so i feel i should say something about this,

after our conversation on wed,
i feel like im madly intrigued by your past,
and i really want to know.
is this wrong?

woww.
i dont think i would have realised how exhausted i really was...
so, it's my first weekend at home after, 10 weeks?
i have slept the weekend away.
and im still tired.

i need to slow down.
i really do.
and easter couldn have come at a better time.

i spent the whole morning thinking about some stuff that has been happening that i haven had time to think about,
but was just feeling so frustrated about.
and i finally understood why i was feeling all these, emotions.
i dont like it when people assume that im close to them
and they get to invade into my life.
i like to keep what's mine, mine.
im selfish like that,
and i get really annoyed when people assume things.
and the worse thing is,
i dont know how to say it.

i hope it all goes away.

so,
im exhausted beyond the point of exhaustion.
and all i want to do,
is to sleep for days on end.

so if i just disappear,
let me be.

i really am tired.
and no,
i do not want to go out.