Miracle make me think twice

I would like to thank everyone whoever entered my life.
Lady or a guy all of you creates miracle in my life.
W/o all of you I wont be here smiling and laughing.
Its not that my family never give me happiness but all of you add in more of happiness and laughter.
I feel so grateful and appreciates every single one of you.

After working life entered, my life change to a boring person.
Seldom meet my friends or hang out and I'll be rotting at home do nothing.
Its not that I don't socialize with people nowadays it's just that I'm tired and easily fall sick.
No mood to go out or shop.
I hardly spend time with family but after sitting down to think about it. I realize that it's important for me to hang out with them every single day. :)

Alhamdullilah... I feel blessed with everyone in this world. :))

Hard ways...Easy ways

22 years old and Im getting married in 600++ days..
Am I ready for marriage?
Am I able to give a better future for myself and my own children if I were to have one.

Now I'm struggling to save up $$$$$$ and maybe its my own fault for choosing this path instead of enjoying myself with school and shopping.
Its so tempting to go out shopping and spend on food.
I wanna buy more bags, shoes, clothes, make up and many more!!!!!
I'm a girl and grew up with shopping with mummy and sisters.
Now i really have to learn to save more money and spend less.
But everything need to stop before I struggle at the end of the day.
Maybe once my wedding is over everything will be back normal and i can go shopping AGAIN!!!
Hopefully......Pray for me okay.

Ya Allah kuatkan hati dan mempermudahkan perjalanan hambamu ini.
Amin..

Reason & Moment & Challenge

The reason why Im still using this instead of other website.
Its easy to manage and I seldom express my loving life here.

Oh my I can be so irritating and talk crap sometimes but Im pretty serious about what's going on in my beautiful life. I feel so old and I don't know whether Im able to manage it myself. I used to have my dad and mum around whenever I wanna get some stuff or shopping they will be my there to pay for me. Sorry! But no one to be blame dad pampered us too much. At least I understand and know that Im a spoil bratz. hahaha...

And now I need to start saving for my wedding. Oh dear I never dream to get married this early and I do feel a sad. Because I'm going to have a big responsibility and more challenging moments to go through everything. Hopefully with dad/mum, family, friends and relatives. I managed to go through it with calm and fine. Im worried about what's going to happen with my future after my marriage. Am I able to understand my husband? Am I able to interact well with my in-laws and siblings? Everyday w/o failed I will pray for some miracle to happen and show me the right way for this challenging stories of mine.

But despite with all the hard feelings and sadness. I am ready to take this challenge that Allah Swt. already planned for me. Thanks Allah for giving me everything in this world & I appreciate everything that you have done for me and family. :)

My Love for you (Allah) will never fade and you're always in my heart. <3