wheeeeeeeeees.

"so it's ice kachang"
"err. it's like ice kachang but the ice melts"

HAHAHa. DAMMIT. and for that.
ive been suann-ed for the... longest time. HAHAHAHA.

SNOW ICE. what can i say! hahaha.
it melts.

home. love. family.

and. clara got awoken by the doorbellllllllllllllll. and. no one is at home. so no one would know that the bell rang.

argh.

my dreams recently have been soooooooo bad. and it reflects reality so well. that i am scared x( argh.

how can i dream of my brother when he's away.
how can i dream of getting a phone call from someone who's not by my side.
how can i dream about my parents at such at occasion?

bits and pieces that do not make any. sense. at all. x(

argh.

but on a lighter note. ive decided that i would be playing for that national band championships. yes. down in melbourne. hmm.

i know it'd be nothing like wmc. but i hope to have fun. x( in someway or another.

and.

i want to eat my cake. so tata.

alrights.

"i would recommend u keep ur money in ur wallet"

ERR NO. i leave them sticking out of my pocket.

that was the crap i had to sit through. UNTIL. we got bored. and went outside to have refreshments. and met the
"i like this. so i give u one" guy.

HMM. wow. im sure uni wont be strange.

DAMMIT. argh. so yes. clara wasted her time there. but. she had fun catching up with the rest (: beams. we're such a rowdy bunch!

so we bummed around until 4 and decided to leave. HAHAHA. and yes. clara absolutely didnt find out anything except.

check our website.

ARGH.

on another note though. SEM is going to trinity! (: (: yays. hahaha. oh man. the last time i saw her was for the concert! haha. how exciting. (: (: (:

alrights. im going to wash up and collect my specs. red and hot.

clara.

went to make her specs today! hot red! HAHAHAHA. i look quite good in red. but i think cause i was wearing a hot pink top lah. DAMMIT.

and so.s. we walked around. and bought. other stuffs.

and went down to hougang mall. to meet aunty florence. hahaha. charlene has such a close name to mine! hahaha.

and. alot of money's worth of pop(p)ing stuffs. HAHAHA. yes. yays. enough to last the YEARRRRR.

and. here i am at home. im going to sleep soooooooooon.

mahy day.

u know it's because u dont have teary eyes. that u don hold on to anything anymore (:

AND SO.S. clara is awake. and she had a gooooooooood day yesterday with the gurls. well. almost. gurls.

(: it was. 10 am. and arab st. and cloth shopping. bead buying (: it was quite a plesant experience lah. hahaha. wheeeeeees.

and then coca (: where we had like. alot of fish glue. and alot of balls. and alot of ravioli. hahahaha. beams. COCA! i heart (:

and then. down to people's park for more bead shopping. hahaha. (: the stuffs there are really quite nice! and CHEAP. like 100 pack charms are onli 4.80? haha. ok. i hope im not spoiling the market by saying the price out. cause yeah. for that 10 dollar bracelet might have just bought (:

afterthats. clara went to meet steph! and she's doing rt! hahaha. so exciting. haha. we walked around. like. quite abit. hahaha. and all over the place. and finally settled. cbtl (: hahaha. memories. SAM! ZHIZHI! MARCEL! SHAWN! BERNIE! hahaha. those were the days.

and so. the usual. fruit garden. and just a little bit of fun (: and then lionel joined us. and we sat around and talked and. talked. and talked more. hahaha. and then it was down to the foodcourt. wah lau. my day sounds so greedy. HAHAHA. but no steph and i didnt eat. hahaha.

and so. i do miss all their company (: and i certainly will do when i don see steph in melb anymore x( bleh.

but anyhoos. clara's meeting steph to go sm! OMG. hahaha. it's been. 5 years (: i wonder if anyone i see will still recognise me. (: time flies. and those traces of green and white polkadots have faded away. and so. it's time to retrace those steps (:

monday monday monday! (:

right. and so. after that lionel and i went down to ff. and. so. we're not allowed in. anymore. x( cries.

okok. i just made that sound like we didnt something really bad and really wrong. and got like black marked or sth. haha. NO. none of that.

so.s. attack. and then suntec.

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and down to cine for apocalypto. (: he runs like the wind. and they've got ugly piercings. but he's so smart (: i like the bit with the toad.
so anyhoos. i thought the show was preedy good. minus the bit with the infra red blood gushing scene.
but then again. it's really really gory. and there is a scene where jaguar is like sedako. x( i was so afraid he would climb out of the screen.
but. for anyone in need of an action pack movie. or a gory killing movie. this is it. blood gushing everywhere. people piercing each other and bones and sticks sticking through everybit of the body.
yups. this is it.

M. was the place for dessssssssssssssert. with loud piling noises from above. and clara refusing to pick up her tea cup (:

and thus. my day ended with a very tired driver. who sent me home.

alright. this is a long long entry. hahaha. i wonder if there's anyone who really reads everybit of it. HAHAHA. i would just skip everything cause this is such a long chunk of words.

pissed off.

i wanted to blog about how i was at the same place doing the same thing.

just with a different purpose and my feelings.

but right now.

im just pissed off.

and forget about feelings. i dont give a damn about what has happened.

and i don regret anything.

selfish. still all the same.

OH YOUR LIES.

nah-ah.

im too smart for them (:

ORHHHHHHHHHHH. so now everything falls into place lah! I GET IT!

but EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

hellos to the one OBSESSED ABOUT MY BLOG. im really quite disgusted and i should think twice. EEEEEEEEEE. disgusting.

i so cannot believe it!

hahahahahahaha.

oh man. im like in a state of disbelief. HAIYA. but then again. people's choice lah. haha. WHO CARES RIGHT. the state of grossness cannot be diminished just by the choice of material.

HAHAHA. so to you (: and im sure u know who u are. GROSSNESS.

haha. oh man! how could i miss out that LITTLE oh not so little detail. HAHAHA. dammit!

and so.s. clara slept so much she's so hyper. and she's sending her buffalo jeans to alter! (:
so preedys! (: (:
i love them cause they fit so well. (: even better than levis. of course it comes with a pricetag. bleh.

ok. no more shopping for... until i get back to melb (: WHEEEEEEEEEs. and then it's vic secrets time (: m.o.d.a.i.n.t.e.r.n.a.t.i.o.n.a.l (: oh my preedy little black dress (: i know u'll wait for me (:

WAHAHAHA.

clara just woke up. HAHAHA. omg. it's 6. hahahaha.

DAMMIT!

and so. clara woke up at 8. like OMG. EIGHT. AM K! hahaha. (: im so proud of myself. HAHAHA. dammit!

then i watched little kids swim and fell asleep x( whoooooooooooops.

haha. and then. my day ended. yay. clara is going down to clementi tomorrow to buy her booooooooooks.

oh man. im feeling so lazy. blog another time la.

ta.

WAH! and so.

clara is back from kl! PHOTO POST ANOTHER DAY! wheeeeeeeeeees.

and today. she went to do her medical! and so. she's all set. awaiting her visa to get approved and off she goes (:

and so.s. she's going to nap for a while and then play badminton.

WHEEEEEEEEEEs.

goodnight.

picture this.

a lady in white. dressed decently. all clean and nice.
and then she takes out a silver bowl and begs for money.

across her. an old aunty sitting just beside the toilet
collecting money from those entering it.

x(

dismay.

i never looked down on beggers. but i don respect them either.
onli because they have their own limbs and refuse to get a job. refers to cases like the one above.

it's not about streets buskers. or even people with amputated limbs.
it's about living humans. with full capability of managing this thing called their hands and feet.
that disgusts me.

i thought to myself. an old aunty knows how to make use of what she has to earn her living. to be able to stand tall and proud to tell everyone that she works. yes she does. and provides for herself. little it may be. but it's still what she worked for. but what about that lady. one who can easily find any job. any at all. be it a cleaner or just anything at all.

x(

what's the world coming to.

wagamama.

(: im awake! (: after suppering till lateeeeeeee yesterday (:

beams.

(: i spent a gooooooooooood night just reflecting on how my 2007 has been well. great in fact (:

i like the fact that im even closer to mummy and daddy.
i like the fact that im no longer stranded. emotionally or mentally.
i like the fact that i cherish life more (:
i like the fact that ive been spending quality with my friends. whom i might have had neglected x(
i like the fact that mummy and daddy listen to me like im an adult now (: not like they didn use to. but im not as helpless as before (:
i like the fact that everything's been so smooooooooooooth

and so (:

KUDOS 2007 (: please remain the same way. i think uve been one of my best years since i dunnnnnnnnno when. (: (:

wheeeeeeeees.

onli because in a world of lies. i find the truth (:

WAHAHAHA.

i just got home. (: and says im going to sleep soon. yays.

hahaha. and im watching doraemon. HAHAHA. omg. it's so hilarious. WAHAHAHA.

dammit. can u believe it. it's 9.30 in the morning. AND. nobody's at home already. OMG. how scary.

and so.s. clara haven really done anything this week (: except spend time with her family. going to visit my grandma. and being a window sealeeeeeeeeeeeeeee maid. AHEM.

hahaha. dammit. and now im tired. x(

ok. i need to sleep. brain's shutting down. x(

WHEEEEEEEEEE.

im back!

and i just watched night at the museum. OMG. SO DAMN FUNNY.

dumb dumb. i want some gum gum (: MY FAVOURITE!

(:

yays.

AND.

clara is home (:

and a happy gurl.

cause. she just ate supper. she did body attack. she went ikea/courts. she went marina square. she went idp.

AND. she has finally settled everything. so happy gurl she is.

so efficient that she has even booked rooms and buses for our kl trip! (: WHEEEEs.

kudos to her. (:

and. chomp chomp. was. good.

and. attack was nice.

and. my shirt is so preedy.

yays! im so happy (: beams.

she's a homey gurl this week (:

so wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

FINALLY. if any of u are wondering how come clara is up so early. yes. finally.

MY RIDICULOUS OFFER LETTER HAS ARRIVED. after dunno how long of waiting. and after two times of not receiving it. FINALLY. after two previous unsuccessful attempts of retrieving it. FINALLY.

AND. i dunno why i waited so long for this freaking thing. cause all it said was. CONGRATS FOR MEETING THE REQUIREMENTS. blah blah. PLEASE REFER TO THE PREVIOUS DATED CONDITIONAL OFFER ON WAY TO ACCEPT OFFER.

wt.

and so. today is settling uni day. ARGH. it's freaking 9 in the morning. i can foresee myself being grouchy. all the way till lunch x(

haha.

how funny. and ta.

abercrombie

WAH. (:

my stuffs. are. here. (: oh yes.

ooooooooooooo. the fur (:

and another recent purchase that has yet to arrive (: BEAMS.

FITCH.

i dont know why. i dont. i dont.

and dont ask me why either.

perhaps i know this will onli make me feel better.

the clock's ticking so slowly. time's not passing me by.

onli to let the tears flow.

stupidity. why. and there's no reason to.

maybe it's all cause of one word. lone-liness.

not because of anything.

(:

watching kids swim for 6 hours... was... and EXPERIENCE. haha. SO CUTE.

soooooos anyways! i met amelia! (: what a coincidence (: beams.

and. had alotttttttttttttt of food for dinner. hahaha.

alrighty. have not blogged for a lonnnnnnng time.

2007 (: im liking it already (:

of course. my year started with my two favourite guys stuck in the traffic watching fireworks (: preedy preedy (: and then. supper at simpang. (:

and then. the year progresses with monopoly money for clara to spend (: it was so cool. it was monopoly money turned real. ahahaha. and so. we spent ahem. alot of money. whoooooooops. tells clara to stop. yes. stop soon.

AND AND. she had. nice nice nice souffle! (: yums.

and. the shopping didnt end there (: beams.

OH!. BTW. MY STUFFS ARE COMING IN MONDAY 12PM. (: im loving 2007 by the minute (:

AND AND. one george st gym is sooooooooooooooo preedy! (: the pool overlooks the supreme court. (: and my day was filled with WOHS. does kindda remind me of certain days i had in my life. (: so anyways. after a lonnnnnnnnng break. i had body attack! (: with two fun loving people. AND. after that i hurt for like a long time. DAMMIT.

hahaha. im blogging in randomness. anything and everything that comes to my mind.

and so. what else did i do.

oh yes. go for r-winds concert with yiling. HAHAHA. my purpose was definitely not the concert. but it was pleasant seeing all my batchmates (: wheeeeeeeeee. and of course. how can i forget. yiling my gurl (:

and of course. there was my day out with yihong. WHICH. i was really really really late for x( WHOOPS. from 12 to 1 to 3. x( WHOOPS. yihong! (: beams. i love her company. cause she's just one person who hasnt changed since i met her at pri sch camp (: i still remember (:

and stayovers. and mahjonging (: i love my life.

PLUS. meeting with vivian and the rest (: chalet and bbq (: so nice (: hahaha. nono. jim beam like that is so not funny. hahahaha. mahjonging with jielong and wensheng and thrashing them was nice too (: heh heh.

haha. ok. so my week was spent like that (: i think. hahaha.

off to jb tomorrow! (: please do not rain.