1. talk to me while i'm walking. i wont be replying you. or not i would be coughing like there's no tomorrow. im already that breathless okay with only one of my lungs working--doubly hard at that.
2. stare at me when im coughing like there's no tomorrow. cause staring at me wont stop the coughing.

actually, don't ask me whether i'm okay. cause i'm not. but i cant say that you see. if i say no, the people that asked me would not know what will be the next thing we can talk about. and i don't want to repeat my story about my condition the whole day. so the fact is that im not really okay but im okay.

anyway, don't hurl vulgarities at my mum(or yours) when she's doing something good for you. because you did that(although it's years ago), i'm going to keep my distance away from you. and i know you will read this. anyway, for your information, vulgarities doesn't make you cooler or more knowledgeable. so you may hurl vulgarities at me in your blog but you may regret it in the future when somebody moves out of your life(that includes passing away).