Life is so complicated. Why can't it just be simple and nice?
Everything is becoming so wrong. Everything is so complicated.
We all need to do some self reflection at times. If you think you are always right, please think again. And I am NOT saying that I am right.
But please get the facts right first!
I will not be the good guy forever.
I guess there are many things you will never know.
It will forever be our fault, right? Do you think we are happy?
Just don't care about me, thanks.
If you know me...
And I need you.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
How will it be?
Oh, last week after tuition, I got a phone call from the Blood Group thing. Scare me once again. The person just called to ask if I was better. =)
This week, is study week! Went night study on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday. Monday canteen, Tuesday and Thursday library. I love the library now. Quite fun. Haha.
So Tuesday, went Panasonic Care Centre to fix my camera. Luckily it's near school. Quite convinient, one straight bus. After the camera is repaired, it might look perfectly on the outside, but who knows what damage it has on the inside. Still got some chips and dents here and there actually. Aiyo, I feel so bad. Cos the camera is not mine!! Although my brother never say anything.
The organic chem thing was not bad, I guess. At least I learnt something. The teacher kept laughing at us, mostly Marilene. He said he enjoyed laughing at us.
We got a photo frame for Batam.
And we saw the class photos. =)
Oh, and got the 1000 smiles thing for teachers' day. Super close up. Omg. Lol.
I saw something I feel like buying today. Lol, but like quite ex. Maybe I will get it as a late birthday present for myself. Lol.
It was raining so heavily just now.
And this photo was taken a few days ago, on another rainy day.
What do you see after rain?
Assurance is all I need. =)
I've decided. To let go.
This week, is study week! Went night study on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday. Monday canteen, Tuesday and Thursday library. I love the library now. Quite fun. Haha.
So Tuesday, went Panasonic Care Centre to fix my camera. Luckily it's near school. Quite convinient, one straight bus. After the camera is repaired, it might look perfectly on the outside, but who knows what damage it has on the inside. Still got some chips and dents here and there actually. Aiyo, I feel so bad. Cos the camera is not mine!! Although my brother never say anything.
The organic chem thing was not bad, I guess. At least I learnt something. The teacher kept laughing at us, mostly Marilene. He said he enjoyed laughing at us.
We got a photo frame for Batam.
And we saw the class photos. =)
Oh, and got the 1000 smiles thing for teachers' day. Super close up. Omg. Lol.
I saw something I feel like buying today. Lol, but like quite ex. Maybe I will get it as a late birthday present for myself. Lol.
It was raining so heavily just now.
And this photo was taken a few days ago, on another rainy day.
What do you see after rain?
Assurance is all I need. =)
I've decided. To let go.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Term 3 Week 7.
Changed blog song. =)
So there is this intense revision programme from this week onwards. Many CAs coming and gone. I'm in "maths hidden stars", a good way of saying those who failed and are in remedial.
Hui Xin, Audrey, Capri, Edmund, Hanif and I wanted to go for Blood Donation yesterday. Capri cannot, so the rest went. There, doing all the check up and stuff, first Audrey cannot, then Hui Xin almost, was lying on the seat already, but couldn't find her vein. Then she cannot. Then Edmund go eat, then left me alone. The people are nice lar. The blood test for iron is more painful than the actual thing. The pain is bearable, not that painful actually. Could feel the warmth from my blood. And there is this sense of satisfactory. Haha.
Who is who?
My blood!!
Felt giddy after donation. So rested at the seat for quite long. With legs up, for the blood to flow back or something. Then the person say I need to see the doctor, scary. I thought there was something wrong with me. But luckily, it was just to check my blood pressure. It returned to normal. I saw the doctor after Hanif. He had chicken pox so cannot donate too. So only two of us doanted, out of so many. But no choice lar, I know they want to too. Then saw HuiXian at the bus stop, took bus home, so crowded. Got no seat. And I felt giddy again. Left ear was kind of blocked. Knew I couldn't make it. So I had to squat down, unglam, but dying liao lar. Then some kind soul gave up her seat for me. So I managed to reach home safely.
Had Guzheng phototaking just now. There goes the camera, it's not even mine. My korkor's. =( Everytime I wanted to use, I will ask him. But he just said next time if you want, just take it. And now... I don't know if it can be fixed. It's a good camera. The screen cracked after it dropped. Heartpain lar. But teacher say will pay for the cost to repair it. But then like so weird. I haven't tell my mother yet and brother, cos he is not home. Haha.
Guzheng Excos + Teachers IC + Instructor.
Farewell gifts for J2s.
Farewell gifts for J2 Excos. Not bad eh? Not I design one, but I helped with the template thing. Hehehehe.
After that, went Cathay to catch UP 3D. So cool. =)) I must apologise to those, Capri, Audrey, Debra and Marilene for waiting so long for me, and in the end, I didn't go with them.
So there is this intense revision programme from this week onwards. Many CAs coming and gone. I'm in "maths hidden stars", a good way of saying those who failed and are in remedial.
Hui Xin, Audrey, Capri, Edmund, Hanif and I wanted to go for Blood Donation yesterday. Capri cannot, so the rest went. There, doing all the check up and stuff, first Audrey cannot, then Hui Xin almost, was lying on the seat already, but couldn't find her vein. Then she cannot. Then Edmund go eat, then left me alone. The people are nice lar. The blood test for iron is more painful than the actual thing. The pain is bearable, not that painful actually. Could feel the warmth from my blood. And there is this sense of satisfactory. Haha.
Who is who?
My blood!!
Felt giddy after donation. So rested at the seat for quite long. With legs up, for the blood to flow back or something. Then the person say I need to see the doctor, scary. I thought there was something wrong with me. But luckily, it was just to check my blood pressure. It returned to normal. I saw the doctor after Hanif. He had chicken pox so cannot donate too. So only two of us doanted, out of so many. But no choice lar, I know they want to too. Then saw HuiXian at the bus stop, took bus home, so crowded. Got no seat. And I felt giddy again. Left ear was kind of blocked. Knew I couldn't make it. So I had to squat down, unglam, but dying liao lar. Then some kind soul gave up her seat for me. So I managed to reach home safely.
Had Guzheng phototaking just now. There goes the camera, it's not even mine. My korkor's. =( Everytime I wanted to use, I will ask him. But he just said next time if you want, just take it. And now... I don't know if it can be fixed. It's a good camera. The screen cracked after it dropped. Heartpain lar. But teacher say will pay for the cost to repair it. But then like so weird. I haven't tell my mother yet and brother, cos he is not home. Haha.
Guzheng Excos + Teachers IC + Instructor.
Farewell gifts for J2s.
Farewell gifts for J2 Excos. Not bad eh? Not I design one, but I helped with the template thing. Hehehehe.
After that, went Cathay to catch UP 3D. So cool. =)) I must apologise to those, Capri, Audrey, Debra and Marilene for waiting so long for me, and in the end, I didn't go with them.
Sunday, August 09, 2009
I Miss NDP 2007!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY, SINGAPORE!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, EVERYONE!
2 years ago, SJC performed during NDP. The first year on the floating platform. Miss it so much. This video sure brings back memories.
My brother helped out, cos of NS, last year. Maggie is participating as the motivators this year. Wishing her all the best for later!
Tuition just now. Marcus joined our class. Then went to eat, and Jiaxin and I went to walk around, and studied, until it was her chem tuition.
Met up with her just now. I'm 18 now, yep. =D Talking to her on MSN now. Love her lots! <3<3
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, EVERYONE!
2 years ago, SJC performed during NDP. The first year on the floating platform. Miss it so much. This video sure brings back memories.
My brother helped out, cos of NS, last year. Maggie is participating as the motivators this year. Wishing her all the best for later!
Tuition just now. Marcus joined our class. Then went to eat, and Jiaxin and I went to walk around, and studied, until it was her chem tuition.
Met up with her just now. I'm 18 now, yep. =D Talking to her on MSN now. Love her lots! <3<3
Friday, August 07, 2009
Last National Day Celebration in School.
The class helped to celebrate the birthdays of the July and August babies. First, was the inextinguishable candles, but we managed to. And then the cream. I was CREAMED while eating the cake. Thanks to MARILENE YEO. My whole left face was covered with cream, my ear was blocked. But then, it was actually quite fun. So we should continue it. =)
SGC submitted. And it was the last PE lesson yesterday. Last lesson, last batch. Played soccer with.. I forgot the class, was it 26? It's so funny. Cos we don't know how to play. So we anyhow play. One girl from that class did a headbutt, all of us laughed. Haha! Quite cool and funny.
There was National Day Celebration in school today. Some of us went third floor to watch the Parade. And it was so fun to take photos from above. Stood for almost an hour, some national day songs were played plus the parade thing.
People downstairs, with Mrs Ang.
People upstairs.
Went back class to blow the balloons. And took lots of photos. Played the game too, the quiz thing. My group is "Buy 1 Get 4 Free!!" Such a cool and cute name.
Sang some NDP songs. And then went down for the rising of the balloon flag. They played "Five Stars Arising". The flag is actually quite nice. Just that some people blow the balloons too big, and it spoils the entire thing. Now I know why they want the size so exact.
Damian so cute!!!
Went back to class and waited for those who had rehearsal. And we had jukebox session in class, but all english song.. Set my watch alarm to 12:34. So that we could catch 12:34:56 of 07/08/09. Managed to do so. But like quite lame. Haha.
Went Cathay after that, 17 people went. Wanted to watch UP 3D but all the tickets were sold out. Lunched at Cathay Indulge, the people are nice. Quite worth it. =) So some of them watched G.I. Joe, some Hangover, and some of us went to walk around. So, Audrey, Capri, Jiaxin, Huixin and I went to walk at PS. Went Build-A-Bear Workshop. I like the lamb. =))
A present from JMS. I didn't know there were something inside. So sweet! It says JMS love Y!
Tuition tomorrow. Starting to understand what the teacher is saying and writing. =))Oh! And we saw Fann Wong shooting some show at Orchard, near Cine. She crossed the road with us. First, Jiaxin and I saw this lady in red dress, very tall. Then we see the other lady next to her, a very tall person, Fann Wong, in heels.
NYAA is supposed to teach people to be less self-centered from the CIP. But then people seemed to show more self-centeredness, cos all they are concerned about is whether they have clocked enough hours, just like their skills. Such irony. But it really depends on that person, I know most are not like that.
There are stuff I don't understand.
SGC submitted. And it was the last PE lesson yesterday. Last lesson, last batch. Played soccer with.. I forgot the class, was it 26? It's so funny. Cos we don't know how to play. So we anyhow play. One girl from that class did a headbutt, all of us laughed. Haha! Quite cool and funny.
There was National Day Celebration in school today. Some of us went third floor to watch the Parade. And it was so fun to take photos from above. Stood for almost an hour, some national day songs were played plus the parade thing.
People downstairs, with Mrs Ang.
People upstairs.
Went back class to blow the balloons. And took lots of photos. Played the game too, the quiz thing. My group is "Buy 1 Get 4 Free!!" Such a cool and cute name.
Sang some NDP songs. And then went down for the rising of the balloon flag. They played "Five Stars Arising". The flag is actually quite nice. Just that some people blow the balloons too big, and it spoils the entire thing. Now I know why they want the size so exact.
Damian so cute!!!
Went back to class and waited for those who had rehearsal. And we had jukebox session in class, but all english song.. Set my watch alarm to 12:34. So that we could catch 12:34:56 of 07/08/09. Managed to do so. But like quite lame. Haha.
Went Cathay after that, 17 people went. Wanted to watch UP 3D but all the tickets were sold out. Lunched at Cathay Indulge, the people are nice. Quite worth it. =) So some of them watched G.I. Joe, some Hangover, and some of us went to walk around. So, Audrey, Capri, Jiaxin, Huixin and I went to walk at PS. Went Build-A-Bear Workshop. I like the lamb. =))
A present from JMS. I didn't know there were something inside. So sweet! It says JMS love Y!
Tuition tomorrow. Starting to understand what the teacher is saying and writing. =))Oh! And we saw Fann Wong shooting some show at Orchard, near Cine. She crossed the road with us. First, Jiaxin and I saw this lady in red dress, very tall. Then we see the other lady next to her, a very tall person, Fann Wong, in heels.
NYAA is supposed to teach people to be less self-centered from the CIP. But then people seemed to show more self-centeredness, cos all they are concerned about is whether they have clocked enough hours, just like their skills. Such irony. But it really depends on that person, I know most are not like that.
There are stuff I don't understand.
Monday, August 03, 2009
I'm 18!
It's my birthday!! =D=D
Got a present from Lee Ting yesterday. Then mum bought me a pair of earrings, cos I lost mine. Lol. Bought cake last night. Di sent me a sms, asking, "Black or white? Circle or star?" Then I said, "Black star". He replied, "No such combination. Try again." Then he asked, "How about white stars on red, with white below." I thought he wanted to buy something for himself, but then he asked me to choose again and again. Lol, then I was thinking if he was going to buy something for me. I thought he was going to buy me some shoelaces or something.
First to wish me, was my Idol, Yi Xin!! Then Lee Ting, Javis and my di. I was quite shocked to receive a message from him actually. Thank you to all for the wishes! Yi Xin, Lee Ting, Javis, didi, Qian Hui, Marilene, Derrick, Rachel, Hui Xian, Martin, Maggie, Pamela, Vanessa, Marcus, Jean, Karissa, Jasmine, Gena, Hanif, Jaclyn, Gensen, Nat and many more!! =D
Haha, these people send me after that, Theresa, Siyuan (the last at 2359). And Edouard for the late wishes, but still thank you. =)
I got a surprise this morning. It's really sweet. I found this plastic bag on the floor of my room. Inside it, was a bag. A black bag with colourful stars. It is from my di. So nice of him. I'm really happy. I really didn't expect anything. Cos we never ever buy anything for one another. The bag is so not me, but then, the more I look at it, the more I like it. I should be bringing it to school tomorrow. But I'm worried that I will feel weird with it. Lol, it's so colourful and striking.
6 balloons from A-H. <3 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365728221964572498" style="width: 322px; height: 241px;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVM-MXaZSku_NOJHurCvWk9XTit3zwLhAexbjlJxB4g-3NA4IFGUSU0kMKkjKQwagg1snPy-6mxipW_hn-AiD6zz9HhzlcrNoCRciUOACSwVyAakbskpcKVHbfWYQSwJbSPhmcCA/s320/Photo1770.jpg" border="0">
From JMS, Siyuan, Qian Hui + Pamela.
All my presents from yesterday and today. <3
Basketball with 2T16 girls today. Did I hurt my ankle not? Lol. Photo-taking after school today. See how vain my class is. Guys styling their hair. Girls looking so neat. =)
Today is just nice my korkor's lunar birthday too.
I'm 18 already. I don't feel like growing up yet. LOL! But I think 18 is not bad bah. =D=D
Got a present from Lee Ting yesterday. Then mum bought me a pair of earrings, cos I lost mine. Lol. Bought cake last night. Di sent me a sms, asking, "Black or white? Circle or star?" Then I said, "Black star". He replied, "No such combination. Try again." Then he asked, "How about white stars on red, with white below." I thought he wanted to buy something for himself, but then he asked me to choose again and again. Lol, then I was thinking if he was going to buy something for me. I thought he was going to buy me some shoelaces or something.
First to wish me, was my Idol, Yi Xin!! Then Lee Ting, Javis and my di. I was quite shocked to receive a message from him actually. Thank you to all for the wishes! Yi Xin, Lee Ting, Javis, didi, Qian Hui, Marilene, Derrick, Rachel, Hui Xian, Martin, Maggie, Pamela, Vanessa, Marcus, Jean, Karissa, Jasmine, Gena, Hanif, Jaclyn, Gensen, Nat and many more!! =D
Haha, these people send me after that, Theresa, Siyuan (the last at 2359). And Edouard for the late wishes, but still thank you. =)
I got a surprise this morning. It's really sweet. I found this plastic bag on the floor of my room. Inside it, was a bag. A black bag with colourful stars. It is from my di. So nice of him. I'm really happy. I really didn't expect anything. Cos we never ever buy anything for one another. The bag is so not me, but then, the more I look at it, the more I like it. I should be bringing it to school tomorrow. But I'm worried that I will feel weird with it. Lol, it's so colourful and striking.
6 balloons from A-H. <3 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365728221964572498" style="width: 322px; height: 241px;" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVM-MXaZSku_NOJHurCvWk9XTit3zwLhAexbjlJxB4g-3NA4IFGUSU0kMKkjKQwagg1snPy-6mxipW_hn-AiD6zz9HhzlcrNoCRciUOACSwVyAakbskpcKVHbfWYQSwJbSPhmcCA/s320/Photo1770.jpg" border="0">
From JMS, Siyuan, Qian Hui + Pamela.
All my presents from yesterday and today. <3
Basketball with 2T16 girls today. Did I hurt my ankle not? Lol. Photo-taking after school today. See how vain my class is. Guys styling their hair. Girls looking so neat. =)
Today is just nice my korkor's lunar birthday too.
I'm 18 already. I don't feel like growing up yet. LOL! But I think 18 is not bad bah. =D=D
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