Work life

Left with 4 more months to think about life. Finishing exams in 4 months. What should I work as? I don't think I want an office job. But maybe, just now accounting. Haha, why am I taking accountancy then, I also don't know.

Should I stay at ippudo? Should I work outside a few years and maybe return as a full timer, just like many of my managers. It'll be weird to manage or supervise those whom I am close to, and all my current colleagues. I'll 'jump' above the many full time colleagues I have now. Will I be able to handle the nasty customers?

Will I be willing to sacrifice my dreams and a lot of my time?

Thank you, I'm starting to gain back my confidence. :)

I guess.. If I feel disappointed in myself, it's a good thing too? Cos it means I actually believe I can do better.

Haven't felt this in a long while. I would really want to do it again, better.

Just be true to yourself.

I guess.. I can only be so direct cos I don't know how it feels.

If it's me, things will be so different, right?

Anyway, it's easier said than done.

Sometimes I feel so selfish. I'm confused. I'm starting to say what I want to say, no longer being as 婉转. Just feeling tired of thinking of nice ways to put things, which does not go straight to the point as well.

I don't know if it's good or bad. Kind of miss the old me. But being more honest and straight-forward now.

But my 心胸 still had to be wider.

早知今日，何必当初。

所以我告诉我自己，不要像你。

我不会浪费时间在不可能的事上。

但是说实在的。。说得容易，做得难。

Although I really love my life now, I'm feeling the stress. Studies, work, and responsibilities. Everything seems to clash. I am need at work cos lack of staff, yet exams are drawing near. I really wish to help out at work, but I'm like neglecting my responsibilities. How.. Just wish I can better manage my time.

Am I really ready for the worklife?

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Just a few days ago, I say work is fun. Today, I feel tired of working. Haha. It depends on who I am working with, and the types of customers that day.

Not a good start to the new year. But it's okay, tomorrow is a brand new day. It'll be a good day.

Brother is flying off to Brunei for training. I pray for his safety.

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