Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Too many things to do, no idea where to start. I'm scared, not stressed.

And I really want to change phone, keeps hanging these few days, getting worse. But asking my family to pay for it feels so bad.. I pay back after I work okay.. I need to fix my comp or get a new one too. Sigh.

Sunday, April 28, 2013

The option is opened once again.

I made up my mind quite some time ago. But after being asked to help, I realised I want to be part of their everything. 还是不舍得,还是念念不忘。

Ippudo, I kind of miss you.. Too many memories, good and bad.

Friday, April 26, 2013

" Leo governs the upper back, spine and heart and most of your upper back pain is from shouldering too many responsibilities in life and not delegating duties to others to take up the slack."

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Some times, I don't know to laugh or be angry to my younger brother.

So stubbornly adorable.

Like just now, mother asked him not to bite chopsticks and he did it so many times on purpose in front of her.

Whole family is against him getting a bike but he still is gonna get it. Can, but just drive carefully and stay safe okay.

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

The last kind of person I want to be seen as is so bossy and so 烦。 But.. I really don't know what to do anymore.

If given a choice, I would like to be free, of all responsibilities, too.

Songs to cheer me up. :)

어떻게? 난 정말 몰라요.

Sometimes, I just don't feel like talking and want some quiet time. Do you really not know? Can you not feel it?

I think I should care less, and care more for myself. But it's quite impossible, it's just not me. Don't like things undone. But studying is another matter.

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Not stressed, that's something I'm worried about. I'm feeling moody. Too many things on hand, no idea where to start.

Give me this one hour journey home by myself, not wanting to think about anything.

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Sometimes, I doubt myself if I can do it. But sometimes, I really can. :)

I need to trust myself a little more.

But now I can't get back to sleep...

Friday, April 12, 2013

If (mostly) everyone can sing, then what makes me so special?

This thought is coming back again.. Go away! But all I know is, I just want to sing.

No words can describe how scared I am now. I really have no idea what to do later.

Thursday, April 11, 2013

I want to ask for opinion, I want to get things done. But I'm afraid that I am too naggy. :((

Tuesday, April 09, 2013

Nothing is easy, but nothing is impossible too. Whatever is it, we should just try and do our best.

Nothing is easy, but nothing is impossible too. Whatever is it, we should just try and do our best.

Monday, April 08, 2013

Saturday, April 06, 2013

Need to constantly improve myself. A better singer, a better dancer. Put a persona on stage. On the stage, I shall not be me. On the stage, I am allowed to be another person. I WANT people to look at me when I am on stage. I NEED to command the stage. I should have the confidence.

From now on, it's up to me on what I want to show when I am on stage. I need to overcome myself, not think of how others judge me. Lose myself on stage, yet have control.

Thursday, April 04, 2013

I don't understand wars. Those who want to have war are "behind the scenes". Those in the front line, not the decision-makers, put their lives in danger. So many innocent lives are sacrificed. Maybe cos I don't know the reasons for the wars, but can't people just sort out their differences? It is not that easy, but is war really necessary?

H7N9 is spreading, why not put the effort and resources in preventing and treating it?

Wednesday, April 03, 2013

Kind of shocked myself. Was trying to train my head voice, my airy head voice. And the tone came out quite nice, didn't feel it was airy. Seem like yesterday's self practice worked. Yay, continue to work hard!

"Debut Stage" today for dance. Kekekek. Omg, so long since I really performed dancing. Since.Sec school. Performing as in standing on a proper stage.

"With confidence, you can conquer the world." -Laoshi

Let's go!

Omg, really thank you everyone for helping me and giving me tips to improve.

Including later, 11 consecutive days of dancing. How awesome is that!! Been so long since I danced so much.

Tuesday, April 02, 2013

心病乃要新药医。I should solve my own problem. I must think of my own solution. People can't tell me what to do, cos it's useless if I still can't get through myself. I need to break through it MYSELF. But I really don't know how..

After each fall, we just have to pick ourselves up again.

Nothing is easy.