im fucking exhausted.
i really am.

i feel myself breaking down.
it's a horrible feeling.

so stop expecting things, everyone.
just fucking leave me alone.

just put together some of my IFA slides.
and really.

ive got crossed eyes looking through 0.2 micron slides.
and looking down in the scope for the whole day looking at fluorescently green and red and blue meros,
are not fun at all.

it really makes me sea sick x(
and when i caught a cab home tonight,
i nearly threw up when i saw all the traffic lights coming at me x(

microscope = dislike.

sitting in the living room,
with this heavy feeling in my head.
x(

i thought the hangover was gone.
whyyyy.

i know i don treat you well, head.
but just let me be.
stop fussing!

x( x(

im suffering so much,
i've risen to misery nirvana.

-happy smile-