CJ Singers' March Evaluation just now! It's over! Relieved! :)
Our CJ Project U.P.4 Singers' (Anthea, Nicole, Vivian and I) very own 'debut stage'. We were the first group. Really had a great time working with all of them. Enjoyed myself throughout the whole process. With my own maknae group, and seniors, who are older and younger than myself.
They said that we did quite well. Even though we were all nervous, Laoshi said we set the bar/benchmark for the seniors. And that our performance was tight. At least we did our best, from not moving to moving a little. Hahhah. Clement said I sang too little, and I should sing more. And laoshi said, cos I am tall, I naturally have the presence on stage, but my face shows that I am nervous.
But too bad I did not have much time to practise after yesterday's rehearsal since I was home late and left home early this morning. But I hope I was okay..
Laoshi said that she thinks that she can put the crew up for performances already. So I hope that the whole vocal crew will have even more chances to showcase their talents. And she will start giving us stage performances lessons. :)
Candy even told me that Laoshi told them that this batch's standard is high and they kan hao us. But I still feel very not confident. I seriously think that the other 3 are really good. But still I'll do my best. I think I'll really need more practice to gain more confidence in singing. Cos for the past many years, all my experiences are of dancing.
So I really hope that I will have more chances in the future. I'm really enjoying the process and the accompaniment of all the other crew members. As in the people are nice. And we also get to take part in CJ events, be it helpers or performers. I'm just enjoying every bit of it. :)
To be truthful, I don't really know my strength in singing until now. When they say that they are good in what what what, I will wonder.. Hmm, so what am I good in? How come I could get in? As usual, I think I need some kind of assurance. But whatever it is, I am still glad I am in this crew now, even though I'm still under probation.
Just need that bit more of confidence in singing. I need to erase that nervousness off my face, although I wasn't very nervous.