When times get tough, and I feel tired and unmotivated, I try to think of those who keep me moving forward. Those who believe in me, and those who I care dearly. Although some of them keeps giving us problems and disappointing us, there are some who I hold close.

These 2-3 months have been tough. 2 people closely linked to my work left. 2 handovers in less than 3 months. OT-ed almost every single day this month. Really burnt out. But on the other hand, I get more freedom in my work. A lot of self-learning, and I get to participate in more decisions.

Tough, but I guess in a way.. fulfilling. Stressed, but I know that there is always this support behind me, my non-direct superior.

I am happy, but i think i could have been happier. Still, let's not take things for granted. Learn to appreciate everything I have now.

I like how i have more freedom at work now.. But i am crazy busy.

It's weird. The guidance I get, which are beneficial to me, are not from my direct head.
Well, I learnt quite a few things from one of the outlet managers today.

When people say.. Not everyday need to ot, i feel sad. Cos i need to ot every single day this month, and probably the next. I can go on time, but it just means i need to stay even later on other days. 슬프게..