Lol, this just doubles my worry. But what can I do? Dear brother, can you just stop learning bike. But he is sooooo stubborn.

And how do I change my mindset?

There are so many things I didn't realise. So many things are changing. I hope I can do something about it. Perhaps I should really care less. It is still the best when I first came in.

Seeing different sides of people are really disappointing. But everybody has theirs. So do I.

Where is the initiative?

Am I too ignorant or too naive?

Trying hard alone is not good enough. Effort must be shown.

I know that I have improve a lot. All I need to change now is my mentality.

Clement thinks I try very hard. I do, but I'm even more afraid to let those who believe in me down. I'll try even harder the next time.

But I need the self control to push myself more.

I need to believe in myself.

Yeah, I still want to stand in the stage.

Singlish is like our form of banmal.

Whenever I think back, I realised I have been through so much and grown so much. It is a long way.