As the day draws near, I'm starting to be scared. A new phase of life. A total change of environment, colleagues, and job scope. But everything will be fine, right?

I can do it. I won't let those who believe in me down.

My Ippudo mother, Karen san. :) Feels like she is always proud to call us her daughters.

I guess everybody is selfish by nature. We tend to take things for granted. I understand.

But sometimes I wonder if all these are worth it.

Never talk to me when I'm tired. My mum never seems to understand it.

Knowing you will fail a subject. But hoping a miracle will happen. Still disappointed. But oh well. I'm a graduate now.

Just wished that I studied a little harder for that 2 marks. Think I chose the wrong question to do.. is totally throwing marks away.

It's true. Never never expect to fail before an exam.

Today, I'm weak. How good is it to be a kid? Nothing to worry about.

The Ippudo office is the only job that I feel a little excited to start work. Never had this feeling. Always feel so sad thinking that i have to leave this company. Although it's a brand new job scope and is another profession, and I'm afraid, but I am anticipating it too. To be able to work with the people I see often is interesting. Hope it'll be good.

As for my current colleagues, we'll be away but not that far apart. Still under the same company just 10 minutes walk away.

I think things would be very different if we were to be on different routes.

I can't trust anymore. I don't understand.

Too much of things in common, yet too different.

Hate over thinking, hate being overly sensitive.

Am really grateful for all the opportunities I have. I love my life this way. Can it just remain this way? I don't want to go into the full time working life.

I know that the reason is that I am afraid of criticism and failure. I am afraid of disappointment. I have to learn to accept opinions from others. This is the only part of me which is like a Leo, I guess.

I am sometimes shocked by my internal thoughts. Can't think that way. My lack of confidence makes me paranoid at times. Have to change it.