和你不瞅不睬最终只会成为敌人,
it's so true.
but it really helps.

sometimes it's like a wakeup call. to remind you that everything around you, happens for a reason. i kept telling myself, just one more time. and everytime i make that step, i get that de javu feeling that reminds me of how you're just the same. and whilst that makes me feel crap at that point, i know it's just going to help.

it's the torture i put myself through. to remind me that if i feel the pain, i'll never let myself do it again. so now, i think i can just say no. and stick to it.