WHEEEEEEEEEE!

clara is a happy bunny (: (: (:

and she shant tell anyone how much she has spent on clothes for the past two days. oh no x( x(

heh heh. but she's really really really happy. because her order on anf are all so preeeeeeeeedy! oh the fur (: (: yays. my jackets! (: both of them. are nice and furry and warm. and i saved 100 on both of them! (: just with this thing called patience. and not to forget. my shorts and my shirts! (: YAYS. (: (: (: i just pray mummy wouldn flip when she sees the bill x( WHOOPS.

and today! my preedy black dresses! (: yays. happiness. is more than two kinds of ice cream (: HEH HEH.

okok. end of shopping spree (: YAYS. did i tell u. this is my first polka dotted dress! (: haha. so cute.

yays yays yays! (: clara is still really happy and cannot wait for her orders to reach (: wheeeeeeeee.

ok. and so. there was a landslide at the house at the end of the road. the one that daddy went to see and wanted to get when it was on sale. haha. it's good that we didnt get it. cause the people in that predicament would have had a certain impact on us. HAHAHA. so anyways x( we couldn drive to st wilfred's and had to cab down. and the cab driver kept talking about weird stuffs. GRR.

ohoh! i went for sushi with mummy! yums. and so i did my facial too. OUCH. now i look bad x( gives face time to recover first x( bleh.

i think i will stop my attempt to make clothes cause i derive pleasure from buying them! WHEEEEEES (:

alrights. clara is going to sleep. she's tired x( and she's going to meet yiling for raffles winds concert tonight. so she needs a lot of sleep. if not she'll fall asleep at vch.

SO TATA! (:

peace love and lemondrops.

the official theme for clara's christmas (:

and so.

the end of this year makes clara a happy gurl (:

and to 2007. (:

i await you with much anticipation and love (:

to all.

merrychristmas2006

loves,
clara

yummy yummy.

ok. i have not blogged for a long time. SO ANYHOOS.

my holidays! have been fun (: yays. going out and going out. (: heh heh.

and so. i think i might be playing for mus art's concert in feb.

(:

whee. ive been like eating so much. but but but. everyone should praise clara for she has cut down ALOT on cabs. HEH HEH.

she has onli spent about a 100 so far on cabs. like OMG. hahaha. YES! more money for spending! dammit. ok fine. so melbourne is good training for the not-habit of flagging down cabs. WHEE.

where she has gone so far.
mahjong!
velocity. vienna.
mustafa
acid bar
squash! badminton!
SHOPPING! like everywhere
lunches. dinners.

WHEE! and i met luther! like on the escalator at orchard today! OMG! LUTHER I MISS YOU! (: (: heh heh.

and it's raining again x( raining raining raining. x( it almost spoiled our plans for PIAK today. HAHAHA.

okok. i'll blog later. im going out (: WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

clara is happy.

WAH.

ok. i just reached home.

so anyways. yays! i'll have daph's company next week! YAYS.

AND AND... i had the time of my life! (: hanging out with the loves of my life. wheeeeeeee. hugs hugs hugs hugs. oh man. i love all of u soooooooooooooooooo much. like 6 years. but nothing has changed that much (: and we're all not that different after all. i love you!

(:

sorry guys. x( next week is jam packed. x( mahjong! (:

wei wei! have fun in camp k (: botak.

*i wonder if it had something to do with me*
BEAMS.

boo! i know i haven blogged decently in DAYS. dammit.

so anyhows. ive been doing absolutely random stuffs. (: but have been having the time of my life (: hahaha. dammit! i love singapore so damn much. GRR!

what/where have i done/gone

vivocity (big and huge and getting lost)
orchard (CRYSTAL JADE WITH MY DEAREST CHECKERS! (: loves)
cityhall (meeting sherm and cui. coincidentally)
tanjong pagar (bake bake bake)
simpang bedok + hougang (bitch bithc bitch with my dearest uncle agony)
sws and supper! (hellos fitch and all)
visiting lao shi
happy feet (omg. boring. so not my type of show)
marina!
coca!!!!!

ok. i cannot remember most of what happened.

but. (: im a happy gurl. (: (:

hello all.

this notice. is. to tell everyone that ive officially entered singlehood.
please do not mention that name in front of me ever.

overrrrrrrrrr.

.

why cant u see that. it's too obvious to miss.

to be stowed away.

apache. not.

no. i dont. anymore.

i cant be like a friend u want me to be.

BYE MELBOURNE.

HELLO SINGAPORE.

OMG. lala put up every single unglam photo of us. HAHA. OH NO.

haha. but i had a goooooooooooooooooood day yesterday.

yes. bio is OVERRRRRR. and it was GOOOOOOOOOd. (:

and so. we went to walk around. myers. dfo. and then. we were at this chinese eatery for guess how long. OMG. 7 hours. DAMMIT. like OMG. haha. talking about what. everything with nothing in particular. HAHAHA. dwangs. but it was soooooo relaxing lah. (:

heh heh. after that. we walked. and then we decided not to go back yet. so we went koko black. YUMS. (: it was goooooooooood having to have that kindda sinful chocolate before going back. YAYS. and the table beside us bought ANGRY SANTA! but it was sOOOOO HUGE. i want!

and yes. we stayed there for... 2 hours? hahaha. dwangs.

and then! we went to lygon park. and cam whored away. OH NO. hahaha. okok. i'll onli put not so disgusting photos up. DAMMIT!

and so. my day wasnt over (: and my bro and i went to pancake palour! BLUE HEAVEN ROX MY SOX! haha. photos of dwarish us will be up soooooooooooon (:

ok. i'll blog some other time. but today felt gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood (:

"to get it straight. it should be here. in melbourne"

it keeps haunting me. it keeps ringing in my ears.

and it's so painful.

but yet i know it shouldn matter. it shouldn make me cry.

because.

i know the importance of my presence.

next to nothing.

WAH.

ive disappeared for a while.

ANYWAYS. im THAT close to liberation. oh yes (: hahaha.

ok. so my week was full of rides and fun. DAMN. hahaha. BUT BUT. i managed to complete bio as well! (:

and so. we went. DFO! (: oh my nice puma pants. (: rox my sox. for like 30% off. WAH. hahaha. (: (:

and then. lots and lots and lots of chocolate. my bro's OMG 1kg chocolate block. like OMG. speaking of which. iven bought a single thing for my friends x( WHOOOOOOOPS. ok. soon. AFTER EXAMS. hahaha. dammit.

AND. mornington! (: we plucked like 5 kg worth of cherries. like OMG. HAHAHA. of which onli about 3kg is left. HAHA. nice big fat black cherries (: WAH. hahaha. onli nice (: and we had nice food tooooooooooooo! (: then we went over to alan's place. WHERE JEAN AND I WATCHED CHANNEL 8 SHOWS! omg. can u believe it! it felt soooooooooo good just seeing that channel 8 logo. HAHA. although i don really watch it in sing too. but stillllll! hahaha. it was some weird police show which is like 24 just that it happens in 20 days. and li nan xing acted in it. HAHAHa. it was SOOOOOOOO hilariously bad.

alrighty. and cars was so cute! (:

i was sooooooooo tired. cause i slept at 5 and woke up at 8 the day before x( bleh.

and then. i just heard that SOMEONE passed his exams (: HAHAHA. KUDOS. awwwwwww. so sweet to let me know first (: hahaha. (: (:

oh! and willy wants to meet with us. hmmmmmmmmmm. was wondering just the two of us or the whole ensemble. hahaha.

AND! im going down to sws on thurs! and perhaps supper with the bunch! (:

I CANNOT WAIT TO GO BACK! (: heh heh. cannot wait cannot wait cannot wait.

HEH. im counting (:

"what do you want"

nothing. anymore.

im done.

HAH.

i thought i was wrong. but looks like im not. HEH. today's the last day.

and so. my day was good.

but i really have no mood to blog.

u fucking ruined my mood.

back.

sorry for the disappearance (:

but im back. in a better mood.

because i know. i deserve better (: after speaking to naz and ryan. i just felt so much better lah. THANK YOUSSSSSSSSSSS.

and speaking to my dearest aunt agony just made me realise what i wanted in life (: yays. says thank you. and i know it was difficult for u to stand on any one side. but it felt really good just listening to ur advices.

well. for me. i know. dont look back. (:

too many chances. too many opportunities.
but too many failures. too many seconds wasted.

so im out of it. fine this time. (: because i know i dont have something called motivation anymore.

"it's too late now, you broke my empty glass bottle"

OK. NOW. on to something better. and nicer. on how i screwed up my bloody chem paper. fug lah. ok. so staying up all night and not doing chem and getting pissed about some non existent creature is a really bad way to finish my exam. heh. and so. i was up till 5. and i woke up at 10 to try and study.

i do have to say a soak in the hot tub is realllllllly nice. just that it got all my chem papers wet. NONO. i didnt put my papers in the tub dammit! and so.

i walked into the exam hall. just half knowing what i was doing.

and i wish myself well when i get my papers back.

on the other hand. i still have 8 days to make up for my not-so-dilligent action of sacrificing chem. I DONT GET IT. WHY ISSIT ALWAYS CHEM?!?

alright. so. i reckon. i should study bio and get 100. DAMMIT. for what. grr.

DAPH!!!!! i miss you so so so so much. and i want to go out!!!!!! btw! if ure looking for a job. TELL ME!!!!!!!! clara wants to work and earn money too (:

2 down 3 to go

i made a pact with myself.

3 days.

and i'll know my answer.

grr.

OK. i slept at 5. CRAP.

and im tired. dammit. i tried to sleep at 12. then 1. then 2. then 3. then 4. but i just couldn fall asleep. bleh.

how sad.

dammit. i ought to leave now. my exam starts in 20 mins. DAMMIT.

WAH.

YOU'VE NOT BEEN GIVEN A CONDITIONAL OFFER.

wah lau. THAT was scary. haha. but cheng clarified it already (: so i should be receiving my offer in two days (: GRR.

so anyways. i woke up at . 8.50. CAN YOU BELIEVE HOW PANICKY I WAS? and i reached arrow in a DAZE. like at 9.10. DAMMIT. and that was sooooooooo early. GRR.

alrights. so i know now that u'll still be on time at 9.29. DAMMIT. GRR.

and i so will not set my alarm earlier. CAUSE I WILL JUST SWITCH IT OFF. dammit. thank god i woke up lah. if not i'll just panic and die. GRR.

ok. and i was out at 11.10. (: WHEE. bye othello (: just to let u know. i didnt really like u that much.

HAHA. MATH NEXT. grr. TIME TO DO SOME PROBABILITY. heh heh. after i finish the two worksheets. IM DONE! (: wheeeeeeeeeee.

so alrights. my revision issnt that bad. ive got almost everything done. (: WAHAHAHAHA.

1 down. 4 to go! 3 important. one's to just bullshit. (:

i so. cannot. wait. for. liberation.

WAH!

helllllllos! i ought to be sleeping. DAMMIT!

anyways. today. was a very. unproductive. day.

dammit. alrights. so i read through lit. but that's about it. DWANGS. bleh.

guess what. i watched. deal or no deal. temptation. so you can dance. biggest loser. las vegas. and two episodes of wei xiao bao. OK.

IM NOT STAYING HOME TO STUDY TOMORROW. omg.

but. i did do my lit (: hahaha. dammit. which is basically just reading through. cause everything was done like. the day the lit question came out. dAMMIT!

ok. going to bed. I HOPE I GET SOME SLEEP.

TELL ME.

what's the point of going down all the way to crumpler. what's the point of planning such a surprise

when at the end of it. all u're going to land with are tears. ungratefulness. and unappreciation.

nobody's going to love you for what ure doing. cause they dont even care.

sapphire drops.
rages through the seams.


i wont even be able to cry myself to sleep.

woo

hellos! im home. heh heh.

says today we went smith st! YAYS. and there was soooooooooo many discounts. omg. like nike acg shorts were onli $10. (: (: WAHAHAHAHA.

dammit. how exciting. and i bought nike free 5.0 (: WOO. new shoes! (:

heh heh. and and.... yesterday's steam boat was SOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOd and filling. HEH HEH. (:

dammit. ok. short one.

everyone watch the newest house. it's SOOOOOOOOOOG OOD! (:

over!

OH YES! drama is over! but i know i'll kindda miss it lah. (: i liked the last drama class where stephan made us happy with the clock thingy. which was kindda cute. OKOK. TODAY'S POST IS PHOTO POST. dammit.

anyways. drama was today! (: and it was goooooooood lah. like it was probably like the best we had ever done (:

cheerios to. andrew. yoyo. kevin. wirawan. melody. cindy. rachel. zhaokai. shyanne. chitki. lorraine. lala. ailynn. and stephan! and our magical clock (:

so. here goes. THANK YOU LALA AILYNN WIRAWAN! (: for such a wonderful fourth term drama (: politics. there's no black. there's no white. onli shades of grey (:

WHEEEEEEEEE. oh. and remember the eap party? here goes.

kudos to. lilian. syaza. khaiying. keyne. taylor. li-eon. wirawan. dawn. ninghui. desiree. suemae. chewee. (: and of course dale. and eddie for making the special appearance. HAHAHA.

AND THANK YOU DALE FOR CHANGING UR SCHEDULE TO MAKE TIME FOR OUR DRAMA. hahaha. although... you still didnt make it (: but it was sooooooo sweet (: THANK YOUS!

ellos!

hellos (: double post today!

hahaha.

yesterday. i talked to yihern. AND. it occured to me. THAT.

IF. something was meant for you. no matter how many rounds it takes. how many detours. how many different routes.

IT STILL COMES BACK TO YOU.

and in a similar way. if it DOESNT belong to you. just one slip. can cause you to lose it forever.

(:

SO HERE GOES.

I LOVE YOU BABY (: and for all the detours that we've done. IM GLAD YOU'RE STILL HERE! (:

WAKE UP! and says this is perhaps the nicest picture i have of you concentrating. HAHAHA. DAMMIT. AND THIS. is coincidentally the day when it all started (: -lostintranslation- v'dae. 2004. YES I KNOW YOUR MEMORY IS FAILING. SO IVE POSTED IT ALL DOWN. dammit.

BOO!

YAY. drama is tomorrow. FINALLY. and today.

marks the end of our year at trinity! YAY! (: haaha. it's over. it's over. it's FINALLY over.

hahaha. so anyways. my day was quite good.

drama in the morning. WHERE. we onli got to run through ONCE. grr. and then. went to meet miss ning hui. and miss che wee. WHO WAS BUSY PRETENDING TO BE A CELEBRITY. hahaha. whooooooooops. no lah. so anyways. ning hui and i went down town. AHEM AHEM che wee ah.

hahaha. went big w to buy chips. and went back. WHERE. we sat at the common room. AND. bitched for like one and a half hour. OMG. hahaha. but it was fun lah. HAHAHAHA. whooooops.

alrighty. then eap was goooooooooooooooooooooooooooood. we gorged down 3 pizzas. 2 cakes. 2 tubs of koniyaku. damn alot of chips. 2 bottles of drinks. AND PLAYED. DAI DEE AND BRIDGE. hahaha. how fun! dammit.

and. i passed eap already lah. got 18.5 for oral presentation. HAHAHAHA. dammit. but i heard i need to go for the exam. if not i'll fail. DAMMIT! waste time.

GRRRRRRRR.

but anyways. ive decided. that i will not walk the last leg. (: HEH HEH. im going to do biomed sc. cause that's what i really want to do anyway (: heh heh. WHICH MEANS. an average of 77 for math. 80 for chem. 82 for lit. and 79 for bio (: WHEEEEEEEEEEEe. how exciting. HAHAHAHA. dammit. HOW DIFFICULT RIGHT. hahaha. (: (: (: yays. i can slack this exams already! (: wahahaha.

whoops.

heh heh.

so anyways. drama after school was hilarious. HAHAHA. cause wirawan kept asking me to slap him harder. HAHAHA. ok. i should put what's in between. *CENSORED* DAMMIT. hahaha. so anyway. so sad. the things he'll remember me for! HAHAHA. THE FIRST PERSON TO SLAP HIM. hahahaha. whoooooooops.

but sorry!! if i hurt you! whoooooooooooooooops.

ok lah. im going to watch numb3rs. HAHAHa. BABY'S EMAIL IS SO CUTE! just to let you know... HAHAHAHA. dammit!

loves (:

argh.

argh. crap. i just wrote like a huge chunk and then it all disappeared. GRR.

so anyways. presents to u our leakage (:

clara.lala.wirawan.ailynn. (:

hahaha. that's the reason why i shouldn do lab stuff or be a doctor. DAMMIT. i actually look quite professional in a suit. HAHAHA.

DAMMIT.

anyways. thanks to lala for the mike. wirawan for making that extra trip. and ailynn for the jacket!

(: WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE. it's going to be over. over. over.

omg.

hellos all. PLEASE WATCH THIS. it is fantabulous. and i think it leaves u with no wonder why i always struggle between staying and leaving my passion (:

this is sweetness.

or if u cant view it access it here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLnZ5jcsRpc

or if anyone should be interested. The Merlyn TheatreThe C.U.B Malthouse113 Sturt St, Southbank 3006Saturday 9th December 2006 - 3pm & 7:30pm. or vch. singapore. 23 dec. 8pm. there will be pieces from ff XII.

haha.

dammit. yays. finally got a chance to speak on the phone with my dearest. YOU ASSHOLE! dammit.

(:

boogie.

OK. I OUGHT TO BE ASLEEP. dammit. it's FOUR. grrrrrrrrrrrr.

and i thought i would be sleeping so i said goodnight to everyone. and now im awake x( WIDE WIDE AWAKE. dammmmmmmmmit.

i hope nyp had a gooooooooood concert (: ok fine. it's over. so kudos to all (:

hahaha.

alrights. i had a goooooooooood day today. hahaha. and says i caught up with my lovies (: cheerios daph (: tiff (: marcus (: hello yue!! (:

heh heh. ok. so today was just doing nothing but watching jacky wu. and judge judy. HAHAHA.

and then. to the shanghai place for dinnnnnnnnnnnner. IM HUNGRY. NOW. dammit. and then we went myers! and walked around. and we saw like really really nice ornaments. like those moving thingys. OH SO CUTE. bleh. but so ex.

and guess why the black tree is cheaper than the green tree. HAHAHA. dammmmmmmmmmit.

alrighty. then we walked around and looked at christmas presents. SO PREEEEEEEDY! christmas is the time when u walk around and feel like buying everything cause they're all so preeeeeeeeedy! haha. dammit.

then we went safeway and home.

and now. im still awake. DAMMMMMMMMMMIT. i was looking at the debit cards online lah. uob has the best debit cards. DAMMIT. but my uob account is untouchable. so yes. i think i'll get the dbs capita one (: it's a platinum card. HAHA. HOW FUNKAE. and i get credit for shopping at those places. HAHAHA. dammmmmit. hahaha. and the card's purple. HAHAHA. HOW COOL. but seriously. it's quite ugly. ok fine. it's really ugly. DAMMMMMMMIt.

AND SO. when i get back to sing. i'll have a job (: firstly. at gru. and then doing rt (: YAY. HOW FUNKAE RIGHT.

im so going to save up. AND BUY MORE JACKETS AND NICE STUFFS. heh heh (: CLOTHES CLOTHES CLOTHES.

and yays. DAPH AND I - SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPING! @ vivocity.

and BABY AND I - SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPING! @ vivocity.

YAYS! how exciting. ok. photos from the airport are not with me yet. DAMMMMMMMIt. how long.

GRRRRRRRRRR.

house is downloading! so is saw 3. (: oh no. i think i jinxed it. it's going slow again. GRRRRRRR.

u know. today i was listening to songs like jap graf and dancing megahits and all. and then i suddenly felt i was in TJ again (: those were such TJ songs (: and i suddenly just missed being behind those brown keys. and whacking them. with my samuels d. x( bleh. those were the days. bleh. i suddenly really really really want to go back to then again x( it was so nice to just pract everyday. bleh. like it was so accessible. and it was just playing every damn day. every free period. every unfree period. and all the time. DAMMMMMMMMIT.

look now. i don have access to even a keyboard. or drumstick. GRRRRRR. how sad right? and i don even play my flute anymore. how sad. i think my passion as a musician will soon wear off. HOW SAD RIGHT. dammmmmmmmit. sometimes i don even feel the urge to keep up with band stuff anymore. it's so different from last time. bleh.

OH WELLLLLLLLLLLL. if the old doesnt go. the new doesnt come.

WAH LAU. so many meanings to that. haha. i don even know which i mean. DAMMMMIT.

ok lah. how boring can this entry get. TATA!

boo.

ok. it's 3. i honestly have serious insomnia. GRR.

anyways!! my baby's home. DAMMIT. i really HATE time difference. WHY CANT MELBOURNE BE THREE HOURS BEHIND INSTEAD. grr.

ok. like honestly, today was just UNCOMFORTABLE. like HEH. u know it's just like the kind of situation u'll NEVER want to be caught in? OMG. and i had to be in it. like WTF. grossness. why am i always so unlucky. TELL ME. TELL ME WHY. grr. haha. by this. i meant TWO DIFFERENT SITUATIONS OCCURING ON THE SAME DAY. wah lau.

but thanks much to lala (: hahaha. and ailynn. hahaha. (:

cheerios. oh a more positive note.

today we went ALL THE WAY to william's st. just to sign on a piece of paper. WAH LAU. my signature sounds precious. but it was so comforting to see mummy's signature as well. HAHA. SO FAMILIAR. (: (:

i like familiarity.

I SWEAR BABY'S MAID IS THE MOST BLUR PERSON ON EARTH. ISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSA.

hahahaha. dwangs. so anyways. everyone is sounding SO pissy.pessimistic.sad.angsty. WHATEVER. in their blogs. PEOPLE CHEER UP! (: cause:

1. A's are going to be over
2. christmas is coming!
3. the year is ending (FINALLY)
wah lau. HONESTLY. MY YEAR SUCKED. right to the core. and how i actually thought in the beginning of the year this year would be an ok year.

LIKE WTF. i hate this year. GRR. no it's the whole in melbourne thing. NO IT'S NOT. but listen up. I HATE THIS YEAR. AND I CANNOT WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER. cause.

1. ive met the most superficial people in my life
LIFE. what can i say.
2. school just progressively gets BORING
3. people just progressively gets more and more superficial
it's all about the presentation. OH SAVE ME.
4. and school continues to be boring

the highlight of my year. was probably the week before baby left. WHEN I FELT LIKE I WAS BACK IN SINGAPORE AND COMFORTABLE AGAIN. dammit. i swear it's the whole SUPPER thing. hahaha. it feels like JUS. dammit. i could just repeat that over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again.

oh btw. save the comments about my sucky year to urself (: no need to hear it. unless u thought urs was sucky as well. if not just shut up about mine. cause i have the right to believe it was down right sucky.

trust me peeps in singapore. i miss you loads. for the one and most important reason. we've been through alot more. and yet. we're still as close as ever. really.

and to that. i mean like certain groups of people in my life that never ever forgot me (: yes yes. u're included. if that's what ure thinking (:

boo!

hellos! (: im HOME. heh heh.

says that. I GOT ACCEPTED FOR RT (: hahaha. (: YAYS. but then. i need to find something to do during the dec hols! cause school onli begins in JAN. dammit. (:

heh heh. how exciting. dammit.

okok. im going to bum around. dammit. that's all i wanted to say.

elllllllllos

haha. (: yes yes. my dearest is out for dinner. DAMMIT. i want chicken rice. and hokkien mee. and bak cho mee. DAMMIT. soon dear. soon (: cant wait to go back.

ISK CALLED TODAY! (: hahaha. yes yes. short convo. but hello isk!! I MISS YOU! strangely. i suddenly do miss u torturing me. HAHAHA. BLEH. i wanna go frisco! x(

heh heh. and then my dearest slept for a long long time. (: but im glad u had a gooooooood flight. HEH HEH. (: (: LOVE LOVE.

oh. says. today. we went safeway PRESTON. hahaha (: and i drove abit! says the civic is SOOOOOOOO different. OMG. hahaha. says i need more pract. HEH HEH.

oh. and we applied for rt (: YAY. i hope we get it. then i have a nice holiday job (: yups. still deciding whether i should apply for rg. HMM. hahaha. i think it'd be SOOOO strange if i started walking into the staff room and all. HAHAHA. AND. taking public transport. IE. 105. hahaha. dwangs.

and so. i'll consider (: but first i need to get approval. (:

yay. i hope i get it. i hope i get it. if not i'll do some kino book assistant job or sth. haha. dammit. i think when i go back. im going to get a visa debit. (: cause the ones here all require us to pay! which is baddddd. and it's not like i use it all the time or sth. so yes. (: online shopping here i come.

ARGH. the charles and keith site has so many preedy shoes. and the shipping together with the shoes arent even as ex as the shoes in the boutique here! x( GRR.

oh. btw. i forgot to mention. isk called. to say that my stuff are here!!! (: YAYS. anf anf anf anf anf anf anf anf

YAY! (:

haha. yes yes. im watching numb3rs. GUESS WHAT. it's in spanish. wah lau. im just like guessing what they're saying. GRR. hahaha. but it's quite funkae lah. hahaha. they speak SOO fast. and it's so obvious that it's dubbed. hahahaha.

i forgot to mention. i slept at 7am this morning. DAMMIT. grr. where's my huggable bear.

grr.

oh. and i managed to get a nice chat with bren. (: I MISS YOU. AND SHERM. AND YILING. dammit. (: those were the days my friend (:

ok. im going to watch my showwwwwwwww.

LOVES. TILL THEN.

alright. so im right x(

im still wide awake

it's 6.10 x(

bleh.

baby! x( u should be flying now. bleh.

says i got to spencer st station before u even took off! (: HAHAHA. so fast right! yups. and i walked home (:

bleh. nobody to cuddle me to sleep tonight x( bleh. well. at least we got to spend quality time before u left (: HEH HEH.

alrighty. says my bro (aka richter) is hungry. so we're going out to have supper. DAMMIT.

and we're going down to preston tomorrow! and to the lawyers' on wed. HAHAHA.

how busy. but dammit. baby where are you.

hellos

ive taken the whole permission thing down. cause i think it's such a troublesome process. DAMMIT.

so anyways. i hope unwelcomed people wont come anyway.

bleh. yesterday was so bad. x(

i finally understood why one day before i left we lied down and we both cried x( i suddenly felt emotional detatchment. GRR. bleh. x( so this marks the end of the whole mugging thing. and my baby's going back tonight x( im so sad x( cries

but then again. one month! and then i can go JUS! (: yays.

here goes my recent purchases

from ae:

from anf:

and two more shirts that i don have pictures of cause they're sold out. DAMMIT. but they're preedy anyway (:

YAYS! and im saving up for the winter collection (: my preedy jacket. sneak preview!

OH SEXY. yes it's fur lined (:

hey!

haha. HELLO. im HOME. dammit it's 3.30. and we just had bubble tea and claypot noodles and seafood rice. DAMMIT. such pigsssssss. GRR.

alrights. and so. today we woke up at... TATA. 4pm. DAMMIT.

and. we went to the gym. and then to melb central to study. WAH. so productive k! i FINISHED DOING LIT. dammit. yes. the question's out. and im done (: HEH HEH. dammit. i even sent a copy to samantha k! (: HAHA. wah. model student. DAMMIT.

grr.

alrights. my dearest is reading his psych book. and im marking his papers for him. HAHA. im giving myself a break for such effectiveness today (: WHEEEEEE. means. i onli have 3 more exercise sheets for math. and like the rest of chem. DAMMIT. hahaha. but it's like good progress lah. (: (: HAHAHA.

eh! i haven been slacking k! hahaha. dammit.

oh no. studying is getting addictive. but im sure i'll stop once baby goes back lah. DAMMIT. reverts back to waking up at 4pm and watching tv until 10 and then sleeping again. DAMMIT. well at least ive got most of the revision done (:

GRR.

alrighty. off. tata.

wheeeee.

hellos! im back.

dammit. actually. i just woke up. DAMMIT. says that my phone is ready for collection! (: yipee. so i'll be leaving any min.

hahaha. late nights at baillieu have been goooooooood. just that i end up not going for any classes.DAMMIT. says my baby has been staying over. so i have very nice company. HEH HEH.

obviously not the diet. chips chips and more chips. chocolates. DAMMIT.

hahahahaha. yays. ok im going to collect my phone.

the drycleaning people are not here x( bleh.

heh.

boo. im at melb central. and im using the free wireless. DAMMIT. then i can surf the web. GRR.

ok. says that. im getting stuff on anf. YAYS (: new clothes. more new clothes. heh heh. going to buy the kids size. cause they have nicer stuff. cheaper stuff. and shorter stuff. DAMMIT. yays.

haha. and so. the past few days have been studying till late. and then staying over at each other's places. HAHAHa. LOVES MY BABY. dammit. grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

asshole.

im supposed to be studying lah. hahaha.

and the internet is laggy. so till then! (:

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE HAVING A's!

(:

home!

dwangs! whoops. sorry i have not blogged for soooooooooooooooo long. HAHAHA. finally got a chance to just sit down and do nothing. DAMMIT.

says i just got back from driving (: HEH HEH.

and guess what. my phone has died on me. like relaly DIED. it's no longer playing games with me. DAMMIT. grrrrrrrrrrr. and that's why the photos i wanted to post. is no longer HERE. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

says that my ae stuff are HERE! (: (: WHEEEEEEe. and they're all nice and comfy. just that my dearest says my two preedy shirts are too big. x( BLEH. so they're in for exchange. DAMMMMMMMMIT. which means. i don have my ae shirts x( bleh. im so sad. hahaha. but then again. ive got like nice 3/4s and a nice skirt (:

HEH HEH. and says. that. ive decided to buy BETSY! (: from anf. heh heh. sooooooooo preeeeeeeeeeedy. and furrrrrrrrrrrrry. yeah. instead of buying the hollister one. HAHA. dammit. i hope ae has nice track jackets next season. then i can buy too! WAH. so exciting. hahaha.

seeeeeeee. now i know my size so it's ok. (: (: WHEEEEEEEEEEE.

heh heh. and yesterday we were looking through hotels. DAMMIT. says pool access is so funkae! HEH HEH. i want to go phuket. now now now. DAMMIT. I CANNOT WAIT ANYMORE LAH. i want to have like a direct pool access and a huge bed. and nice food. TOM YUM GOOOOOOOOOOONG. hahahaha. (: reminds me of KOH SAMUI. where we would just laze by the pool with edwin and my dearest drinking all sorts of cocktails and TOM YUM GOOOOOOOOOONG. hahaha. (: YUMS. wah lau. i cant imagine how much food we ate at koh samui lah. everyday also like that. HAHAHA. THEN THERE WAS PATTAYA. where baby and i fell in love with strawberry 59 at swensens. DAMMIT. $2 ice cream from swensens. WHAT TO SAY. hahahahaha. dammit.

I WANT TO GO NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW. dammit. cant wait lah. and i hope this time fitch and naz will join us when we go down to kl! (: heh heh. then we can go eat and sin and have late night suppers everynight!

dammit. can anyone see im missing asia. and suppers. and food. and all my little trips in thailand. DAMMIT.

ok. i need to start saving x(

DAMMMMMMMMIT.

BOO!

wah. my heartrate is damn high. HAAHA. and im feeling damn excited. dAMMIT.

i just came home from driving lah. WE WENT UP TO DONCASTER TODAY! WHEEEEEE. and says going so fast was WAH. (: heh heh.

today was a damn good session lah. now i understand why my bro and the rest always go cruising. it's damn shiok to go fast and all. (: (: YAYS.

heh heh. today was GOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

and my baby is still sleeping. GRR! wakey!

wah.

why gleng so happening one! HAHAHA. but i missed the action lah. DAMMIT! should have gone out earlier. (: and i heard someone got caught on the tram today.

HAHA. MY BABY THE DETECTIVE.

and the whole night he was so hyper lah. cause his dear friend is moving out. HAHAHAHA. dwangs. YAYS (:

i did like quite a bit of math! (: YAYS. says im going to do all the worksheets from term 1 lah. im at exercise sheet 7. DAMMIT. which is actually relatively good progress. HAHAHAHA. dammit.

and says that there was some indian thing going on at fed sq today. it was so scary.

hey hey. im not being racist k. but it WAS scary.

and we realised that racists dont become racist just because they are racists. but because the race themselves are so freaking irritating. GRR. refers to many many incidents.

1. tram
2. melb central study area
3. public places
4. train

GRR.

irritating.

oks. i better go sleep. i have driving tomorrow! at 10. WAH. hahaha.

AND. gym. and study. and drama. GRR.

alrights. till then.

oh btw. i q-ed for 1 hour for krispy kreme. i hope my brother savours them. GRR. and lindt chocolate. the new ones. are REALLY good. everyone go try! hahaha.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

whoops.

hellos all. sorry for the disappearance. HMM.

the past few days were spent. gymming. studying. and watching healing hands! (: heh heh. dammit. this week i like went for 3 class maybe. HAHA. dammit. i should start going to school lah.

GRR. alrighty. this post is just to tell all that.. i will be staying over tonight! so i will like post abit. update about. hmm. nothing. HAHA.

dammit. the same lah. everyday. study. gym. have good company. HEH HEH.

ohoh. we have a guest. no wait. GUESTS. hahaha. says they're staying for the weekend lah. sherlyn and eric. yups. so i have preedy much. low access to my own house. DAMMIT.

and exam schedule is out. WAH LAU. there is an 8 day break between chem and bio. WTH. so my exams end on 4th dec. WTH right. dammit. want to move the flight earlier. GRR.

hmmph. okok. i think baby's reaching town already. DAMMIT. i should get ready to leave!

blabbers. says i had a goooooooooooood swim last night lah. long time since i touched the water. HAHA. dAMMIT.

and i heard my dearest santa baby was sweet enough to buy me the preedy preedy jacket from anf (: (: hugs hugs.

ok. i so cant wait for my ae stuff to arrive! (: YAYS! (: like excitement. wheeeeeeeee! (: new clothes new clothes new clothes!

alrights. and says that my next driving lesson is on sunday. and we're going on to the free way! (: yays. hahaha. how exciting.

in the meanwhile. i'll pack and leave to meet my dearest.

PHOTOS from our secret hiding place.

clara,

stop dreaming.
nobody loves you that much.

boo!

and so. im back from my driving lesson! (: wheeeeeeeee. it was quite fun lah. LOTS of parking. GRR.

and he doesnt allow me to go slow anymore x( bleh. but it was really fun lah (:

and there! pictures from our studying mania. baillieu. and melb central.

whee.

hellos! im home. heh heh..

says. yesterday was a good day (: we studied and gymmed. and went to gleng (: where. i watched csi. (:

and we woke up at like 2pm today lah. dAMMIT! hahaha.

and went down to melb central to study (: yays. we found a new place to study! (: it's nice and quiet. heh heh.

alrights. im quite distracted. cause im looking at stuffs on american eagle. YAYS! placing order (: new clothes! new clothes! yay!

(:

YAYS!

kudos to rg and tj! (:

and i koped this from ash's blog (:

for those who cant see. rg received the school excellence award and outstanding award for character development. and tj received outstanding award for character development (:

yays. im sure rg will have a day off soon. DAMMIT. somehow. i miss my blue pinafore. that is stained with potassium permanganate and everything else u can think of.

grr.

i took quite a while to log in. cause blogger didnt allow me to go to their page. until i went to the beta page. GRR.

so anyways. im like HOME! just got home from safeway. and chickens were at halfprice. i had potato! it was at halfprice too. HAHA. dammit.

alrights. so i didnt go for hoi today. and i woke up at 12. DAMMIT. went rebel sport to realise that they didnt sell badminton racquets. GRR. went home bathed and went for eap. WAH LAU. i was ALMOST late lah. i cannot imagine standing outside waiting for the presentation to be over. i'd kill myself. hahaha. but anyways. i was lucky enough cause she started like at 2.

alrights. and before i talk about the heat. like me say that the royal parade classroom was DAMN cold. like omg. the aircon was like coldness. dammit.

AND THEN. we stepped out. and then i nearly died. OMG. HOT. wah lau. like 33 deg lah. scorching hot. i could feel my skin burning. DAMMIT. hot hot hot.

and so. math was like not good. cause of the heat. it made me want to sleep. big time. HAHAHA. dammit. groggily went through math class. which consisted of nothing but sitting down and doing your own things. DAMMIT.

after that. we went marks! yays. (: wah. the entre's like reallllly big. and our pizza was huge too. it reminded me of our days at jus where we'd other pizza and be a pig at the couch. HAHAHAHA. dammit. loves loves (:

went to china bar. to FINALLY. satisfy my craving for bubble tea! wah... hahaha. didn quite like the pearls though. like damn hard. DAMMIT. i need to go drink some proper one. GRR. CRAVING.

and on. to. baillieu. WHERE. i actually finished math. and acids and bases. DAMMIT. it's actually quite productive lah.

and then home. (: and my bro cooked the kangaroo meat. HAHAHAHAHAHA. sorry environmentalists.

alrights. just some other quick updates.

. drama is on track
. i havent been to the ff for a while
. i packed my room

THAT'S ALL. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. till then.

back!

ellos. im home! (:

heh heh. SAYS. that i just checked my results on tcole. DWANGS. kerry didnt change my bio yet. so anyway. my best four ave is 93. x( bleh. i so will not get the offer x( although i really really hope i do. x( bleh.

ok lah. be content. i'd still be able to get into any other course i want except med. GRR.

and so. i didnt go for chem today. will go tomorrow! i promise! hahahaha.

a wonderful session at baillieu again (: HUGS! (: says that. I ACTUALLY STARTED ON CHEM! like omg. hahaha. yes. after like one whole term of not going for lecs. it's time to start catching up. HAHAHA. NOT BAD K. i realised how repetitive the chem notes are. like OMG. i finished 40 slides in 3 pages. like. HEH. so it doesnt look that scary after all. all the thick stacks of notes. DAMMIT.

hahaha. see. im STUDYING. stop rolling ur eyes!

ohoh. everyone. try the arnotts shapes chicken crimpy biscuit. it's OMG good. hahaha. thank you miss ning hui for bringing it to class. HAHAHa. i had like alot of it at baillieu lah.

okok. im like going to watch cm (:

back!

hellos all (: im home! (: WHEEEEE.

and so. lit was as usual boring. i so do not appreciate lit. GRR. but i have to say that the visit to shakespeare's birthplace was put into good use. hahaha. like u actually know under what kind of circumstances he is writing his stuff and all. HAHA.

i wanna go london again x(

speaking of which. my dearest just reminded me that we have to book our hotel! SO SOON! (: (: so exciting. i hope we manage to get the one with the pool access! (: yays.

alrights. baillieu was unusually satisfying. cause i completed my eap presentation! like complete with overheads k! (: haha. so productive. like omg. hahahaha. (: of course how could everything be so nice without the company of my dearest (: THANK YOU FOR COMING DOWN! (: (:

ok. like my room is SO neat now. im so impressed. HAHA. dammit. massive spring cleaning. GRR.

okok. im going to indulge in csi miami. season 5! (: yays.

tata!

back!

hellos (:

i know this log in thingy is quite irritating. haha. i think i'll get bored of it after a while lah (: so bear with it for a while. heh heh.

alrights. im like home. from driving! (: it's preedy daunting actually. having to look out for so many things. heh heh. but fun as well (: like going all around. royal parade. swanston. lygon and all. and the raffle looks good. HAHAHA.

dammit. and so. my hols. what did i do.

- gor
- melbourne show
- lots of movies and shows
- lots of driving

THAT'S ABOUT IT. dammit.

grr. oh. todays bio was quite interesting. we watched the documentary on how whales are actually 4 legged creatures resembling wolves. PREEDY COOL WOH. i didnt know geologists work like archaeologists. hahaha.

alrights. i better like cook. and get ready for lit later. GRRR.

one more thing.

BEFORE I FORGET.

a big big big birthday hug to

VIVIAN AND LUTHER! (: hugs.

hellos!

hellos all. im home (: ok fine. i was home for a LONG time. heh heh.

and so. today was a good day. sorry for my very disappearance. DWANGS.

wheeeeeeeeee. didnt gym today. GRR. but of course i had the lovely company of my dearest. who came over (: until like. JUST. heh heh. lovely. and we had two hours straight of csi. IM TIRED. grr.

and so. hols are over.

and my driving lessons have been progressing well (: from driving in residential sts to driving with trams and doing angle parking. WHEEEEEE. (:

okok. i'll update another time. im like. TIRED.