Because I don't want to let those who support and believe in me down.

But I know the road ahead will be even tougher. It will all be worth it, right?

It is so tiring to remain positive when everyone around you is so negative. I am standing in my perspective firmly.

I thought that people will encourage me when I am feeling helpless. But I did not expect that I will be the one to support them. I am used to it. But it's getting really too much for me to handle.

Physically tired. I don't know how long I can last mentally.

I'm still optimistic. But it's tiring to push away and to ignore all the pessimism.

I think I'm really patient with people outside home. But this really made me angry. Seriously you just totally 发脾气在我身上。I believe I didn't do anything to deserve that. 我不是你想像中的好欺负, 绝对不是。

Too many thoughts and flashback running in my head. It's so hard to fall asleep. Jialat at work tomorrow..

Well, it was scary but as always, a good experience. I can only think I'm not good enough. I have so much more to work on.

Many times I felt like giving up, but my team mates and crew mates pushed me on. I would have regretted it so much if I gave up, if not for them.

I feel so happy, to be able to do the things I really like. It's really good to have these experiences and memories even if I can't have this as a career.

I learnt a lot so far. This experience really challenges my limits, forcing me to improve fast. Although I am scared of harmonising, I want to try harmonising every song I hear now. Starting to gain a tiny bit of confidence in harmonising. 💪💪💪

Ahhhh!!! I'm going crazy! No signs of recovery. I've eaten almost all kinds of medicine since Monday. 😒

Started off with fever, headache and cough. Now to add on, sore throat and runny nose. I'm finishing up my pills for fever/pain, like seriously.

Today was a good experience. I got to explore the 'me' in front and off camera. It's fun and enjoyable.

YOLO. Whatever it is, I am proud of us. :)

I really love my primary school friends so much. Truly the more we suan each other, the closer we get.

They are the most punctual bunch of friends I have. I mean, and they are willing to go a step further to help you.