getting better, after the period thing and all... haiz.... did i mention i jus came back from 2 day trip in batam with my mother... went for 2 massages... whah shiok... but for one of them, so ..... *sob sob*.... so weird.... even massage my chest.... then again, its traditional indonesian massage.... but *sob sob.... Thursday, September 14, 2006
Monday, September 11, 2006
been sleeping quite lil.... think i'm starting to like going to work or doing work... and thinking of my future... want a good future... want a nice beautiful future.... jus hopefully with my looks, ppl dun think i'm a kid all the time.... i wanna work hard now and probably like the old saying goes, suffer now and relax later...
ytd, i passed by prudential... jus when they walked up to me, i thought they were asking me to sign with some credit card or something, but the first thing she did was, ask whether me and dagen were students... when we said, NO.... she was like, How could this be??? you 2 look so young??.... dotz dotz dotz.... ------------------------------------ ytd, we had our secondary school class gathering.... so long never see some of them, feels weird and nice too.... we all still look the same... here's a pic of us at haagen daaz at esplanade.... nice to know we're all doing fine... can't believe one of them are going to my uni in brissy too....
----------------------------------- jus watched 3 things today.... Watched Prime this morning... it had Uma Thurman and Meryl Streep... and this cute guy... hehehe... he's 23 in the show and Uma is 37... Uma is seeing Meryl Streep's son... Meryl is her therapist... so she's like blabbering out about her sex life with her.... so imagine from a mother's point of view, how you'd feel if someone was talking to you about your son's penius?? weird huh?? Watched God of Gamblers at night... the one with Leon Lai and Chen Xiao Cun and Anita Yuen.... cried damn badly sia... anita yuen was pushed over a roof.... survived, but told leon lai earlier on in the movie that, if she was to be a vegetable, she'd rather die... so leon stopped her oxygen tank to stop.... sad... he hugged her and close the tap.... Watched Life Isn't always about Ha Ha Hee Hee.... wondering what show?? its one of those bollywood shows.... damn i love bollywood shows.... this one had 3 stories... quite sad for some parts... very nice to watch... made me cry a lot harder than the god of gamblers.... the first story was, about this woman wanting to divorce her husband who cheated on her with her close friend... but in the indian community, its like a 'sin' to divorce someone... the husband kidnapped the kid once they came out of the hospital... then again, he did it out of desperation of never being able to see his son again... they're working it out... so that's 1 story... another story was, this woman always thought that her husband would leave her... so she's trying to keep herself busy... in actual fact, her husband loves her deeply and wouldn't leave her... BUT jus wants her to give some of her time to him... and spend some intimate/private moments with him.... right before the intimacy started, he gave her a ring.... i think its like, to tell her, marry me once more, you are the love of my life... although they were already married.... so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet... so touching.... *wonders whether SOMEONE got the hint or not* this other last story was that, her father was sick... he was like giving up on life.... he got some sort of a minor stroke.... nonetheless, he jus didn't wanna talk... her friend suggested her to show him video clips of his favourite times of his life... so she compiled a video with her mother in it, and how she would play games with her friends when they were kids.... while watching it till the end, the father died... peacefully.... they showed until the cremation part..... -------------------------------------------- i'm jus going to say this... i dun like the idea of cremation... i mean, i would rather be cremated... think my mom would to... but my point is, the thought of cremation is like, never EVER being able to see that person who is cremated EVER again... i dun like that idea... although even if they were cremated, and buried, we still won't be able to see the person exactly the same way they were before death... but jus the thought about seeing a loved one be cremated makes me very very very very sad...... i've had one experience, and i totally cried sooo badly.... it was my great grandmother... it jus suddenly gives you flashbacks on how life was when she was around... how caring she was... probably naggy, but hell yah, i sure missed it... ------------------------------------------- jus went for my lady boss' contemporary dance performance.... first time i go see this type of dance performance.... i ONLY went becoz she's performing.... i really had no idea what they were doing... jus seeing her dance.... dagen kept nodding off... ahaha.... i wanted too, but seeing him nodded off was so entertaining.... he's jus sooooooooooooooo cute.... not as if his face is not sleepy enough, he's actually sleeping at a performance... hhahahahaa.... jus wanna hug my squishy mushy boyfriend... --------------------------------------------- yeah... another week of work and school... think i'm going to work more again... as usual... most prob i should start registering for my exams... all 3 subjects.... wanna do big things, better begin early.... coz like what my boss said during my appraisal, i'm still young... i don't have much to lose.... --------------------------------------------- ummm... if your wondering why there's so many entries, well, its probably becoz i jus published all my drafted entries... heheheehe... Wednesday, August 30, 2006
today, i'm very tired... probably affected by some stuff.... my boss so cute... she worried... so she msg me:
huiYing says: u sure everything is ok? huiYing says: u not hungry? huiYing says: u and dagen ok? huiYing says: work ok? i am not stressing u or giving you trouble? the thing is, she seldom gives me work to do... its her boss and my other boss that gives me work.... now i officially have 2 supervisors to report to.... one for my usual stuff, another for my added-on stuff.... xiong ah... Monday, August 28, 2006
haven't been blogging in awhile... its been such a busy week.... constipated most of the time... due to the fact every one wants me to lose weight... which i tried... by not eating rice... and thus, the constipation.....
period came early.... haiz.... and now i'm having the cramps.... i hate cramps... might take mc if i can't take it tomorrow.... which i probably won't.... Friday, August 11, 2006
Just a special thanx to PJ for the nice nice cute picture that she's done up for me.... Thank you very much PEACHY!!!
These are jus some pics over the past few days/weeks on my birthday related stuff....
The first brithday event was on the 29th July with the Dim Sum gang:  Celebration with Flora and King:  Celebration with the Gang at Amber's house for steamboat:  Celebration with my Mummy and Ama and D:  Thursday, August 10, 2006
its early in the morning at 9++.....
the same person pressed my 'PISS DENYSE' button again... too bad the button was jammed by the 'TIRED' button.... so me being tired, i was in an ok mood... was imaging all the things that i wanted to do when i get here... especially when i see her.... i wanted to give her a hug.... anyways, now, she really takes notice only on ME... ONLY me..... how sweet of a person can she be.... it scares me.... will post up pics of how my bday went through out.... Tuesday, August 08, 2006
i am super super sianz today..
early morning reach work.... was told that the 'discipline mistress' was waiting in our room... ONLY she care about what time we come at... i know its management, but dun give me your f*cking advice, that your not treating us like children.... and its for our own good..... dunno what the hell is wrong with her also.... not as if the name discipline mistress is bad yet, she has another nickname.... Guard Dog.... so mean... i didn't start it... but its jus sooooo sad to have to work in a company who totally hates you... literally HATES you.... probably i would understand if she didn't nag at me for 10min when i asked her to book a room for me.... all i wanted is for her to book a meeting room in short notice to discuss a major problem that we needed to resolve asap.... waste my time... listen to her... she talk talk talk.... still didn't check.... anyways, i went to chantel's work space, have a lil bit of my breakfast first before i came back... and you know what??? half an hour later, she came back to give us the list to those that weren't here when she was waiting for us to come in... haiz.... Saturday, August 05, 2006
These are the pics we took with my handphone... damn i look fat fat fat... stupid hair stylists.... say spikey is boring, then give me 'volume'... not only volume to my hair, but more mass to my face too... stupid arse....
anyways, dagen brought me to some place at paradiz center... Tao's restaurant.... very nice... food was not bad... but the appetizers were best.... bread spread with bacon and mushroom paste.... grilled mushroom... yummmy..... jus some shots the waitor helped us take.... pretty funny guy... say, if we ask him to take pic for us, he can sit down rest leg awhile... whahahahah....  The first shot Second shot with the 'surprise' sesame pudding the birthday sesame pudding the 'paiseh' face for blurting out that he told the peepz there it was my bday...thought it'd be nice to wear skirt... hahahaha.... my birthday, not only mus be happy, mus also make someone special happy also mah.... but right after dinner, we had no plans so, rushed home change to shorts.... hahahahaha.... went to his house... but thought could watch some movie... either too late or i'm too lazy to move my arse... hahaha.... he was so nice to buy me a cake, but hahaha.... he left it in his fridge.... so when we got back, the cake was gone... guess who ate it?? hahaha... everyone at home... hehehe.... its ok lah... the thought was there and i really appreciate it... luckily they ate it.... i was sooooooooooo stuffed to the brim.... Thursday, August 03, 2006
my ama ah... aiyooooooooo... she very fickle minded... awhile awhile... say, dun eat too much.... today, she said, my face is getting sharper and sharper.... hmmm... wonders whether is it really a compliment or jus a casual remark....
yesh yesh... now now.... jus a song for me to change the lyrics a bit taken from Sound of Music: I am twentyone going on twentytwo I know that I'm naive Fellows I meet may tell me I'm sweet And willingly I believe I am twentyone going on twentytwo Innocent as a rose Bachelor dandies, drinkers of brandies What do I know of those Totally unprepared am I To face a world of men Timid and shy and scared am I Of things beyond my ken I need someone older and wiser Telling me what to do You are twentyfour going on twentyfive I'll depend on you today is my birthday too.... whoooh... chinese one at least.... did you know... this year there are 2 7months.... therefore, all in all... i have 3 birthdays... whahaha.... then again, i think age is getting to me.... dun really feel like making a big deal about having birthdays... either its making me feel older or be older or expectations from ppl are much higher.... tonight, i went out for supper with my mom and ama.... i bet you no one would believe i'm going to be 22... coz even at this age, i let my mother wipe my mouth for me sometime... hahaha.... big deal... my hands were all busy.... and its nice to be pamperd like a kid once in awhile.... so my work has increased.... on top of what i already have to test, i have to do more documentation... this shows, never laugh at someone when you think you might be doing the same type of crappy work they're doing.... especially when she's your close friend's sister.... i laugh and i laugh and i laugh... and now, i'm in the same pile of sh*t.... was in my accountings class today... felt really tired... then again, i asked for it... didn't sleep much last night... got home late.... had a nice chat, and got a very nice bracelet... jus forgot to take a picture... still managed to watched 2 episodes of House... to add on to make my day even more brain taxing, i had a nightmare that was pretty freaky... i had some skin disease that was highly contagious... looked very gross.... rash on my left arm... with chicken pox bumps... a lot i may add... with some growing on my back right arm rapidly... aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i got it from someone, then in the end, the whole room got it... eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww... Tuesday, August 01, 2006
i guess by now everyone has realized how ugly my blog is now... well, its still work in progress... thinking what to change my blog template to....
did something thinking about my future.... work and studies future.... after being told by d how much its a waste of time to be taking ACCA if i wasn't going to do anything about it now.... i did some thinking on how i can not ignore what he said yet at the same time keep a stable paying job.... this is my plan.... work till this project that i'm working in is over.... probably around the next Chinese New Year... i dun think i wanna stay for maintenance... not a good thing to do... so tedious and boring... so, i probably will start keeping a look out around chinese new year or after... start finding IT and accounting related jobs.... see which one is better.... accounting would be hard, coz sure start from scratch... and it sucks to start from nothing again.... at the same time, i should still try my best to study and pass my exams.... heard its tough... even a poly classmate of mines, whom i think is really brilliantly smart failed one of the papers... dunno due to what reason, but i jus think that, i've got to study really really hard.... lunch time... and i'm eating in again... think most of my colleagues mus be thinking, i'm either trying to save money or i'm really going on a strict diet... whahahah... not true for both... stomach hasn't been in tip top condition.... with ppl at home constantly telling me that i'm fat... its pretty annoying.... not pretty annoying, its bloody damn annoying... i dun even think its funny any more.... my brain is getting from bad to worst... i keep asking the same qn.... my boss is pretty fed up with answering.... when a person answers with, i told you so many times... yah, you know you've pushed the max button in her system... oh well, think i better put my newly bought Post-Its to good use... Monday, July 31, 2006TEDDY GEIGER's Air Dry
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
jus when i thought i could have a great day.... i mean complete fully great day.... i was wrong again....
went to work today, with someone helping me to buy a macdonald sausage mcmuffin burger and a coffee meal... for 2 bucks.... what a great way to start work.... cramps kicked in a bit, but its ok... jus lasted for a while... kinda got used to it too... not too sure was it becoz of the cramps or the few sips of coffee that i drank.... work was ok too.... not too much, not too lil... wasn't slacking either... i was really working today.... wanted to skip class today... but what the heck... jus go attend the boring class... should be alright... how bad can it be right?? which i did attend, and somehow my mind wandered off.... had a couple of things in my mind.... nothing much to anyone reading, but jus some simple things in life that would make me happy.... think so much also no use.... reached home... very tired... very very tired.... did some recording and watched some tv with my grandma.... chat a bit online... if this keeps up every day.... i'll jus be really mentally drained in the morning.... Tuesday, July 25, 2006
I had a dream.... weird one....
i dreamt that dagen had to go back brissy for work related stuff... i dunno what work lah... but i didn't get to that part of the dream though.... i jus remembered that, i followed... hahaha... for 5months.... hahaha.... li was there too.... we stayed in the same house that we did and went for lunch like we always did.... very nice.... can't do the thing in real life... so might as well jus dream about it.... |
