I think i must be crazy, i have no courage. Such a big stage, so ill-prepared. So out of my ability.

Thoughts of backing out, and giving up.

Too tired and not motivated to practise.

When the challenge becomes a chore and something you want to get over and done with, is it time to let go?

The thought of resigning (already) is going through my mind. But then again, that's not me.

It seems like I'm not that important after all. I guess i overestimated myself.

Honestly, I'm very tired.

Endless work to do.

Feels like I forgot how to laugh, or even smile.

Excited with all the competitions coming up. But if I get in, I will feel binded. I will not be able to have so much time on my own.

I guess.. this is the "sacrifice" others always say. But 进了再说。

Thank you. thank you encouraging me and pushing me to my limits.

Yeah, my life has been too stagnant. Thanks for adding some excitement to my life, by jio-ing me to join competitions. I really should try out and grab any opportunity to allow me to sing.

I am really not confident, but you are right.. gain exposure. I have nothing to lose if I don't get in.

And these few months, I have seen people who disappointed everyone, and act as if they still care. People who gave so much trouble and left as though nothing happened.
Yeah, adult life is not that simple. But do not let those people make you lose faith in others.

I will be fighting this 'war' without my dearest comrade soon, but I know you will be happier as you will be able to do what you really want.

I am quite unwilling to leave yet, not until I make a difference.. Or if one day I feel that they can do well without me.

It really sucks when other people make a big deal out of everything. Is the problem really that serious? Just ignore if you don't like the idea.. Must you make everybody so unhappy and spread the unhappiness?

People always see faults in others and not in themselves. Be more peaceful. So that life can be better. Don't anything also angst.

Why does some people have something negative to say about everything..