ok so now i'm sitting in megan's house watching tv with megan and mark, who are like my family. i love 'em. even michael (he's fun to irritate. :P). ans their mom, jessica, is really nice and generous. she treats me like her family, although doesn't scold me like a mom would, so it's kinda cool. can talk to her without worrying about motherly protection overclouding her judgement.

so thats it. haha. the cheong family.

ok so i'm in australia.... PERTH. god i love this place. it's so beautiful and even though it's hot, cuz its sumer, i don't sweat. and omg the guys here are so hot.
with the blond hair all messy and like... WAH. its makes me wanna oen a kissing booth. haha i'll fly nikki in to join the kissing booth. with her, we'll make millions. then i'll buy a typewriter. :)
i'd really love to live here. like serious. i HATE singapore. i hate the schools. i ate the boys. i hate the girls even. (Well not all of them but a majority) and seriously why can't people grow up.
i want to live here. i have friends here. nice people who are ike me. so i don't have to pretend to be a skinny little cinx.
and of course there are other benefits.... like a blond bf. :)
thats about it.

love, holly.

OH and i forgot. i actually searched thi son the net, all debate friends of mine. anyway i found this in wiki answers. don't know how reliable but was echoed in many other websites.


"Green Tea is an antioxidant that should actually improve sperm count."

haha so much for my theory... but now i wonder... what happened to the hwa chong debate team... we'll leave that one for another day, eh? haha!

WOHOA-my-god. i went into zara and tried on this black, lace, tube dress which was SOOOO gorgeous. i wanted to get it but sadly its was like $200 so FORGET IT. i need a sugar daddy, and proud of it. :P


i have nothing else to say. oh god how shallow can i get.

hey ok so i'm starting this blog again. i know i know STUPID idea. but megz was having so much fun with it, i suppose i'll just try and if i get lazy to blog then OH WELL DEAL.


so now it's 10:02 pm. i would usually go to sleep. but i'm thinking and reading 17. omg i feel so bimbotic. omg i just said oh my god. now i REALLY feel like an idiot. i am thinking bout lots of things really. thinking bout RED. and GREEN. haha you guys reading probably think i've gone insane, thinking bout colours, but one or 2 things i've learnt bout blogs is that people tend to get in trouble for treating it like your personal diary. cuz in actual fact it's not personal at all. so basically, i have code names which only i understand. irritating eh? well i suppose if you wanna know what all this means, then let me know and i'll judge. :D so as i said, i'm reading a bimbo magazine, because even i need to be girly sometimes.

but you know what. the reason i'm talking to myself (which is basically what blogging is about) is because i'm lonely. i miss RED. fuck. so i'm sitting in my room, thinking about a colour i really shouldn't be and wondering, if by some miracle, the colour is thinking of me too. i hate holidays. it gives you so much time to think. i just go insane. i'd rather be busy so that i don't have to face the problem and i can just live in a hole until it just goes away. that is a good way to ignore a colour. but sadly it doesn't really work well.


i need something to catch my attention. and you'd think with my grandparents here, school homework not done and australian boys to fantasize about, i'd have plenty to do. but sadly, i am as free as ever.

screw this. thankfully i'm going shopping on tuesday. shopping therapy should calm my nerves. i don't know whats wrong with me. i'm NEVER like this. read my old posts. they should be proof enough.

i just want to scream.


wonder why scream wasn't spelt screem. hmmmm.

OK!!
ahaha ok i havent posted for ages and ages and ages.... sigh... ahaha. well no body will read this so yeah i'm just bored. ahaha.
ok just a short update, i'm back from england (loved it!!! ahaha!!!) back at school (hate it) and all alone. both my parents are away so i have the WHOLE HOUSE to myself. ahaha!!!

for school, i love history and our teacher mr chew. TEN GABILLION TIMES BETTER THAN STUPID MS SHEKHU. i hate ms sim because she replaced mrs guna *bursts into tears and shouts to the sky MRS GUNA!!!!* and now she's teaching me drama as well.... AND THE OTHER CLASSES GOT MR MEYER!!! OMG!!! SUICIDAL!!! ahaha!! omg i hate her so much. you know if we dont bring our hw *cough cough* she'll make us stand outside. i mean how old does she think we are?! 5?! and today in drama she made us sit in a circle and read us cunderella..... LIKE GROWL!! ok. urm my new pe teacher is another one of clair's ex-classmates... MORE GROWL.

ok on saturday i went to the christina aguilera concert and it SERIOUSLY ROCKED OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! ya it really was fantastic!!! omg!!! ahaha!!! my friend and i were screaming and screaming then i could hardly speak and like when i tried to sing my friend burst out laughing cuz i went silent when i tried to sing the high notes. AHAHAHA. IT WAS LIKE DAMN RASPY LAH!! OMG and i saw najwa, sonia and some other people which was totally unexpected!! ahaha!!! the night rocked!! ahaha!!!!when we got back we were singing her songs over and over again even though it was really out of tune cuz our voices were like shit! ahaha!! then i slept over at my friends house and the next day went to OLPS for morning service. it was damn boring but then her brother and i kept laughing cuz we were making fun of the priest. ahahaha damn funny. ahahha. then went to pp and had sakae sushi!! ahahaha!!! then went and bought my darling wallet!! he mom rocks man cuz she paid for some of it!!! ahahaa!!

then monday holiday but all the cultural dance girls came over and we had to do the dance and spent the whole day practicing. omg my feet were soooo sore. ahaha.
then yesterday we had to go for the audition but only 2 classes turned up so in the end the teacher posponed the audition and meanwhile we were allowed to use the gym to practice. ahaha. feet soooo sore!!! 2 full days of dancing!! wanna scream!!! thank the lord that we didnt have to dance today!!! ahaha!!

ok today was like usual usual. i went emo (dunno why, i think i danced too much!!! ahaha) then everyone ignored me as they do when i go emo!! ahaha!!! then amelia finally told mel bout *******... then had drama... HATE YOU MS SIM IF YOU'RE READING THIS OMG I HATE YOU!! AHAHAH!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!!

okokok... i have nothin else to say... sigh...
ahaha!!!!
have written 6 songs so far!!1 ahaha!!! very slow!!!

wah today was damn fun! our exam ended at like 8:50 so then we decided to walk to the library cuz it didnt open till like 10 so we had a lot of time. then right we walked and on the way cheryl saw mushrooms. then she and amelia and melissa went to look at the (like they never seen mushrooms before)stupid. then yan and i went to sit at the playground the seat then they came and we were off once more!!! then we walked past kcp (which now only consists of the east and west wing and the general building is completely gone)and got depressed. well at least i did. haha.
then we went to the playground at the back of the library to wait for the library to open and since we had nothing to do we plained truth or dare. haha. we dared mel koh to talk to dustbins and they got their revenge when they daredme to go to the dustbin and go (with hand gestures) wah so nice smell!!! lol... ok then i'm gonna skip ahead to when we went to PP for lunch (mel lim, yan yan, gerard[he came already] and myself). haha gerard was damn funny lah! lol. heranus! lol. wait wait i explain. we were like talking then suddenly gerard saw this lady with a huge ass. then he was liike that ass is huge then i said that it was nothing compared to mrs guna's. then yanling said something about it being on another planet. then i got mixed up and said it was its own planet. then gerard went heranus and we all burst into laughter. LOL. ok then we walked back and gerard was mega quiet.
then when we went back to the library we made peace with cheryl, amelia and her new bestie mel koh (like ewww) we like not aware of our revival( when we were at PP cheryl sms us asking us where we were then we said heaven but since we became friends again we had been "reborn") so we just ignored them. we played truth or dare with the boys but we had an audience of 3/7 girls so i said "why dont we go to the playground and play?" so we went to the nearest playground. but it was filled with mini-mats and mini-ahbengs (dont sound to nice as mini-mat) so we went to the next one. the first few rounds were boring exept when we dared cheryl to talk to a tree... that was hilarious.then we were just like talking for a really long time then we started playing again and then i was dared to first hug bala which i did and then kiss bala on the cheek but he wouldnt let me so i kissed gerard instead. LOL. ok then i was chasing bala around to let me do the dare. then i was dared to kick bala's butt so i went up to him, put my hand on his shoulder and did a back kick. then i was dared to stroke his leg and go sexay leg, which i did after chasing him and explaining that i wasnt going to kiss him at the same time. oh and gerard and dried beancurd kissed and urm oh! amelia and jason like each other! lol! OK AMELIA IS GOING TO KILL ME FOR THIS. LOL! oh and if you havent guessed already, the only reason i always have to kena bala is because he like me(retarded boy) but quite like urm whats the word... complimenting. hehe! ok thats about it... haha