well,
you either never quite get over some things,
or you never ever want to get over them.

beneath this strong facade,
is this vulnerability that i can't explain.
maybe because i don't even want to explain.

but sometimes i hate myself,
for not letting anyone see this vulnerability.
it's killing me, bit by bit.

im not that strong.
and i want to stop pretending that I'm strong.
i just want people to know what i really think.

it's a barrier,
i'll have to learn to pass.