My brothers should be the reason who I am now. (too) Independent and reserved. 하지한 남자 없이 잘 살아. 남자는 안 필요해요.

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My own personality... :)

Really really pity my future boyfriend. My girlfriends pity him too.

너무 슬퍼요. 어떻게?

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In the past, I put others before me. Now, I don't know if I still do. Always hoping to treat myself better. I like being more selfless too. But sometimes it just feels that it does not pay. Thinking for others, but all they do is think for themselves as well and taking you for granted.

Anyway, I have got a few feedback that I an very sincere. Lol. Just believe that I should treat people the way I want to be treated. But sarcasm is fun nevertheless.

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It's better to be alone, at times.

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나도... I will feel left out and easily forgotten as well.

We are all human. We all change, we all have feelings, we all think that we are always in the right.

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Evaluation is over! 心中的一块大石终于放下了。English song killed me as expected.

Feedbacks I've gotten.
I have a nice voice. I am one of the few who are sincere when I am singing. I have improved in terms of range, using a mixture between mixed and head, somewhere between there. Was one of the lower ranged ones. Registers are correct for 回家。Good effort for We Have Nothing.
But I have to hold the stage. It's not just the expression on the face, I have to use my body to bring my through and help me as well. I have to learn to use my larynx, cos when I go into high notes, my voice becomes thin. I have to sing with less air. I have to learn to slang while singing English songs. Cannot be shy to perform.

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Many thanks to Guin for helping me and giving me advices before evaluation. Thanks laoshi for being so encouraging, always speaking up for me, and giving me so much smiles. Thanks Clement for bringing my vocal ability thus far. As I said before, in regardless of the results, being accepted into the crew itself was already a miracle. But I still hope to carry on. It's fun, but I am always stiff when I perform in front of others. Just can't help it. And finally, I can delete this playlist of mine and listen to whatever songs I feel like listening to. :)

An interest can forever only be an interest?

No, no. I can do this, I have to overcome this. 난 할 수 있어. 화이팅!

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Sometimes I'll wonder, will things be different if i was born in a richer family? Like then, I could learn singing easier, ballet, piano, guitar.... My answer always comes up with a no. I won't have the talents if my parents were rich, and I doubt they will support me. So I'm happy with what I have now, even by using my own 能力 to chase after what I want.

Although I can't see what is in front of me now. Even though I have lost my directions and don't know what I want anymore.

Just be contented.

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Confidence.. I need to find it in two days.

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I really love the time with my fellow singers. What will I do if I cannot get pass the exam. Must work even harder to stay on the crew.

Singing is something I really like, although sometimes I doubt my own ability and future.

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Anyway, I am really really scared for vocal exam. More and more people not taking it.. Feels like my supports are gone. But nevertheless I'll still do my best. Whatever the result.

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There are always some artistes who makes me feel like giving up. Cos I know I can never be comparable to them. It's not a bad thing actually, still love some of them. Look up to them.

There are some who makes me feel inspired. Gives me energy and asks me to go on. Cos there is always this slim possibility that we might succeed one day if we do not give up.

Parts of tonight, I was touched, tearing up. Really really touched. Singers like JJ, Della...

I think that every singer went through a period when they doubt themselves. I remember Wei Li An one said there was a period he hated his voice. That is what I'm going through I guess. I'll get over it soon.

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Need to overcome my mental barrier. I have a week to do so.

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