I'm just looking back on my posts a couple of months back.
and how I've come so far.

someone described me as floating.

floating along and not caring.
and its true.
I've taken less notice of the things around me,
the people around me,
the happenings around me.

done things when i want to do them,
met people whom i want to meet with.
and it's all panning out.

my life,
without the drama,
though not rosy and charming,
is at least peaceful (:

you make a change,
it works,
you stick with it.

and whilst my changes have been drastic,
filtering people and things completely out of my life,
i feel like ive made progress.

i guess when you take a back seat,
it's really not hard to realise who are the people that really matter.
and who are the ones who make it so damned hard.

it's one step at a time.
and im beginning to realise,
that no one,
no one should ever be able to control who i am.