Friday, August 29, 2014

I will never try to fit and blend into the majority. By being someone not me. Furthermore, I don't like their attitude and reaction towards mostly everything. So I will not think and act like one of them. But sometimes I feel I'm too serious this way too. But never forget your own principals and what you believe in.

Maybe I won't be able to survive long in the society by holding on tight to my values. But I still choose to be positive in everything. Trying to understand from everyone's point of view. Please treat me nicely as I am trying to be nice to everyone.

Yes, I do get pissed. But I try to forget as soon as possible. I will not choose to be upset.

Do I blush too easily? Even I feel that there is no need to be embarrassed or shy?

Monday, August 25, 2014

I want to fly! I know Taiwan will be my favorite place for travel. But yet I'm afraid and not ready to fly yet.

Flew for the first time last year and found it fun and exciting. But now I'm a little scared. 4 months to be brave again.

Sunday, August 17, 2014

Being a blood O is actually quite stressful. It is like you can save everyone and anyone. It feel like a gift God has given you, to help those in need. Why do I feel bad when I come across a news that someone needs a transplantation or transfusion..

Truth is, I am really afraid that my own body cannot take it. I donated blood 6 years ago, and I went really pale and dizzy. My body has always been weak. Although I was classified as healthy but the after-effect was really bad. Right after I donated, I was giddy. Rested for a long while and was dizzy again standing on the bus home.

I hope that by sharing, will bring some miracles to the young boy. Please fight on. Please let there be a healthy, brave and suitable person.

Monday, August 11, 2014

What are my directions from now on? I hate that I do not have motivation and ambition in life.

Too many talented people in this world. Making me feel so small.

Only starting to feel it now. It's the afterthoughts..

Idols seems so unreachable. Being others' idol feels so unattainable. How can I be people's inspiration when me myself is not motivated enough.