so ive wondered enough,
and now im just fucking pissed off.

ive had enough of fucking plans that are never seen through.
seriously.
i could do better things than plan for stuff that are never done.
or sit and wait for things that don happen.

im not game for spontaneity.
especially when it ruins my routine.
so ive had enough.

i write myself this post to remind myself,
never to fall prey to it.

fuck off.

well. because i spent the whole night procrastinating,
i ended up making this figure.

this, really is to remind me that i have a thesis to write.

i feel so bad that i just want to shatter and cry my heart out.
but you know what,
the tears arent rolling.

i feel so horrible that i just want to throw up.
i just want this to end x(

i dont know if i can do this for very much longer.